A/N - Just a little something that hit me, so here’s a quickie. No grammar checks and all that, so probably not the best but wanted to write something and this was the first bit of inspiration I’ve had since I did the 2k pieces.
Your professor was never someone to mince her words. Whenever she gave you a deadline, it was a hard deadline - no exceptions. Whenever she heard a dumb question during class, she would call out the student and ask why they are wasting everyone else’s time. It was unspoken knowledge in your university that Momo Hirai was the coldest and most scrutinizing professor on campus.
So when she invited you to meet her in her private office in the middle of the day you weren’t sure what you were about to walk into. But you definitely didn’t expect to hear the words that just came out of her mouth.
“M-miss Hirai, is this some kind of joke?” you stutter out in shock at her request.
Her face does not change. Those dark brown eyes remain as cold and piercing as ever.
“Joke? Why did you think I asked you to meet me here in the first place? Drop your pants and show me your cock.”
Stunned from her unabashed words, following her orders seems like the only way to get out of this situation. You quickly take your backpack off and let it fall to the floor before unbuckling your belt and letting your pants do the same. Standing in Momo’s office with your pants around your ankles, you resist the urge to cover yourself as your professor examines you.
“It seems the rumors of your well-endowment were not just fabrication after all,” Momo says, grabbing a pillow off of one of the seats in front of her desk and placing it on the floor in front you.
“Excuse me ma'am?”
“Oh please just because I’m a professor doesn’t mean I don’t overhear some of your classmates talking. I’ve heard quite a few of them say that they’ve never thought they’d enjoy rough sex, but that you changed their minds,” Momo states.
Dropping to her knees, Momo looks up at you through her glasses. Those same eyes just moments ago that were cold and calculated are now filled with something you’d never expect to see - unbridled lust.
She grabs your shaft with both hands, stroking it slowly and softly, making sure to pay close attention to the head of your cock. The sensation of her soft touch makes you shiver in pleasure as she moves her hand up and down your shaft, teasing you in a way that only she can. She gives you a sly smile, feeling your cock grow harder in her grasp.
Once your cock is fully erect, she moves her hands behind her back and looks up at you.
"Unfortunately I don't have the time to really test you since I have a meeting with the dean and a few other professors soon, so instead we'll have to make do with this for now. Fuck my mouth."
You're taken aback by Momo's request and aren't sure how to proceed. You look down at her full red lips and watch as they part to reveal her pink tongue. Her dark brown hair falls over her shoulders and frames her face perfectly.
She leans forward, offering you her open mouth .Momo's eyes remain fixed on you as your cock slides between her soft lips, entering her warm and wet mouth easily. Slowly you thrust your cock in and out of Momo's mouth, only pushing about half of your length in at a time. Whenever you feel the back of her throat or hear her gag you pull back, nervous about overstepping your boundaries.
Momo looks up at you with a very dissatisfied look on her face. After about 3 minutes of you slowly thrusting in and out of her mouth, Momo puts her hands on your thighs and pulls her mouth off of your cock.
“Is that really the best you can do? I had high hopes for you too,” Momo sighs, starting to sit back on her thighs.
Suddenly a rush of adrenaline runs through your body. Reaching forward and grabbing the back of Momo’s head, you thrust your entire length down her throat. Momo’s nose presses firmly against your crotch as you fuck her face, her eyes squeezed shut as she gags and coughs around your cock. The feeling of Momo swallowing around your cock is incredible, making you thrust into her mouth as fast and hard as you can.
Momo's hands quickly whip around from behind her and latch onto your thighs, trying to gain some stability as you roughly fuck her face. Her red lipstick smears around your cock as you thrust in and out of her mouth, saliva dripping from her chin. Your balls slap against her chin with every stoke of your hips.
“Fuck!” you moan as you hold her head tightly.
You only last a few more seconds at this speed and with one final thrust your cock explodes deep inside Momo’s mouth. You pump your load into her throat as she tries to swallow everything you give her, but you simply can’t stop cumming. Your cum slowly dribbles out the sides of her mouth as she continues swallowing, making you grunt and groan with pleasure.
Pulling your cock out of her mouth, you look down at Momo, her cheeks flushed with excitement as she swallows the last of your load. You'd never expected to see her so excited by anything, especially not your dick.
“Now that… that was what I was hoping for,” Momo pants with a smile.
She collects the bits of cum that escaped out the sides of her mouth with her finger and thumb and licks them clean while staring directly into your soul. Standing up, Momo pats her skirt removing any dust that might have gathered on it. Momo composes herself as she walks back behind her desk and takes a seat while you pull your pants back up.
“I may need a few more sessions and some second opinions, but I do believe what you showed me here today will pique the interest of several of my colleagues. I can’t wait to see what you can do throughout the remainder of the year."
The following is Chapter 12 in the Toy series - but it can (mostly) be read on its own.
This chapter is from the POV of Woody.
11,668 words.
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My mind in a vice grip
Your legs still wrapped around my head
In that hotel suite
Cigarette ashes on my bed
They stain the sheets - I see you nude, dancing around my room
As if you ain’t a thousand miles back home
But it’s cool I’ll probably see you soon
I can’t go to that thrift store
Without smelling sex in the dressing room
Can’t hear my favorite film score
Without sweet nothings played on loop
It’s kind of rude, won’t let me loose
As if you weren’t a thousand miles back home
But it’s cool I’ll probably see you soon
I can still feel you kiss me
I thought I was ready
to see you off on that flight
I said goodbye - but as the clock, it ticks on by
I realize I’m still holding you close
As if you ain’t a thousand miles back home
But least we got telephones
Whoever said “out of sight, out of mind”
Fucking lied
‘Cause you’re not by, by my side
Still keep me up at night
I can still feel you kiss me
-Holywatr, “Without U”
---
It’s painful, honestly, the way she does it.
She steps into the cafe like she owns it, despite the oversized hoodie and ridiculously short denim shorts that looked worn out and threadbare but are probably designer and worth more than what you make in a month. The cap on her head, the large sunglasses, and the mask cover her - because without them someone might recognize her face as one that’s been on a million screens, a thousand advertisements, all over the world.
She looks, almost, like she doesn’t care. She looks like any other young woman grabbing an overpriced, oversweetened dose of caffeine that she’ll probably snap a picture of for her Instagram story before leaving half-finished on a sidewalk somewhere. She reaches the counter and mutters an order to a barista that doesn’t deign to even look up from the tablet he punches her order into.
Every movement she makes is painful to you. Her nonchalance - her indifference - stings. It’s a sharp spike poised above your ribs, giving you tiny little jabs of bright pain.
She steps aside from the register and saunters to the waiting area. A hand slips into her oversized tote - which, like the rest of her attire, hid a ludicrous price tag beneath its ragged exterior - to produce a phone that she idly scrolls as she waits.
It’s then that she sees you.
Dark glasses turn. The mask hides her expression. You imagine it’s hiding a regretful sigh, or one of disgust at something unpleasant that she’ll have to take care of - like a full trash can that needs to be emptied.
The barista calls her name - not her real one, not here, out in public - and she takes the plastic caffeine container, loaded with an obscene amount of ice and whipped cream and those stupid fucking chocolate sprinkles she loves so much. She walks over to the corner booth where you’re sitting, sits across from you.
The mask drops. The glasses come off.
Minatozaki Sana was many things. Idol, model.
Today she is just a young woman throwing away a toy she’d grown tired of.
---
“You look like you’re doing well,” she says, flatly. Her eyes, often so full of mirth and mischief and something she wanted people to interpret as joy - they look dull and uninterested today, as though she’d had to force herself to be here, to see you.
You don’t know what to say. What could you say? This was one of the most popular woman on earth, one of the most gorgeous, and you’d spent the last few years catering to her every whim. You’d seen her at her highest, supported you through her lowest, fucked her throughout. Those lips had wrapped themselves around your cock, whispered filth against shower tiles as you took her from behind, spilt her hopes and dreams and deepest insecurities on those quiet nights between shows when all you did was hold her in her hotel room while she cried about how she believed everyone around her wanted her just for her looks and not for the girl beneath them ---
And now she was greeting you with the same interest she had given the barista moments earlier.
“I’m good,” you manage, although the words that leave your lips seem to come from a voice that isn’t yours.
“How’s your mom?” she continues, even as she takes her drink and stirs it absently, taking a short sip of the sugar water within.
“She’s good, she’s good,” you answer. The words cost you something to say, because speaking to her isn’t free anymore, not now. “The doctors say she’s responding well to the treatment. They say she’ll be out of the hospital in a few weeks.”
“Good,” she says. Her eyes don’t meet yours. She takes another sip of her drink. “Which hospital is she at?”
“She just got transferred to the Women’s Hospital, the one on 6th street.”
Sana nods, barely, but doesn’t make eye contact.
“How are you?” you ask, because that was how conversations worked, right? She asks how you are, you answer, you ask her how she is, she answers. You don’t have the courage or the brain cells to manage much more than that - not now, not when the woman sitting across from you is who she is.
Silence. It’s only for a few seconds as he stirs her drink with that green paper straw she hated so much. The world thought they knew everything about Minatozaki Sana, but her hatred of paper straws is something only you know about her. It’s an intimate thing, amidst the myriad of other intimate things you know of her.
But none of that knowledge is able to bridge the silence between you. It lasts only a few seconds, but they feel like forever.
“How are the girls?” you add, hoping a simpler question might prompt more conversation, might produce something, anything out of her to fill this painful, terrible silence.
“They’re good. Tour wrapped up. Just the encores in Seoul to go.”
“Good. That’s good.”
“Yeah.”
“Did you… how was… uh, the cities?”
She looks up at you, finally, at the random words spilling from your mouth in some vain attempt to maintain some semblance of normalcy. She’s stunning - even without an ounce of makeup or the small platoon of makeup artists and hairstylists that make her look the way she does on those screens and advertisements - but today she looks tired, and uninterested, and done with it.
Done with you.
“They were good,” she answers, finally. Her attention returns to her drink to the sugar, water, and caffeine concoction on the table between you, as though it were a third participant in this awful, painful conversation. Silence returns, for too long.
“Sana, I-”
“Listen,” she says, at a volume and with a tone that rattles you. “We both know why we’re here.”
You don’t say anything. How could you?
“We can’t do this anymore,” she says. Her eyes falter for a moment - just a moment - before she wrestles them back in line. “It was fun. But it was a dream. Time to wake up. It’s over.”
Your words fail you. Two years - two years you’d spent with this woman - and they’re all gone, all over, just like that - a dream to be woken up from, a toy to be discarded.
You want to say something. Want to tell her the past few years have been the best of your life, that you’d seen cities and done things and had experiences that you’d long thought only existed in movies or k-dramas or fanfiction - and that she was at the center of all that, the source of it, the only reason why you were able to experience it all and that you will thank her, with every second of the rest of your life, that she picked you out of the thousands of men at that concert two years, eight months, three days and sixteen hours ago---
“Sana-” you begin, but no words follow.
“I don’t need a manager that will just get up and leave me randomly,” she states, the words somehow sharp and cold at the same time. “I need someone I can depend on. Whenever, wherever. You’re not that person. Not anymore.”
She lets the words lie there in the space between you for a moment that felt much longer than it actually was. Something painful flares in your chest.
“The company will send you the rest of your pay,” she continues. “And the non-disclosure agreement, of course.” The glasses and mask come back on, covering up those gorgeous features of hers. Her eyes catch yours before the glasses cover them up and there’s something there that hurts you - the indifference, the nonchalance, the arrogance of this woman for tossing you aside like some unwanted trinket she’d grown bored of.
But it’s fleeting. The lenses are opaque and dark and you wonder if you’ll ever see those eyes this closely again. She gathers her things.
“Bye,” she says, and for a moment you imagine there’s regret, or sadness, or something soft and fragile in her voice - but then you realize it was probably your imagination, your heart protecting itself from being shattered into a million pieces right there on the floor of some fucking chain coffee shop.
She leaves.
Her drink sits on the table, barely-touched, left behind.
---
“We miss you, bro.”
Pikachu was a good guy. He was on the other side of the world, but the wonders of modern technology meant you could still pick out the genuine tone in his words and the worry behind them.
“Thanks, dude. I miss you guys too. How’s Buzz?”
“Aw, you know,” Pikachu answers. “It is what it is. You know she’s… she’s dating someone else now, right?”
You don’t have to ask who he means by ‘she’. It was common knowledge now, and had been plastered all over the k-pop blogs when news of it broke. The ‘ideal couple,’ they were called, because they both looked like marble statues of the fucking Olympians brought to life.
Buzz, on the other hand, was a little short and scrawny; but admittedly, most men looked scrawny next to her new boyfriend.
“Tell him to keep his head up,” you answer. “He’s a good guy. I heard he’s getting into acting after the tour is done?”
“He is,” Pikachu replies. “The other managers want him to stay on, but I think he wants a break from it all. He accepted a role last week. It starts filming at the end of the year.”
There’s a moment of sad silence between you, a melancholy, an acknowledgement that the brotherhood that had formed between the three of you was reaching its natural end, and there was nothing any of you could do to stop it. It was fleeting, momentary - three men brought together under the most ridiculous circumstances - but you treasured it, cherished it all the same. You shared some of the best of years of your life with them, and now that time was coming to an end.
A dream to wake up from.
“How’s your mom?” Pikachu asks, and you answer - she’s doing fine, the doctors have run the tests and prescribed the drugs, but she’ll need a little more time in the hospital to recover. Pikachu is thoughtful and genuine, and makes a promise to come visit her, and you, someday.
“And how’s…” he hesitates for a moment, knowing he was approaching sore, still-bleeding territory. “How are things with you and Sana?”
You gather yourself for a moment. The wound was still fresh. You’re still trying to get over the way she did it, the way she threw you left you behind like that fucking drink she left on the table. Anger flares for a moment. You hide it.
“We’re done,” you answer, and the words leave a lump in your throat as they pass. “She… she broke things off after I came back home for mom. I saw her last week in person on her way back to Seoul. Said she needed someone that wasn’t going to just leave at random times. You know how she is - needy as fuck. Threw me aside like a piece of trash but hey, at least she did it to my face.”
You manage a sad chuckle. Pikachu is supportive. He’s a bro, he knows what to do. He tells you she was a bitch to break things off with you the way she did, when she did. He tells you she’s a spoiled brat, that she’s used to people doting on her 24/7/365 and couldn’t handle someone who had other priorities. He goes off on how needy she always is, and how she’s constantly seeking the attention and approval of everyone around her, and how exhausting that is for everyone.
He says the right things, and you knew him well enough to know that he meant them.
The call nears its end. Pikachu has a team meeting to attend in ten minutes, where the managers and the crew will be discussing the wrap-up of the European leg and begin preparations for the finales in Seoul. He mentions, offhandedly, that Momo and Chaeyoung have been at odds in the past few weeks, and that management wants him to take care of it before the finales start.
For a moment, you consider telling him something - a secret you’d long held. Something he should know.
“Take care of yourself, bro. I’ll talk to you soon, alright?” he says, before you can formulate the words.
“Yeah,” you answer. The secret dies on your lips.Talking about her was the last thing you wanted to do. “Soon, bro.”
---
At the hospital, your sister tells you to go home - she’d gotten some time off work and could watch your mom for a while. You often fought with your sister in the way siblings do, but you loved her, and she loved you, and her insistence that you “go home and shower the depression off” was her way of showing it.
Your apartment wasn’t as kind to you as you’d hoped it would be.
Relics of the past few years are everywhere - tour merch, clothes and trinkets and souvenirs from the cities you’d visited on tour, photos of you and some combination of Pikachu or Buzz or even a few of the girls at some bar in Mexico City, a coffee shop in Prague, in front of the Space Needle in Seattle. Nayeon and Jeongyeon looking like an old married couple as they posed in front of the Eiffel Tower. Mina looking ethereal on the foggy streets of Berlin. Chaeyoung in Amsterdam at a thrift shop, smiling brightly at Pikachu, standing next to her with arms full with a pile of clothes she was going to try on.
And then, a framed picture - you and Sana somewhere in Tokyo, before the tour. Chaeyoung had snapped it with one of those silly vintage film cameras of hers, and it’s suitably artsy - a little out of focus, a little more candid than either of you were expecting. But your arm is around her, and you’re both a little tipsy from the half-empty wine bottle on the table beside you, and she’s smiling at you like-
You swear. You grasp the frame and hurl it across the room. You don’t hear the crash it makes as it slams into the wall. You bury your face in your hands.
The shattered glass glitters like stars on your living room carpet.
The past floods back, merciless.
---
“It fucking sucks.”
“I know it does,” you answer. “But they don’t know, Sana. They don’t know.”
She sighs, her breath a warm rush of air against your collarbone. She nuzzles closer into your neck, and her hair fills your nostrils with her scent - she smells like springtime, like something new, something bright.
“It’s all they see,” she continues, her voice weak in a way none of her fans have ever heard. “They see the ads, the fashion shows. I’m just a mannequin. The lipstick. The sports bra. My tits pushed up to my chin on stage-”
“They’re great tits,” you answer, softly, a nervous smile wobbly on your lips - one that you’re relieved to find is mirrored on her own.
“They’re great tits,” she repeats, playfully, and she straightens her back slightly and gives them a little shake. They’re small, modest, and on stage they’re more bra than breast - not that you gave a damn, not when they’re there, in front of you, and they’re naked and bare, nipples still tight and taut. After you’ve looked your fill she settles back against you, wrapping an arm around your torso and a warm, naked thigh over yours. You can feel the heat between her legs, and the neat patch of hair above her cunt on your hip. A trickle of something warm drips onto your hip.
“I just wish they saw more,” she continues.
You lie there with her in a long but not uncomfortable silence. She makes a pillow of your shoulder and chest. Your left hand weaves through her hair, the silken strands falling between your fingers at the end of each stroke.
“I don’t,” you say.
She looks up at you, those doe eyes of hers wide.
“You don’t?” she asks, surprised.
“No,” you answer. Your free hand reaches up to the side of her face, brushing a few strands of hair aside and behind her ear. “I don’t want anyone else to see what I see.”
She scoffs, hisses through her teeth in the way she does when you do something silly, which was often. “You’re just saying that because you’re the one that gets to fuck me, and you’re a selfish shit.”
“Maybe,” you answer, “but I don’t think the whole world needs to see the Sana that I see.”
She props her chin up on your chest. Her eyes are wide and her cheeks full and she looks like something someone drew for a manga.
“I don’t want to the world to see the girl that cries over cheesy slice-of-life animes,” you continue. “I don’t want them to know that you hate olives, or that you think Sailor Venus was the best sailor scout. I don’t want them to know what sound you make when you cum, or the way your forehead wrinkles when you’re thinking too hard.”
Her forehead wrinkles. You reach up and forcefully smooth the skin down, and she smiles.
“You’re a real sweet talker. But you’ve already got me naked and in your arms and I’m dripping your cum on the sheets. You can cut the sweet stuff.”
“No, I don’t think I will.”
She kisses you, and her lips are soft and sweet in the way your words try to be.
“Let them see the mannequin,” you say, softly. “Let them see the idol, the model. They don’t need to see what’s beneath. They don’t deserve it.”
Her eyes are glassy, watery. “The important people deserve the real Sana,” you continue. “Save the real Sana for the girls. For your family and friends.”
You almost add ‘for me.’ Two simple words, and they’re right there, right there on the tip of your tongue and it would take just a slight rush of air, a small vibration of your vocal chords and they would be there, out in the open, between you and her - a declaration, a statement, a demand.
But the words don’t come. She’s here, in your arms, and her eyes tell you she’s waiting for them, but they don’t come.
The moment passes. She nuzzles back into your neck and you feel something moist hit your chest beneath her eyes.
“You’re too good to me,” she says, and it’s an accusation and a warning.
You ignore both.
---
You’re angry again when you wake up. Did you dream it all? It was all so vivid, so real, that it felt like you were inhabiting your past self for a few moments.
You can almost feel her warm body on top of yours, almost feel her tears on your chest.
But she’s gone, and you’re alone, and the past doesn’t matter anymore, because the past is past, and she’s still gone, and you’re still alone.
The glass still glitters on your carpet - traitorous, mocking shards of light.
---
She liked to dance. Half-naked. Drunk.
You’re in a hotel room somewhere in Europe, a ridiculously expensive one that had a nightly rate that probably approached half or more of your paycheque. You’re a few weeks removed from that quiet night together, when she confessed her discontent with how she was seen by the world. You’re also a few hours removed from when she was on stage, dancing and singing and looking for all the world like the perfect idol, the perfect model - performing for people that saw her as just that and nothing else.
You’d been ready to call it a night and head to sleep after a long day - concert days were always utterly exhausting - but Sana had called, and you’d heeded it. You always did. The other girls were busy, or off doing their own thing, she’d said, and she was bored and wanted someone to drink with.
You knew for a fact that the girls were either off with Pikachu and/or Buzz, or off having their own after-party at some bar in the city - and that Sana wasn’t invited to either. But you keep that to yourself.
She’s gorgeous, all perfect skin and long limbs and long, flowing hair that’s free and unbound, without hairclips or ties or the myriad of ridiculous sprays and products that her stylists use to have her hair fall just so.
She’s wearing a simple thong that does little to hide the curve of that cute little ass of hers - and a sports bra from that brand she hates, the one that presented her like she was a gym rat when in reality she hated even the idea of working out. It pushes her tits together and up, almost to her chin, the way she hates, but right now she doesn’t care. She’s too busy dancing.
She’s dancing to the group’s latest song, the one about having a strategy. It’s a choreography you’ve seen a hundred times, but not while she’s drunk and has a near-empty bottle of some local beer with a name you can’t pronounce in one hand, not while she’s in her underwear, and certainly not for an audience of one - yourself.
“Step four, got you on the floor
Make you say, “More, more, more!”
She sways and flails her arms around in a mockery of the actual choreography, before giving up altogether and taking a long swig from her bottle that drains it. She wipes her mouth clean with the back of a hand, before giving you a wicked smile.
The song continues in the background, playing in shrill, piercing notes from her phone, but all you hear are the words leaving her mouth - each slowed and slurred by alcohol. The drinks blur the sharp edges of the world, and make her more gorgeous than you’d ever seen her.
“Say it,” she says, the words leaving her mouth in a tipsy mumble. “Say the words.”
From the hotel room couch, you stare at her, puzzled and enraptured all at once.
“What words?”
“From the song. ‘More, more, more.’ Say it.”
You smile at her. She’s swaying - drunk, swaying, more beautiful than she was on stage mere hours before, when she was in front of thousands.
She gently tosses the empty bottle at you, which you catch. Her hands go to the hem of her sports bra.
“Say it,” she says playfully, the cutesy voice snapping back like a mask she’d slipped on - trying and failing to sound threatening, her silly smile and blushing cheeks betraying her futile attempt to seem so. “Say it, and I’ll strip for you.”
“Sana,” you say. “You’re drunk. I’m drunk.”
“Say it!” she says, her voice lower now, closer to a growl, but it’s playful, and not at all threatening.
You slouch on the couch, defeated. Your mouth opens. “More, more, more,” you say, out of tune.
The bra comes off. She pulls it over those small, round breasts of hers, over her head and her long, luxurious hair. She lets it dangle from her fingers, before she tosses it at your face.
Before you can even process it she’s on you - straddling you on the couch, hands in your hair, mouth crushing yours. Her lips are eager and hot and slick and you kiss her back, your tongue finding hers, your hands wrapping themselves around her body. Your fingers claw at her, dig at her soft, warm skin, squeezing a firm ass cheek, caressing the dip of her spine.
“You want me, don’t you?” she says, the words a harsh tumble, a breathy gasp between kisses. She’s kissing you hard, pressing your lips almost painfully against your teeth. “Say you want me,” she says - her tone a demand now, a low tone, a far cry from the cutesy tone of moments before.
“I want you, Sana,” you answer, the words coming from somewhere raw and primal inside you, a place of instinct and old desire.
She breaks the kiss. Her face hovers just a few inches from yours. Her cheeks are flush with the alcohol, but her eyes are clear - bright, shining, glimmering in a way that you’ve seen nowhere else in your life.
“You want me, right? Me. Me.”
“Yes,” you answer, on instinct. “Yes, Sana. You.”
She kisses you again. It’s rough and almost painful as her teeth graze your lips - but she soothes it with a swipe of her tongue. She captures your upper lip between both of hers and sucks. Your hands land on her ass and you squeeze each cheek, making her break the kiss to moan softly into your mouth.
You kiss a trail - down her cute little chin, down that slender, swan-like neck of hers, to her upper chest. Your tongue drags along her collarbone. Then you dip your head, find the tight, taut nipple atop her left breast, and latch onto it with your lips. You suckle.
She gasps. She swears. She writhes.
“Fuck,” she gasps into your ear, the word leaving her lips like a growl, sounding very much unlike the idol, very much unlike the mannequin that brands dress in their clothes and trot out in front of the cameras. “Fuck, it feels so good when you do that.”
Your tongue works its magic on her. Months of fucking this woman have shown you what to do, taught you how to wrest a gasp or moan from those sweet lips of hers. The tip of your tongue swirls around her nipple, first clockwise then counter-clockwise, pressure constant, maintaining suction with your lips.
She’s trembling now, her hands digging painful furrows into your scalp. She’s hot and drunk and bothered and she needs more, so you give it to her.
You switch to her right breast, lathering it with the same attention you gave her first. Your hand leaves her ass to squeeze her free breast, streaked now with your saliva. You capture her nipple between your index finger and thumb and give the tight bud a pinch. She moans and gasps. You grunt, deep and raw, against her nipple as she begins to gyrate atop your painfully hard cock, still trapped beneath your sweats.
“Ohh, you like that, do you?” she hisses in your ear, a question with an obvious answer - one that leaves your mouth in an involuntary groan.
“You like fucking me, don’t you? Love having the hottest, most popular girl in the group - in Korea - on your cock.”
“Fuck, Sana, just-”
“You love knowing the girl from the stage, the girl in all the ads, the girl on everyone’s phone - you love that she’s gonna ride your cock until you fill her with your cum, don’t you?”
“Yes, Sana. I do. Just fucking put it in-”
“What would the fans think? What would they say, if they found out their perfect angel from the MVs and variety shows and makeup ads loves begging for her fucktoy’s cock?”
“Sana-”
“-like a fucking dirty little whore.”
“You’re not, you’re not just a-”
“Say it, Woody,” she says, your pet name leaving her lips in a hot, sexy hiss directly into your ear. “Say it again, toy.”
She grinds on your cock - and you can feel her hot wetness, even through her soaked thong and your moistened sweats - from the base of your cock to its tip.
“More-” you hiss through your teeth. “-more, more.”
One hand grasps the back of your scalp, pulls your head backward so her eyes can look directly into yours. They’re dark, those eyes - half-lidded, dark, filled with something dark and dangerous.
There’s something else in them, too. Something that looks like insecurity. Something that looks like sadness.
The other hand reaches between you. They grasp the waistband of your sweats and pull them down, freeing your painfully stiff cock.
“Such a good little toy,” she spits. “Suck a nice cock for me to fuck myself on. A good fuck. That’s all you want, isn’t it? A good fuck. That’s all you ever wanted from me.”
Silence - for a split second. Something flickers in her eyes.
“Sana-”
She frees your sore scalp from her hand, uses it to reach between you and pull her flimsy little thong aside. With her other hand she guides your tip to her cunt and in that split second before she slides down your shaft you can feel the heat of her on your tip.
A drop of her juices drips from her lips and onto your shaft. She slides down your cock.
The breath leaves your lungs and hers. You’d had this woman probably hundreds of times in the last two years, and this moment never failed to take your breath away - or hers. You’d had her in every way imaginable, in every place, sometimes with other men or women sharing the experience. But you never tired of the excitement, the intensity, and the pleasure of this moment.
She doesn’t waste her time. Not tonight. Not when she was needy and full of your cock and more than a little drunk - on alcohol, on the adoration of her fans, on you.
She rides you. The alcohol lends her passion but takes her coordination in exchange, and she’s sloppy and her rhythm isn’t what it is when she’s sober. It’s rough and messy. Her pace falters, then quickens when she realizes she’s slacking, then slows again when your tip hits a particular spot inside her.
For a few moments you’re paralyzed by the sight and feel of her. She’s gorgeous and naked and sweaty and you watch as a drop of sweat makes its way down her neck and upper chest and onto your tongue, where you lick it off her slick skin. She’s hot and tight and wet. She’s moaning and sighing and gasping. She’s everything and it’s already almost two much, just a few minutes in.
Your hands tighten around her hips as they grind up and down on your lap, taking your cock in and out of her body with each movement. Her own hands brace herself on your shoulders. She’s sober enough to remember what you like. She’s lucid enough to remember that you loved it when she moved her hips in those small little circular motions - a motion that grinds her slick, taut clit against your crotch with each movement.
Those small, round breasts of hers sway in front of you, nipples taut. The sports bra she hated so much left sore red marks on her skin where they confined and shaped her torso into something it wasn’t. You bend and drag your tongue along the horizontal line beneath her breasts that its ribbing left behind. One of her hands grasps the back of your skull again, and pulls it towards her left breast. You suckle from her nipple again.
“Such a good fucking toy for me,” she says, the words leaving her lips in a messy, half-slurred tumble. Your mouth on her nipple draws a gasp from her throat before she continues. “You feel so big inside me, baby.”
You switch to her other breast, taking her nipple between your mouth and sucking hard. She moans in response. Her back arches, giving you more of her. Her pace quickens.
“Fuck, fuck,” she gasps. “Love your- ah - love your mouth on my tits.”
You want to respond, but couldn’t tear your lips away from her sweat-slick nipple long enough to say anything.
“They’re so small,” she says, softer now, a little quieter. “Not - oh, fuck, yeah right there - not as… as big without the bra. The fucking… the fucking fanboys want the big tits, though-”
That’s when your mouth leaves her. Your eyes find hers.
“You’re perfect-”
Your words are cut off when her hand finds your scalp again, nails digging deep into your scalp this time. She ceases her movements, leaving you hilt deep inside you. Her eyes find yours. They’re red and glassy - from the beer and the pleasure and something else. She’s angry and upset and somehow fragile, all at the same time.
“Shut the fuck up,” she snaps. “Shut up. Just shut up and fuck me.”
