learning to cope with my paws.

if you found this blog, congratulations, you've found my official therian blog that I have to keep secret from my main blog due to social anxiety.

[thelaziestwolf]

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[thelaziestwolf]

oh I long to have a full pack. out of the few friends I do have, just one is a therian but even then I am grateful for having atleast one person to talk to about my therianthropy.

but man, looking at pictures like this truly make me wish I had a full pack.

[thelaziestwolf]

Rrrr... I apologize for how long it's been since I've posted, Life is just so busy at this current moment where it leads to me not being online as much. Regardless, I hope everyone is having a great day or night.

[thelaziestwolf]

I Hope Everyone's doing okay After that wild Snowstorm! thanks to my fur blankets (which act like my coat for me) and layers of hoodies, I was able to stay nice and warm... I hope others were able to do the same!

I actually felt kind of natural in this cold. :D

[thelaziestwolf]

I yearn for the landscape below my paws. I yearn for the legs to race across fields. I yearn to angle my ears back and bare my teeth. I yearn to wag my tail when I am happy. I yearn to whimper when I am sad. I yearn to be myself, completely. I feel it, it's there, I let it out most times but it's just not the same. atleast I can do things in some compacity to feel like myself truly. Howling extra loud tonight for my kind. <3

[thelaziestwolf]

Today is one of the rare moments where I felt closest to my Theriotype. My friends I mentioned earlier, when it was light out, we roamed the forest backwoods behind and beside my Best Friend's home. We Howled together and we even ended up finding a wild stream and several potentially great den sites to make into Dens if we ever needed or wanted to.

I would be nothing but a lone wolf without a Pack without them.

[thelaziestwolf]

Even if not all my other friends are therians, it is so enjoyable to be around them. It feels like a genuine pack dynamic. They even do vocals with me. I really enjoy being around them. ❤

[thelaziestwolf]

Gotta sleep but I just wanna howl.

[thelaziestwolf]

WAITWAITWAITWAITWAIT- dont pass this up yet. SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF SNIFF rrr, hi :) you passed the sniff test you're free to go. anyway, all of that to say, I got two ESSA's (Emotional Support Stuffed Animals) now. woof.

[thelaziestwolf]

Grr.. I was comfortable in my warm den and nest. Now I have to wake up in this stupid body again and deal with the fact the teeth I feel I can bare aren't there like I think they are.

Anyway, other than that, hope other's mornings are going well.. I'm just having a grumpy morning.

[wolfboyfelix]

Me and my boyfriend did a thingy! (His is the emoji one! And I did two lolll. Green is around most people then orange around him! This man has me under his finger i swear)

[wolfboyfelix]

The og blank! :3

[j3st3rpuppy]

This looked fun so I did it :3

[dipshitdogboy]

I DID IT TOO YAY

The wolfdog in me in strong pack

[otterwithatophat]

I ALSO DID IT!!!

Wags my tail

[floffybiwolfboy]

[thelaziestwolf]

Joined because yes, this looks very fun... :3

[thelaziestwolf]

woof, sorry, I'm probably not gonna post alot because my brain tends to forget to do things like that but honestly I just like having a free space to be myself like others and further explore my identity.

with that being said, Howling with the rest of you <3

[thelaziestwolf]

About to get some Sleep in my Den and Nest, Goodnight!