She releases your scalp. She resumes her pace. Your cock slides in and out of her slick, hot little cunt. You want to say something, want to stop, even - but she’s one of the most gorgeous women in the world, quite literally your dream girl, and that stupid, all-consuming, primal need for pleasure overcomes your concern for her wellbeing. The animal part of you wins. It often did.
You grasp her hips instead. That same animal part that renders you unable to think of anything else drives you, gives you that irresistible need to claim her, make her yours. You drive up with your hips as best you can despite your position and her weight on your lap, spearing your cock into her slick cunt, timing each thrust to meet the moment she grinds down on you.
She gasps, moans, screams at one point when you hit a spot inside her that makes her see stars. She whispers filth - about her body, about her ownership of you, about what you’re doing to her cunt.
But you hear none of it. You hear something else - something she’s not saying.
I’m lonely, she says. I’m afraid they love me for my body and for my face and not for my heart.
Her head, which had been thrown back after a particularly deep and throaty moan, bends forward to find yours. Her hair falls around her face, framing it in waves the color of chocolate. Her eyes look for and find and lock on to yours.
“Gonna… fuck, I’m gonna cum.”
“Do it, Sana. Show me.”
“You want it, don’t you? Want this hot cunt to cum on your cock. Want this fucking whore from the ads to- to-”
“I want you, Sana-”
“Fuck, fuck, oh god, fuck!”
Her body surrenders to something deep and primal within her. Her torso locks up; her thighs quiver as they tighten as best they can around your hips; her spine arches as she throws her head back and lets a broken, throaty moan leave her spit-slick lips. Her cunt squeezes and pulsates around your cock, almost painfully.
It takes her a while to recover. She collapses into your arms, breathing heavily. She’s buried her face in your neck. You stroke her hair with one hand, trace the elegant line of her spine with the other. You feel a trickle of her juices slide down the base of your shaft and down your balls.
Eventually, she gathers herself. She brings her mouth to your ear, and with a voice that is a far cry from the cutesy, airy tone she uses in front of the cameras, she whispers.
“Your turn.”
You grasp her torso, press it to yours, and turn her onto her back on the couch. She lets out a soft little yelp, and her breasts give the most adorable little bounce. Her lips curl into a surprised smile. You smile back. You stay there for a second, on top of her, your cock still buried inside her and a drunk, silly smile on both of your faces. It’s short, fleeting, but it was there.
Then you start fucking her.
She gasps and moans and cries. The same mouth that was making cutesy noises and talking to her fans is swearing now, spilling filth and obscenities with each thrust you make into her tight little cunt.
“Fuck! Fuck, fuck me harder, god, just fucking use me-”
Her pleas are cut short when you hook your arms under her knees and push them against her chest. She’s folded in half now, her legs near horizontal against her own chest. She’s defenseless. You start drilling her into the mattress. She can’t do much else than just take each hard, deep thrust - not that she would want to.
You fuck her so hard into the mattress that you’re grunting with each thrust, heavy exhalations of air with each movement, as though you were powering through a set at the gym. She’s quiet now - the voice fucked out of her - her mouth open in a frozen O, her eyes curling towards the back of her head. There’s only the hot, repeated slap of skin, the protests of the couch beneath the two of you, and the slick, wet sound of your cock slamming in and out of Minatozaki Sana’s tight little cunt.
“You like that, Sana?” you manage to spit through gritted teeth. “Like how I fuck you?”
“Y-yes-” she answers, just barely. Her fingers claw at your biceps, seeking something to ground herself amidst the assault your fucking is placing on her body. It’s almost too much, and her body screams at her to beg you to stop - but the thought doesn’t even enter her mind. Not when it’s too good, you’re too deep, and you’re pushing her closer and closer to-
“You’re so fucking tight, Sana,” you spit as you lean down to kiss her deeply. She moans into your mouth. You’re fucking her all the while. Her knees bounce up and down in your peripheral vision, and her feet dangle helplessly above your head. “So fucking tight. I love using this pussy. Love using you-”
You almost regret saying the words as they leave your mouth. It’s almost too much. It reduces her to something less than what she is. It reduces her to a toy. It makes her a-
“Yes! Fuck, fuck yes - ah, oh god - just use me. Use my body. Cum inside me, breed me, just fucking use me!”
You fuck her harder. Your cock pistons in and out of her body and you forget any semblance of care for her or her wellbeing, physical or mental. She’s just a cunt now, just a warm wet hole - one that’s tight and pulsating and squeezing around you and she’s hissing now, begging in your ear, begging to be used just as you currently are, begging to be bred and filled with cum-
“Fuck, Sana I’m cumming, gonna cum inside you-”
“Do it, yes, use me. Use this fucking body. Use this cunt. Cum inside it!”
You bury yourself inside her. Her legs are pressed almost flat against her torso as you drive as deep as you can inside her tight, grasping cunt. You let go, and you fill her with thick, warm cum - long ropes of semen that paint her cunt white.
“Oh fuck, there’s so much - I can feel it. So warm. So thick. You’re filling me up, breeding me, fuck-”
You bury your face into her neck. It takes a long time for your senses to return to a functional state. You breathe deeply. Every inhale carries her scent - sweat, sex, something sweet, something Sana.
You let her legs fall from your arms. She keeps them tight around your hips. You give her small, grinding thrusts with your softening cock as you push your cum as deep inside her as it can go. She lets small whimpers leave her throat with each movement you make. They’re light, airy sounds. Wordless, but passionate.
You eventually gather the strength to raise yourself from her neck. Her face is one you’ll never tire of seeing - blissful, blushed, fucked-out and satisfied.
But her eyes are glassy. They look fragile. There’s something there-
-and it’s gone. A mask - that of the sly, sexy vixen she likes to occasionally wear with you and a select few others - snaps into place.
“Fuck, that was good,” she says, a wicked smile curling her lips - one that doesn’t quite reach her eyes. “You fuck me so good, baby.”
You bend to kiss her. She kisses you back, her lips saying things that her voice never could.
She thinks she has you fooled, thinks you can’t see the version of her that is soft and vulnerable and more than a little insecure with her belief that no one would want to see it. She thinks her masks are too thick, her walls too high, and that all the world wants from Minatozaki Sana is the pretty mask and the pristine wall - but she’s wrong, even if she doesn’t know it.
Tomorrow the two of you will get on a flight to the next tour stop, right along with her group members and the dozens of other crew that are needed for such productions. Tomorrow night she’ll sing and dance and laugh and smile at thousands of fans, and for just a few hours, mask in place, she’ll belong to them.
But the Sana behind the masks and the walls belongs only to you, only if she only appears from behind them for a few seconds at a time.
---
“They don’t know what it is,” your sister says on the phone - six words that no one around the world wants to hear, followed up by three more: “They’re running tests.”
“Jesus Christ,” you swear, running a hand through your hair, damp with sweat. You’re suddenly sick. You hold your hand over your mouth for a moment, as though you were keeping this morning’s breakfast in your stomach.
“She doesn’t… she doesn’t look well,” she continues. “She says she’s fine, tells me not to worry, but-”
“I’ll be there as soon as I can.”
“No, it’s fine. For now. You shouldn’t come until we know what it is. Where are you, anyway?”
Your sister knew little about your job - enough to know that you did “backstage work” for some k-pop group and were often travelling, but that was the extent of it.
“Barcelona,” you answer, but it’s irrelevant now. “I’ll… I’ll talk to my boss, get some time off and-”
Your sister says your name. She says it in the tone she uses when she wants you to listen to her - the same one your mother used when she wanted the same.
“It’s fine,” she says. “Really. I’ll let you know as soon as the doctors talk to me. Then you can come visit if you can. But there’s no use in you taking time off work just to come home and realize this is all appendicitis or something stupid like that.”
You let a sigh out through your nose.
“Alright,” you relent, watching as Pikachu and Buzz struggle with a particularly large container of the girls’ stage costumes and other gear. Buzz motions for you to help. “You’ll let me know the second you hear anything?”
“Of course. Take care of yourself, you dipshit.”
“You too, shitface.”
You end the call, tossing your phone into your pocket. You hustle over to the guys and help them with the container. It takes all three of you to successfully heave the large black travel container into the back of the waiting truck.
“Woody!”
Each of your heads snap to the venue door, where Sana has poked her head out. She waves frantically to you, motioning you over. She’d probably lost her phone or her airpods or her camera again and needed help finding it - or rather, needed someone to find it for her.
Pikachu gives you a tap on the shoulder as you turn to head back to Sana.
“Everything good, bud? Call looked serious.”
“Yeah,” you answer. “Nothing crazy. Just some stuff from back home.”
“Need help with anything?” Buzz asks, genuine. You glance over at the venue door. Sana is standing there with arms crossed, foot tapping.
“No, not right now. I’m good. It’s just my mom, she’s going through some health stuff. That was my sister… she said they don’t know what it is yet, but that they’re gonna run some tests-”
“Woody!” she calls, again, a little more impatient this time.
You give Pikachu and Buzz an apologetic look.
“Hope the pussy’s worth it, bro,” Buzz says with a sigh, before turning towards the rest of the containers that were awaiting loading. Pikachu shoots you an apologetic look of his own before joining him.
You hurry over to Sana.
---
A lesser man would have been more distracted. Or would a lesser man have been less distracted? It’s hard to say. Your moral compass had been somewhat warped by the last two years and the ridiculous rollercoaster of events you’d found yourself on.
Moral quandaries aside, you had to admit - you were a little distracted by the news from home, even given what was happening in front of you.
The hot, wet slap of your hips against Sana’s ass was steady and grounding, in a way, giving you something to latch on to amidst the swirl of emotions and worries and general catastrophizing going on in your head. The usual chorus of moans and sighs that accompanied the slap of your hips against her ass was muffled somewhat, replaced by the occasional wet, slick gurgle and gasp that managed to escape her lips past the thick shaft filling her mouth.
You and Pikachu fall into a familiar rhythm as you take Sana from both ends, spitroasting her at a pace that threaded the line between being too rough and being just right. It was far from the first time you’d taken Sana with someone and it spoke of her own familiarity and ease with the arrangement that she was currently taking you both without a hint of discomfort.
“Fuck, she’s so good at this,” Pikachu hisses between gritted teeth. His hand glides through the dark chocolate strands of Sana’s hair, grasping the back of her skull as he thrusts into her mouth. “So good at taking cocks. One of the best in the group at taking more than one, honestly.”
“Yeah,” you agree, after a moment. As much as it shamed you to say it, your mind was elsewhere, despite being balls deep inside one of the most gorgeous women on earth. “She’s… she’s such a good slut for us,” you manage.
The praise sends a shiver down Sana’s spine - and results in her cunt squeezing just a little tighter around your cock as it pumps in and out of her. She lets something like a moan out around Pikachu’s shaft and it wrests a groan of pleasure from his throat, too.
She lets his cock slip from between her lips.
“Fuck,” she hisses. Saliva and pre-cum drip from the corners of her mouth and down that tiny little chin of hers. She nuzzles Pikachu’s cock, slathering her own, spit onto her pretty cheek, making it glisten in the low light of the hotel room. She looks back over her shoulder at you, and the intensity in her eyes grasps your full attention for a moment. “Fuck, you like using me, don’t you, boys?”
A reply forms on your lips. You knew this dance well, knew that she liked being praised for being a dirty little fucktoy even as she’s used like one. But the words don’t come. Thankfully, Pikachu had no such hesitations, nor your preoccupations.
“Fuck yes, Sana,” he snaps. “You’re being such a good fucktoy for us. So good at taking both cocks at once.”
“Then keep fucking me,” Sana sighs, eyes locking onto his. “Fuck me until you both cum inside me.”
She slips his cock back into his mouth. All the while you’re been fucking her, sliding in and out of her tight little cunt. The spitroast continues. The bed protests, singing its own song of squeaking springs and a wobbly frame as it supports the rough movements of the three people atop it.
Sana moans and Pikachu groans and you do your best to fuck her, to keep your mind in the present, but it’s not. Your body responds, though, thankfully, even if your mind and heart didn’t.
“Fuck, gonna cum,” Pikachu spits. He grasps Sana’s head with both hands and his pace quickens. Sana lets a wet gurgle of a moan out of her throat even as Pikachu uses it.
The telltale pleasure at the base of your spine builds. “Me too,” you manage, and for a moment the pleasure is all that exists, all other worry momentarily forced out by the sheer satisfaction of watching this woman, this woman from all the screens and ads and concerts, being used by you and one of your best friends.
“Fuck!” Pikachu hisses, and suddenly he’s holding Sana’s scalp against his crotch as he fills her throat with cum - and the sight of it triggers your own, and your grasping her hips tight enough to leave bruises as you bury yourself inside her cunt and let go.
Sana’s hands fly to Pikachu’s hips, nails digging into his thighs as she’s filled with hot, thick cum from both ends. The sensation of it triggers her own orgasm, and for a few wonderful moments the three of you are locked in a pleasure so deep and all-consuming that it burns away anything else resembling a coherent thought.
Sana eventually wrests her head from Pikachu’s grasp, his slick cock slipping from between her lips. Some of his cum dribbles from her lips, but most of it is still in her mouth and the back of her throat, and you watch as she locks eyes with Pikachu before swallowing it all down.
You pull out of her, slowly, delighting in the sight of her well-fucked cunt quickly dripping your semen, appearing from her lips as a thick white mess before falling in heavy drops onto the ruined sheets.
Sana drops onto her side. Well-fucked, slick with sweat, chest heaving. Cum drips from her cunt and the corner of her mouth.
She locks eyes with you, but the look in her eyes is empty.
---
“You were distracted.”
She’s on her side, facing away from you, sheets drawn up to her chest - something she only did when she was upset with you. Everything about it was an accusation. You reach out and trace an idle pattern on her shoulder. Pikachu had left soon after the fucking had ended, mumbling something about catching up with Chaeyoung, leaving the two of you alone in a Barcelona hotel room that felt heavy with something unsaid.
“I wasn’t,” you lie. “I was just…”
“Just what?”
“Just… I don’t know. I’m tired. Been a long day.”
She finally turns her head to look at you. Brow furrowed, and eyebrows curled in a look of disbelief. She doesn’t say anything, just holds your eyes for a second before turning back to her side.
“Sure,” she says. “Whatever.”
“Sana-”
“You’ve been somewhere else since before the concert tonight,” she says.
It’s quiet for a moment. It was true; your sister’s call and your mother’s condition had been at the very top of your mind, even throughout the entirety of the concert and the post-concert sex that usually followed each event.
“I… just some stuff from back home,” you admit. “I might need to take some time away.”
Even with her back turned, the effect of your words is obvious. She tenses up, curls a little more into her pillow.
“Then go. Leave.”
Her words hit you with a little more force than you were ready for.
“Sana, you don’t understand. I don’t want to leave, it’s just-”
“Just what?” she says, turning onto her back. The sheet slips from her chest, leaving her breasts bare - but she doesn’t move to cover herself. “Now that you’ve fucked me all over the world you don’t need me anymore, is that it?”
“That’s not what I said, Sana.”
“It’s what you want to say,” she says. She turns onto her side again. “Go. Leave. I’ll tell the other managers you quit.”
The word upsets you - the idea that you would willingly leave this life is so ridiculous to you that it takes you a few moments to gather the words for a response.
“Sana, I’m not going to quit. I just need some time away, that’s all.”
“Whatever,” she says. “I can always find another man. Pick another toy out of the next fucking crowd.”
Her words hit hard, cause a lump of something unpleasant to form in your chest.
“Sana, please. You’re being unreasonable.”
“It’s fine. Go, leave. Quit. I’m used to being alone.”
“Alone? You have the girls-”
Sana lets out an indignant breath through her nose. “Please. They all hate me.”
“What?”
“They all hate me,” she repeats. “They barely want to work with me. You must know it by now. All that OT9, friends forever bullshit. Just a fucking act.”
“But … Momo and Mina? Your unit-”
“They hate me the most,” she answers, voice soft and vulnerable in a way you’d never heard it. “They all do. They think I’m some spoiled, attention-seeking brat. Nayeon tolerates me, and that’s because I do what she wants. You’re the only one that-... the only one who-”
She stops herself. She curls a little more into the side of the bed, as though she were protecting herself.
Silence reigns. She was right - the past few years of working with the girls had made it clear that the closeness they showed in front of the camera had been a well-orchestrated act, a perfectly-crafted mask, one put in place by the label to sell albums on the idea of a tight-knit, unbreakable bond between the girls. In truth they were like any other group of people - some got along, some didn’t, some were loved and some were hated.
You want to tell her about the call from your sister. You want to tell her about your mother. But you can’t, because you never could tell Minatozaki Sana the truth. From the moment she extended her hand and pointed at you at that concert two years ago her wish had been your command, and the very thought of upsetting her was anathema to you. The guys and some of the girls had teased you about it - about how you were more whipped than the others, more slave than fucktoy.
The truth was Sana had changed your life two years ago at that concert, and through her you’d been able to experience things that you could’ve never imagined in your wildest dreams - the sex, the travel, the money. The others saw it as slavish devotion, but in truth it was thankfulness. If being at her every beck and call was what you had to do to express even a modicum of the thankfulness she deserved for the life she had given you, then you did it gladly.
Some days, you thought that what you were feeling was something akin to love, and you deluded yourself into thinking that perhaps the great Minatozaki Sana might share in your feelings. You saw it sometimes in the way she nuzzled into your neck after sex, the way she smiled at you as she passed by you in a concert venue, the way she told you things she’d never tell the others - not even the girls. You spent most of your days together. Somedays, your face was the only familiar one she saw. You knew her better than you’d known anyone else in your life.
Your life revolved around her. She was at the center of it all. She was everything. She was, in many ways, the most important person in your world.
Your family was the only thing more important.
“I’ll be back as soon as I can,” you say, because it’s all you can say in that moment.
“No, you won’t,” Sana says. “You’re going to leave me. You’ve spent two years fucking the idol, making her your whore, and you don’t need her anymore.”
“Sana-”
“Leave,” she says, in a way that brooks no argument, even if her voice begins to waver. “Leave. Quit your position, or I’ll tell the managers to fire you. Either way, you’re done with us. With the company. With me.”
She doesn’t turn to face you. Not even when you leave the room.
---
The next week is a blur. The very next day you got a call from someone at the JYP head office, informing you your contract with the company had been terminated at the request of someone in the group. You were on a plane back home the day after that.
Pikachu and Buzz did their best to intervene, but in this company the word of the girls was law. The second Sana expressed a desire to get rid of you, the company moved quickly. Before the week was out the whirlwind of the last two years had suddenly and painfully drawn to a close, and you found yourself back home in an apartment that felt very little like home.
---
The month that followed seemed surreal - in the way that normal life seems when you’d spent the last two years living a high that you still weren’t sure was actually real.
But spending too many hours next to a hospital bed had made everything depressingly, soberingly real.
Sana had spared the time to drop by your home city on her way back to Seoul from the final show in Europe. It was on the way, she’d said, and she had some other business in the city to attend to. Probably some appearance at a fashion show, or some brand hiring her to put on their jewelry or dress and look pretty for a few hours. You had no idea. You weren’t privy to her schedule, not any more.
And so she dropped by, broke your heart in a coffee shop, and left.
Clips from the girls’ European finale concert in London stream on your phone, its tinny speakers and tiny screen a far cry from the deep thump of the music, the rush of coordination between managers and makeup artists and stylists and backup dancers and the rest of the small army it took to put on a show.
You should have been there. You should have been running around with Pikachu to ensure Dahyun’s piano was on stage in the right place in time for her solo. Jihyo always needed reassurance that her mic was in working order and you were one of the few people she trusted enough with her equipment. Jeongyeon had a silly habit of throwing her cowboy hat into the pit between the stage and the crowd with each solo performance, and the task had fallen to you to retrieve it every night.
But you weren’t there, in London, in a packed arena amidst thousands of fans. You were in your home city, next to a hospital bed. You watch on your phone as Sana begins her solo.
She was so far away.
---
Few things in your life could measure to the relief that came when the doctor gave you and your sister your mother’s diagnosis. Her condition could be easily managed with medication, and after some recovery while her body got used to the drugs, her quality of life would be near where it was before her hospital stay. You could almost feel the giant, oppressive weight being lifted from the shoulders of you and your sister, and while you often bickered and fought the way siblings do, you’d both spent a few minutes hugging in the room after the doctor had left.
You’re getting ready for your mother’s discharge from the hospital when you and your sister approach the nursing station to inquire about the bill.
“Your mother’s good to go,” said the nurse, a middle aged woman with kind but tired eyes.
Your sister gives you a look before turning back to the nurse. “Right, so, uh, should we expect the bill in the mail? Or-”
The nurse gives a sigh as she hits a few keys on her keyboard. Something flashes up on the screen.
“No, you’re settled up.”
You stand there in silence for a while.
“I don’t understand,” you say. The nurse gives another tired sigh, not bothering to look up at either you or your sister. Her mind was clearly already on her next patient.
“Your bill’s been paid,” she states, with a tone that one uses when they want to end a conversation. She gets up off her chair, gathers a clipboard, and leaves the nursing station - off to help another patient. “Make sure you don’t leave anything behind in that room. Have a good day, dears.”
---
“Things are good,” Pikachu says between sips of his beer. “And yeah, things are… good with her.”
“That’s awesome, bro. I’m happy for you two.”
“Yeah,” Pikachu says, a small smile perking up the corners of his mouth. “I still have to pinch myself sometimes. The Son Chaeyoung? Wild. I’m living a fucking Tumblr fanfic.”
You raise your own beer in a toast. He taps his against yours and you both take a long sip.
“Bro,” you begin, choosing your words carefully. “Now that I’m out of it… I… I hope you figure things out between Chaeyoung and the girls.”
Since you’d left the company, Pikachu had been candid in sharing Chaeyoung’s issues with the rest of the group, Nayeon in particular. The last conversation you’d had with Sana about her tense relationship with the girls was still fresh in your mind, and the last thing you wanted to see was Pikachu getting caught in the group’s internal conflicts.
He sucks air through his teeth. “Yeah,” he admits, “shit’s not great between her and the rest of the group. They all have their little rivalries, their little squabbles. Some more serious than others. The other managers and the company haven't picked up on it yet, but it’s there. They hate each other. Some of them do, anyway. You know how girls are.”
“Yeah,” you agree, taking a long sip from your beer. “I do. But you should know - it goes deeper than you think. Nayeon’s sneaky. I’d watch out for that one. Same with Momo and Mina. They… have ulterior motives, I think. I… might have overheard things about them plotting to break you two up.”
Pikachu doesn’t seem surprised, which is both surprising and worrying. “That doesn’t surprise me. I… I’m going to work through it with Chaeyoung. Hopefully find a way that doesn’t involve the group imploding.”
“Good, good. How’s Buzz?”
Pikachu sighs, steering his gaze out the window of the bar and onto the streets of Hongdae. “He’s… he’s alright. He’s filming his drama, so I don’t see him as often as I used to. He’s good, otherwise. Just busy.”
“That’s awesome.”
“Yeah… anything to distract himself from her, I guess.”
You didn’t need to be told anything further. You wished you’d been there to comfort Buzz the way he’d been there to help you while you dealt with your mother’s hospital stay.
“We need to hang out before I head back home,” you say. “The three of us. I’m here until the end of the week.”
It hadn’t been that long since you’d last been in Seoul - really only two months had passed since you’d left for the European leg of the girls’ tour that had seen Sana get you fired from the company - but it already felt like a homecoming of sorts. With your mother doing much better, you’d finally had the time to head back to gather your things from the Seoul apartment the company had set you up in while you worked for the girls. Pikachu and Buzz had been helpful in getting your stuff packed and in the mail to be sent back home.
She hadn’t contacted you, despite Pikachu and Buzz telling her you were in town. No calls. Not even a text.
“For sure, bro,” Pikachu says. “Maybe we invite some of the girls? You know Jeongyeon’s always down for a drink. Tzuyu’s birthday’s coming up, and you know how wild she gets after a few. Dahyun, maybe? I’ll bring Chaeyoung... I think the other girls might be busy, though…”
No mention of her, though. Pikachu catches on to what you’re thinking.
“Hey man, I’m sorry things didn’t work out with you and her,” he continues. “She was… she is… she’s a bit of a handful. The things Chaeyoung’s told me about her…”
“Honestly,” you begin, “it’s good that she ended things with me when she did. It forced me to go back to my family. If she hadn’t gotten me fired I would’ve stayed. My mom’s okay now, but it was touch and go there for a little bit. If I hadn’t gone home, and if something shitty happened and I missed it… I never would’ve forgiven myself.”
“It all works out, I guess,” Pikachu says, but his eyes are on his bottle of beer, his fingers picking away at the label, thoughtful.
“Thankfully, the company paid for the hospital bill.”
Pikachu’s eyes shoot up to yours, and his brow furrows. “What?”
“The company. JYP. They paid for my mom’s hospital bill. It was a pretty hefty one too, considering all the tests they ran and the treatment plan they have for her. I’m dropping by the building later to thank the big guy himself, personally.”
Pikachu stares at you for a long moment, before a look of disbelief washes across his features.
“Bro, there’s no way the company’s gonna pay for some random staff member’s family hospital bill. JYP’s not a bad dude, but we’re supposed to be the girls’ secrets, remember? There’s no way JYP would pay for your mom’s hospital bill and risk having it linked back to the girls or the company - let alone go all the way over to your hometown to pay it. How would they even know what hospital your mom was at, anyway?”
“Then who… You? Buzz? You were in Europe with the girls. No one else knew about my mom. Who would-”
The two of you stare at each other for a while. Realization dawns.
The smallest of smiles appears on Pikachu’s lips as he takes another sip of his beer.
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Just as coming back to Seoul felt like a homecoming of sorts, so too did going to the concert feel like slipping back into a life you thought you’d left behind.
The boom of the music, the staff members and security hustling around in the background and beneath the 360 stage, carrying mics and bottled water and discarded cowboy hats - it all felt intensely familiar.
But you were in the crowd, not behind the barriers. There was no earpiece in your ear with the head manager telling you to fetch a new flat of water, or to find Momo’s mic, or get in place to set up Tzuyu’s bars for her solo performance. There was just the boom of the bass and the shouts and screams of the fans next to you - fans that had no idea that the man next to them had, just a few months ago, lived a life that they would have killed to experience with the girls they were paying to see.
Pikachu had been a real bro and set you up with VIP tickets for the pit, just a few feet from the stage. And there she is - right there, her back turned as the central stage covering rises and the concert begins to thunderous applause. She hasn’t seen you yet.
It doesn’t take long. It happens right at the end of the first song, when the group formation brings her in front of you.
Minatozaki Sana sees you. Her eyes lock onto yours - the same way they did two years ago, when she smiled and pointed at you and quite literally picked you out of the crowd. Her eyes widen in surprise - and then soften. Seconds pass. Her eyes are glassy.
You smile at her. She smiles back. She raises her hand - slowly, tentatively, and points at you.
She picks you again.
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Author’s Note: That song’s been in my head for years now and I knew I had to write a story around it. And Sana is Sana, so…
…honestly, I probably fumbled a couple of the details with the ongoing Toy storyline. That’s what happens when you go a literal year and a half between entries. I’ve been thinking about wrapping up the story and I think I’ll do that in the next couple of chapters, just so people finally get some closure on this. See you in 2030 for the eventual Toy finale ;)
Thank you all for your ongoing support, despite my now bi-annual fic drops. Kazuha fic still in the works, and maybe more Ryujin.
Be excellent to yourselves and to each other. The world needs it. <3
It's raining again. Not a light drizzle, but a steady, torrential downpour, and there's one person to blame—you know this. The fact that you're having to get up from your comfy chair, put your mug down on the table and walk the several paces over to the front door because she, once again, is at it.
You find it surprising how whenever it rains, the moment that thunder echoes across the city, there's an almost frantic knock that follows. And of course, once you finally open it, the culprit is right there on the other side.
Ning Yizhuo. Your annoying, meddling, definitely too-involved, overly-attached-and-obsessed, whatever the fuck you wanna call the relationship you share with the girl. You'd call her an ex, but you never officially ended anything. Even with an ocean between the two of you, she'd still find a way, at some point or another, to show up at the doorstep in the middle of the night,
So you sigh at her presence—yet, not because you hate seeing her. No, quite the opposite. It's only out of some kind of spite that you keep her waiting, lingering there outside your house in the rain. Like this is the universe punishing you for past transgressions.
Against your better judgment, you open the door, checking if the doorknob is hot first.
There she stands, looking too attractive in all black, thin stockings, torn somehow, a way too tight skirt hugging her waist. Low cut top, visible through a dark coat, with far too much cleavage to defend against.
And somehow, nothing looks out of place—despite having no other option but to brave the rain to see you.
"Is this your doing, I assume?"
The expression on her face drops from hopeful to annoyance in mere seconds. Ningning rolls her eyes and takes a step forward. You take a step back.
"What, the sky? Please, not even I can control the weather."
"Then why do you always show up whenever there's a storm?"
She pauses, folding her arms. "Call it a coincidence. Now, aren't you gonna invite me inside?"
You hesitate as the storm begins to worsen. Not only the rain but the booming thunder and lightning that chases it, so bad that the entire street lights up. In all honesty, you know that you don't really have another choice. It's not like she'll physically enter the house if you don't allow it, yet she's just insufferable enough to camp in the driveway until the sun comes out.
"Do you even get wet, Ning? You're practically standing in a monsoon out there, and not a spot on you."
"Depends if your pants are still on or not," she fires back, that wicked smile always wide and ready to strike.
You've made worse mistakes than this, you suppose—even though a little voice at the back of your mind urges otherwise.
"Come inside," you say, already regretting the words the moment they leave your lips, gesturing to the open door.
Ningning can't help but smirk. "If things go right tonight, that's what I'll be telling you later, baby."
And just like that, she moves past the doorframe into your place—heading inside like she owns the place.
There's no point in pretending that this isn't an impromptu visit from your not-ex. She kicks her heels off, hanging her coat on the rack beside the door and making you wonder just how many times Ningning has shown up completely dry in the midst of pouring rain.
"So, what did I interrupt that was so important that you took forever to open the door?" Ningning asks, standing around as if she didn't show up uninvited, as if you're expected to drop to your knees just because she's arrived.
"Enjoying the peace, Ning, that's what. It's late," you reply, feeling an incoming headache at having to deal with her. "Maybe if you sent a warning—"
She ignores everything. Stares as you sit back down on the couch, your tea more than a little cold now. "Typical."
You roll your eyes, fighting not to pick an argument while she surveys the place. "Typical what?"
She ignores you again. Somehow unbothered and distant, focused entirely elsewhere—just as if nothing has happened between the two of you. The absolute gall, she has.
"Well, I'm glad you're up at this hour. Even better you're alone."
Now you're the one ignoring her, leaning back down on the couch to finish the last sips of tea, a nagging feeling brewing the pit of your stomach—because there's only ever one reason why she shows up late at night, and it's not to chat over tea.
Much to your chagrin, Ningning looks directly at you, but she moves close—very close, until there's a dangerous look in her eyes while she smiles. "Have you eaten yet?
"A bit, but not really—"
Ningning shakes her head, taunting with a feigned annoyance at your response. "How is it you never have food in this damn house?"
"Don't get hungry often enough, I guess," you say, fighting to keep your eyes off of her outfit.
She nods in response, crossing her arms. "I see. Well then—"
The storm rages on outside the living room window, but your focus is stolen entirely away as Ningning approaches, positioning herself in a spot right in front of your line of sight, as if to distract. Not that it's a hard thing to do. Not when she's wearing a tiny little thing she calls a skirt, stockings that do her legs far too much of a favor, and a top that struggles to contain much of anything.
"Yes, Ning?"
There's a moment that passes by where Ningning stares long enough that you're uncomfortable, long enough to where you feel as if the moment can shatter at any second.
"Look, before I say anything else," she begins, still standing in place as those eyes stay locked on you. "Had to take the train here. Nothing was fucking available. Then a taxi—since you had to live out in bumfuck nowhere. I'm tired, and sore—I'm absolutely starving. Not for food, obviously."
"Obviously," you repeat, hardly in shock with her direct nature. She's hardly ever subtle. "Then take what you need. Don't have to ask twice."
Her lips curl up. "Thanks, sweetie. Knew there was a reason why I liked you."
Without anything further, Ningning is quick—far too quick for your liking while she climbs atop, legs on either side, straddling you—close enough so you can feel the heat on your skin. You sit idly by and soak it all in.
"This'll hurt just a little bit—" she says, before her lips press deep so she can pepper several kisses along the side of your neck. "Just keep still. I'll be quick."
"Don't be."
You don't even register the words that come out of your mouth, not fully, at least. Ningning smirks, running her fingers through your hair, smiling in satisfaction that you've somehow fallen into her trap yet again.
"Darling, I will tear you apart if you let me have my way."
You'd damn near let her.
Ningning's not the type to wait around, tilting her head back so she can bare her glistening fangs, primed and ready to devour you whole in the process. They sink in at the crook of your neck, piercing the skin with ease—almost at the exact same spot you remember from the last time.
Sharp pain shoots through your body in a matter of seconds, as blood flows out without pause, succumbing to her hunger, letting Ningning takes what she pleases. You hiss at the sensation—a strange mixture of pleasure and pain, not sure which is winning out, only able to watch her drain you, eyes locked in an almost sinister trance while she feeds.
Then, just like that, Ningning pulls her head back, lips stained with a crimson red that she wipes off with the back of her hand. She looks more vibrant, alive—eyes that pierce deep, more than satisfied for the night.
"Thanks, love. That's enough," she replies softly, running her fingers over the bite mark before planting a little kiss on your cheek. "Took a little more than usual. Hope you don't mind."
You laugh, looking up, lost in her gaze. "What am I gonna do, Ning, take it back? Don't worry."
"That'd be very inconvenient," Ningning says, smiling at that. "You should rest a bit, yeah? How do you feel?"
You shrug. "I'll manage. Little dizzy, but I'll survive."
"Because you have nothing to eat in this shithole. You sure you're good?"
You nod, smile returning to your face as you glance up. "Yeah, of course. Nothing I haven't handled before."
"Good." Those devilish fangs fully on display linger for one more moment until they retract. You'd be lying if you said you weren't a little disappointed.
"So, is this the part where you tell me why you showed up at midnight, wearing next to nothing?"
Ningning presses her body close, offering just enough cleavage for your eyes to wander. "Like it's a surprise I'm here."
You say nothing, and somehow, that's the one thing that actually bothers her a bit. Ningning rises, turning away, more annoyed than offended—a bit different than her usual arrogant nature. "Haven't seen you in a few months. Didn't think I needed an invitation."
"And maybe there's a reason for that."
Surprisingly, Ningning says nothing else for a fleeting moment. Laughing in spite of it all. "Wow. Is there another vampire bitch here giving you what I can't? Because last time I checked—"
"Of course not," you answer immediately, ignoring the tone in her voice.
"Good. Like I was saying, nobody fucks you like I do, and I don't think there's anyone else out there that can."
You sigh, attempting not to feed that overzealous ego even more. "Ning—"
"Don't Ning me," she snaps, the fangs exposed again, retracting within seconds. "You should be so damn grateful that I'm here right now."
"For what, so you can have a midnight snack?"
Ningning ignores that entirely, moving quickly to straddle you once more, wrapping a set of slender, ice cold fingers around your neck.
Her eyes burn into you, and you're too powerless to look away. "Say it. Say I fuck you the best. I won't leave. Not until you say it."
You ponder whether or not to comply, the air leaving your body bit by bit. Ningning squeezes just the right amount—just enough to leave you wanting more, leaving an ache between your legs.
"You're unbelievable."
"In bed, yeah, I am, aren't I?" she purrs, bringing her lips to yours, crashing them into you, hard. You kiss back, already done with resisting, because like it or not—you need Ning as much as she needs you.
"If you didn't look so sexy right now—"
Ningning cuts off the thought, shoving her tongue down your mouth to silence you. "When do I not? You've seen me at every point possible, at every hour, dressed up, down. Sexy is just the norm for me."
"Always so fucking cocky," you mutter under your breath, diving back in for another taste.
"It's not cocky, it's just the truth," Ningning says, sliding off your lap so she can lower to her knees before you. "Let me prove how accurate that statement is. Let's get these pants off…"
You're far too weak to say no, and not because of the blood loss. One swift movement from Ningning, and she has her fingers hooked at the waistband of your pants.
"May I?"
So polite. With a nod, she tugs them down, just far enough for what she has planned, revealing your boxers that aren't doing a very good job at hiding how aroused you are.
"Mmm, yeah," Ningning purrs, satisfied at what she sees as she begins to palm you over the fabric. "Was kinda worried, but got plenty of blood pumping here..."
There's only one thing left, to let Ningning do whatever she pleases, shove your boxers down so your cock can spring out, the tip practically oozing already.
"All this for me? Gonna milk you dry tonight."
Again, there are no words that come from you, not a single thing outside a gasp. You try and keep your focus on Ningning herself—on that depraved stare when she strokes you. And she gets right down to business, pressing her tongue against the underside of your cock, flicking it a few times before taking a long drag down.
"I really missed this, baby," Ningning admits, planting several teasing kisses from base to tip, giving such satisfying strokes that make your stiff shaft leak.
You barely catch what she's saying—too focused on her touch, one that you haven't felt in far too long, by the person that knows you best. The heat from her mouth as her kisses linger along each and every inch, every vein that her hand travels down, familiarizing herself once more.
"Missed this inside my pussy, feeling how deep you fill me. Missed sucking it, missing making you cum just from this," she murmurs, staring up through those long eyelashes at you while she presses those full lips around your sensitive head, peppering it with affectionate kisses.
You simply moan, unable to get anything else out with her wet tongue swirling all over the head, savoring the taste.
"You missed me too, didn't you?"I know you did. That's why you won't push me away, or kick me out. That's why you won't ever tell me to stop."
Before you have a moment to breathe, Ningning wraps her lips around the head of your cock, trapping it in warmth, sinking down slowly. You can't hold what comes next, another loud moan that escapes as she gives a pleased hum in response, fondling your balls while her head bobs between your legs.
"Ning—"
She descends again, satisfied with that. And keeps at it—never fully down, never allowing her throat to be too full. Just slow, steady suction and delicious warmth while her tongue teases all over, sliding along base to tip, and back down, using all her tricks to draw your bliss out.
"This beautiful cock, fuck, missed the way you taste. The way you throb, how sexy you sound when you moan, mm," Ningning says, pausing just to run her tongue down every last throbbing inch. "And so, so fucking big. Mine. All mine."
Her head lowers, so sloppy and desperate, popping off just to spit on your stiff cock, spreading it all over before that heat envelops your shaft once more. All you can do is stare, every bob of her head drawing you closer to the back of her throat, a sight far too beautiful not to watch.
"God, Ning. Your fucking mouth…"
"Feels amazing, right? Nobody can make you feel this good. Nobody takes care of you like I do, baby? "
Ningning's right—of course, she's right, just like she always is, and you couldn't fight her words even if you wanted to. Because those lips know what they're doing—know how to please you, how to make you groan so pathetically, like her mouth was made just for your cock.
"I could suck your dick all day."
And you'd let her. Let Ningning take everything she wants and more. Everything feels too good—each flick, each slurp, the heat of her mouth—everything is taking you away, especially when she holds your gaze, until she finally swallows you whole in one fluid motion, nose pressed to your stomach as her lips seal tight.
"Fucking hell—"
It's almost a mistake to watch, to watch how her lips slide to the base and back down, this constant urge to please as her throat fills with every inch, tongue out with every stroke. The wetness that covers your shaft with every pass, mouth engulfing you, and all you can do is grab the back of her head, not to guide, not to control, but to simply indulge.
"Feels so fucking good, shit, nobody can do what you do, Ning."
She just stays still, eyes wide, appreciative at your words with her hands caressing your thighs, hardly any strain on her expression to have your entire aching cock buried in her throat.
"The best part is watching you lose yourself," she murmurs, popping off as saliva connects to your tip, breaking that connection so shes can stroke your the spit-covered shaft. "Lucky for you, I have no use for breathing, so I can have that big fucking cock just where it needs to be.
You're practically trembling, so close already it won't be difficult for Ningning to finish you off. That devious look she gives when reaching down to pull up her tight skirt without her lips leaving you. And it takes all you have not to lose it once you realize she has absolutely nothing underneath, her pretty, wet cunt for your viewing pleasure.
"It's a good thing you had an appetite," she says, shifting position just enough so you can see her fingers rub at her bare pussy. "Because my cunt is about ready to devour you."
Ningning says that as she picks up the pace, one finger between her legs, other hand resting on your thigh—bobbing her head at a frantic rate, taking you down and back up like nothing, not a single gag or struggle. You can't do much more than moan and stare, mouth parted and helpless, balls so tense the longer she keeps going, until Ning mercifully pops her lips from your throbbing cock.
"Thinking about how bad I want to ride you, baby. Or maybe you should have me bend over—fill me from behind and slap my ass as you give it to me. Or get all sprawled out, wrap my legs around you so you can't pull out, pound me while I scream how bad I need you. Lots of options for you to ravage my pussy, isn't there?"
The room is practically silent except for the sloppy, hungry sounds of Ningning awaiting your response, bobbing up and down your cock, tongue gliding flicking along every wet inch.
"Upstairs," you say, all out of breath—and it's all she needs to hear.
Ningning swallows you one more time, leaving a wet kiss on your swollen tip once she pulls off, ignoring your body's pleas to stay.
"Well then, lead the way my cute little fangbanger—but do be careful, I did just drain you."
In more ways than one, that's for sure.
There's a surge in motivation as you begin the trek up the stairs, Ningning close behind. Every footstep up the stairs, each thud echoes, like a countdown to your fate that awaits. You can only think of what's about to happen, the way she will take your body, and the sinful things you're going to do to her own in turn, nothing holding either of you back.
Once you arrive at the foot of your bed, Ningning is quick to shove you back with surprising force, giggling as she watches your weakened frame stumble back and land. She steps away, positioning herself close to the window, so you can see everything illuminated in the moonlight.
Ningning is unreal. Her ethereal beauty too much to handle as she undresses, her complexion glowing, that pale skin more beautiful than anything else. Those painted nails that have dug into your flesh almost as much as her sharp fangs, and your thoughts wander, watching each piece fall until a pile of her clothes lingers on underneath her bare feet.
You nearly faint once she's fully naked and turns to face you.
Every delicious curve for your eyes only, you feast on that naked skin, those pretty nipples, hardened by the cool air, those hips, luscious legs—every single inch of her more than overwhelming you. The silhouette of her body can't compare to the real thing once she closes the distance, climbing your lap in record time, hovering dangerously close to your erection.
"Been a while since you last fucked a vampire," Ningning teases, the heat of her cunt teasing the tip of your cock.
"And just whose fault is that?"
Ningning glares, spreading her wetness over the head and doing little else. "Now you're blaming me? When you made it so difficult just for me to see you?"
Before she drops her hips, Ningning allows her fangs to extend again, almost a reminder of her advantage over you. She's grazing over your chest, not using the full force just yet, merely playing with you. Little lovebites left scattered over her favorite parts of you, as if you won't remember the deep ones on your neck from earlier.
"Fucking love you like this—vulnerable, compliant, all fucking mine," Ningning purrs, catching her breath in between bites. "Bet you'd let me do anything to you tonight."
"I'd let you do anything you want anytime," you admit, realizing what comes from that statement.
She smirks at that, at your sudden honestly. Her tongue swipes the side of your face before trailing the shell of your ear, sucking on the soft flesh of your lobe. "Aren't I the lucky one, then?"
Without anything further, Ningning continues her path of destruction, trailing kisses and licks down your body. Like she's for the right moment to strike, or at god knows what else she has planned. Her lips catch a nipple, giving a few swirls that don't allow the pleasure you need, kissing down your abdomen and grazing the flesh with those fangs—those sharp things coming dangerously close, the thought of them puncturing the skin sending an orgasmic mixture of fear and arousal.
"Don't be nervous, baby," Ningning murmurs, lips tracing lower, planting kisses right below your navel that make you gasp. "Would never hurt you or do without warning. Well, without prior permission."
There's no time to give a snarky reply, nothing witty coming from your mouth as she looks at your skin she's made so sensitive, appreciating her work.
"Not nervous, Ning."
"Oh? Then I might wanna let you do what you want for a change," she murmurs into your skin. Ningning's lips hover right above your inner thighs, her hot breath enough to make you flinch, the anticipation of the bite, the delicate tease making every muscle tense up.
"You'll let me?"
Ningning laughs at your question, tongue dancing from where she left off. "Yeah, I'm giving you a freebie tonight. Have your way with me, darling."
It's a hard bargain—you don't trust her intentions, but there's no time for negotiation.
You lift her off with little effort, almost as if your strength returns without warning. Ningning's on her back, legs spread wide, glistening folds exposed to you as she waits for your next move.
"Yeah, this'll do," you say, drinking in that gorgeous view of her pretty cunt that's about to be made yours.
Ningning just smiles at the gesture. "Always knew you were a stickler for the basics. It's cute, really."
That's what she thinks. With that, you lift her legs up, resting both on your shoulders and folding her tiny frame, each of her feet by your ears. In an instant, her face changes from one of disappointment to realization, just at that split second before the plunge.
"Okay, this is different. I've misjudged, it seems—"
You say little else as your cock buries every inch in, sinking inside that soaking mess, making sure you fill her aching pussy perfectly. The groans slip out at her tightness, the wetness that consumes you, the way that Ningning looks once the motion of your hips start.
"You're fucking mine," you growl at the next slam, while her eyes nearly roll to the back of her head, her intoxicating cunt swallowing you up and clenching to make sure you won't dare leave.
"Ah, f-fuck!" she whimpers once you start to fuck her the way she needs. The way you think she deserves, the way you know the bed is going to protest to. No time for her to adjust, Ningning's tight little cunt clamps down with each desperate thrust, making sure you bury every last inch inside her.
"You're so tight—" you grunt, sweat gathering on your forehead already. "Feel too fucking good—always feel so fucking good.
Ningning looks gorgeous when she takes your cock. Hair a tangled mess, all spread out, completely at your mercy. "And you're so deep, so much deeper this way, damn, baby."
"Don't act so surprised, Ning."
"Oh, don't think I can be surprised? As if I expected this? You're never this aggressive."
"Maybe you pulled it out of me," you admit, hips snapping, watching Ningning's expression falter with each slam to the hilt. It's addicting to see her fall apart for a change, to watch those moans escape, pummeling her cunt like there's no other way, no other alternative—like your dick belongs inside her at all times.
"God, baby, look at you go," Ningning huffs out, parting her lips at the forceful treatment you're dishing out. "Making my pussy feel so good, ah—I haven't been fucked this good in ages."
"Then allow me to remedy that situation," you start, taking pleasure in the way she crumbles, the gasp she makes when you withdraw, the frantic moan when you hilt back in.
"Fuck yes, baby—give it to me. Harder, can feel you in my guts, shit," Ning cries out, throwing her head back, content to bask in the pleasure each time your cock disappears fully into her tight little pussy. "God, I needed you so bad. Needed you to fill me up so well."
"Here I am, Ning. Not going anywhere."
There's this rare moment where she can't find any witty comeback, not when that mouth hangs wide open, no snarky comments falling, nothing but pure unadulterated bliss. She's squirming, nails digging into the sheets, lifting her hips higher to let you reach places she'll feel for days.
"Fuck! Fuck, please, god yes," she pleads, struggling to find the words, staring at you through in hopes that you'll get the memo. "Please. Fuck me deeper, wanna feel all of you, want that cock to ruin me."
And that's precisely what you do—holding that position and looking Ningning right in those pretty eyes as you sink deep, pound that wet pussy until she's clinging for dear life to the sheets. She's powerless to you, or at least, pretending to be, words lost to lust as you fill her again and again.
Knowing that for once, she isn't the one in control—there's no strings attached or manipulating factors—that Ningning, that bloodthirsty, cunning, dominating vampire who can bring anyone and anything under her power, is nothing but a toy under you now. She's yours to do whatever with.
That sets something off inside of you, makes you want to push things further, take things to the next level. You shift, spread those legs wider and lift them off you until her knees almost meet her chest, folding her in half even.
Ningning's expression is filled with approval once you do, hips thrusting wildly with no mercy on her drenched pussy, hitting deeper than even before.
And now she looks delirious with pleasure, and your knees are digging into the mattress so you can get that little extra leverage, more power behind those harsh thrusts, hips working to the max, determined to ruin Ning—if it were even possible.
"That's it, destroy me, baby, make my pussy yours. Isn't it funny—you've got me in this, what do you humans call it? A mating press? And it's almost a shame that you can't breed me—makes me wish you could. Give all that hot, yummy cum something to do besides make my pussy gush."
"That's the last thing we need, another Ning. One of you is more than enough."
"You wish you had two. One to suck your hard cock in the morning and another to sit on your face. Yeah, you'd love that."
Your mind can't seem to even grasp the reality of that, picturing it all for a brief moment, only to continue hammering Ningning's tiny wet cunt. The urge, the carnal need to bring her to her brink and beyond consumes you—your hips working without rest, giving the girl no chance to recover, fucking her over and over in that delicate position with no way out of it.
Her body can't keep up with the intensity, and you can't almost either. Pinned against the mattress with nowhere to go, all that attention focused on her soaking cunt—too sensitive, too wet, too inescapable, each thrust becoming impossible to handle. For both of you.
You take pleasure watching her fall to pieces with each thrust that fills her, savoring every gasp that you cause, each plea for you to keep on driving in deep and hard.
"You, baby, keep pounding me like that—fucking my pussy and ruining it. Giving it to me so hard because you know I can take it, I can handle everything you give. Keep it going, keep going and give me what I deserve, empty those balls inside me like you own this pussy."
Hard not to when she's so convincing—staring at you, demanding your load, pleading to keep hammering that greedy cunt, your balls smacking against her asshole more than ready to dump it all in her.
"Get ready then," you say, hips losing all control—that pussy just won't relent, sucking and squeezing all around and making it harder than ever to keep going any longer.
"Oh, baby, please—I was ready to be pumped full of cum the moment you invited me in. You're gonna cum so hard, I know, fill me, make my pussy so messy. Get that hot load nice and deep in me," Ning pleads, bracing for the inevitable, too far gone for anything else.
"Don't you fucking worry, Ning, this tight pussy is getting everything," you say, sheathing yourself deep in that wetness for as long as you can stand.
"Good, then you know what to do—cum inside me."
You groan out—more than compliant with those demands, no longer fighting against the pressure boiling deep inside. No fight left from that tightness you can't escape from, so you give in, unloading as your cock empties into Ningning. The relief is heavenly, each violent throb, each hot spurt that floods her insides, her cunt clenching to demand it all, keeping you captive while you fuck it all deep.
Ningning follows not a second later, struggling to keep her composure as her own orgasm hits, face contorting in pleasure at her reward, toes curling, walls tightening even more as the sticky mess mixes with her own juices together in her hot depths.
And before you can even finishing pumping it all inside her, your fresh load leaks out that sopping, ruined cunt, pooling underneath your pleasure-stricken bodies.
"That's it, fuck… can always count on you to fill my pussy up, baby, just how I need," Ning groans, a tired smile creeping up on her face as she embraces her own bliss. "So fucking hot."
You linger in your high, and do little other than fall against her body and embrace the relief, cock slipping out enough as your cum begins to spill out and ruin the sheets further, something Ningning wears in such satisfaction.
"See?" Ning asks, a bit of smugness returning her voice, playing with your hair. "Aren't you glad you kept that sexy ass mine? "
Your body shifts, so you can focus your gaze on her beautiful complexion. Even if things may end messy again, you have no regrets. For now, all that matters is being right in the arms of the person who's never been more certain.
"You know how much I missed you, Ning," you respond, watching the way her breasts heave with the breaths that follow.
Ningning glances down at you, like that's an obvious conclusion. "Typical."
Too tired to even roll your eyes, too tired to put up with Ningning's usual antics. "Alright, sounds like its time to go back home, and—"
She wraps her legs around you, preventing movement. "And why do you think that is?"
"You got what you wanted, you drained my blood and my balls. Now you can go."
Ningning's quiet as she ponders, just long enough for a mischievous smile. "No, I don't think so. It's late—let me sleep on your sofa."
"Sleep? You don't sleep until morning."
Ningning just giggles, peppering you with kisses that break down your protests. "Then you get to entertain me until then. Deal?"
"And what if I want to sleep?"
She squeezes tighter with her legs around your waist, keeping you firmly in place. "Then you let the wrong girl inside. Do you think I'm done with you?"
Well, no, you certainly don't. That's something she'll make abundantly clear.
"Okay, fine, I'll stay up—but let me take a shower. You really made a fucking mess."
"Me? You were the one that dumped all that cum in me."
You simply stare at Ning, glaring right back at you. The more you stare, the more you both burst out into a fit of laughter, any attempts at acting serious not lasting more than a few seconds.
"No, I think your pussy deserves some blame. It had my cock trapped pretty tight—"
"But you had me all folded like a goddamn chair. Pinned and begging for your cum, that's on you."
Her eyes narrow and Ningning raises one perfectly shaped eyebrow in disbelief. You just remain there, hands lingering atop her waist. "Oh, my apologies for how rough I got with your pussy. Wasn't aware my precious Ningning was so delicate."
Ningning scoffs, using her strength to move your hands off. "I'm a goddamn vampire, don't talk to me about delicate. You can't hurt me no matter how hard you fuck."
"Is that a challenge?"
Her glare continues. "Don't get fucking cocky, love. You'll hurt yourself more than me."
"Hm, sounds like a challenge to me."
"You're such an idiot. You could literally use both hands to choke me with no mercy and I'll just laugh at how pathetic you look. Nothing you can do."
You tilt your head. "Does that mean you'd enjoy the idea?"
"I didn't say I was against it. Just won't do anything, is the point."
There's little sense in debating the merits of that claim. And you're so exhausted that you wouldn't even try. For tonight at least, you can let Ning have this victory.
The rain eventually calms down, enough for the two of you to head outside the balcony and enjoy the weather without risk. Freshly showered, with Ningning in nothing but a stolen shirt from your closet. It's late—so late, but you don't really care.
"Are you planning to make a habit of this?" you ask, knowing what you're asking might be dangerous territory.
Ningning's head turns, the grin on her face looking devilish from so close as she leans over the balcony railing. "Would it upset you if I did?"
An hour ago and you'd have a very different answer—now you aren't so sure. "No, not really. I mean, not like I can ever stop you."
Ningning just takes in your reaction, her own expression not changing a bit. "If I didn't know any better, I'd say you missed me."
You sigh, staring up at the night sky as she inches a little bit closer. "A pretty girl shows up at my door and lets me do whatever I want, lets me fuck her hard against the shower wall—yeah, maybe a little."
Ningning laughs, her hand creeping around to find yours, fingers interlocking and thumb rubbing slowly against your flesh. "Is that all it takes? For me to show up, suck your dick and let you empty your balls into me, then I'm suddenly a good person?"
"Hey, I never said that—"
"Darling," she says, tightening her grip, bringing her head right next to yours, warm breath ghosting over your ear. "I'd bend over and do every dirty little thing you ask without complaint. I'd worship your cock just for the sake of making you happy. All I need is for you to say you want that. That you want me."
That gets your attention. You can't say that this night has been anything but wonderful, despite your trepidation in at the beginning. Your fingers squeeze tightly around hers, eyes focused on Ningning's pretty face in the dark, moon illuminating her features.
"God, what am I getting myself into.."
She laughs, flashing that bright smile before turning back to face the city skyline. "Hopefully me again, love."
You snake your arms over around her small waist until she's tight against you. With no shame whatsoever, you slide your hands underneath, squeezing Ningning's bare ass and pulling her into a kiss.
"But what if I wanted to do all kinds of crazy things to you, Ning? Or wanted you to do them to me?"
Ningning struggles not to smile, doing all she can to not succumb to the giddy laughter that tries to emerge. "Just tell me a time and date then. So I can catch that goddamn train."
Not letting up, you steal her lips, tasting them, savoring how soft they feel against yours, running your hands all over her cold, bare skin.
"Why catch a train when I have a perfectly good sofa for you to crash on?" you ask between kisses, trying to spend as much time pressed up against her body as possible.
"Darling," she interrupts, almost annoyed, staring directly into your eyes. "Please be serious right now. Don't treat me like I'm some random hookup."
You raise an eyebrow, confused. "I wasn't. I'm offering you a place to stay."
Ningning breaks out into a little laugh. She stops herself when you show no sign of joking.
"Wait, you're actually serious? Really? Stay?"
You interrupt her with another kiss. "Isn't that what I said? Not gonna make you sit on some shitty train for hours just to get dicked down at some ungodly hour. Stay with me. Tonight. Tomorrow night. Whenever you want."
She doesn't know what to say to that, only that her smile is spreading from ear to ear. "Of course I'll stay—thought you'd never ask. I'll happily get dicked down any time I come. Suck your dick the moment you wake up. Make breakfast, talk dirty to you while you stroke and cum on my tits, all kinds of crazy, naughty things—"
"Ning, you already have an invite, you don't need to try so hard."
She laughs it off. "What can I say, I get excited by the idea of seeing that cock at any hour."
"Christ. Is that the only reason you want to live here? Just so you can drain me dry every hour on the hour?"
The little giggle that Ningning gives is enough of an answer, knowing she can't deny the fact that it's a strong motivating force behind her plans. "No, of course not, baby. I also need you around so I can take your blood whenever I need it."
You scoff at that, threatening to leave the balcony altogether. Ningning, laughing again, wraps her arms tight around yours, refusing to let you out of her grasp. "I'm not a buffet, Ning."
"Mm," she hums, nuzzling into your neck. "You're whatever I need you to be. Your cock certainly is. Your thick, juicy, delicious—"
"Ning—"
"Yes, darling?"
"Come inside. It's freezing and the rain is starting up again. And you're not wearing anything to speak of."
Ningning laughs, clinging to your side. "Or what, I might die? Vampire, love. I could do this all night."
Another sigh escapes, pulling away only to lift her up into your arms, getting a good grip under her ass so the resounding sound of her squeal fills your ears once you carry her back inside.
"Someone is eager to go again," Ningning says, more than happy with where things are heading. You pretend that the thought doesn't cross your mind.
"No, I'm freezing and wanna go to sleep. I have work tomorrow," you say, depositing her ass right onto the cushions of the sofa before she can put up a fuss.
"It's the weekend, love," she reminds, pulling you down on the couch with her, legs already wrapping around and taking the fight out of you. "Which means you're stuck with me until Monday."
Nothing you can do but laugh at her persistence. You kiss her, once, and then pull away. Staring into her eyes, taking in her beauty, wondering if it would always be this difficult for you to escape.
"Should have listened. When people say you shouldn't feed strays. Because they always keep coming back."
Ningning's expression changes, lips turning into a far more offended pout. "Are you calling me a stray? What the fuck—"
"You always show up on my doorstep, wanting scraps and a place to rest. Is that not far off the mark?" you tease, only to be cut off by her lips.
"Rude," she mumbles between each kiss. "There are plenty of places I could be. Men to see. Bars to visit. Places to collect victims. Yet, here I am. Guess where I've chosen."
"Just sounds like you don't have anywhere else to go if you ask—"
Ningning's kisses stop abruptly, grabbing your head and guiding it down between her legs. "I didn't ask, thanks. Now if you don't mind, be a good boy and eat my pussy before I need to feed again."
There's no argument there, nothing that would ever stop you. All comfortable on your stomach before Ningning, her creamy thighs about to consume your entire existence. You might spend the entire weekend here, you think. And maybe forever.
"Hey baby bear, want to watch a movie tonight?" You hug Seulgi, but she quickly breaks herself out of it.
"A-Ah, I have to go workout, don't wait up."
"Again? You just went in the afternoon!"
"Yeah uh, I ate a lot for dinner, so I'll go do another session." She darts into the bedroom to change.
"Don't push yourself so hard, this was supposed to be a vacation!" Aaaand she's out the door, great. What is supposed to be a relaxing resort stay with Seulgi has definitely turned frosty. She was happy the first night, but she's been distant ever since, avoiding you and hiding herself at the resort gym, and you have no idea what or if you did anything wrong. You have two more days to figure out what's wrong before you're back in Seoul and returning to normality.
"Miss Kang, so good to see you back so soon!" The quizzical receptionist greets Seulgi at the gym entrance.
"Ah hi yes, I'm just here for a little extra workout."
"I do have to mention that we're closing for the night soon, but you're free to use the facilities until then."
"I won't be long, thank you!" Seulgi goes to a bench and begins her workout of crunches and hip raises to expend her energy—she pushes herself for a while before the receptionist has to call it quits for her.
"Euahhh! Thanks, I'll be out of your hair shortly!" Seulgi's body is burning with soreness. She sighs on the bench—there's a reason she's pushing herself so hard, trying to wear herself out before she goes back. Her hand drifts to her flat tummy, the focus of her workouts, the source of admiration from fans and fellow idols alike, but also the source of her current frustrations.
It's too flat!
Her hand drifts further down, and Seulgi has to catch herself before any cameras catch her—she so dearly wants her belly to be round, but only from a very specific reason: Bread.
Specifically bread of the procreation variety, the kind that takes nine months to ferment. Seulgi's so down bad that when she was in child's pose earlier all she can think about is being plowed and sown and having one of her own, praying that her wetness isn't soaking through her workout tights. And whose bread she would like to grow? Why he's back in the suite, probably unpacking and getting things all comfortable for her.
She sighs and heads back to the room from the gym for a second time, and this time things get unbearable.
"Hey, come here, let's talk." Seulgi is surprised by your bear hug, strong arms wrapping around her possessively.
"H-Huh, wait, let me go!"
"No, what's going on, you've been distant this whole trip. Did something happen?" Seulgi can hear the pout, and it just makes her feel guiltier—here you are concerned and worried, when all Seulgi can think about is getting you naked and underneath her.
"L-Let go, I'm so sweaty!" She struggles, and her latent arousal grows as you continue to "restrain" her with your arms. She's dragged to the love seat and sat in your lap, but she jumps off you as soon as she can. "I'm sorry, it's not you, it's me!"
"What?" Her words sink in and you jump to your feet "A-Are we breaking up? Oh god—"
"No no no we're not!" She grabs your hands and kisses you. "If anything, I think I like you too much."
"Then tell me what's going on."
"I, I know we talked about it, I just really want your baby."
"Yeah, but we agreed on being careful before we get married." You remind her gently.
"I know I'm sorry I just— You know I get umm..."
"Horny? Clingy?" you soften your words for Seulgi.
"Let's go with clingy. It happens when that part of my cycle comes around. It just hit especially hard this time..." Seulgi's blabbering now, the words rushing out of her. "And of course it happens when we're on vacation and it's even harder to avoid you, because I actually don't want to avoid you. Every night I see you come out of the shower I just want to jump you with no protection and let things happen. But that's not fair to you and I can't expect you to be the reasonable one and stop me every time so I try to workout extra hard and tire myself out so I won't have the energy to do that and I— Ahh I'm not making much sense am I?" Seulgi's a bit of a mess—she's definitely horny (you've sat back down and Seulgi naturally got in your lap, and she's been grinding and squirming subtly on you the whole time), but she's also conflicted, half kissing and half sniffling against your neck.
"No no, you made some sense. But we should get married first right?" That has always been a sore point of contention, despite the agreement—the two of you were married in all but name, except it wouldn't do to have a wedding just yet, not while Seulgi's an active idol.
"Yeah I know, I know—" You hold a hand up to shush her.
"This will sound crazy, and I'll do it again in the future, however you want me to do it, but for now: Kang Seulgi, will you marry me so I can knock you up?" The proposal was ridiculous, outrageous, absurd, infinitely more horny than romantic, both of you completely unprepared and poorly dressed for the moment.
But it was perfect.
"Yes, yes, yes, yes!" Seulgi's tongue is in your mouth immediately, a giddy giggle escaping her as your tongue pushes against hers. "How is this going to work?"
"We're going to register our marriage, as soon as possible. But your word is good enough for me, so this is now our honeymoon." The implication of what happens on a honeymoon doesn't so much as hang in the air as it does dangle in front of the two of you like a delicious baguette.
"O-Our wedding would still be a shotgun wedding then." It's a bygone conclusion in Seulgi's head that she's going to be bred before then, and she gets even wetter.
"Technically it's won't be a shotgun wedding, because there the guy marries the girl because she got pregnant."
"And it's different for us because...?"
"I'm marrying you to get you pregnant. But your career would—"
"Shh deal with that later, that's the most romantic thing you've said to me." Seulgi's kisses you again lovingly, and for a moment she's happy to settle for an intimate moment, but—
"There's just one slight problem, you forgot to account for one thing." Seulgi looks at you a little confused, and you watch her pupils dilate in real time as she feels your hardness now pressed against her. "Me." Your hands drift to her waist, and you're pulling her even closer to you.
"How do you think I feel, seeing you come back home wearing your tight workout clothes all sweaty every night?" You lean in, disregarding Seulgi's sweat and kissing along her collarbone. "I don't have a cycle, so I always want to knock you up."
"Ahh!" Seulgi gasps as you slide fingers across her exposed waist. She's paralyzed by arousal, making itself very apparent between her legs and across her chest. She has been so caught up in managing her own desires, she didn't think about the effect she had on you.
"And if you're extra tired, that just makes things harder for me." Your whispered words flow into her ear, to her brain, and then straight down her spine to her horny core. "What's stopping me from holding you down and doing whatever I want to you right now?"
"Y-You would, now?" It suddenly hits Seulgi fast that she might get the very thing she wants the most in the world right now, right away.
"Right in this chair if you can get us naked without having to leave it." Your words whip Seulgi into action, and she's tugging at your t-shirt, pulling it off you. You help her out of her top the way a truant helps the class president on a group project—looking on at her all dopey as she does her thing. Seulgi takes charge, pushing your shorts down as much as she can, and then she's stuck.
"Fuck I—" She tugs on her own tights, but said tights are far too taut around Seulgi's tight toned thighs. She plants her feet on the chair, trying to stand up, wobbling but staying in it best she can, and it is far too dangerous.
"Seul!" She doesn't listen, and you have to forcefully bring her down. With two hands on her hips you tear the durable fabric apart, giving Seulgi enough purchase to properly spread her legs. "This is good enough." A pull of her plain black panties aside and you're sliding into her.
"Yes!" Seulgi whimpers, and you have to hold her still to gather yourself—you haven't seen Seulgi quite this needy ever.
"Just wait a moment, I'm not going anywhere! What were you thinking, trying to stand on the chair, it's dangerous!"
"I wasn't thinking, and you shouldn't be either." You swallow a moan as Seulgi squeezes herself around you deliberately. "Do you feel it?" She squeezes you again.
"Fuck Seulgi yes." Your hands drift to her midriff, trying to hold her still, but it is a futile effort as her pussy contracts around you yet again.
"That's how much I want it right now, it's all I can think about. If you want it as bad as you say you do, stop thinking until you've pumped this flat belly full and round." You don't have it in you to fight Seulgi, and as soon as your grip on her relaxes, her grip on you tightens, shamelessly grinding back and forth in your lap. Her teeth nip into your earlobe as she whimpers filthy nothings into your ear, thanking and begging you for the cum you're going to pour into her.
"M-More oppa, I need more!" Breeding Seulgi is a two-person job, so with a gratifying clap you grab her ass and begin shoving her up and down your cock. The love seat scrapes against the floor as Seulgi emphatically joins in, planting her knees and bouncing herself on your cock crazy please-knock-me-up style. There's no time to admire the way her midriff moves, or her entire body rolling to take your cock deep, or her little mewls into your neck—Seulgi's doing all of this to yank your cum out of you, playing tug-of-cock in your lap.
"Giveittome pleasepleaseplease!" The words come out in a rush as Seulgi peaks, and if you thought she was squeezing you earlier, it is nothing compared to the way her pussy tries to pull your cock deeper into her, and you lose the tug-of-cock all too willingly. You hold Seulgi down on your spewing shaft, splattering her walls with thick seed as she stays rooted in your lap, and the first round of planting your seed in Seulgi reaches a satisfactory end.
"It feels so warm, you're so warm in me..."
"You're so hot around me too." You're still half-hard, and you can feel Seulgi still squeezing you. "You'll need to wait a bit for round two."
"We have the whole day tomorrow, this is enough to satisfy me for now. Ooh, somebody liked that!" Seulgi feels the twitch inside her when she says the words "for now". You look around, but one key thing is out of reach—tissues!
"Wait, don't stain the couch!" You scooch the two of you forward a little to let anything drip on to the floor, but Seulgi has an easier solution. She lifts her hips slightly and quickly slips her panties back into position. The resulting view is arguably more satisfying—instead of your load dripping out of Seulgi, you watch her black panties get stained white, the blanc spot spreading across the noir fabric, visual representation of what's happening inside of her as well.
"I should've worn something looser." Seulgi gets off you, slightly struggling to peel off the torn tights.
"I'll get you a new pair, sorry."
"No I have plenty, it's not a problem." Seulgi follows your gaze—you're still looking between her legs, at her panties keeping your load in her. "What is it?"
"Isn't it going to stain?"
"I can always buy more, I'd rather keep it from leaking."
"You can always get more of that too." You hug her, waddling the two of you towards the bathroom. "Maybe give you a little more in the shower?"
"Not tonight, sorry, I want to prepare for tomorrow."
"Tomorrow? What's happening tomorrow?"
"Nothing, just a bit of self-care, do you want to shower first? I'll be in there for a while." You let Seulgi go first, and she takes so long she has to shake you awake. She's also clearly tuckered out, for by the time you're done showering she's already tucked under the sheets.
"Sleeping?"
"I was waiting for you." She pulls your arm across her body, letting you settle on her midriff, hand over her tummy intentionally. "Thanks oppa."
"I want what you want, I love you."
"Love you too, good night."
You wake up late next morning, and Seulgi's nowhere to be found again. You quickly fire off a text to her, and she tells you to come to the pool. You throw on some clothes and quickly realize you shouldn't have bothered.
"Hey dear." Seulgi's lounging by the pool, wearing a strapless bikini top, a blue floral dress, and a gorgeously ruinable midriff. She puts her book down and gets up, sauntering over and leaning against the window, posing for you like she's done countless times for photoshoots. "Is that your morning wood, or are you just happy to see me?"
"Yes, both, is this what you were preparing?"
"Perhaps, why don't you undress me and find out?" Except this isn't a photoshoot, this is Seulgi dolled up and offering herself to you; she loosens her dress, revealing the matching navy bikini bottoms she has on. You hold her by the hips, pressing her against the cold glass surface and kissing her.
"God you're amaz—"
"Ah ah ah, save it for when we're naked." You quickly strip, but Seulgi's still waiting for you to do the honors. Off goes her top, but when you pull off Seulgi's bottoms you're too stunned to speak—Seulgi's completely bare down there, pink lips blushing amongst pale skin. You had grown used to Seulgi keeping things neat, so seeing her completely "naked" was unexpected, to say the least. "S-Stop staring and say something."
"You're amazing." You immediately run a hand down her body, feeling her unexplored skin and delving a finger past her lips. "Is this what you were preparing last night?"
"Yeah, I— Mmm right there! I wanted to watch us clearly, to see you going in." Both of you are glued between your legs as your morning wood slips into Seulgi's morning warmth, and the sight of your tip pushing apart Seulgi's rosy lips threatens to split your brain in two. She's similarly out of it, eyes blank and unfocused at your shaft sliding into her. "Fuck, p-pull out, I want to see it again."
You've had Seulgi multiple times, and it's not like she's been blindfolded when it happens (not always, anyways), but this is the first time she's asking to watch you plunge into her. You lift her hips, giving her an angle she can look down at, and you pull out, making sure she can see your base and balls heavy with baby batter. You shove yourself back in, and Seulgi throws her head back hard enough your hear her thud against the glass.
"Oh fuck, are you okay?"
"Don't stop, fuck..." Seulgi doesn't even notice her own bump, instead imagining the bulge between her legs and the bump you're going to give her in a couple months. She draws you in, and with her legs wrapping around you you have to pin her to the glass, your tip pressed against her cervix. "Oh yes, right there!" Her fingers dig into your hair, twisting and pulling you to face her. "You have to cum right there, I want to feel it!"
Seulgi's possessed, frenzied, and she's dragging you down with her. The pool is a small private one for the suite, but what you're doing with Seulgi quickly becomes public knowledge as you start hammering her against the glass, making her whispers and whimpers turn into yelps and cries of pleasure. She wriggles her hips every time you hilt inside her, as if willing you deeper, wanting to feel you press against her womb. Her eyes drift, inching to roll back in her head, but she closes them tightly and knits her brows, as if trying to keep her sanity.
"Fuck I can't oppa, I can't! I'm going to cum!"
"Then do it!"
"Nngh no! I want to feel you cum, need to know you're cumming in me."
"Baby bear, if you're going to look like this, there's no way I'm not filling your tight little belly up." Just the promise of you filling her up has Seulgi clenching around you. "So just let go and cum, or I'll make you." You start slamming up into her, and her expression disintegrates, eyelids drooping and lips lightly parted as she grunts and takes your brutal babymaking thrusts. She gurgles, and sharp nails dig into the back of your neck as she starts to cum. Her legs go weak, no longer staying wrapped around your hips, but you don't stop, pushing through her contracting warmth, as if to say—
You're not milking me for my cum, I'm pumping you full of it!
With a growl you push up and into Seulgi, making her leave her feet, and she's effectively impaled on your cock as you burst, thick potent cum surging into her, turning her womb into an infinity pool—filled to the brim and overflowing off the edges. Her eyes are blank, staring past you into the sky, wholly focused on your warm load being pumped into her, toes curling uselessly in the air. The flow into Seulgi seems to not slow down, and she so dearly wants to put a hand on her tummy, to see if you're bulging her with cum, because fuck Seulgi's starting to feel heavy.
When her feet touches the floor again she almost slips, partly because her strength has left her completely, and partly because she's stepped in a puddle of your cum, evidence of just how much you put in her—you've leaked so much out of her and she still feels full! She fidgets her toes, your cum thick and sticky between them, no doubt thick and sticky inside her as well, and a cum-lust takes over Seulgi.
"You okay Seul?" She's slumped to the floor, kneeling in the puddle of slick and cum without a care.
"Yeah I just need mo— Need to clean you up." She takes you in her mouth, servicing you all over, cleaning your shaft and your balls with sloppy drool and slurpy tongue. Seulgi takes her time with it, and if you didn't know any better, she was trying to get you hard for another round. When you're hard and poking into her cheek she releases you, and for a moment you thought you might be wrong, as she stands up and walks away, going to pick up her discarded clothing. Yet oh so slowly she bends over, picking up her bikini with the same deliberate slowness she cleaned your cock with, and you recognize it for what it is.
A fucking invitation, in every sense of those two words.
Seulgi keeps still as your hands grab her hips, and she's quickly rewarded with your tip pushing past her still-creamy lips. Her legs go weak again, and you follow her down to the floor, rutting into her doggy-style. Seulgi's a little embarrassed at just how brazenly she's asking for it, but it's clearly working for both of you as you reach over to paw at her chest, having your way with her as she whines and moans. It's almost hypnotic the way her thighs and and ass jiggle as you pound into her—this is Seulgi at her juiciest and most delectable, and a low rumble escapes you as you get close. She reaches back to grab your thigh, but she need not have worried, and a few thrusts later you're emptying yourself into her. Seulgi triggers her own orgasm too, rubbing her clit to make sure she drains you thoroughly. This time she stays there, letting gravity help her keep your seed in her.
"You really want this huh, last night was not just a moment of craziness?" You're sitting down next to her, watching her in the ridiculous yet lewd pose of her ass still perched in the air as she rests on the floor. That makes Seulgi sit up.
"Did you think I wasn't serious yesterday? Was everything you said yesterday just... Playing along?"
"N-No! I do want to marry you, but I wasn't sure if you wanted everything else to happen so quickly, this weekend." Seulgi's in your lap again, just like last night.
"I do, I want us to start a family as soon as possible." Seulgi snakes her arms around you, hugging you tightly. She sits her hips down on yours, making sure you feel your spend oozing out of her. "I remember everything you said last night, I'm treating this as our honeymoon, so as long as it ends in you finishing in me, you can do anything you want, have me anytime you want."
"As much as I want to, we need to take a break at least for lunch." You can't believe it, but Seulgi's pouting that you can't fill her up again right away. "I'm as serious as you are, so I'm here if you need me for anything. Don't!" you warn her immediately, knowing the next words out of her mouth would be her needing you to knock her up. Reluctantly she stands up and finally leaves your lap, and she disappears into the bathroom to clean up and be presentable for lunch in the resort.
You could not have forseen how lunch would become a complete mess, or rather, how you became a complete mess, because Seulgi was downright irresistible. She dressed plainly, a sundress befitting the warm climes, but the only thing plainer than her outfit were her intentions.
"Seulgi, see anything you like?"
"Oh, whatever you want. Whenever you want. I like everything I see, it all looks so delicious!" Instead of the menu she's staring right at you, bedroom eyes fluttering for all to see. Any hot-blooded male would have wondered if you were mad, not skipping lunch and just taking Seulgi back to the room for a thorough pounding before coming back out to eat. You jump when you feel a stray foot touch your leg, running it up and down your limb.
"Hello and welcome, may I take your order?"
"Yes, I'll have the carbonara pasta." You answer, ignoring Seulgi's foot dancing up to your knee.
"Very good sir, and for you miss?"
"Mmm nice and thick. I am— I mean, I'll have, what he's having." Seulgi doesn't even take her eyes off you, barely sparing the waitress an iota of attention.
"I'll make that two then."
"Oh I hope so too."
Seulgi wants twins?!
The knowledge that Seulgi wants you to breed her is fucking you up so hard, everything sounds wrong and lewd and filled with innuendo, just like Seulgi is filled with— no you have to stop!
"What are you thinking about oppa?" Seulgi knows, she fucking knows the effect she's having on you. "Was there something else you wanted to eat?" Like me?
"No, was just thinking about dessert." Even that sounds lewd coming out of your mouth.
"We can have that back in the room." You can have me back in the room.
"Y-Yeah, sounds good." Seulgi simply stays quiet, tapping at her phone, and you quickly bury your gaze in your phone too. Soon you feel her foot being naughty again, and you see Seulgi with her head resting on her hands, leaning forward and looking at you intently. "What is it?"
"Hmm? Nothing." She picks up her phone again, and this time your phone buzzes.
*Just waiting for us to finish lunch, so you can go back to knocking me up*
You look up from the message, and Seulgi's just looking at you again, as if she hasn't just sent one of the most depraved messages you've seen from her.
"Do you want to just get it to go?"
"No, we should just eat since we're here already." The pasta arrives, and Seulgi manages to clumsily knock a fork off the table. "Sorry."
"I'll get you a new one Miss."
"It's okay, five second rule."
"Please, I insist."
"Thank you!" Seulgi hands the fork to the waitress, but she doesn't get up from under the table. You're halfway into your first bite when you feel Seulgi's hand creep up your thigh, reaching through your shorts and boxers to get to you. You feel your own legs get pushed open as Seulgi settles in between them, quickly stroking you to full hardness right in the restaurant. Oh fuck, how large is the tablecloth, or is everyone just watching Seulgi give you a handjob under the table? You don't get another moment to think though, as Seulgi gets far more daring, pushing your shorts up your thigh and nestling her cheek right against the bare skin. Surely not— She starts sucking.
Kang Seulgi is giving you a blowjob in the middle of the restaurant.
You try to close your legs, to squeeze Seulgi out from under there, but she keeps you spread. You can hear the soft suckling noises she makes, her lips enveloping your tip and tongue swirling around it, and you just pray that you're the only one that can hear it.
"And here's the fork."
"Fuck... I mean fork, t-thank you, thank you for the fork! She went to the bathroom, she's not anywhere else!"
"I see..." Oh god, does she see? Is Seulgi's feet poking out from underneath or something? The waitress walks away without another word. Seulgi gets back to eating you, and you're dangerously close to popping.
"Seulgi!" You hurriedly tap her with your knee, but it is of no use. The audible gulp of Seulgi going deep on your cock is enough to send you soaring, and the fork in your hand is trembling as you unload down her throat, feeding her thick and creamy pastaless carbonara. The fork hits the table with a thud as Seulgi finally retreats, surfacing back in her seat, tongue swiping the last of your cum from her lips. "What the hell was that?" Seulgi beckons you closer to hear her whisper.
"I couldn't wait for us to finish lunch to have you fill me up. It was either that or I ride you in the restaurant, so I settled for you in my mouth." You're left speechless as she starts on her plate of pasta. Kang Seulgi settled for giving you a blowjob in the middle of the restaurant. "Hurry up and start eating!"
You somehow manage to finish your lunch without further distractions from Seulgi, and with her half-eaten lunch packed in a container ("I had plenty right before," she said happily to the waitress) you find yourself back in the room with a fidgety Seulgi.
"So, dessert?" she asks, already slipping out of her sundress.
"I'd say yes except you kinda just reset the cooldown on things in the restaurant."
"And is there no way I can help with that?" She plays with her underwear.
"Just a little time, please."
"Okay, take your time, I'll just be in the bedroom warming up."
"Warming up?"
"Exercise, stretching, fertility rituals and home remedies, the usual." You're staring and silent as Seulgi saunters into the bedroom, leaving her sundress pooled on the floor in front of you.
You sigh as you sit on the couch, only for your phone to immediately start buzzing.
*I lied, I'm not really warming up*
*I'm touching myself thinking about what we'll do as soon as you're ready*
*my fingers don't stretch me half as well as you do*
*is it helping? I hope it is*
You had a sexting phase with Seulgi, back when she was traveling for her world tour, and her baby fever seems to have pushed things up a notch as she continues.
*I thought about getting some local remedies you know? But I know you wouldn't approve*
*you're right* you tap out.
*shouldn't you reward me for that, I know just how you can do it*
*anyways so I got some home remedies from Korea, my parents said it worked for their friends and they all have grandchildren now!*
*oh I shouldn't be talking about our parents should I? Not very sexy*
*let's just say I took it this morning before you woke up, gave me a morning lake for your morning wood, and I took it before lunch too*
That explains the under-the-table action you got from her, it's from all the under-the-counter home remedies she's taking!
*are you ready yet? I'm trying so hard to not come out and ride you so please don't make me wait too long*
*what are you wearing?* You rise from the couch.
*just my underwear, should I take it off now?*
*you choose*
You get up and cross the suite to the bedroom, finding Seulgi tucked underneath the covers.
"Thought we could do something a little more playful."
"And because you wanted to leave me guessing." Seulgi beckons you over with a finger.
"So come over and find out." You strip off your clothes and slip under the covers, only to find out that you're at the wrong level of undress. The duration of one kiss is all it takes to rectify that mismatch, and with a hand on her hip you're able to spoon your fork-dropping woman, sliding into her with ease.
"You're so damn wet bear."
"The home remedy works." There's no rush, and it's so easy to thrust slowly into Seulgi's drenched heat.
"So, got it from your parents huh, or should I start calling them mom and dad too?"
"Oh god stop! We are not talking about them now." Seulgi reaches for your hips, urging you to go faster.
"I'm surprised they're okay with it, given that you know, we're not married yet."
"They understand, ah! Given my line of work. You've met them already, they like you, they're not going to complain if I want to hurry the timeline a little." Her legs tangle with yours, squeezing you as you hit deep in her.
"Did you get me any home remedies? If you're going to pull a stunt like the restaurant again I might need a little help."
"Oh, I thought you would get some from your parents, maybe our parents could share recipes—"
"Okay, we are not talking about my parents right now."
"Then shut up and fuck me, you won't need any help, it was so thick and salty in my mouth."
"The pasta right? Yeah it wasn't the best."
"Only if you want to give me a food baby. Was talking about what's stored here," Seulgi grabs you between the legs playfully. "So thick and sticky, I'm sure you can give me a proper baby." She groans as you thrust again, and this time her hand around your neck is a little more urgent. "Less talking, need to feel you put a load in me, and then again afterwards. Fuck me roughly, fuck me gently, I don't care just fuck your wife!" You do as she asks, pushing Seulgi on her front and rolling yourself on top of her.
You press your chest to her back, hugging her tightly as your hips churn into her relentlessly. Seulgi moans and tightens around you, spreading her legs to give you maximum access. Her legs kick up uselessly as she wails and cums, and you bask in the knowledge that only you can make her feel like that. Knowledge is definitely a powerful drug, and knowing that Seulgi didn't hesistate to tell her parents of all people that she's trying to get bred is kicking in, making you drive your hips that much harder into her. You feel imperious: Seulgi's your wife, and you are going to mate her.
Mate.
You roll Seulgi on her back and spread her wide, making her yelp in surprise as you plunge back deep into her. She lets out a shrill cry as you pound right at her womb—if any round was going to knock her up, this would be the one to do it!
"My wife, mine!" you rasp, hooking her legs and bending them back to get better access. You're half squatting now, the bed helping you bounce a little and really pound Seulgi into the bed.
"Yessss yes yes yes!" You're leaning over her, putting all of your weight on Seulgi's hips. She's going to be sore, but she can take it, she has the strength and flexibility to take you—Seulgi's trained to be an idol after all.
Trained to be bred.
You groan and explode with a triumphant shout, plunging down into Seulgi and staying there. She cums with you, and watching her beautiful face dissolve into sheer ugly orgasmic pleasure you feel a rush similar to the seed that's rushing into Seulgi's womb at the same time—omnipotence, only you get to see her like this!
"I love you, I love you so much, I'm so happy..." she's babbling, hugging you with what strength she has left.
"I love you too Seulbear." You stop pressing into her and back off, giving Seulgi a little room to breathe, but all she wants to do is cling to you, legs trying feebly to wrap around you. You settle for lying halfway on top of her, letting her feel your presence still on top of her, but not suffocatingly so.
"It's going to happen isn't it? You were so deep." she asks.
"I hope so, did it hurt?"
"A little, but then I felt you and it— It was so hot, like you were everywhere in me. It felt so good." Seulgi's glowing, a sheen of sweat on her forehead somehow making her look even better. You kiss her lovingly, and Seulgi's surprisingly aggressive, sucking on your lower lip, tongue reaching out to tangle with yours.
"I want to do it again." She tries to push herself up, but can barely lift her off the bed. "In a little bit."
The two of you settle for ordering room service and never leaving the room for another meal again. Seulgi's nickname may be bear, but the two of you fuck like rabbits the rest of the trip. The tiniest of provocations is enough to trigger an extended breeding session—if Seulgi ever happens to be below your hips it's an excuse for her to get you hard and get pumped shortly after. You so much as sit down on any surface and Seulgi's liable to appear and bounce on your cock until she's dripping cum all over said surface. On the last night Seulgi bending over and catching your eye while she's packing is enough to get her out of her shorts and you into her as soon as said shorts hit the floor.
Morning comes with Seulgi riding you, grinding in your lap with the abs she worked so hard for, happy with the knowledge that this weekend just ruined all of it for the near future.
"We really should have slept," you manage between groans of pleasure.
"We can sleep after we're done." Seulgi squeezes you expertly, having learned just how to get you fully drained over the many sessions of babymaking sex. "On the way back!"
"Fine, let's finish it together." You reach for her clit, and with a deft touch you trigger Seulgi's orgasm and let go yourself, filling her up for one last time. Over the trip you've definitely outdone the resort restaurant—you've filled Seulgi up far more than they have, that's for sure.
The two of you stumble through checkout and the airport, the two of you snoring loudly the entire flight back. After a long and sore week at work you finally meet up with Seulgi again, and you hug her happily as she enters your home.
"Hi honey, my wife." You could only call her that here. "Fancy work event?"
"You're calling me that now? I guess, hi hubby." She pecks your cheek before continuing. "Hmm, I like oppa more still. Yeah, fancy shmancy, kinda boring. You sure move fast though," Seulgi adds pointedly.
"Huh? Oh, sorry, I should get us rings soon shouldn't I, even if you can't wear it outside."
"That would be nice, but you should probably get something else too." She waves her phone at you.
Test kits, of the pregnancy kind.
"You mean— Already? How do you feel?"
"Nothing really yet, it's hard to explain, but just haven't felt fully myself this week. Maybe I caught something on the trip, but if I did, you would have caught it too right?"
"Yeah, I feel fine though, so..." You grip her hands just that little bit tighter. "It's really happening, how are you feeling? You should take it easy and rest up, I can drive you back."
"Shh, we don't know yet, don't jinx it." Seulgi leads you to the bedroom. "And since we don't know yet, we should keep trying until we're sure." You're pushed to the bed and Seulgi starts getting on top of you.
"Besides, since the trip I haven't seen you all week, so if you think I'm leaving without fucking my husband at least once you're very wrong."
You say the only thing a good husband would say in this situation.
"Yes dear."
A/N: Long overdue for an ask from best drink @friskyriskywhisky, literally one year ago sorry! Her recent pics are fire too, thanks for reading!
"So," Yeji, starts, staring up at the moon, taking another drag of her cigarette. "This is it. The end of our final year. We've survived the exams and everything. We're almost done."
You glance up, not quite sharing her sentiment, watching the smoke leave her mouth and drift upwards. The way her pink hair shines in the moonlight. "Yeah, I guess."
She smiles, looking back over at you, leaning on the railing and then staring out at the city skyline. "You ever think about what would happen when I'm not here?"
"Here, where? The balcony? It's not going anywhere."
Yeji rolls her eyes, taking another hit and holding the cigarette between her fingers. "Not the balcony, idiot. College. You know what I mean."
You take a sip of your drink, one that's a bit too strong for your taste. "No, I don't. Please enlighten me."
"Stop being so difficult," Yeji grumbles, looking right at you. "Once we graduate. What then? Do we keep this up? I can't imagine a life where I'm not blowing you or having my legs spread for you, but, like—it's the real world. We're not going to live like broke, twenty-something year olds forever. Not gonna be able to go over to your place at midnight and let you rail me whenever I'm horny."
"Why the fuck not? You've been doing it for years now. I haven't exactly gotten sick of it yet."
She laughs, taking a long puff and releasing it. "But what if you do? Or if something happens," Yeji sighs, shaking her head.
"What do you mean if something happens to you? Yeji, what—"
"Nothing, nothing at all. I just mean—what if you don't want me anymore. If one day you decide this isn't worth it."
You scoff, finishing the last of your drink. "That's not gonna happen, Yeji. The hell has gotten into you?"
"You don't know that," she says, putting the cigarette out on the concrete and letting the remains fall below.
"Yes, I do. We've been together since sophomore year. We're graduating, and I've been living the best four years of my life. With you."
Turning her head, she doesn't look quite satisfied. "I'm just saying. Things change. We're not going to be these horny college kids anymore. What if I had to move away or something? Like, what if one day, I was gone and—"
"You're not fucking going anywhere, Yeji," you say, turning and cupping her cheeks. She doesn't flinch or turn away.
"I'm not. But what if one day I do and you have to find someone else to be the one that fucks you whenever you want? Unless you wanna hook up with Yuna every once in a while. She'd totally be up for it. And Chaeryeong, definitely."
"Yeji, I can't believe we're having this conversation. How much did you drink?"
"Just one," she says, holding a finger up. "Okay, maybe two. I just—I love you, okay? And I don't wanna lose this. Ever."
"Then you're not going to, because I'm not gonna let you slip through my fingers," you say, pulling her closer and pressing your lips against hers. "I love you, Yeji. You're stuck with me forever. So, stop saying stupid things."
Yeji smiles, but not the one you know. Not the playful, cocky one, the kind where she's ready to make some sort of lewd comment. Not the soft, cute one either. Not even the seductive, lust-filled grin she flashes when she's about to tear your clothes off.
"Yeji, is everything—"
"Just kiss me again," she says, pulling you closer. "Everything is fine. It's fine. Promise. I'm not going anywhere."
---
"Yeji, what are you doing?" you ask, entering the room. The lights are bright, almost blinding, and a tripod stands next to the bed. A camera is set up, pointed at the bed. She's lying there, completely nude, wearing a pair of fuzzy, pink handcuffs and nothing else.
"Oh, hey. Took you long enough."
"Did I miss the part where you were gonna explain why the fuck there's a camera set up and recording?"
"Well," she starts, sitting up from the bed. "We're graduating soon. And, you know, this has been fun. All the stuff we've done, everything we've tried."
"Uh-huh," you say, taking a step forward and trying to focus on something other than the way her body looks right now. "If I didn't know any better I'd think you were about to break up with me."
Yeji scoffs. "No, dummy. Just the opposite. I love you and all that, and I know this is going to sound crazy, but—what if we made a video. Like, a sex tape. For us. A memento, a reminder of all the good times we've had together."
You can't help but laugh. "A sex tape. For us. Yeji, you can't be serious."
"I'm completely serious," she replies, shifting on her knees. "Just think about it—you and me, naked, fucking and making a little memory. It'll be something special, something hot, and something only we get to enjoy."
"Yeji, if this is your idea of a graduation present, you could've just bought a gift card."
"It's not. Look, just sit down and listen. Okay?"
You roll your eyes, knowing full well you're gonna go along with whatever Yeji wants. "You're naked. Wearing handcuffs. On my bed. And there's a camera filming. You expect me to just listen? After all that?"
"What, do you want me to suck your dick first? I mean, I can, if that's what it takes."
"God, you're impossible," you say, moving to sit down on the edge of the bed.
"Yeah, and you love it," Yeji replies, grabbing your hand and guiding you back onto the mattress, taking a seat on your lap. "So, what do you say?"
"Do I even have a choice?"
Yeji smiles, pressing a soft kiss to your lips. "No. You know I'm stubborn as fuck. Plus, I'm already handcuffed. Would be a shame if we had to get out the ball gag too."
"As if I'd ever want to shut that pretty mouth up. Fine, let's do this, then."
"Really?" Yeji asks, face lighting up.
"What do you expect me to say, Yeji? You know how fucking hard it is to resist you, especially when you're sitting next to me, naked, and pretty as hell."
Yeji laughs, shaking her head and pushing you back into the pillows. "It'll be hot, I promise. Plus, it'll help me get off whenever I'm in the mood. And you can watch it and jerk off when I'm gone, or whatever."
"That sounds more like a present for you."
"Shut up. It's for both of us. Now if you don't mind, kitten needs a good fucking."
"Please don't ever say that again."
She laughs, shifting to straddle you and waiting patiently. "Meow."
---
"Is that—fucking, god, is that what I really look like when I cum?" Yeji asks, her eyes glued to the laptop screen, watching herself climax.
"You've never watched yourself before?"
Yeji shakes her head. "What, you think I just go around shooting porn all the time? This is my first time seeing me on camera. But damn, it was fucking hot. Holy shit. Like, holy fuck. Watching myself squirt, oh god, I'm like fucking possessed."
"I thought you wanted a memento. A reminder. Why are we watching it back already?"
"Because," she starts, pausing the video. "Because I wanted to see what it looked like. Curiosity and all. It's not often I get to see what the view looks like while you're balls deep in my ass."
"Jesus," you groan, as she presses play and resumes watching.
"Fuck, your dick looks so good pounding me like that. God, I'm such a good fucking slut, just taking it like that. Wow, look at you go—I'm just there, lying down, hands cuffed behind me, and you're just destroying my ass. And then when you pull out and cum on my face, fuck, I could watch that over and over."
You don't say anything, not while she's watching the screen, her hand working underneath her pajama bottoms.
"Look, look, this is the part where you spank me. You really went at it, huh? And I just took it. Fuck, my ass is so red. That was so fucking hot. You were fucking insane."
"I remember, Yeji. I was there."
"Shush, let me have my moment," she grumbles, biting her lip while she watches. "God, my tits look amazing. And your hands feel so fucking good, squeezing them like that. Look, there—I'm getting close. Can you see the way I'm about to cum? That's the fucking money shot."
Yeji looks away for a moment, staring right at you. "What? Aren't you gonna watch with me?"
"It's weird, seeing myself on a screen."
"Well, you can just focus on me," she says, smiling. "Oh look, here's the mating press scene. I didn't realize how hot that looked. Look, I'm totally out of it, not even thinking, just there for your cock. I look like a total whore."
"You're not a—"
"No, no. That's a compliment. I'm a whore, but, like, a high class one. The expensive kind. The kind who only takes it up the ass for you."
"You're ridiculous, Yeji," you say, giving up and focusing on the screen.
"There, see, right there. When you cum in me, right at the end. Your balls are so heavy, smacking up against my ass and just filling me up. Fuck, you were so deep. The way you sounded when you came in me…"
Yeji stops the video, closing the laptop. "We can't watch the rest."
"What? Why not?"
"I'm all sticky and need a shower," she says, climbing out of the bed. "Besides, you didn't even want to watch."
"You dragged me into it, and now I'm invested."
Yeji giggles, pulling her tank top over her head. "Come with me, then. You can get me dirty again."
---
"You know," Yeji says, staring up at you under the spray of the shower. "I think that was the best fucking sex we've ever had. Just—god, you were relentless. Didn't even know you had that much cum stored away in your balls."
"You were being a very, very bad girl, Yeji."
"Meow," she purrs, letting the water run down her chest.
"I'm never getting in the shower with you again."
"Don't act like you don't enjoy seeing me all wet and soapy."
You sigh, grabbing the shampoo bottle. "Fine, you caught me. It's not the worst sight."
"It's the best sight, and you know it," she teases, taking the bottle and squeezing some into her palm. "Here, let me."
You stay still, as her hands run through your hair, digging her fingers into your scalp, massaging and letting the lather form. "You know, we're pretty hot on camera."
"You think so?"
"Yeah," Yeji replies, moving behind you so she can massage your scalp. "Like, it's hot. Watching us, you know? Seeing what it looks like."
"Guess so," you say, leaning back and letting the water do its magic.
"I was thinking, maybe we could make another… video."
"Yeji, seriously?"
She laughs, turning you around to face her. "Yeah, why not. It's hot. I like the idea of seeing myself getting railed by you. Don't really get to see what its like to blow a load all over me from your perspective."
"What did I say about being so horny?"
"That you love it," Yeji replies, helping to rinse out your hair.
"Just think about it—you, me, the bed, a camera. The possibilities are endless. I could be the sexy schoolgirl and you're the pervy teacher. Or we could do the whole nurse and patient thing, or—"
"Yeji, please."
"We could make a lot of money selling this kind of content. I mean, look at me. My ass is a national treasure. And you're not exactly lacking, either."
You can't help but sigh. "What the hell happened to just us enjoying the video? Making a memento?"
"Well, that was before I saw how hot watching you rearrange my guts was. With your huge cock and my pretty face and tits. Come on, we could have a side hustle going."
"Yeji, are you being serious right now?"
"Totally. Look, I'm just saying. We're graduating, and we're not gonna have a steady income. At least not at first. This would help. A little bit."
"Are you really in this for the money or do you just like the idea of people watching us?"
Yeji giggles. "I can't have both?"
"Yeji, the last thing we need is a bunch of strangers jerking off to videos of us. What if our classmates find out? Or the Dean?"
"Who the hell cares? They're not gonna give a shit. And it's not like the videos would have our names or anything. We can put on masks, change the audio, whatever."
"I'm not wearing a mask to fuck you, Yeji."
"Fine, no masks. My face is the money maker anyway. And we can have fun trying out a bunch of different scenarios and stuff."
"Yeji," you sigh. "Can I say no?"
"You can try, but dunno how well that'll work. I'm stubborn. Remember?"
"Yes, yes I do. Fine. Let's make some money then."
"Yay!" Yeji cheers, wrapping her arms around you. "We're gonna have so much fun, I promise. And we're gonna get filthy rich."
"That's not the point of this, Yeji."
"It should be."
---
Everything feels different now.
Graduation is less than a week away, and you've got a nice collection of videos featuring Yeji in the heat of the moment. You've unofficially become a cameraman, having to learn about angles and lighting and a host of other things.
The money is great, too. People love Yeji. They can't get enough of her. The way her face looks, contorting with pleasure. How her voice moans and purrs, the way her tits bounce and her ass claps. The views climb, the comments pour in, the tips come flooding.
You wonder how this is your life now—how you can look around in class and see everyone, normal people, and think to yourself how many of them watch videos of your girlfriend, naked and screaming your name, her pussy creaming all over your cock. Maybe even the professors, too.
The blowjob videos in the bathroom, with the bad lighting. Yeji in her cheerleader uniform, riding you and bouncing up and down on your cock. Her, tied up and blindfolded, being teased and toyed with. The one where she squirted so hard it got all over the camera lens. The ones where she's on her knees, getting face-fucked and waiting for the camera to zoom in, the shot ending with your load painting her face.
And the one that gets the most views, her bent over the bathroom counter, your hands gripping her hips and drilling her from behind.
You think about it in class. How you're sitting next to Yeji, while there's a high possibility that half the students have seen what her pussy looks like being pounded. How she looks when she's cumming, and how her asshole stretches around your cock.
And the fact that they've probably seen you cum all over her face and tits, seen how Yeji moans when your tongue is in her ass, when you're fucking her to tears and she's a quivering, moaning mess, begging for you to keep going.
All of this running through your mind, while the professor drones on and on about some subject or another.
"Hey," Yeji whispers, leaning over. "Wanna fuck during lunch?"
You don't even bother looking, just shake your head. "What do you think?"
"I'm asking because I think you need a break. You've been a little off lately. Everything okay?"
"I'm fine," you reply, a bit too quickly.
"Is it about the videos?"
"Maybe," you mutter, glancing over. "It's just weird, you know? Being in class and knowing at least one person has probably seen me cum in your mouth."
Yeji rolls her eyes. "You can't tell me it's not a turn-on."
"I'm not saying that. But—it's just a weird though. That's all."
"We can stop," Yeji says, staring at you. "If you want. I won't make any more videos. I'll delete the ones we have."
"No," you say, turning to her. "I'm not letting your money go to waste. You're right, it's a good source of income."
"It's our money. We're partners. If you don't like it, we'll stop."
You take a deep breath, sighing. "It's not that I don't like it. It's just that every time we fuck now it's on camera. Like, I feel like it's not the same. It's not like making a sex tape, it's… kind of like working, you know?"
Yeji nods. "I get it. Look, we can slow down. Do one a week. No more. How's that?"
"Yeah, that works. Thanks, Yeji."
She smiles, reaching under the desk to grab your hand. "Good. Now, what do you say, wanna fuck in the bathroom later? I'll wear your favorite skirt. You know, the one that barely covers my ass. And the fishnet thigh-highs. Just for you."
"Why do I feel like I don't deserve you?"
Yeji laughs, squeezing your hand. "You absolutely do. I'm the one who's lucky. Now, what do you say?"
"Yes. Fuck yes."
"Knew you'd say that."
---
"Think I can go again," Yeji gasps out, breath heavy while she collapses against you. "Fuck, I'm sore, but I can totally do it. Just gimme a minute."
"Jesus, Yeji," you laugh, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. "This is, what, round three already? My balls need a break."
"I think it's four," she replies, shifting and lying flat against you. "But who's counting, right?"
"Think we made enough content for like, two months, easy."
"I could never get tired of watching you cum in me on camera," Yeji says, smiling and tracing patterns on your chest. "It's hot."
"So you keep telling me," you say, kissing her head again.
There's a long silence, a few moments passing before Yeji speaks again. "What if we did a gangbang?"
"A what?"
"A gangbang," she repeats, propping herself up and staring down at you. "You know, lots of guys. Lots of cocks. All at once. Just, like, a bunch of people. Doing me. On camera."
"Are you insane? I'm not letting a bunch of random dudes fuck you."
Yeji smiles, her hand snaking its way down to your cock, gently stroking. "I was thinking more of like, friends. People we trust. Who knows, might be kinda fun."
"No. No way. Absolutely not."
"I was kidding, you idiot. Just wanted to see what your reaction would be. Nobody gets this pussy but you. That's a promise. But it would be kinda hot, wouldn't it? Seeing how many cocks I could take at once…"
"Yeji," you groan, shaking your head.
"Fine, fine. Just a thought."
"No thoughts like that. Especially not after fucking."
Yeji leans closer, fingers running through your sweaty hair. "What if it was you? With another girl. Just her, and me, together. Would that be so bad?"
"You want to fuck someone else?"
"No, I want to watch you fuck someone else. A girl as hot as me. And I'd just watch. Touch myself, play with her tits while you pound her pussy, sit on your cute face while she sucks your dick, all that."
"You don't want me to fuck you? That's new."
Yeji shrugs, giggling. "Sometimes it's nice to watch. You get off, and so do I. Win-win."
"Is this for the content?"
"No, not everything is about the money. Sometimes it's just because I'm a kinky little freak and I want to make you happy. That's all. See my boyfriend fucking a girl while I cum."
"Jesus Christ, Yeji."
"I mean, if you don't want to, fine, but I can ask a girl in class. Maybe Yuna, she's always had a crush on you. I've heard her talk about wanting your cock, she's said it to my face. I could invite her over, she could eat me out, you could fuck her. Then, I'll join in."
"I feel like you're getting the bad end of the deal."
"No," Yeji says, pressing a kiss to your lips. "Because then I get to see another girl getting railed by you, and I'll have someone pretty to make out with, and I'll be able to taste your cock on her tongue."
"You really are a little freak."
"Aren't I? So, what do you say, wanna invite her over so I can watch you absolutely destroy her? I bet she's super into anal, too, like me."
"Fine, if it'll shut you up. Let's do it."
Yeji squeals, her lips crashing into yours once more. "This is gonna be so much fun. Thank you."
---
Graduation passes and things don't really feel much different. No more classes, no more exams, no more grouchy professors. Just … the real world. A little scary, but at least now you have a stable cashflow, thanks to Yeji and her crazy ideas.
The money is a blessing, honestly. You're still trying to figure things out, and Yeji's popularity continues to soar. The money is more than enough for the two of you to rent a little apartment, order out more often than you ever did, and have a little extra for the future.
With the financial freedom comes a little extra creativity—new lingerie, toys, props, costumes. Better lighting, a better camera, and a new computer for editing. Yeji loves dressing up, posing, putting on a show. She's a natural.
Yuna becomes a part of your lives too. She's a pretty girl, eager to please and happy to do anything, especially if it involves making either of you cum. On camera or off. Yeji loves seeing her get fucked, likes the idea of watching another girl get ravaged on your cock, likes the idea of kissing her while she's riding you. Likes being on her knees next to her, seeing her ruined makeup, the tears in her eyes, the way she gets her face right next to hers, both of them waiting for you to blast all over their gorgeous fucking faces.
The videos get raunchier. You have Yuna over a lot, and the two of them get creative. She's got a nice ass, and an incredible pussy. Yeji seems to enjoy eating her out, and Yuna's not a stranger to doing the same, either. You fuck them, both, raw, one after the other, and watch them lick the cum from each other's wrecked holes, or grind their cunts on each other before you can even think to grab the camera.
And Yeji was right—Yuna loves anal. Almost more than Yeji, and that's saying a lot. Yuna loves being choked, loves getting spanked and slapped and having her hair pulled. Unsurprisingly, Yeji loves seeing it, watching another girl choke on your cock, get her asshole destroyed, get it pumped full of cum so she can eat it out of her, share the load with her.
So the next time you're at a restaurant, all those videos paying for the appetizers, the entrees, the wine, you can't help but wonder what the hell you've gotten yourself into. Yeji looks up and smiles. "Wanna order dessert?"
"Might as well," you laugh, looking back down at the menu. "That threesome video did crazy numbers. You were right."
Yeji beams. "Of course I was. People love Yuna. We should make more videos with her. She's fun. And cute. She looked so good getting spit-roasted."
"Can't deny that," you laugh. "She's good on camera. Really good. Like, you'd think she does this all the time."
"I know, right? I bet people would pay a lot of money to even see solo content from her. Pretty thing just touching herself. Getting all needy and wet, fucking herself with a toy while she begs on camera. Dark rope tied all over her milky skin… that's a gold mine."
"She might upstage us if we're not careful. Girl has that bratty vibe going that just makes you want to ruin her. People eat that up."
Yeji nods, taking a forkful of tiramisu once it's been set in front of her. You're quiet, watching her eat, thinking about how she's gotten even more beautiful. How the videos, the money, the whole situation hasn't really changed her at all.
You're staring, you realize, and she doesn't seem to mind one bit. In fact, she seems to enjoy it. Loves the attention, loves being the center of your world, of the entire universe.
Before you can even speak, Yeji does. "Want a bite?"
You reach for the fork she's holding, but a buzz in your pocket stops you. "Hold on," you say, reaching down and grabbing your phone. "Sorry, gotta take this."
"Sure," Yeji says, her lips wrapping around the fork and pulling the tiramisu into her mouth. You rise, walking away from the table, phone pressed to your ear and head towards the restroom.
When you head back, Yeji's already smiling at your return. "Everything okay?"
With more than a little apprehension, you sit, staring off into the distance. "No. Not really."
Yeji's entire demeanor changes, concern creeping across her face. She stops eating, placing the fork on the plate. "What is it? What happened?"
"I need to leave. Like, now. I need to catch a flight tonight. I'm really sorry, Yeji."
"Wait, hold on, what's going on?"
You pause, taking a deep breath. "I don't—it's family stuff. Don't wanna worry you. Look, just let's get the check, okay?"
"Okay," Yeji replies, still obviously concerned. "Do you want me to go with you? If it's family stuff, maybe I can help."
"No," you reply, almost a bit too harshly. "No. I can't ask that of you. This is my issue, not yours. It's like, a sixteen hour flight and—"
"Hey," Yeji interrupts, placing her hand over yours. "I don't care. I'll go with you. Whatever it is, whatever the problem, I'm here. If you need me, then I'm there."
"Yeji—"
"No," she interjects. "Don't 'Yeji' me. I'm not letting you fly halfway around the world alone. So, we're gonna pay the bill, and then we're going home and packing. I'm going with you."
"I'm sorry."
"Stop apologizing. It's not your fault. If something happened, I'm here. Always will be."
You exhale, trying to find the right words, something more meaningful to say than sorry. Instead, you just nod, squeezing her hand. "Y-yeah. Thanks. I really appreciate it."
"You don't have to thank me. Now come on, let's go," Yeji says, waving over the waiter.
---
You're hunched over the hotel balcony railing, staring off into the night, a lit cigarette between your lips. You don't smoke. Never have. But the occasion seems to call for it. You take a deep drag, exhaling, watching the smoke blow in the wind, and wondering how the fuck things have gone so wrong.
Yeji stands behind you, her hands on your shoulders, rubbing the tension out of your muscles. "It's going to be okay,"
"It's not."
"Don't talk like that," Yeji says, her hands sliding around your waist, pulling you into her. "I'm here."
"I know. I just—I don't know what to do. I never expected it to be this way. What am I supposed to do?"
Yeji sighs, resting her head against your back. "I wish I could tell you, but I don't have any answers. I'm just sorry this happened."
"It's not your fault."
"Still," Yeji replies, sighing. "I hate seeing you like this. How long has it been? Since the last time you saw her?"
You're quiet, the cigarette burning in your fingers. A long, slow drag. Another exhale. "A year at least. When summer break started, I went back. She was fine then. Mostly."
"Do you want me to be there? When you go and visit? I'll come with you. Do you want that?"
"Yeah," you murmur, nodding without even looking at her. "Please."
"Of course," Yeji says, arms tightening around you. "Whatever you need."
You put your cigarette out, turning and facing her. She's staring at you, a small smile on her lips, but you can see the worry in her eyes.
"Sorry."
"You don't have to keep apologizing."
"I know," you mutter, stepping forward and leaning against her. "Just, I dunno, feel like a burden."
"Don't. You're not a burden. It's a tough situation. There's no easy answers. All I know is I'm going to be here for you.
You nod, resting your head on her shoulder. "I really don't deserve you."
"Stop saying that," Yeji says, threading fingers through your hair. "Let's go inside, okay? It's a bit cold out here."
"Yeah," you sigh, nodding. "Yeah, let's go inside."
---
The flight back home is a blur. The only thing that stands out is Yeji, by your side, hand in hand. She holds it the entire time.
It feels surreal. But you do your best to ignore it. Instead, you focus on the present. The here and now.
And in the moment, Yeji is all you need. The best distraction you could ask for.
The videos continue. And, for a little while, you're able to forget everything else. To lose yourself in the fantasy world that's been built. The scenes get rougher, wilder, more depraved. Yeji seems to enjoy it, the crazier the better. And it helps you, or at least you tell yourself that. You feel bad about it. She doesn't.
You don't even care about the money anymore. It's not why you're doing it. The fact is that the more intense the scene is, the easier it is to forget everything. To push everything away, bury the pain, the frustration, the anger, and just… escape. The grip on her throat, the harder you're fucking her, the more it makes you forget. The camera doesn't even turn on, not for this—this is just for you. The aggression, the need, the desperation. It's rough, and Yeji doesn't stop you. Not when you're pushing her head into the mattress, not when you're slapping her ass, not when you're fucking her so hard she can barely speak.
You don't deserve her. Not in the slightest.
"It's okay," Yeji moans, her hands grabbing at your wrist, holding you against her throat. "I-it's okay, you can keep going. I can take it. Fucking ruin me, I-I can take it. Harder, please, please, fuck me. Use me, baby, use me, I can take it."
So you do. Until she's crying and drooling, tears streaming down her face and mascara running, her body a vessel for you, her legs wrapped around you and begging for more. The way you pull her off the bed, pick her up and fuck her against the wall, until she can't take it anymore and she's shaking, trembling, a quivering mess, and you're fucking her through it, through the tears, the sobs, the begging.
When your hands are in her hair, fucking her face, her makeup ruined, spit running down her chin and lipstick smeared, you're not thinking about anything else. Her throat bulging around your cock, her tongue running over your shaft, your balls slapping her chin, and her eyes looking up at you, pleading for anything but mercy.
And the more brutal you are, the harder you fuck her face, the better it is. For both of you. The way you cum down her throat when her head is dangling off the edge of the bed, how you watch her swallow, saliva and tears and depravity all over her face. How she can't stop gagging, can't catch her breath, can't do anything but take it, and when you're finished, when you're completely spent, she's there—a broken mess on her knees, covered in her own spit and yours and your seed, a picture that would give you the biggest paycheck if you weren't so busy worrying about other things.
She's the perfect distraction. You've always known that, but never more than now.
But, at some point, the distraction isn't enough. And the scenes get even rougher, and Yeji still doesn't stop you. You start to worry about her—you've never been like this. And she's never seen you like this.
It gets harder to take the edge off. Nothing's working anymore. You've got your cock buried in her ass, a hand on her throat, but you can't seem to chase that high anymore. All it's doing is making her beg for more, insisting you don’t have to be gentle, but you've given her everything, and it's still not enough.
The videos almost come to a halt. You struggle to look her in the eyes. You know you're taking it too far. And she still doesn't stop you. Seeing the bruises on her body, the welts from the belt on her ass, the bites, the scratches, the marks, they don't go away. She reassures you at every step of the way. It's okay. You're fine. She can take it.
You're not sure you believe her.
The next video you're not in it. Yeji's kneeling in front of the camera, surrounded by men. You don't know a single name, and neither does she. All you know is that they're there to use her. To fuck her, to fill her holes, to ruin her. To do anything they want. It's what she wanted, isn't it? You tell yourself that. You tell yourself this is just a fantasy. Nothing more. That you're forcing yourself to take a backseat, to sit and watch and let her do what she does best.
She's a mess. They all use her. One after the other, fucking her until she can't think straight. Cumming down her throat, on her face, in her pussy. Spitting on her, degrading her, calling her anything but her name. Slapping her face, her tits, her ass, treating her like a toy, and she loves every blissful second.
One fucking her throat, another taking her pussy, another stretching her asshole, a hard, throbbing cock in each hand like it's the most natural thing.
Like she was built for it, like she was made just to be filled, used and abused by anyone and everyone that wants a turn. It doesn't stop, and they keep using her, using your Yeji, treating her like she's a fucking sex doll. Like she doesn't have a fucking name, like she's nothing but a hole to pump and dump into.
You’ve a hand in your pants, almost reluctantly pumping your shaft, eyes fixated on the screen and knowing you're the reason she's being treated like this, because this is your idea of punishment. Because you still think you don't deserve her.
They're all over her, half a dozen bodies surrounding her, using her, destroying her. The finale is as explosive as expected, where she's on her knees, surrounded by the group, all of them jerking their cocks over her. The camera's angle is perfect, a view from above, catching her face, the way their thick cum shoots out of their cocks, landing on her pretty features. And she's smiling. Grinning. Loving every second. Sucking every drop out of them.
She's covered in it, her pristine makeup a forgotten mess, cum dripping down her chin, her cheeks, her forehead. Dripping out of her cunt, her ruined asshole, her lips glistening, her tits coated. And the whole time, you're telling yourself this is what you deserve. What you deserve for using her like a plaything, for treating her like she's not a person, like she's a toy. A fleshlight. Something to be broken and discarded.
The video makes enough money to last you a lifetime. More than enough rent for the next several years, easily. More than enough for a vacation in Tahiti at the drop of a hat.
And now, you're eating breakfast in the kitchen, the sunlight pouring in. Like you didn't just watch your girlfriend Yeji get railed by half a dozen buff guys and get covered in cum. Like it's any other day. Like it's just a job and nothing else. Like everything's normal.
Maybe it's the best distraction, because you're thinking about the way Yeji looked on her knees, getting annihilated, and not the situation at hand. Maybe that's what you're doing.
Yeji steps into the kitchen, wearing one of your t-shirts and little else. "Morning. You sleep well?"
You sip your coffee. It's bitter. "No."
"I figured. Sorry. I shouldn't have asked."
"It's fine. You don't need to be walking on eggshells around me, Yeji."
"I can't help it. Just, I know it's a bad time."
She opens a cabinet, pulling a box of cereal down. Pours some into a bowl, then takes the milk from the fridge and adds some, slicing a banana and adding it on top. Then she sits next to you and eats, like this situation is everything normal.
"You're here, Yeji. No matter how bad things get, I have you. You're the best thing that's happened to me."
"I know," Yeji says, reaching out and squeezing your hand. "I wish there was something I could do. Anything."
"There's not," you sigh, sipping the coffee. "I'll go visit, that's all I can do. It'll be expensive, and—"
"Don't worry about the money," Yeji says, crunching on her cereal. "We have more than enough, and you need to be there. Money doesn't matter."
"But it's your money, too."
"No, it's not. It's our money. Your money, my money, our money. It's all the same."
You stare down at the mug. The black liquid, the steam rising, the bitterness that doesn't even phase you anymore.
"What am I supposed to do?"
"Go see her," Yeji says, pausing between bites. "It's all you can do."
"What about you? I don't want to leave you alone."
Yeji smiles, and it's still not one you recognize, reaching out and placing a hand on your cheek. "I'll be fine. Promise. And Yuna said she'll stop by. So I won't be lonely."
"Yeah, okay," you mutter, finishing your lukewarm coffee. "I'll call you when I land? I love you."
---
"Hey," Yeji says, joining you at the couch. She's dressed casually, a loose fitting tank top and short shorts, hair up in a ponytail. "How was the trip?"
"Long. Tiring. Glad to be home."
Yeji nods, settling into the seat next to you, resting her head on your chest. "That's good. I'm happy you're back."
"Me too."
Yeji is silent for a few moments. She doesn't know what to say, and you don't either. There's nothing, not really.
"So…" she starts, trying to ease the tension. "I got a call while you were gone."
"Yeah?"
"Yeah," Yeji says, shifting nervously. "I—I got an offer. A big one. Like, a contract with a major company."
"Really?" you repeat, not quite sure you heard her correctly.
"Yeah," Yeji laughs. "Surprised me, too. It's like, a lot of money, and it would mean I'd be shooting stuff with other people, and traveling and stuff, and I wouldn't be around as much. But it would help out with travel expenses, and the whole thing would only last like six months. And the payout is huge."
"Six months?"
"Yeah. Six. But it's not like we'd be separated forever. I can come home and visit. But if you don't want me to, I won't—"
"So like, fucking other guys?"
"No, not at all. They told me it's all solo stuff. Nothing like what we do together. So, no one else. Just me. And the camera guy, I guess. I won't have sex with anyone else. Not after last time. I just—I want to know if this is okay."
"Of course. Yeji, that's amazing."
"Really? You're okay with this? Because I can turn them down."
"Do you want to do it?"
Yeji is silent, staring down at nothing. When she looks back down, she nods slowly.
"Then do it. If it's something you want, then do it. It's your choice."
"We'll still see each other though. I only leave for a week at most once a month, they said. We can call, text, video call, whatever. So you won't have to worry about being alone,"
"Yeji," you interrupt. "It's okay. You're going to make a shit ton of money, and you're going to get to travel, and do a job that you're good at, and that you love. Do it. Make some money."
"It's just," Yeji begins, sighing. "I just want to be with you. And I feel bad. Like I'm leaving. Even if it's for six months. And I won't be gone the entire time, so—"
"I said it's fine. Go. Take the contract. You're not gonna get a chance like this again. So take it."
"I love you," Yeji says, reaching forward and placing a hand on your cheek. "Thank you. I love you so much. We'll get through this, and we'll figure it out. But, I can help you with money and everything else, so just focus on yourself."
"Yeah," you say, leaning forward and resting your forehead against hers. "I love you, too. This is a great opportunity. So go."
---
You're on the balcony again. Another cigarette. It's late—almost midnight, but Yeji isn't here this time. She's been gone for a few days now. Off filming, doing her thing. You're proud of her. But you miss her.
It's hard to keep yourself distracted. You haven't slept much, either. It's impossible. When you try, all you see is Yeji's face, smiling up at you, telling you it's okay. That everything will be okay.
You wish you could believe her.
It's cold out, but it doesn't bother you. You're standing outside, watching the traffic pass by. It's soothing almost. Comforting in a strange way. Without Yeji, you're not quite sure what to do with yourself.
You take a drag, blowing the smoke into the night. All you can do.
---
Six months go by. Six months that feel like a lifetime.
"Hey," Yeji says, a smile on her lips. She's beautiful. More beautiful than you remember. And she's wearing that stupid oversized hoodie again that she stole from you. "I missed you."
"I missed you, too."
Yeji closes the distance between you, wrapping her arms around you, hugging you tightly. You embrace her, feeling her body against yours, her warmth, her scent, all of it.
"How was the service?"
You're not sure how to answer that. How to even begin. So instead, you just stand there, holding her. "Fine. It was fine."
"I'm so sorry," she murmurs, her voice every bit apologetic. "I should've been there."
"Don't," you say, squeezing tighter. "You didn't even know her. It's not your fault."
"But—"
"Yeji," you sigh, pulling back and looking at her. "Seriously. It's not. You didn't have to be there."
"I can't help but feel like a shitty girlfriend. Off in Japan touching myself in front of a camera when you were dealing with that. I feel awful."
"I'm glad you weren't there. I couldn't—I don't want you to see me like that. You shouldn't have to. So don't feel bad, okay?"
"Okay," Yeji says, wiping her eyes. "Are you gonna be okay?"
"No. No, I don't think I'll ever be okay. But I have you, and that counts for a lot."
"I love you," she says, leaning in and kissing you softly. "I'll be here. I promise. For as long as you want me. I love you more than anything."
"I know. I love you, too."
---
You're on a flight again, but this time, it's not heading back home. This time, it's to see Yeji. You haven't seen her in a few weeks, and the distance is getting harder and harder.
The hotel is absurdly fancy. Like the type of place you only see in movies. It's ridiculous. It's more than a suite, it's like a penthouse. The view is incredible, and the size of the place is beyond belief.
And the bed is huge, and Yeji is in the center, lying down, smiling, wearing the same hoodie. Yeji pats the spot next to her, and you crawl into the bed, joining her. She moves towards you, resting her head against your chest, a hand running along your cheek.
"I'm so glad you're here," Yeji says, looking up at you. "I've missed you so much."
"Yeah, me too."
Yeji sighs, nuzzling her head against your neck. "It's been a rough few weeks."
"Yeah. For me, too."
There's a silence, an uncomfortable one. Like there's something weighing on her mind.
"Is everything okay?"
Yeji shifts, sitting up. "Yeah. Yeah, everything's fine. It's just—they made me an offer. A better one."
"Better?"
"Yeah. Better. It would mean more money, a longer contract, and—and it's not just solo stuff anymore. It's not even porn.”
"What do you mean?"
"I would be," Yeji begins, swallowing. "It's more of a—a creative producer thing. Traveling around, doing what they need. Going places. It's not porn. It's like, the opposite of porn."
"I fail to see the problem here. That sounds pretty good."
"Because," Yeji says, her lip quivering. "I have to move. I have to move to Tokyo. They want me in Japan. And if I accept, I have to. And I don't want to."
"Why not?"
"Because I don't want to leave you. Because then we're even further apart. We won't be able to see each other, not nearly as much. We'll just—we'll be apart. And I don't want that."
"If it's more money, then—"
"It's a lot of money," Yeji sighs. "Like, a lot of money. More than I could ever dream. It would be enough that we'd never have to worry about anything ever again. I would never have to film another video, not ever. And I'd make enough for us. For both of us."
"So, do it."
"But we'd be apart. We'd never see each other."
"Yeji," you sigh, taking a breath. "It's only a few hours. I'll come visit. You'll come visit."
"it's not the same. I want to be with you. I can't imagine a life without you. I can't."
You take a moment, a long pause. Trying to choose the right words, the ones that matter. The ones that will convince her.
"Yeji. If it's a good deal. Take it."
"But—"
"No," you say, cutting her off. "No. Take the offer. Take it and make as much money as possible. I want this for you. For us."
Yeji shakes her head, wiping her eyes. "I can't."
"You can."
"What if," Yeji says, her voice shaking. "What if—what if things don't work out. What if I'm gone and you get tired of waiting and then—"
"That's not gonna happen. Not ever."
"How can you be so sure? I've never been apart from you for that long. Ever."
"Because I love you, dummy. So, take the offer. And when you're done, and you've made enough money to buy a small country, then you can come back. We'll figure it out before then."
"Promise?"
"Yes. Promise."
---
"Happy birthday," Yeji says, giving you a wide grin. "I know it's not for a couple of days, but—"
You didn't even remember.
"Oh, yeah. Thanks."
"Did you forget?"
"A little."
"Dumbass," Yeji laughs. "Well, I got you a gift. So, there's that."
"You didn't have to."
"Don't be silly," she scolds, grabbing something off the bed nightstand. "You're my boyfriend, of course I had to. It's not much, but, well, you'll see."
She hands you a box, wrapped nicely, a red bow tied on top. You take it, ripping the paper and opening it.
Inside is a black collar. A very specific kind. A collar with the word kitten written on the front in pink.
"I don't wanna alarm you, but I think this may be a little too small for me," you tease.
Yeji blushes, a faint shade of red. "You're such an ass. It's not for you."
"It's not?"
"No," Yeji says, rolling her eyes. "It's for me. I figured since we're going to be apart, I'll have something to remember you by. And to think about."
"Kinky."
"You're such a jerk," Yeji says and punches your shoulder. "Do you like it?"
"I do. Very much. Wear it for me tonight?"
"Of course," she says, kissing your cheek. "For the whole weekend. Only for you."
---
The goodbyes never get any easier. The flights get longer, and the separation gets harder. Every time you say your farewells, it hurts more and more. And the worst part is, you don't know how long she'll be gone this time.
It's like the longer you're apart, the further apart you get.
It's the third or fourth cigarette today alone. You're on the balcony, again. Without Yeji. Watching the world go by like you're no longer a part of it.
You're not sure when it'll get easier. If it will ever get easier.
---
"Hey!" Yeji says, sitting down next to your stool at your favorite bar, a martini in hand. "Sorry, traffic was a bitch. Long time no see."
"Yeah," you reply, sipping your cocktail. "Been a while."
Yeji is wearing a tight red dress, her hair no longer pink but blonde, long, past her shoulders. High heels, the whole nine yards. You haven't seen her this dressed up in years, maybe ever. And the makeup is perfect, her lips full, her eyes bright, the eyeliner sharp.
"You look nice," you say, staring into her eyes.
"Thanks. I wanted to dress up. You look handsome, as always."
You force a smile. "I haven't seen you this dressed up since, well, I'm not even sure when."
"Well, this is a special occasion," Yeji giggles, sipping her martini. "This is our four year anniversary. Glad I could take off work and fly home."
"Me too."
"It's so good to see you," Yeji says, placing a hand on your knee. "I missed you. And the apartment. And our bed."
"And me."
"Yeah," she laughs. "And you. Obviously."
Everything seems out of place, and yet, normal. Like Yeji being here isn't something unusual. You should be happier. You should be overjoyed. You should be celebrating. And yet, you can't bring yourself to.
"How was Tokyo?"
"Lonely," Yeji says, expression dampening. "I miss you. I miss the apartment, the kitchen, everything. Being here—it doesn't feel the same."
You nod, staring down into your drink.
"What's wrong? I thought you'd be happy to see me. Is it the time? Or—"
"Nothing," you interrupt, sipping your drink. "Just happy you're home."
"Yeah," Yeji says, clutching her cocktail. "Me too."
There's silence where there shouldn't be. You should have a million things to talk about, and yet you don't. There's nothing. It's like there's a distance that wasn't here last time, when Yeji came back for a few days for vacation. Things are different. Unfamiliar.
"I want you to come see Tokyo. With me. It's so beautiful. So romantic. Maybe—maybe not for business. Just a vacation, just the two of us."
You nod absently, taking a sip. "Yeah. Sounds fun."
"Really?" Yeji asks, her excitement not dimming in the least. "Oh my god, I'm so excited. There are so many places I want to show you. It's so different from Korea. And there's this great market where the food is amazing and then, then—"
Yeji is talking but you're not hearing it. It's a distant memory. As if she's talking through static. You just nod, sip your drink, watch her and pretend everything's normal.
Eventually she notices something is up.
"Am I boring you?" she laughs, blushing. "I must be going on about all these stupid things. I know, just a lot on the mind. Can you blame me?"
You for another smile, placing your glass down on the bar counter. "No. I've missed your voice. The sound of your laughter. Seeing you smile."
"Are you sure? Because you haven't been very engaged lately."
"Sorry," you mumble, feeling your chest tighten.
"Stop apologizing," Yeji says. "Don't."
You don't look up from your drink, picking it up, taking another sip. "Yeji—"
"Yes, baby?"
"I'm glad to have you here. Even if it's only a short time."
She reaches out, placing a hand on your thigh and squeezing. Her touch feels quaint. None of this feels real. It's all foreign, it's like some alternate reality, that none of this is happening.
"I would stay forever if I could," she sighs. "I miss waking up next to you. I hate falling asleep without you next to me. This whole deal, it was a bad idea. The apartment they gave me isn't home, not even close."
Yeji is talking, but she's a million miles away, and it's all happening so fast, you can't process it. You can't keep up with her. You want to, but the words blur into each other, and it's impossible to decipher. "You have to try the food while you're in Tokyo. The sushi is so fucking good, I promise you."
"Yeji, I'm going back."
Her face changes immediately, a frown taking over the smile. "Back where? Back home?"
You can't look up, can't face her. Instead you just stare into your drink, watching the light filter through the alcohol. "Yeah. Back home."
"For how long?" Yeji asks. "A week? Two? I don't leave till Monday—"
"I'm not coming back."
The silence is deafening. It's painful. Like a vice around your neck, gripping tighter. You can't breathe, and you know Yeji probably can't either.
"No," she laughs weakly. "What—what do you mean you're not coming back?"
"I have to. You're there, doing your thing. Everything is falling apart back home. They need me. I can't stay."
"I—I'll come back. I can come back with you. I can wrap things up and—"
"You're happy in Japan," you interrupt, finishing off your drink and putting the glass back down on the counter. "I can't ask you to do that. This is your life. Your career. And you're good at it."
"I'll figure it out. I don't care, I'll talk to my boss—"
"Don't be ridiculous," you say, a lump forming in your throat. "You can't. You signed a contract. They can't release you without some penalty. Don't throw it all away. Not because of me."
Yeji stares at you, a mixture of confusion and fear on her face. "Who cares about the goddamn contract, we'll make it work. Like we always do. We'll make it work."
"You're happy in Tokyo, Yeji. Happier than I've ever seen you. Don't fuck that up for me."
She laughs, as if what you're saying isn't making sense. As if any of this isn't really happening. "You think I'm happy over there without you? In my shitty little apartment all alone? With my bad Japanese? I miss you every goddamn day. Everything hurts without you, and I've been a total mess and—"
"Stop," you interrupt. "Stop it."
Yeji reaches forward, grabbing onto your shoulder. "I'm coming back. And when I do, things will go back to the way they were. Okay? I love you, and that won't ever change. I know things haven't been great. I know—I know I'm busy. But that'll get better, you'll see, and—"
"We can't keep doing this," you sigh, turning towards her.
"Keep doing what?"
"This," you repeat. "We can't. It's not fair. To either of us. I have to take care of my family, and you can't just ditch everything and move back home with me. You can't."
"That's bullshit and you know it," Yeji scoffs, tears starting to run down her face. "I would do anything for you. I would."
"And I can't let you do that."
"Don't tell me what to do," she replies, a scowl on her face. "Don't tell me what's best for me. I'll be the judge of that."
"No," you say, wiping your eyes. "I love you. But it's not the same. I can't live a life where we're separated, where we only see each other a few days a month. It's not—it's no way to live. We both know this."
"You think I want that, too? To live apart? To have a cold bed every night? To eat ramen on my couch alone?"
"No," you reply. "I don't. I can't imagine a life without you. But I can't ask you to come back home with me. To abandon your new life."
"You're not asking me to do anything. I'm choosing to. Because I love you."
"And I love you, too," you reply, feeling your heart sink deeper. "More than anything. Which is why I can't keep doing this. Why I won't keep doing this. We deserve better."
"Better than what? Better than us?"
You don't answer her, you can't. If you do, then it becomes real, and then there's no going back.
"Please, don't," she pleads. "Please."
"What the fuck do we do, Yeji?" you ask, swallowing, trying to catch your breath, trying not to lose it. Trying not to break down in front of her.
"I-I don't know. I don't know."
"I don't either. The only thing I know is when I get back on that flight and go back to Seoul, I'm not gonna be coming home to a bed with you in it. And that kills me."
"I can change that. Just give me a week. Two, tops. Then I'll come back with you."
You don't look up, keeping your gaze firmly planted the drink in your hands, trying your damnedest not to lose your composure. Trying not to break, trying to stay strong. For her, because the moment she sees the cracks, she'll break, and then there's no fixing it.
"Are—are you," Yeji stammers, her lip quivering, fresh tears falling, one after the other. "Are we breaking up?"
You can't even believe the words coming out of her mouth, much less that she's the one saying them. That it's even coming up, even a thought. "Trust me, Yeji. That's the last thing I want right now."
She gets up from her chair, walking towards you, her arms wrapping around your neck, holding you tightly against her. "Good. Then we won't."
Maybe you're just selfish. Maybe you're just staving off the inevitable. Maybe you just don't have the strength to break her heart. Maybe you can't bear to watch her cry another tear. Or maybe you just don't know how to say goodbye.
"Okay," you murmur. "We won't."
---
You stare at the silver key in your outstretched palm, the one for your apartment. The key to your apartment in Seoul that Yeji hasn't lived in for a few months. And she's not even here to witness you locking it for the final time.
Not exactly a bittersweet goodbye. More bitter than anything else. You drop the key through the office mail slot, the sound of it clinking against the bottom echoing loudly in the empty hallway. Your phone vibrates.
Yeji: You made it?
Yeah. Call you when I get home.
Yeji: Okay. Love you.
Love you too.
Once again you're on a flight. And once again, Yeji isn't on it.
---
You're in Tokyo. It's been a few months. Yeji invited you for a long weekend, and you were stupid enough to accept.
It's strange seeing her in person, being this close. But also the strangest thing to normalcy, after such a long period of time. Yeji's apartment is in a quieter neighborhood, it's nice. Small, but nice. And the view of the city is beautiful, even from here you can see the skyline, and it's breathtaking.
It reminds you of everything you should have together. The little garden on the patio, the cozy couch in the living room, the quaint little kitchen, all of it. You should be here, in this place. And yet, you aren't. And it's not Yeji's fault. But that doesn't make it sting any less.
"Do you like it?" Yeji asks, bringing two glasses of red wine out onto the small balcony.
"Yeah. I do. It suits you."
You stand against the railing, looking over the city. A light drizzle falls from the sky, as if even the weather is mourning your situation.
Yeji walks up, standing next to you. The smell of her perfume is exactly the same, a welcome aroma you've been without for a while. You missed it. You miss her.
The months without her feel like an eternity, and yet the long weekend feels like seconds. And once it's over, the void will just be deeper. The emptiness more torturous. The distance even greater. You shouldn't be here. But you are. Because you're an idiot, and you'll take any excuse you can get, to see Yeji again, even for a short while. Even if it kills you inside.
"Thanks," she replies, holding the wine out to you. You take it, taking a sip. It tastes like nothing. The flavor is all but absent. Or maybe its because the only taste in your mouth is bitterness.
You don't say anything. It's as if any and all words you might've said, you've already said a hundred times over. And none of it matters, not a bit. You look over at her, and her hair is longer, and she looks even more beautiful, even more breathtaking than you ever thought possible. You just wish you didn't have to see it, not from such a distance, and not for a single weekend.
"I've missed you," she says, looking over at you. "Every single day. You're always in my thoughts, in my head. I'm not me without you. Not even a little bit."
"I'm right here," you reply, trying not to fall into this. "I'm not going anywhere."
"It's not the same. You know that."
"No, it's not."
"So, what do we do? How do we fix this? It's either we continue these weekends, where I only get to see you for a couple days, or—"
"Yeji," you interrupt. "No. Please, don't even suggest it."
She doesn't answer for a while, a long, awkward silence between the two of you. The rain falls heavier now, the wind picking up, a cold breeze cutting right through you.
"I won't. I'm sorry. I just, I hate this. I hate everything about this. This is all my fucking fault for taking that stupid porn job, for taking the offer after. I hate it."
You place your glass down, turning towards Yeji, your arms wrapping around her tightly. She cries into your chest, and you just hold her, rubbing her back softly. "It's okay. Don't say that."
"I-I don't know how I ever thought I could leave you behind."
"Don't. It's not your fault. Don't even suggest it. Not once."
You look up towards the dark clouds overhead, the rain falling harder on the balcony floor. Yeji clinging tightly to you like if she lets go she might never see you again. You squeeze tighter, kissing her on top of the head, not caring that your clothes are getting soaked.
"I'm here, living in Tokyo, making more money than I'll ever need in a lifetime, but none of that matters. Nothing. It means nothing without you. None of this is worth it if I don't have you by my side."
"Yeji, please, stop it."
"No. It's the truth. I know I said this would be temporary. But it's not. I can't. I can't do it. Not even another day, another hour. Not even another goddamn second."
The rain continues to pour. You kiss the top of Yeji's head. The smell of her shampoo brings you back to simpler times, to happier memories, of all the things you wished you still had. "What the fuck are we supposed to do, Yeji?"
Yeji doesn't answer, crying into your chest. She doesn't stop, and neither does the rain. It doesn't feel like it ever will. It's like you'll never find an end to all of this.
"Yeji—"
"Move in with me," Yeji begs. "Don't go. Don't get on that plane Monday. Don't."
You just stare at the night sky above you, the dark clouds rolling over. The lump in your throat doesn't get smaller. "Yeji. Don't make this harder. Please."
"I-I know, I'm selfish. I know, I'm so sorry. I'm being such a selfish bitch. You can't ditch your life to come live with me here. It's not fair to ask that, and I'm so sorry. Maybe we s-should—maybe we should just end things. Tonight. No more weekends. No more flights back and forth. No more—"
Yeji stops, burying her face back in your chest, crying. You squeeze harder, not letting go. Not even a little.
"I can't give up on you, Yeji. I won't."
"Please. I'm not asking you to give up. But we can't—this isn't working. We've barely talked in months. And when we do it's never enough, I want to spend every minute with you but I can't. And I can't keep asking you to give up everything, just for me."
You hate it when Yeji is right. You hate the truth of it. You hate every last goddamn word, but none more than this one. And that makes it all the more real, all the more painful, all the more soul-crushing.
She pulls away from your chest, looking up at you, tears flowing. She looks beautiful even when she cries. It's the last thing you want to see, and it kills you to know this might be the last time you see it.
"Y-yeah," you mutter, your eyes blurring, unsure of what just left your lips. "Yeah. Okay."
She nods, trying to wipe away the tears that won't stop flowing, one after the other. You can't stop them either, and neither of you can do anything but fall further apart. "Okay. I love you. I'll always love you, no matter what. Don't ever forget that."
You kiss her one last time, tasting her for what you might have to believe is the last time, your hands cradling her cheeks.
"I know, Yeji," you say, breath heavy, trying not to let yourself break down completely, but you're already losing this fight. "I know. I love you, too. So fucking much. You'll always be my kitten, Yeji."
Yeji breaks out in a sad, almost-cackling laugh, clutching onto you tightly. "Always, baby. Always."
So you wipe her tears, letting yours run free, unbothered by anything else. Yeji places her forehead against yours, squeezing her eyes shut, her lips quivering, crying even harder.
You know there's a chance of saving this. But this isn't that. It's the opposite. It's letting go. And that's not what either of you wants, but you're so tired, you're exhausted. And the thought of spending even another second without Yeji feels impossible, even for another day, another heartbeat.
But there's nothing else to do. Not a goddamn thing, and maybe letting her go is the kindest thing you can do. Maybe.
A/N: 3 years to the day since my last fic. Hello again!
Dahyun is a dream girl.
The kind of dream where she doesn’t need to say a single word for you to follow her. She’s Kim freakin’ Dahyun. Of course you’d follow her anywhere.
The kind of dream you tell your friends. They’d say, Bullshit, how are you with her? And to be fair, you’re not sure either. A girl like her shouldn’t even exist in the same plane as a guy like you. They’d have to rewrite the laws of physics.
"Brought you coffee, sir," Jiheon calls out when she pushes open your office door, getting your attention from across the room.
The sight is familiar. The sound of her heels clacking across the floor, walking slowly towards your desk. It's always that coffee in her hand, always in a white mug, always with a smile on her face when she hands it over.
"Thanks, beautiful," you respond, the scent of hazelnut in the air. Jiheon giggles, standing there in the middle of your office, as if waiting for your approval. You take a sip of the hot, dark liquid, savoring it for a moment and letting your eyes drop to her exposed legs, the stockings that make them seem endless.
Jiheon tilts her head a little, reaching to fix the bottom of her skirt. "Hope it's okay. Made it myself. With extra cream, too."
Your eyes scan over her body; the high heels, the skirt that hugs her hips so damn well, the buttons on her blouse opened more than usual.
"It's good—" you start, taking another long sip to be sure. She watches intently, eyes wide, staring while you raise the mug back to your lips. "But it's missing a little something. You know what else goes great with coffee?"
Before you can utter the last word, she's hopping up on your desk, legs wide open with the smallest tease to the panties beneath. "A little honey?"
"Exactly what I was thinking."
There's a twirl of her hair in response, smile as devilish as it always is. She's there, tempting you, as if begging you to do the inevitable. To throw your entire professionalism to the wayside, forget the world exists beyond your office.
"Ah, there you are—" a voice calls out from behind, and without even having to look, you know who is it—Jiwon is in your doorway when she glances in to find Jiheon seated on your desk. But she doesn't seem too shocked, or even surprised, walking inside and tossing a stack of folders to the desk, a thunk of the paper audible the moment they land.
Jiwon's no idiot. She's put this puzzle together long before the holidays even started, adjusting her glasses with a laugh. "Don't let me interrupt whatever is going on here. Just going to pass these along."
There's a bounce of her chest when Jiheon shifts, a hint of that red bra peeking through, and the sudden realization that she never buttons her blouse past the third button from the top.
"Nothing's going on…" Jiheon purrs, feigning innocence as best as possible. "Just brought the boss coffee like he asked me to."
Jiwon looks back and forth to each of you, that mischievous grin still present, raising her eyebrows slightly. "Riiight, and I'm just delivering paperwork. How silly of me. Anyways, I have more important work to do. So you two have fun—" she giggles, heading towards the door with a smirk that lasts even after she's disappeared into the corridor, the thud of the heavy wooden door closing behind her.
"Can't help ourselves, can we," you tease, running your hand along her thigh. It brings out a cute little whimper from her when your fingers make contact with her skin. "My little secretary is too fucking sexy for this world, aren't you?"
"Don't have a clue what you're talking about, sir," Jiheon responds, toying with one of the buttons at the front of her shirt to try and draw attention there while she shifts so her skirt rises up more, another peek of her panties evident. "I'm the definition of professional."
"Uh-huh," you sigh in return, ignoring the bait, taking another drink of coffee and returning the mug down on your desk. "I think the definition of professional is lost on you, Jiheon. I can see your panties from here a little too clearly."
"Only a little?" Jiheon asks back, running a hand through her hair and purposely lifting her skirt all the way up, so those sheer, tiny panties of hers are on full display, barely able to hide the plump lips of her pussy beneath them. "My apologies. Can't let that happen again."
It's the last string of professionalism left within the both of you, when your hands find their way beneath her skirt, gliding right up and placing a firm grip around that round ass of hers, sinking fingers into the skin you crave.
"Would hate to have to file a complaint to your supervisor, Ms. Baek," you mock, glancing at the door momentarily, fingers squeezing those cheeks hard enough to jolt her. "He might have to discipline you."
"But that would require more paperwork on your part, sir," she says, moving the contents on your desk to the side so there's no interference. "Why make yourself any busier than you have to?"
Jiheon unfastens the buttons to her blouse even more, until there's nothing left to hide her lacy lingerie or the immaculate flesh her cleavage promises. You give your coffee another taste, a final sip as you admire the sight of her perched so patiently on the surface of your desk.
"Knew there was a reason I hired you."
"Other than the charming smile, bright personality, and amazing ass?" Jiheon says, tossing her head back when your fingers slide through the fabric of her skimpy underwear.
"Those too. Also your mouth. But especially this," you say, no longer wasting time with her clothes when you yank her panties off her long legs to fling them across your office, exposing her wet cunt to the open air.
"Definitely thought the mouth is what won you over."
You nearly laugh at the audacity of the statement, planting a few kisses to the exposed flesh of her thighs, teasing closer and closer.
"As good as your blowjobs are, Jiwon nearly has you beat," you tell her, more to watch the reaction on her face rather than the actual truth. It gets an immediate, low whine out of her, a pout on her lips.
"They better not be better. I work so damn hard for you every day and Jiwon practically just sits around, pretending to write reports," Jiheon huffs, the jealousy evident.
"Don't worry," you assure her, meeting her gaze as you continue to kiss her creamy thighs, listening to the soft gasps from the anticipation. "You're the best. Believe me."
Jiheon lights up the moment the words escape, and that pout goes away as quickly as it appears once you finally dive between her legs, the sweet taste of her flooding into your mouth. Your tongue runs right up her slit, forcing another pleasured breath from her when you're quick to spread her apart, latching your lips to her pussy and exploring the beautiful taste of her folds as the wetness starts to pool.
"Oh god," Jiheon groans, breathing heavy and looking down, keeping an eye on every move you make. Her nails dig into the back of your head while you tease her, eating her out slowly, as if she'll break with any haste. When your tongue slips past her folds, circling her clit, she lets out an absolutely heavenly gasp, losing herself.
"Felt a little chilly all morning," you say between licks, placing a harsh suck against the sensitive little bud. "Glad I get my favorite pair of earmuffs to warm me right up."
"God—you're so good at that," Jiheon says, dropping back onto your desk completely, thighs clamping around your head, locking you in place when you switch from long licks to a focused assault against her clit. And the best part is those supple thighs squeezing tight, the fabric of her stockings so silky smooth against your face, trapping you there while your tongue works away.
"Been too long since I last got between your legs. Nothing better," you groan, gaze locked the entire time you eat her pussy, giving her clit the right pressure, the perfect touches to force the cute, innocent-like whimpering. And you love the sight of her, back against the desk, face growing redder with the way your mouth downright devours her perfect cunt.
"Eating me like it's the most delicious thing in the world—" Jiheon whines, her fingers slipping into your hair, her back arched so she can watch the sight of your tongue buried in her, so fucking eager to drink the sweetness between her legs. "You're too good to me, sir."
Her moans echo through the office and her wetness is already coating your lips, spreading everywhere, filling your mouth and drowning every taste bud.
"Nonsense. You deserve this, could eat you out all fucking day," you assure her as the sloppy licks increase, her fingers tugging harder at the strands of your hair when your mouth has her seeing stars.
"If you insist, sir," Jiheon gasps, grinding herself harder into your face when the wetness seeps out further, refusing to let you even breathe. "P-please let me cum all over your handsome face. God, I'm so fucking close already."
The desperate cries from your usually calm and collected secretary has you doubling your efforts. You swirl your tongue against the most sensitive areas, her thighs wrapped tight enough around your head to nearly stifle out every bit of air, suffocate under the intoxicating scent of her pussy while your lips never cease.
You keep at it, tongue right along her stiff clit, fast and determined. Those lewd whimpers intensify as you suck hard, starved for the juices that leak out and coat your chin, making her squirm on your desk enough to knock anything not securely attached off the edge.
"Don't stop," she begs, hands pressing firmly on the back of your head to bury in deeper, devour her slick pussy entirely. "P-please don't stop. Fuck—"
And Jiheon makes you all the more ravenous, body rocking, losing herself as you fulfill her need for release. You know the signs of her climax well enough by this point, when the nails dig harder into your scalp, when her cries and mewls reach the volume that tells you exactly how fucking good you are between her legs. You couldn't stop if you tried, slurps and frantic licks to drive her wild, mouth hungry to taste every drop that gushes from her pretty little cunt.
Your reward comes a mere moment later. Her back arches off the surface of your desk, your fingers wrapping around her thighs to hold her right in place, keeping that tongue on her that leaves her a dripping, quivering mess. Her body spasms in your grip, moans uncontrollable, her cries echoing through your office.
"Sir, I-I—fuck!"
Her dripping honey oozes into your mouth, filling your senses with the taste that keeps you obsessed. A torrent of wetness leaks from her while she bucks her hips into your face, no shame about how bad she wants the sensation to last forever, those pretty moans the fuel for your tongue.
Jiheon is beautiful when she cums, and you stay on her the entire time she rides it out.
Her trembling thighs squeezing hard around your head while that mess of slick juices just won't end, dripping out endlessly from her folds. Her toes curl, hands covering her mouth to keep herself quiet and not make such a mess of your office, but to no avail when they escape regardless.
Eventually, it becomes too much—a weak push against your head that prompts you to withdraw, but not without another lingering taste, an undeniable addiction to every drop. When your head lifts from between her legs and you clean her up, she's still shaking, thighs quivering as they uncoil from around the sides of your face, leaving a disappointment in their absence.
Your face feels a little sticky, the juices a delicious mixture that still coats your lips and drips from your chin, a sight that Jiheon is unable to tear her eyes away from without a giggle. But with her lying spread out, nearly naked on the desk in your office—it's a view to be savored for a moment longer, before taking a sip of coffee, appreciating the wonderful taste that now mixes together with her flavor.
"Thank you, sir," she mumbles, pushing herself up when her shaking calms, fixing her hair and taking a look at all the paperwork on the ground.
"No, thank you for bringing me coffee this morning. You were right, tastes much better after a little honey..."
Jiheon covers her mouth with a hand and soon buttons her blouse, the first sign of professionalism coming back into place. She fixes her skirt and attempts to make herself appear less disheveled, but doesn't bother finding her panties, knowing they'll only return to the floor once more.
"Anything else I can do for you, sir?" Jiheon offers, heading over to the mirror she keeps in your office, fixing her hair before she makes sure everything looks neat on her, trying so very hard to maintain her usual innocent demeanor.
"Nothing pressing at the moment. Just a few meetings scheduled later. I'd like you to take notes during those," you say, finishing what remains of your coffee.
"Consider it done, sir. And I'll be sure to fetch you more coffee around then." Jiheon has a smile as she reaches up and plants a quick kiss on the corner of your lips, tasting a hint of the sweetness between her legs.
She hops off your desk, the slightest amount of mischief in her expression when she heads to the door, making sure no one is in sight before she peers out. She disappears, heels echoing down the hall until completely out of sight.
Jiwon tucks a strand of her long hair behind her ear while her fingertips fly across the keyboard, never pausing, each keystroke so precise in what she types. There's a little bounce in her seat from time-to-time, eyes locked to her computer screen, unaware that you're right beside her.
The screen changes, from her word document to some web browser, searching for who-knows-what, pulling her focus and certainly not going unnoticed when you're right there to catch her in the act.
"Budget reports look a little different these days, don't they?" you ask, leaning closer so she catches a glimpse of you from the corner of her eye. Jiwon nearly jumps, then her face goes red with embarrassment, almost looking guilty like she'd been caught with her hand in the cookie jar.
"Sorry," Jiwon giggles, tabbing over to bring the report back on screen. "That was nothing. Wasn't looking for anything weird, I swear."
You grab the back of her chair, so you can talk right against the side of her ear. "Were you... looking for porn, Jiwon? During work hours?"
Jiwon visibly shakes, getting a laugh from you in the process. She places her hand at the back of her neck and can barely make eye contact. "No—I wasn't, of course not, that's such a silly thing to even suggest."
"Alright, good. I don't mind if you need a little distraction from time to time. But not when there are important deadlines looming," you say sternly, Jiwon nodding enthusiastically when you're so close, cheeks reddening.
Jiwon goes quiet for a moment. The slight dip of her shoulders has her leaning forward, the side of her face giving you full view. "Won't happen again, sir. Promise."
"Just stay focused. Don't want HR seeing your search history, do you?"
There's a flinch from her at the idea of someone, anyone really, discovering her little browsing habits while at work. And then her eyes are glancing to the side again, trying to disappear when there's not even an inch separating you both.
"O-of course not. Not that I have anything to hide. I just—"
"Back to work, Jiwon. No more goofing off. Got a lot of emails you haven't answered yet. When you're done with those and you've got the reports ready for my sign off, come see me," you order her, no choice in the matter when she returns a weak smile, leaning forward more as if to prove how eager to please she is.
"You got it, boss."
You walk off to leave her be, letting her have the peace and quiet required to focus. For a brief moment, there's hope you'll avoid trouble with her, but you know that's never the case. So you'll return to your office and wait, expectant for when she'll inevitably wander in.
By the end of the hour, there she is, popping into your office with a stack of papers under her arms and a cheery expression, putting those stacks aside before hopping right onto the corner of your desk. It's always her little trademark spot, perching on the wood and crossing those legs, her heels bouncing slightly against each other.
"Sorry for the delay, sir. Got those reports and emails finished."
"Jiwon—" you sigh.
"Is something wrong?" Jiwon asks. She puts on that innocent little pout, making it so damn difficult not to look her way, glasses that frame her features with just the perfect amount of sexy.
"It took you over an hour," you say, standing up from your chair and glancing at her. "I asked for those yesterday, don't think I forgot. Or were you too busy slacking off on company time to actually work on what I assign you?"
Jiwon hops down off your desk, unfazed by the attempt to reprimand her. She closes the distance, grabbing the end of your tie, batting her lashes to try and distract you. "You know I work harder than anyone else here. Was just lost in work, didn't realize the time flew by so fast..."
You rub your temples in annoyance. "You? My hardest worker? Since when?"
"It's true. That's all I hear from everyone. Jiwon—she works too hard. She's too reliable, the only one we can trust. She's—"
"A goddamn liar that's working my last fucking nerve, that's what. If you're too busy fooling around to actually get work done, then you can just show yourself out. I have a thousand other people ready to take your position at a moments notice."
Jiwon holds on to your tie, tight, when she inches close enough that you can smell her perfume, the same one she wears whenever she gets on her knees to beg. "Now, now, no need for that. I said I was sorry. That's not necessary, boss. Aren't I your favorite anyways?"
You scoff." Absolutely not. Don't flatter yourself."
Jiwon sighs, pout on her face increasing as if she can't possibly accept being denied that privilege. "I get it, boss. You're stressed. It's that time of year. You have too much on your plate, right? Financial reports, a dozen meetings a week, everyone wanting something from you or another. "Think I know how to solve that, sir…"
She begins to loosen your tie, stepping backwards towards the desk when the tension falls slack. You don't stop her, eyes remaining locked. But she's devious, mischievous to a fault. Jiwon glances to the doorway for a fleeting moment, peeking outside, hoping nobody wanders past.
"I'm stressed because of you, Jiwon. Are you kidding me? Nobody else gives me such hassle around here. Not Jiheon. Or Chaeyoung. Especially not Saerom."
There's another huff from her, a little more offended, her lips pouting even more. She can't take that, eyes looking a bit hurt before she forces a smile back. "Saerom? Does she even still work here? Haven't even seen her in like, weeks."
You laugh. "She does, because she's productive unlike a certain someone. So she gets special assignments, gets to go on business trips—gets to go see different countries. But even when she isn't, she doesn't waste my damn time like this."
"But—that's not fair," Jiwon argues, an extra sass in her tone, stepping back so far that her back is nearly pressed against your desk. "So she gets trips around the world while I sit in the office all day? Because what, she sucks a little dick and lets you pound her ass over the desk a few times?"
"No, she sits in this fucking office every day and works without the distraction, like she's paid to do, and does her goddamn job," you say, but there's an extra layer, an unexpected venom behind the words. It only serves to fluster her even more.
"Maybe Saerom doesn't get distracted the way I do," Jiwon purrs back, a hint of jealousy in her gaze while she sways back and forth a little. "Because she doesn't have her mouth occupied so often. That's probably the issue, isn't it? Boring office lady won't even wrap those pretty lips around you and suck you dry? Is that why she gets treated so much nicer than me?"
"For fucks sake," you mutter, heading towards the door to lead her out before this can spiral even further, before your other workers will get another view of her insufferable behavior. "Enough of this. Just get back to work before I fire you, dammit."
Jiwon refuses to turn, putting up a fight while you try to point her towards the exit. And eventually, those arms of hers find a home draped over your neck, keeping you close. Her smile widens and she stares up at you.
"I don't get it. I'm the only good cocksucker around this place anymore and even the best one of all doesn't get any appreciation? Sure, my work isn't always on time. But at least I turn it in, isn't that what counts?"
You hesitate. The stalling is a mistake, the pause only lasts a moment, but it's enough to give Jiwon the confirmation of the way she's pulled your attention.
"No," you say, correcting her and staring deep into her eyes when there's a lack of space between the both of you. "Jiheon is way better, and you can't compare your abilities anyway."
Jiwon gasps. She looks so offended, holding back what must be the most outrageous scowl to ever escape her pretty face.
"Her? That girl with the whole fake innocent act is supposed to be better than me? There's no fucking way—" Jiwon starts, ready to dive into an even longer tangent about how unfair it is, how Jiheon's talents pale compared to hers. But you refuse to hear the rest, the last bits of sanity slipping away before you take that step that keeps her from rambling.
"Better ass. Better legs, much bigger tits. Way better attitude," you list, Jiwon getting redder and redder with each word. "She doesn't run her fucking mouth during business hours or put off deadlines. She brings me coffee every goddamn day, on top of everything else."
"Like it's that fucking difficult to bring you some cheap coffee, come on—I can do that twice a day and suck your cock—"
"Jiwon, shut up," you growl out. "You've handed in your work. And I appreciate your efforts. Now, you can leave my sight or I swear, I'll find someone else to take your place. Let your salary and vacation privileges disappear."
"You want me to shut up?" Jiwon repeats, finally having the courtesy to lower her voice. "Oh, boss. That's all you had to ask..."
Your office goes silent for a brief moment, leaving you caught in her striking gaze.
Jiwon doesn't give you the chance to step back or break free, dropping down until her knees are against the carpet. It happens all so quickly, with the sensation of her palms rubbing through your slacks, over your cock, coaxing the inevitable erection she causes.
"Jiwon, what are you doing—"
She ignores you. "If you wanted me to shut up, then I'll shut up. Think I know a better use for my mouth. So you can get something you want. And I can get something I want..." Jiwon purrs, cupping a handful of crotch while she caresses a thigh.
Her fingers are swift, doing whatever she damn well pleases when she loosens your belt, ignoring every warning. And those eyes don't lose contact with yours for a moment, on the verge of begging as she tugs everything down, stripping you naked from the waist down.
"Jiwon, I'll ask you one more time. What the fuck are you—"
"Tired of talking, boss," Jiwon mumbles, and there's a sense of relief that comes with that. She's more possessive than usual, mouth open wide directing the swollen tip right between her soft, warm lips.
You inhale sharply. The heat of her mouth, those cheeks hollowing around you, it somehow puts you at ease immediately, any anger disappearing after she seals her lips and forces out every bit of tension within you.
Her tongue slips along the underside of your shaft, knowing exactly what you like, how it'll make your knees go weak and leave her victorious. Those beautiful eyes glance upward, your head falling back, the look on your face betraying your otherwise unwillingness to give in.
"Mmm. That's right. Just forget about any silly things I did this week. Focus on what's really important, sir."
There's no arguing. Not with Jiwon on her knees, refusing to budge no matter how stern of a glare you give, glasses perched at the bridge of her nose and her mouth more than capable of slobbering on every inch. You let that warmth surround you, the wetness of her lips and saliva spreading everywhere as her mouth slides up and down your throbbing shaft, every ounce of pleasure that leaves you as helpless as always.
She swallows the entire thing, moaning around your shaft when the drool pools around her chin. With every bob of her head, it only gets messier, more dripping out onto your floor beneath her.
"Fuck," you hiss, gripping the edge of the desk behind you for balance, keeping a hand atop her head when you can't believe how desperate to suck your cock she truly is. "God damn, Jiwon—"
Jiwon does her best to grin around you, slurping noisily at your thickness, sucking down every inch she can handle. She swallows you deeper this time, gagging just a little each time she bobs her head, gags when she stays the longest at the base of your shaft before popping off.
"By all means, sir... take over if that's what you need to do," Jiwon suggests, looking up at you through those frames, adjusting them when they slide down. But it's the playful expression that matches the lust that gets to you, her tongue finding its way right at the very tip, a slow lick against your throbbing head to tease you.
And you want to say no, want to push her away, scold her for the antics you always put up with. But you're powerless when she looks like that, knowing all your weaknesses, her pretty little mouth offered to make you forget every wrong.
Your resistance fades with a groan. All her actions catch up, the wetness from her mouth clinging everywhere to leave you with that tingle, that bliss, the warmth leaving you unable to turn the offer down.
"Fine. Fine, Jiwon. I'll be happy to. My favorite way to shut that annoying mouth of yours, after all," you grumble, grabbing both sides of of her head before thrusting forward, ramming the entirety of your cock in and past those soft fucking lips.
She wastes no time either, both hands settling atop your thighs, accepting your dominance of her mouth willingly and offering no resistance when your shaft plunges to the back of her throat. Those beautiful eyes water almost instantly, staring up while you fuck her face, Jiwon complying to every whim, without having to be guided, following every little thing you do with zero complaints.
The sounds are the best. Sloppy, sinful gagging noises escape while Jiwon lets you fuck her throat, hands tight on your thighs. It's the perfect time to remind her who's in charge, pulling the reigns without holding back and show her just how capable you are of shutting her up, your fingers roughly grabbing strands of her black hair.
"Much fucking better, Jiwon. Have to say that. Don't understand why I deal with you in the first place. But this mouth is quite useful," you murmur, her nose pressing to your abdomen when you feel her gurgling on the last inch, mouth stretched around the whole thing.
She struggles for the moment she's buried at the base, barely able to take your size while you show not a modicum of mercy as you fuck her face and fill her throat up. Her drool trickles all the way down, enough of a mess dripping past her lips. She chokes and gurgles more, eyes a watery mess, but still you don't relent—not that she would want you to.
"is this why you act up? So you can let your boss treat you like a whore again? Because this is the only time you act like a normal employee, right? You'd rather suck my dick instead of writing those fucking reports?"
Jiwon nods the slightest, mumbling incoherent words around your cock stuffed down her throat. Your grip loosens and allows her the chance to breathe, your wet cock slapping those pillowy lips before shoving back in without warning. Each thrust grows quicker, needier, your hands palming her head to keep her in place while you use her exactly as she wants.
She does nothing but gag and drool around the thick shaft plunging between the heat of her soft lips, using what little grip she has on your thighs to steady herself.
There's no ounce of defiance, her obedience uncanny and beyond anything expected. You've come to accept how much she loves the taste and her appetite never falters, always greedy for more when her hand sneaks past her skirt, straight down between her thighs to play with herself, getting her fingers soaked.
"Look at you—needy fucking slut needs to touch yourself to your boss fucking your throat. Can't even control yourself," you growl. "Want your boss to dump a thick load down that pretty throat so bad? That what you're craving?"
She lets out a loud moan, gurgling against the messy spit-soaked length pumping deep down, and nods desperately once more.
"If that's what you want, then I think maybe I'll just cum all over your fucking face instead. Maybe then you'll learn a fucking lesson. Make you walk out of here and greet the rest of the employees like that—"
Jiwon pulls your hips to keep you there, staring up, wanting the entire thing shoved past her lips once more like that very idea has her soaked in seconds. There's desperation, her moans muted by keeping her head down on the base, tears flowing more than before and spit dripping everywhere from her lips, staining her blouse.
She wants to be used—truly used, a nice outlet that will satiate her urges for a brief moment before starting again. It's a vicious cycle, always pushing the limits, doing whatever to get more attention and never caring how much of a struggle it causes.
"Sir, please—your entire fucking load," she whimpers, giving her best innocent expression possible when she gets to breathe. "Drown me in your fucking cum, please. I'll go out and let the entire office see how much a slut I am for your fat cock."
You pull away and yank Jiwon to her feet, lifting her up with ease before putting her down onto the desk, so she lies on her back, staring up at you with her head dangling upside down off the edge.
That only leaves an even better view, her skirt flipped up, enough to show that soaked pair of panties underneath as you jam your cock deep down her throat once more.
You can't be gentle after that request. She likes the rough treatment that follows, each deep thrust making her pussy drip. And you're happy to oblige, groaning when Jiwon accepts the roughest, hardest plunges. Every motion drags in and out of her throat, enough to gag her on each impale and leave her eyes watering even worse.
"You always come crawling, Jiwon—always the same song and dance. Making up bullshit stories so you can bend over right in my goddamn office. If anyone saw you, how pathetic you are on the clock—"
All the wet gags, all the muffled whimpers and moans, get drowned out by her hungry slurps. She takes as much as you have to give, each rough slam of your hips deep enough to bring you close to the edge. It only gets sloppier when your balls slap against her face, her glasses thick with spit smeared that cloud her vision.
And the best part is, she can't say a goddamn word with you buried down her throat. That is a far greater achievement than you'll give her credit for.
So you don't hold back—you can't, drenching your length in more spit with a few extra pumps inside Jiwon's heavenly warm throat. Until you finally hit that peak, unloading all over her pretty face without another word. It's all that she expects, a thick shot of cum firing right against those used lips, hot streaks painting every inch of her when you empty your balls, making sure to aim most directly at her glasses to coat them thick.
And Jiwon relishes in it, swallows the few stray strands that land in her mouth, fingers frantic between her legs for the whole thing while you glaze her in thick, uninterrupted streams. You savor in the sight of Jiwon like this. Leaving her disheveled and used, taking out the stress the best way you can.
The mess, the complete debauchery, is perfect—a stunning view that you'll remember the entire day. Her face covered, glasses all but ruined, the shine of saliva dripping down her chin with not a care as her tongue hangs free, gathering up your spilled cum into her waiting mouth, like she needs the taste to survive.
You step back, admiring the aftermath with a grin.
"Th-thank you," she mutters, still touching herself, licking what she can of the creamy mess that stains her features. "Thank, you sir. Hope I was of some use..."
You look down at her, admiring the complete disaster you've left her in. Her glasses are painted white, coated completely, mascara running as a result. Some in her hair, some even staining her work blouse and still dripping. She smiles through it all, delighted. Eager for more.
"Only thing you're good for," you reply, reaching forward to collect a thick strand on her cheek, scooping it up on your fingertip before guiding it towards her swollen lips. "Clean me up, Jiwon, and then you can get the hell out of my office."
She eagerly sucks away, tasting the remnants with a broad smile, never getting enough no matter how hard you try. There's no questioning if she enjoys it, even from her upside-down position atop the desk. It's clear how much she adores this treatment, more than happy to please and bend over any time asked of her.
"Anything else before I go, boss?" she asks, taking care to straighten her ruined outfit the slightest before pulling herself to her feet, your thick load coating her face, especially the glasses, dripping even heavier than before.
"Maybe a bagel," you mutter. "I've got the craving. But please do clean your face up before you do so."
"Yes, sir. Whatever the boss wants, he gets," she says with a satisfied smile, her ruined glasses not at all slowing down the bounce in her stride towards the door, leaving your office without another word or glance.
And all you can do is watch, letting the hunger build deep within when her shapely ass leaves your view. Because this cycle never breaks—never changes. As often as you promise to fire her, each week sees her strutting back in, another scheme or lie to distract, just for an excuse to bend over for a nice little reminder of her position.
You'd never want things any other way.
The smell of fresh coffee lingers at your desk, something you haven't touched since Jiheon brought it in. Still piping hot, and definitely your least priority when Chaeyoung enters your office.
"Can't believe you made her walk out like that," the dark-haired girl states, lips continually parted. "Just dripping down her face, ruined like that... what did she even do?"
"The same old bullshit. That's what she does," you mutter back, giving no explanation of your own. Your gaze stays locked on her while those long legs rest on your shoulders, high heels still on, fucking her nice and deep in the middle of your fancy leather couch off to the side of the room.
"Oh, the usual, huh," Chaeyoung murmurs with a breathy giggle, moaning right in your office when you fill her tight little body perfectly, pounding her all the way to the hilt every time.
There's a loud knock at the door, one that stops after the second beat, one that knows not to try again until later. You can't even remember if you locked the door or not, but you know nobody will dare enter without your permission. Not with the noises being heard through your office. Nobody makes that kind of mistake more than once.
Chaeyoung has your whole attention occupied, right after the second tedious meeting of the day, a breath of fresh air. Now you've got her all folded up, legs obscenely spread in the air, knees close by her ears. Her eyes roll back the harder you go, ass raised so you can drill her into the black leather.
She'll only grow tighter. Clenching and desperate. Chaeyoung takes you the best, offers the most bang for your buck, the prettiest moans that you could never get tired of hearing, no matter how long. And the mess that runs everywhere is undeniable proof, the groans that slip out when you plunge yourself to the hilt, those long, stocking-clad legs dangling in the air, heels somehow remaining intact through every brutal slam.
"Harder, boss!" she begs, her cries load enough to be heard through the walls of your office. But you don't' care, and oblige her, slamming your length deep, balls fucking deep and then some.
"If I fuck you any harder, I swear the damn couch will break. These are fucking expensive," you hiss in between heavy grunts, pressing your knees deep into the leather fabric and fucking the pretty girl even deeper.
"M-more than worth the investment," Chaeyoung insists. And even under that heavy layer of makeup and dolled-up features, it's clear, the most sinful expression she has yet, mouth open in bliss and eyes glazed with pleasure. You can't disagree, either.
Her pretty cunt doesn't ever seem to stop getting tighter. Each hard pump only makes her walls constrict the most, gripping at every swollen inch of your shaft, begging it to stay and soak the entirety of it with its slick juices. Chaeyoung is simply begging for your cock to make her cum again and again and again, like every single day.
"Break the couch or break me," Chaeyoung urges, sweat sticking the strands of hair along her forehead as her ass bounces off the expensive leather cushion. "Just as long as you don't stop—god, you're so deep inside me."
You groan in response, only watching the hypnotic sway of her tits spilling out of her red bra, barely hiding anything while her blouse and matching blazer have all been discarded, those lace panties you tore off long forgotten.
"Inside me, boss—shoot that massive load right deep inside," Chaeyoung pleads, the obscene slap of your balls against her ass a loud echo in your office. "Fill me up to the brim, sir—fuck—"
"You think I would do it anywhere else? Such a tight fucking cunt like yours, you really think I wouldn't fucking empty my balls inside a pretty thing like you?" you hiss between her frantic moans. Her entire body trembles from the pleasure, greedily taking every inch until a second climax hits and she nearly crumbles.
Chaeyoung tightens around you again, her soaked, velvety walls grabbing tight and trying to milk your length as deep inside her as possible. You sink in that heat, hips firmly gripped, and letting her cunt hold you in a vice until there's no choice.
"Ah, f-fuck—god, your thick cock…"
That's it. The very end. There's no point in holding back now, and when your balls empty everything, every single thick spurt flooding her to the very limit, that's when you can feel her legs shake the most, watch her eyes rolling back when she comes to another shuddering orgasm.
"God, Chaeyoung, you're fucking—"Before you've even finished pumping away, it's already leaking out, already slipping past where your cock stays buried inside, running down the leather underneath her ass. Your hips keep driving forward until they can't, her pussy completely full, her high lingering while you fuck it all deep into her womb without a single ounce of regret.
"S-so much. Mmm, that feels incredible, sir—nothing like when you cum inside me," Chaeyoung purrs, as a high heel finally breaks free and plops onto the floor. You watch, mesmerized, as your cock slips out from her, a thick, viscous load oozing out immediately with nowhere to go, her pussy overflowing in a matter of seconds.
"Definitely gonna need a new fucking couch again," you sigh, but can't resist staring at the sweat-covered mess that is your best-looking, most dangerous worker, stuffed to the brim.
"Then there's plenty of time to make an even bigger mess—" Chaeyoung starts, once you slide her legs back down and fall back on the cushions. She's too quick to get right between your legs on her own, to shove your cock into her mouth and suck you clean, to taste herself along with you, swirling her tongue all over your still hard cock.
"Jesus," you breathe, just watching her go to town, those plump lips made for this exact purpose, looking irresistible wrapped around you. The wet noises get sloppier by the second, those full cheeks hollowing around you each time her head lifts up, mouth closing tight around the entirety of your still twitching cock.
"Just doing my due diligence, sir," she insists, slurping away and using her tongue to take care of any remains. It only makes you stay hard. "Something you pay me for, you know..."
There's nothing you could disagree with, the slurps louder as you let Chaeyoung swallow everything her little mouth can. The greedy expression and muffled moans while her throat is filled again—until the blaring ring of a phone echoes in the office.
"Christ, I told Jiheon to not let any calls through," you grumble, glaring over at the bright flashing phone on the other end of your desk.
Chaeyoung pops off and strokes your spit-coated shaft a few times, smacking the throbbing head against her tongue, just wanting another inch or two of it past her pouty pink lips. "Just don't answer, then—"
As much as you want that, you must be certain that it's important. Otherwise, Jiheon never would have let it through—even under the instructions that absolutely no phone calls are allowed when you're occupying yourself.
"Ugh. Answer it, will you, please? Might be an emergency."
You regret asking almost immediately.
There's no protest. Only obedience. "Sure thing, boss," Chaeyoung says, your wet cock being the last thing she tastes as she lifts up to answer it, shuffling towards almost completely naked. The mess drips out every step she takes, a mess not even she can control when she reaches for the phone.
"Who is this and why are you interrupting?"
"Chaeyoung, not like that—Jesus, put it on speaker."
"It's Nagyung ," the voice on the other side answers, when Chaeyoung hits the button that makes her voice audible. And then she's right back on your cock, slipping the entire thing past her lips, swallowing right to the hilt until there's a muffled gag against you.
"Yes, Nagyung, sorry—uh, what... is it urgent?" you ask, doing everything possible not to moan in the middle of the call. Your hands reach forward to grab the back of Chaeyoung's head and guide those warm, slippery lips even deep, down as much as possible and making her choke.
Nagyung sounds like she always does, the bright, peppy tone without even knowing you're currently balls deep inside the very reason that nobody dares contact your office.
"Sorry to disturb you, sir. But thought you'd like to know the CEO will be visiting sometime today. Couldn't get a finalized ETA or time from her. But she said she'd swing by."
You pause, the rest of her words drowned out. For the briefest of moments, your mind reels in confusion—and you immediately regret making Chaeyoung answer.
"Sir?" Nagyung continues, seemingly oblivious to the way Chaeyoung continues her expert oral performance, despite your current predicament.
"Y-yeah, I got that, Nagyung," you respond, catching your breath. You push Chaeyoung down harder, until there's nothing left but an even deeper muffled gurgle and that perfect mouth suffocated around the entire thing. "Get the whole office prepared... even make sure Jiwon gets something done."
"Copy, sir," Nagyung replies. "Enjoy the rest of your day!"
With that, the line clicks. The heaviest silence sets in, only interrupted by the obscene, throaty noises made by Chaeyoung while you face the reality ahead.
"Who is she? Must be someone important for the CEO herself to pay a visit."
You know it's only an attempt to sooth your nerves, and perhaps an attempt to pry in the name of gossip for the day. And all you do is scoff, not wanting to admit it aloud.
"Someone I haven't seen in a long time, thankfully. Last time wasn't very pleasant. But it can't possibly be worse this time."
She pops off, licking away the trail of sticky saliva. "Who, boss?"
"Someone responsible for getting me this job. More important than you could imagine."
Chaeyoung makes it apparent she has no intention of being left out, almost threatening to not swallow you back down until you answer.
"Jisun. Roh fucking Jisun," you bite out, the words leaving a bitter taste once they leave your lips, hoping Chaeyoung doesn't recognize it. Or does and just knows to not question any more. "Now I gotta deal with her—the devil incarnate. The fucking worst. Never just business when she visits..."
"She can't be that bad. Especially if she hired you," Chaeyoung adds, when she hollows her cheeks and slurps away without needing a break.
"Trust me. She is."
This only gives a perfect excuse for Chaeyoung to up the ante, letting her throat take it all down a second longer while her nose burrows against your crotch.
"In that case," Chaeyoung says, gasping right after slipping your cock out and bringing both hands to work, one twisting around your cock while the other fondles your balls. "No matter how awful it is, I'll be right here to give the right amount of stress relief afterwards."
You lean back in the sofa, staring up to the ceiling while her pouty lips touch down the base of your cock. Even from that brief interaction alone, Chaeyoung clearly has questions—especially when you already sound annoyed at the mention of the person who hired you for this job in the first place.
"That's assuming I survive it all. Might not be anything left afterwards," you groan, while Chaeyoung presses gentle kisses to your balls.
She giggles, looking up with those curious eyes, lips going further below to lick along your sack. "Have some faith, boss—you can survive anything. And when you get through, maybe reward yourself in pounding my ass..."
"Do you have no shame? God—when this is all over, I might have to do just that," you say, finding it impossible to not laugh a little at the thought.
"Please do," Chaeyoung smiles, squeezing your shaft. "Use me like a stress ball—I'll be here, waiting and ready to get bent over your desk."
There's nothing more you can say or do, but try to ignore the dread creeping its way in at the idea of surviving this encounter in one piece.
"Looks like you're still alive, boss," Chaeyoung quips once you head back to your office after two hours of torment, feeling somewhat hopeful at your arrival. "How'd it go?"
She's there, on your couch, a fresh blouse buttoned halfway up and no bra whatsoever underneath, stockings gone from those amazing legs.
The look is downright criminal—irresistible, seduction at every angle.
"Not… bad," you admit, jaw still feeling tight, exhaustion clearly visible. "She had a lot of good things to say, surprisingly enough. Well—besides the whole situation with Jiwon, but that's—a whole other topic. We'll worry about her later."
"Huh," Chaeyoung says, equally as surprised. Her shapely legs leave the couch, moving to grab a bottle of wine from the corner table and fill two glasses. One is pressed into your hand when Chaeyoung clings hers against your own in a little toast.
"We're still both on the clock, Chaeyoung—who drinks in the afternoon?"
"We do. Besides, you fuck me on the clock and I don't hear any complaints, boss," she argues, then quickly downs half the glass in a single sip.
"Guess I can't argue with that logic."
She can't either—and shamelessly spreads her bare legs out on the leather once she sits back down, just enough to see where a pair of panties should be. "Here or the desk? I don't know if there's a preference on which—"
"For what?"
"I believe I was promised to be your stress relief earlier."
Right. It comes rushing back—her suggestion, the reason she's still here in the first place. The clothes she's barely dressed in. "I mean if you're offering, I won't say no."
Chaeyoung finishes her glass with a self-satisfied smile. "Take the edge off, if I can. You've earned it."
You look at the clock on your wall, then look at your desk—one piled with paperwork, and more importantly, a whole mess to sort through and hopefully understand. Chaeyoung is the easier of the options.
"Am I allowed to say how hot you look sitting there?"
She laughs and spreads those smooth legs out further, giving a tempting peek of every flawless curve leading to her lovely cunt. "Well, the outfit's not meant to be professional. It's meant to get you hard and ready. It's for easy access."
"You're too good," you tell her. Chaeyoung gives a sly little look and grins.
"Just doing my job, sir."
The trip from the couch to the desk is only seconds, enough for Chaeyoung to push all of your paperwork over to the corner of the desk, enough for her to put both hands on the edge and offer her fantastic ass out like a present.
"Jesus, you look fucking amazing."
And it's true—no doubt about it, especially as she shows herself off by raising that short, pencil skirt high to tease. Her shapely ass is free and exposed to the air of the office, begging for you to fuck.
"Glad to see you think so," Chaeyoung giggles, hearing your belt drop the moment your pants fall and your hard cock springs free.
Your fingers slide along her bare legs, appreciating the smoothness of her thighs, and then her hips—those delicious wide hips that hold your attention so well. It's a crime, having her in the office half the time covering herself up, and having these to yourself whenever you're lucky to.
"Well, are you going to fuck me or just admire the view? Sir," she asks, over her shoulder, lust in her eyes and the skirt riding high, showing everything.
"Impatient? Why the hell not both?"
"I waited in your office for two hours without panties or a bra touching myself thinking about you," she says, pushing her ass a bit higher for you to get the picture. "God, you've got to fuck me..."
"This is why you're my favorite," you tell her, you tell her, slapping that gorgeous ass, squeezing the flesh as you lean in.
"Am I? How many times have you said that to Jiheon? To Nagyung? To Jiwon—"
"Dear god, Chae, I would never say that to fucking Jiwon."
Chaeyoung finally grins at that, when you admire her shapely curves from this angle, how you love nothing more than admiring her round, bouncy ass. "But do me a favor—"
"Anything, boss."
You slip a lubed finger inside her tight asshole, swirling around and pressing a bit deeper. Enough to open up for what will come, and when the second finger pushes inside, you get an even better idea of how it's going to feel when it's your hard, swollen cock that spreads it instead.
"Please never start wearing underwear. And keep wearing these tiny, tight skirts—"
"Y-yes, sir. No panties, only tiny, slutty little skirts. I can live with those requirements," Chaeyoung groans, relaxing herself.
Once you've gotten two digits inside, thrusting to the knuckle, you're certain enough, slipping out and spreading those delicious ass cheeks. And your tip presses to it immediately, letting her know exactly what is in store for that tight little hole.
The wait, before you thrust, seems excruciatingly long—until there's the feeling, how every inch sinks deep, one plunge straight to the hilt. Immediately, the tightness surrounds you, clutching around your length. She gasps out, so very needy, a vulgar noise that reverberates through your office as she grips the desk edge in sheer desperation.
You don't even let her adjust. Once you're fully lodged, you get straight to work, grabbing her hips and driving forward. There's not a trace of concern—you pound her. Your balls smack her needy pussy while you relentlessly drill her tight ass, no mercy, not an ounce, watching how her asshole swallows up every inch.
"That feels too fucking good, boss, please—fuck my tight ass," Chaeyoung says, feeling every thick inch deep inside, groaning louder at every stretch as it leaves her hole stuffed with your cock.
"Perfect fucking fit—tightest, best ass in the entire company," you growl, overwhelmed at the hot sensations, Chaeyoung just as much at being bent over and fucked like this. There's not even a hint of restraint, her tits jostling about each time through her unbuttoned blouse while you slide in balls deep and smack your hips against her body.
"Only the best for you, sir."
Every thrust sounds so wonderfully lewd, hot flesh slapping together. Chaeyoung takes it well, whining and trembling against the wooden surface, papers shifting under her, another pile collapsing and strewn across the desk as she goes weak. You show her you mean it, every word, taking care of your best asset the proper way and getting a handful of hair to yank while you pump, hips drilling forward to pound away even harder.
It's a beautiful fucking sight. One to watch forever. Seeing her asshole clench around your thick shaft, stretched tight while you keep hammering, yanking her head back just hard enough with a handful to get a harsher clench.
"O-oh, shit—please, sir," Chaeyoung moans, barely coherent. "Fuck, god yes! Slam that dick deep into my ass—god, please!"
The entire office can probably hear it, can hear everything, the desperation that echoes through the thick walls of your office, the sound of you repeatedly nailing your favorite co-worker deep in the ass. You don't care. It's better stress relief than you could ever pay for, burying every inch into her until she's crying out for more.
"I'll be here, all week. So you know where to find me, boss—when it gets tough and you just need something to vent your frustrations on," Chaeyoung barely manages. "Even if it's the bathroom, or even that secluded corner on the top floor—let my slutty mouth do the hard work and empty your frustrations on my face..."
Fuck. How can she even think straight, taking it like this, while you continue pounding her needy little hole? It doesn't slow you, your length battering that tight ring and sending a million new sensations through her.
"That filthy fucking mouth," you groan, your cock ramming faster, finding it hard to breathe through the tightness that you never want to stop. "One of the things I love most about you—"
"And one of the things that gets me the biggest bonuses? Or is that because of how many times I can swallow down a load..."
No better response comes than pulling her back and stuffing her tight asshole, holding her by the hips while your cock drives in balls deep, an emphasis, letting the thrusts take her breath away each time. "Those are very, very high up on the list."
"Mm, god," she sobs, squirming against the desk, taking every rough thrust, head spinning and drunk off the pleasure, letting out the most wonderfully depraved noises from the relentless assault on her ass. "Love getting fucked this hard—having my asshole drilled by my boss."
There's nothing but the groans, the tightness around your cock, the view between those plump cheeks of her stretched open, the way she looks bent over your office desk. All the days she works so hard for you, so she deserves to be fucked this hard.
When it's Chaeyoung, the wildfire never fades—in fact, it always manages to grow at her words and the way she begs for you, when your hips piston and those delicious ass cheeks jiggle against your hips.
"Can't believe how good your fucking tight little ass feels... so, goddamn good, Chaeyoung," you say as you fuck your hardest, hammering her tiny asshole. Every thrust is maddening, and she just moans, your entire cock sinking into that perfect gaping ass, still having the nerve to beg even harder while her drool spills down her chin.
"Love taking your fat, fucking cock up my tight little asshole—I love when you destroy me , sir," Chaeyoung groans, louder and louder with each hard thrust, that glorious tight ass taking every inch of your shaft, spread to its limit.
It's never as satisfying as it is this way. Feeling that beautiful round ass against your hips, so perfect and made for taking, listening to every desperate breath while she takes your cock as hard as she can handle.
"Fuck, Chaeyoung—I'm gonna fill this fucking perfect ass," you groan, so eager to spill deep and let the load empty into the tightest part of her body.
"G-give it to me, sir, go ahead, please, fill me with cum—" Chaeyoung barely gasps out. It's never been hard to do just that, every urge compelling you to keep pounding away at her, the loud slaps echoing and the sweat glistening off her smooth skin.
The harder you fuck her tight ass, the faster that tightness builds up inside your balls, that unquenchable desire to coat her insides and let your cum fill her. Every hard slam sends her trembling your desk as your rock hard shaft impales her greedy little hole.
You can't stand the tightness squeezing down around you, as good as it feels to bury deep, listening to her gasping and moaning so wantonly, unable to take it any longer.
"Chae—"
You cum fucking hard—every thick stream unleashes a ferocious torrent, each shot fired off just as powerful and thorough as the last, flooding Chaeyoung with no restraint whatsoever. Her tight ring clenches, desperate for every drop, every pearly-white spurt that fills her insides. And it's never enough—you know that, holding on as tight as you can, filling every inch that her hungry ass will take.
"That should take the edge off. Even a little, right?"
As best she can, Chaeyoung laughs breathlessly, still pinned under your firm grip while you ride it out, staring down and watching how that ruined little hole still tightens around you, trying its absolute hardest to milk everything from those heavy balls.
Her orgasm follows suit, fingers between her trembling thighs. It's inevitable—fucking her while she shakes and whimpers, then she's cumming all over her hand, your desk while you finish emptying each thick spurt inside her.
And when her moans quiet down, the only thing left is a tired smile and heavy breaths as you stay buried a moment longer before pulling out, leaving her stretched asshole leaking.
Then Chaeyoung just collapses onto the desk, legs giving out. The stream of white that pours out of her ass and drips down her thighs is truly satisfying, and you savor every little second, watching it spill out from that puckered opening. No matter how often you've watched the act, it feels as good as the first time, getting to unload in her tight, warm, little hole.
"God—you're the best fucking relief I could ever ask for," you admit, smiling a bit.
Chaeyoung turns, legs like jelly but still the same grin that shines, dropping to the floor and cleaning your shaft. "Was hoping to make your day less stressful. Mission accomplished?"
"One hundred percent," you rasp out, letting the sensitivity kick in once she takes it past those pretty lips to swallow you down.
"Best ass in the entire company knows how to get you off, what can I say. I'll be expecting a generous evaluation at the end of the year..." She stands enough to stroke a hand up and down your shaft, lips against yours, not stopping to pump for anything.
"What do you expect me to say? 'Her ass is truly amazing, a spectacular fuck'. Anal has never disappointed, five star rating," you laugh.
"Exactly, boss. Just put it in those exact words and sign at the bottom." And now you're both headed over to the couch, well worn, collapsing on it without a care, her weight on yours.
"I'm sure HR would be ecstatic to read that..." you say, laughing harder.
"Never a bad thing, no? Who doesn't want to know who gives great head and not a completely awful fuck? Or has the nicest ass..."
You roll your eyes, stretching your arm out behind Chaeyoung while she leans into your side. "Should have never told you all that. Now it's going to come back and bite me, just know it."
She stretches her legs out on the couch and leans in, resting her head onto your shoulder. "Nonsense. I am here to help relieve the stress, and anything else you need."
There's a knock, interrupting her train of thought, and without needing to speak a word, Chaeyoung pops up from the leather couch, sauntering towards the door with nothing but an open blouse and short black skirt barely clinging to her hips.
And then your attention turns, straight ahead at Nagyung standing in the entrance, more nervous looking than she should. "Pardon me for barging in unannounced, but I'm heading off to buy a few things for the Christmas party. Just wondering if you needed anything, sir."
"That's very thoughtful of you, but I think I'm good—"
"A bottle of rum. Two. The coconut one," Chaeyoung interjects without looking back, making sure her ass is fully visible through the thin fabric of her skirt.
"Got it," Nagyung nods, unable to hide the flustered gaze at what chaos has happened here. "Two bottles of coconut rum."
"You still have the company card, right, Nagyung?" you ask her.
She nods. "Yes, sir. Still have it."
"Then buy yourself something nice as well. Christmas gift. Get whatever you'd like, no limitations."
Her eyes grow wide, even looking at Chaeyoung and the absolute wrecked state she's in, before looking back to you. "Thank you, sir—I'll try not to go too overboard..."
"Don't you worry about that. Now go. Happy shopping, I'll see you at the party."
Nagyung takes the opportunity and scurries away without question.
"You should be more subtle, you know," Chaeyoung laughs, closing the door and giving a cheeky grin.
You stare at her, knowing exactly where her train of thought is going, and silently bring her over the way with a gesture of a finger, demanding, pulling her over to straddle when she's in reach.
"The entire floor just heard me plow your ass and you're worried about me being subtle with Nagyung?"
There's a naughty little giggle from Chaeyoung, one she always does while being in your lap."Subtlety was the whole theme before she got in here, yes.."
"Where? Did we establish that somewhere between me bending you over my desk?"
Chaeyoung can't answer that at all, too tuckered out. "Something like that, sir—"
"Even when I'm not railing your perfect fucking ass, you'll still call me that?" you say with a wide smile.
"Habit," Chaeyoung says simply, falling to your lips. "Even if we're at your house on the weekends, or in a hotel, it doesn't stop. Won't until you fire me."
"Never getting rid of you, that's for certain."
After the party dies down, the office is practically deserted. Glass bottles line the conference table, most of them empty by now, along with red plastic cups and other discarded plastic that litters around the place. No more loud music, no more people cramped inside, no more food left outside of a half-eaten plate of crackers nobody will finish. Red and green balloons sag to the floor in defeat, almost like how you feel with the exhausting week finally ending.
All that remains now is you and a few scattered workers still loitering around the floor, cleaning up and ready to head out for the night. At least that's the plan. Until you look outside at Jiheon staring out the big glass windows, pensively looking towards the city.
"Think we might be stuck here a while," Jiheon says, staring in disbelief. The storm outside continues to pick up. What started as a simple snowfall is now a proper blizzard in the past couple hours, white beyond belief, with more on the way. "Trains have stopped and no buses are running,"
"What, so are we supposed to fucking walk home?" Jiwon groans in her chair, drunker than everyone and trying her best not to fall over.
"I mean, you can if you want. Good luck not freezing to death," you say, already annoyed at her complaints.
"Please don't," Jiheon says, with genuine concern. "Everyone, just stay put for now. I'm sure the storm will clear within the next few hours."
"Fuck you," Jiwon grumbles, tossing her empty cup at Jiheon, but misses. "Damn storm. Fucking work ruining everything, I swear—"
Somehow, Jiheon still manages to offer a tiny smile and turn back towards the window. "Might be dangerous to be out there, but still looks a little beautiful, doesn't it, boss?"
The two of you walk side by side, heading towards your office, the large glass windows providing the full view. "Suppose it does. Think you're just as beautiful, Jiheon."
She looks back at you, a slight blush creeping across her cheeks and all the way to her ears. "Aren't you just a flirt when you've had a few?"
"I'll compliment you with or without alcohol," you shrug, not denying the effects. Jiheon smiles wider when you lead her in, locking the door behind and heading over to your own spacious desk, ignoring it to peek out the window.
The snowfall outside isn't terrible from your angle, but Jiheon still shivers slightly from the draft coming in. She grabs a bottle off your desk, the only thing in plain view—a glass bottle of coconut rum, filling two glasses as she joins you by the window and hands one off.
"Thought you didn't drink?"
"Won't drive home now, so why not?" she asks and sips. "Besides, it's Christmas. And the last time I'll see you for a couple weeks."
"At work, at least. Not like I'll disappear completely," you say and toss back the glass, knocking it down in seconds. "You're more than welcome to join me at my place after all of this..."
Jiheon lets out a gentle little laugh. She stares and watches a few flakes drift and dance towards the glass. "Now that—would be unprofessional, don't you think?"
"There's nothing unprofessional about two colleague spending time with each other off work hours."
It makes her blush even a deeper red. "And would I be naked, if I came over? Spend the whole night in the sheets—"
"Probably," you say, walking behind Jiheon and admiring the curves through her dress. Your breath tickles the back of her neck. "And wouldn't complain about that, either."
"That sounds pretty unprofessional, sir. I think I'll have to pass on your gracious offer." She giggles and squirms under your grasp, until you squeeze her hips to spin her around to face you.
"What happens outside the office won't matter when it's just you and I," you mutter, taking in every delicious inch of her. "What, are you only allowed to show me that gorgeous body when we're alone in my office?"
There's a moment of hesitation. Jiheon glances at the big office window, eyes focused outside as she mulls over the words. But when she takes her drink and finishes it, the red flush on her cheeks tells a different story. "Have to keep at least a little barrier between work and play. Can't let you think I'm an easy fuck."
"A little late for that, isn't it?"
And her lips curl in a very devilish smirk. She inches you towards the glass windows, making you follow every step. "Very. But I'd still like to pretend."
"Fair enough."
"All I ask for," she hums and gazes at the sight outside. It really is quite magnificent. While the blizzard rages outside, covering the world in the deep blanket of snow, the room feels small and isolated, like there's no one else except you in the entire building. Which isn't too far off the truth.
"Cold, sir?" Jiheon asks, feeling the breeze coming off the window. "If so—you think maybe I should come sit on your lap and keep you warm?" Jiheon blurts out before her nerves get the best of her again, but does her best to save her blushing, meek expression with a small smile.
"No," you assure, looking out the window again. "But I'll pretend I am for your sake."
Her smile grows even wider, something else shifting behind her eyes—proud of how her plans worked, the result she's wanted all along.
"G-good, sir. Wouldn't want you to catch a cold or anything."
"No, wouldn't want that now." Jiheon waits for you to sink into your comfy office chair, watching as you get comfortable, eager to climb into your lap once her high heels kick off. Her thighs are shapely—deliciously smooth and inviting, something you always keep your eyes fixed on whenever she moves past, whether or not she knows it.
A quick reach behind her back makes the zipper of her dress go all the way down in a flash. The fabric pools around her ankles and you nearly lose your mind as you stare, and she makes herself comfortable in your lap, straddled over you.
"If you're also cold, I don't think this is helping," you tease, putting your hands on her hips and drinking in that wonderful sight, the way the lace hugs against her breasts, tempting and emphasizing those gorgeous curves. It's easy enough to get lost in already.
"Not cold," Jiheon says innocently. "Not at all. Dress was uncomfortable, so I figured you'd like me in just this better."
She's right, of course, as you rest your hands on her back, stroking the smooth, silky skin, gliding along her figure. You trace all the way down her spine, watching the way she sighs so pleased. "Like you better without it though."
"Thought you might say that, sir. And maybe I can make it feel a little warmer in here—"
Her smile turns a little wry. Jiheon slides off the straps and undoes the hook of her bra, slowly pulling them forward and freeing her breasts, leaving her in nothing but lace panties and that smile.
You bite down a little groan, staring at her naked chest, at those bountiful, pale tits. Her chest heaves, knowing you're mesmerized, unable to peel yourself from them, how your eyes refuse to stray, or the obvious tent in your pants.
"Yeah, feels pretty warm in here," you say, eyes wide at those incredible tits and their stiff peaks. "Not quite there yet though…"
Jiheon breaks away, ready and willing to fix the problem, just long enough to tug her panties down in a hurried move. Baring her naked, glistening cunt for you before returning, the eagerness remains unmatched.
"Is that better, sir? Or do you have some suggestions?" Jiheon says, tepidly grinding along your body length as she reaches a hand between the two of you, starting to slowly undo your belt.
Her fingers take their time, methodical, undoing the leather and pulling the thick length free from your slacks. And already, your cock throbs to full hardness once it meets her fingers, almost impossibly so with the anticipation building.
"I think you know exactly what I'd suggest," you tell her, groaning at that tight grip pump, while she carefully guides you to where she's most warm, between her dripping pink pussy lips.
Slow and steady, she sinks down, letting a moan out as inch after inch opens her up, spreading the walls of her tight pussy while it strains to fit the thickness.
"God, it always feels huge—it's amazing," Jiheon sighs as she lifts up, tries to fit more of you inside. There's the warmest of welcomes when she feels the last few inches fill her, sinking to the hilt and giving her that satisfying full feeling that's beyond comprehensible.
Your hands reach around to those perfectly shaped hips, trying to help her in any way. "Ease into it, Jiheon. Like I've told you before—"
"Every damn chance you get," Jiheon moans as she raises up again, thighs trembling a little, before finding the momentum and sinking down.
Despite that, the rides you like an expert—just as slow, deliberate, those hips gyrating and picking up a rhythm that makes her gasp, gradually warming your lap and keeping you impossibly stiff inside her, tits bouncing in your face.
"I'll never get tired of those fucking tits," you groan, watching them slowly jostle and bounce each time Jiheon sinks on top of your girth. You capture a nipple into your mouth, sucking at the hard pink nub, earning another moan out of her when your tongue works in teasing circles. "Best pair I've ever seen."
"You're just, ahh—being nice," Jiheon barely gets out between gasps. "Because I'm riding you, right?"
"No, really. I'm not gonna lie to you just because my cock is deep in that amazing fucking pussy," you say and pull your mouth back a moment, looking at the saliva smeared as you switch over, teasing and sucking with a new fervor. "Though, they look even better when they're bouncing like that..."
Jiheon holds fast to your shoulders while her hips rock a little faster, driving hard as you thumb at her hard nipples. The clenching around your shaft is fantastic, making it that much harder not to fuck back up. "So you only like them when they're out and bouncing, do you, sir?"
She can't help the adorable giggles as usual.
"Fucking love them all the time. At the office, in those tight shirts when I'm imagining you bent over the copy machine. When you get under my desk during those boring business calls—and you're trying to keep quiet while re slurping down the taste of cock."
It's a lewd, lurid smile, one that looks like Jiheon's mind has gone blank from pleasure. "When you say it out loud like that, it makes me sound like a slut... oh... but god, it just feels good—that thick cock opening me so wide—"
"Far from it," you reassure, looking over every last detail of her body. "Fuck, can't resist looking at your tits while you're on my lap like this, or staring at your ass when you wear those tiny little skirts."
It draws another smile and a seductive glance down at you. "Trying to tell me I'm pretty or something, boss?" Jiheon asks, suddenly shy again.
"Isn't it obvious?" you say, mouth back on her tits, enjoying every second Jiheon bounces a bit faster.
"Can't be—never sure when you're being sincere with me or not. You love teasing me too much," Jiheon sighs, sinking onto your heavy cock, thighs spread and hips rocking while the pleasure overtakes.
"Me? Teasing? I just love seeing you worked up," you groan back, teeth grazing a hard nipple. "Always love how eager you are, waiting outside my office whenever there's an errand."
She offers a bashful little smile, not slowing and quickly picking up her speed as she bounces on your lap, the filthy squelch of her tight pussy echoing. "Suppose you could call it eager... maybe I'm just addicted to your cock now, boss?"
Your teeth grab at Jiheon's nipple, making her squeal. You want to pull her apart. "Nothing wrong with that. God, you're fucking soaked..."
"Who's fault is that?" she gasps out, watching you kiss the other breast and slather with saliva. Jiheon sucks in a breath when you bite again. "You're always touching me and calling me back to your office, you're the one—"
"For purely professional matters, I can assure you," you say, and grip Jiheon's thighs, the softness of her skin so intoxicating to feel.
"What's your idea of professional? Mmmph... like how you bend me over and have your way with me?"
"Exactly that," you say, groaning against her neck when you suck on her sensitive flesh. She bounces wildly in your lap, leaving those gorgeous tits jiggling before you. Jiheon is just the right combination of adorable, even when she's losing herself, but also erotic when she gets that lustful stare. "Suppose that means you're my favorite secretary to fuck, huh?"
"Aren't I your only secretary, boss?" Jiheon giggles again, slowly rising and bouncing in a frenzy of slaps while the office reverberates the sound of your bodies colliding.
"Doesn't mean you can't still be my favorite."
"Would be upset if I wasn't."
And she keeps going, faster, harder, rocking her hips down onto your shaft. You keep your lips on her neck, loving the sweet smell that lingers. It feels like nothing else, those velvety wet folds clinging with each bounce and slide of her pussy up and down.
"Never letting anyone else fuck you if I can help it," you grunt, hearing that obscene smack each time she slams back down, working all the way along your length.
"Good," she sighs. "This feels way too good to ever let anyone else in the office try and take me the way you have—" You watch that juicy ass rise, Jiheon growing a little erratic when her thighs burn from bouncing, making her pace a little sloppier as she focuses on her own pleasure.
"Could say the same about you, how no one's taken me the way you do," you murmur. "Started fantasizing how you looked without any clothes since the first week you joined."
"Fuck, did you now?" Jiheon bites at your bottom lip, and pulls your hands from the side of the chair to reach around and grip her ass while her cunt is split wide open. Her folds desperately grip the entire thickness of your cock plunging between them.
"All the goddamn time. Remember the first time I asked for an espresso? Kept imagining you naked in my office, looking the way you do—"
It seems to perk her ears in interest, like its making her bounce in your lap harder and clenching with every sensation."Now that's a little bold of you, isn't it, sir?" Jiheon pants, that climax already approaching in a matter of seconds.
"Just telling the truth. I was having the worst time the day I interviewed you," you groan back, watching the full weight of her beautiful tits jiggling in front of your eyes. "You showed up with that smile, all polite and perfect, and made it impossible not to hire you then and there."
She giggles and groans at the same time. "What, you thought my looks were my qualifications?"
"Perfect tits and a lovely smile were very important."
"Pervert," she giggles again, riding slower, taking her time so she can feel each inch spread her wider than she's ever been opened.
"Guilty as charged."
It's not easy to think, with how wet Jiheon's cunt is around your shaft, hugging impossibly tightly with every drop of her hips. How she can still be so tight, no matter how many times your thick cock impales her—it makes no sense.
"F-fuck—sir I'm gonna cum—gonna cum hard," she cries and falls onto your lips again, tongue invading and demanding you reciprocate.
"Then make a fucking mess on this cock," you say and grab a handful of her plump little ass while Jiheon keeps bouncing with all she can manage.
Clenching tight around your shaft, this time, all on command, Jiheon feels a hard, violent climax quake throughout every part of her being, bouncing her ass in a blur. She holds nothing back. Her toes curl, arms wrap around and clutch tighter, gasping as it hits and tears through her, clinging to you for dear life—
All while your hands have full, unrestrained access to grab at that round ass, helping bounce her on your cock the best you can. With your own hips slamming hard off the chair, pumping right back into the tight cunt you can't get enough of, Jiheon looks the cutest in how unashamed she lets her orgasm flow.
The more Jiheon moves, the tighter her pussy grips you, the closer you get to your own relief, about to burst at a moment's notice.
'"Your t-turn, sir," Jiheon whimpers between kisses, enough to get her breath back. "Want you to fill me the fuck up."
You chuckle a little, not used to her words betraying the innocence she's worked so hard to keep. "Don't have to tell me twice."
Jiheon gets faster again. Not at full speed, not with how the muscles in her legs burn at the exertion. It doesn't make a difference. All you need to do is to bury yourself deep and relish in the clench around your shaft. Your grip tightens into the meat of her ass, feeling your balls tighten up and ready to release.
The urge to fill her becomes overpowering, so strong you can't resist much longer. All her arousal, every sensation of how you slide in deep, every inch coated and slippery and inviting you over the edge.
You don't even hold out when her tight pussy begs for it. No warning, no words when you start to fill her, every pump of your heavy balls unleashing spurts of cum that flood right into that willing, welcoming heat.
Jiheon squeezes and bounces, holding tight, feeling the warm ooze of your hot cum that shoots deep inside her, as much as her pretty cunt can take. She stays impaled on the base of your shaft until you fill her to the brim, so full it leaks out of her tight little entrance, dripping onto your pants and staining the leather in your office chair.
"F-feels incredible," Jiheon babbles, as she empties you into her wetness, cum flooding her tight hole. Her voice is slurred, exhausted—but loving it as she clutches tight and whispers the sweet words in your ear. "Thick, creamy—ah, fuck—"
"Guess you could consider this a holiday bonus," you grin and look at Jiheon, eyes locked together while the full intensity of your load keeps pouring deep between her dripping pink lips.
"An awfully generous bonus," she laughs, pulling you for another hungry, deep kiss that she can't wait to enjoy. Jiheon stays still, enjoying every last inch deep while you empty all you can give.
"Merry Christmas, Jiheon."
"And to you, sir," she says as the flushed pink on her cheeks never fades. Now she doesn't move from your lap, barely has the energy to get up. She knows better—that by the end of the night, it'll happen again.
And again and again and again, long after the storm settles.
You watch Jiheon as she eventually lifts up and slowly separates, shuddering when the cum flows out down her supple, creamy thighs, all sticky and dripping a mess of your pearly seed.
Jiheon drops back, full weight in your lap with that warm cunt swallowing up the thickness again before collapsing on you. Tits pressing into your chest, thighs twitching, body fully drained from riding. "Amazing—best fuck all week, sir."
"Happy to oblige," you say, hands on those perfect hips and not daring to let go, keeping that tight embrace.
"Now, what about that storm? Stuck here til it passes?" Jiheon asks, voice muffled, keeping your cock nice and warm inside her heavenly cunt.
"Might last the entire night at this rate, actually. Maybe until tomorrow," you murmur, bringing your lips back to meet hers. Jiheon is quick to kiss back. It's feverishly hungry, lacking all control or thought. She tastes amazing.
"Pity," Jiheon giggles. "Looks like neither of us are going anywhere, are we, boss?"
"Think you're right. Gonna have to stay the night—the two of us, all alone up here, on this big empty floor. Plenty of space on my couch. As long as you don't mind some of the—stains..."
Jiheon shakes her head at that, the devilish smile and that glint in her eye returning. "Pretty sure some of those stains belong to me—"
And a quick glance across the office floor reminds you that's the truth. Earlier in the day, Jiheon blew you behind the copier, waiting on a stack of reports for the morning business meeting. Somehow, you managed to avoid getting caught, and returned the favor after lunch back on that same couch, fingering her until she came all over the black leather, struggling to muffle her moans while in the midst of office hours.
"If you get hungry, there's leftover cookies in the break room, and some eggnog in the fridge I think."
Jiheon doesn't even seem to consider it. "Don't need food—if I get hungry, I've got my own midnight snack right here, between your legs." Even she can't believe how blunt and confident she sounds, while still breathless, completely naked from head to toe.
"That'll get you on the naughty list," you warn playfully.
"Ah, pretty sure I'm already well into that category, boss. Think they know me by name at this point," Jiheon shoots back.
Your cock throbs underneath her as she shifts her weight, reactivating that intense warmth that's surrounding you. "Always knew you weren't a very good girl."
A laugh from her, looking that perfect mix of playful and beautiful. "Only bad for you. Nobody else has to know."
"Works for me. Feel free to keep being bad tonight."
"Planning on it," Jiheon says as she wraps arms around your neck and gets comfortable in your lap. "Think there's plenty of other places to fill me. You've never fucked me on the conference table have you, sir?"
The look Jiheon gives you is nothing more than pure deviousness. It suits her. "When would I ever have a chance to do that? That room is always locked when it's not in use."
"Then unlock it, boss." Jiheon loses her bashful innocence already at the thought of defiling her place of work, right there in the conference room with nothing to hide or fear. "Think I might enjoy myself a lot in there."
"What, a huge, boring office isn't exciting for you?"
Jiheon only narrows her eyes and pulls you closer, kissing the side of your neck. "I didn't say that. But the thought of getting on that big fancy table is—arousing. Getting fucked on it. Bent over. Legs wrapped around you—until your cum leaks and drips down the same place where all those uptight business people sit for hours..."
Even you can't hide the shivers of anticipation at that. The image is searing hot in your mind. "Feeling extra naughty tonight, aren't you. Jiheon?"
"What can I say, sir?" she giggles against your ear. "Maybe it's the rum in the eggnog speaking—or maybe, I'm a dirty girl that needs her boss to make her behave."
"Guess I'll meet you in the conference room then," you say, grabbing that luscious, round ass again. "Because we've got an all-night meeting to attend..."
"Yes, sir," Jiheon purrs, not minding at all when you knead at her ass—with just the right amount of force that has her sighing.
"But no clothes."
"Sir?" she grins with curiosity, tilting her head to the side.
"Conference room. Completely naked. Consider it a company policy," you tell her.
Jiheon chuckles, and knows better not to object. "Far be it from me to ignore such an important new rule. See you there... sir."