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Don't cling to a mistake just because of the amount of time you've already invested.

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Don't let fear and the judgment of others dictate your life; it's meant to be lived fully and freely.

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I try to embrace my feelings and am very aware of them. My subconscious encourages me to run away at times. There is an internal battle going on. I am slowly evolving and want to grow.

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I made a realization that life is really fragile and that every second of it is a gift. Every waking hour is an opportunity to recharge and to start all over again. And because of it, I made a pact to myself. That every single day, I have to brighten the mood of at least one person, one genuine smile coming from random people will already make a difference after all.

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Always saying “no” to others throughout life, but then telling someone it would be a “yes” seems like reassurance. Only them standing on the podium. No one else

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In today's world, many women don't remember to be soft because life has taught them to be strong and self-sufficient.

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Learning how to value my worth and settle for anything less than I deserve, has been a long challenge. I'm getting there.

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Love with honesty.

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Call it standard.

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Growing Together

It’s a simple idea: be the woman understanding enough to show your man what that emotional intimacy looks like physically and be a man who does not feel like his self-worth is less because he is being taught to understand. 

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Tee’s mom: Can you promise you will not seeing Tee again for me? I need to choose the best way of life for my son. Do you understand me?

Mork: No, I dont. Tee is no longer a kid. He knows what’s best for him and can choose what ever he wants to do. And he choose me.

Tee’s mom: I think you know what’s right for him? A good man should be with a good woman. You know what… most parents do know their kids very well 

Mork: But still try to change them.

Tee’s mom: It’s not an attempt to change anything. Man coupled with woman. A lot will be going on in the future. Tee will go to university, get married and have kids. How about you? What do you have to offer?

Mork: My love. 

Tee’s mom: Your unreal love?

Mork: What’s unreal?

Tee’s mom: Have you though about your future? Can you even see your future? Love is not just about two people. Even if one person disagree with your love, I consider it a bad one.

Actually I was speechless when I saw this scene. well both of them were right. Mork’s used emotional opinion but Tee’s mom used rational opinion. So what do you think guys? For me, Tee’s mom is absolutely right and my heart is hurt to admit that. I am a thoughtful man, so I can’t simply admit whatever I like or love. I can’t easily don’t care about what people will say about me. Living in Thailand or Holland is the best place for people like me but sadly I’m living in a complicated and ruled country so everything must follow what is right and leave what is wrong. I can’t freely show my desire of love when I like someone whom is not a woman. 

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Mork’s dad: Do you love him? How much do you love him (Tee)?

Mork: Very much.

Mork’s dad: Have you thought about this through?

Mork: Yes, I have.

Mork’s dad: Think about it over and hard.

Mork: Are you embarrassed by it?

Mork’s dad: Yes, I am. Even more after what you did (a kiss scene in ice park which is reported on a news)

Mork: Why did just speak it out now? I thought you were ok with it.

Mork’s dad: Do I need to say it to you? Isn’t it you who have to know the right thing to do? Let me get this straight. Does it really exist? The love between people like you, does it?

Mork: If it doesn’t, then what is this (his feeling toward Tee)?

Mork’s dad: What do you mean?

Mork: The thing… that is always in my mind. I do love him.

Mork’s dad: It doesn’t matter how many times you force to rethink about it.

Mork: I really love him. And I think of him just like you think of mom. I want to share every minute with him, I want to eat with him. Especially when he is in trouble, the more I want to be next to him.

Mork’s dad: Are you sure you have thought about this through?

Mork: Yes. It doesn’t matter if I take one minute, one day or one year or my entire life to think about it. The answer will still the same.

Mork’s dad: What’s the answer?

Mork: I love him so much.

Mork’s dad: If you really choose this path, you might be unhappy for along time, you will cry a lot from now on. Are you sure you can handle it? No difference for your boyfriend. He will cry a lot too. Can you stand seeing him cry? If you don’t, let him go… You are dragging him down with you. are you being selfish?

Mork: Even if I let him go, He would still cry anyway. At least we will cry together. I will be there comforting him.

Mork’s dad: You may not be able to do that forever. Believe me. It’s time. I’m your dad, I will always be on your side no matter what.  

Does it really exist? The love between people like me. I’m myself never feel the real of it. I had a boyfriend once but it was a long distance relationship and we never met. As long as we talked and texted to each other, did phone and video call, I did care about him and I did miss him but later as long as this rational thinking always on my mind the feeling slowly faded, we talked and we broke up. The rational thinking same as Mork’s dad that I dragging him in to this path, feeling afraid of our future, society and family. Well he is right, totally, I can’t do this in my country, tradition, culture and religion. As a result I made a choice to be alone, hopefully I can be strong enough to do this as long as I need to.

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Drake Sattabut Laedeke

Name: Drake Sattabut Laedeke

Native name: สัตบุตร แลดิกี

Also Known as: Drake;ดุ๊กดิ๊ก

Nationality: Thai

Gender: Male

Born: October 1, 2000

Age: 18

"When I decided to be an actor my goal was to be like Jackie Chan. A comedian action star. While I still want to play those types of roles I have found that I love acting and want to try many different roles like Johnny Depp has done. Being an actor is not my only dream though. It is more of a means to help others achieve their dreams as well.!"

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It's so incredibly sad and awful how certain individuals can completely destroy someones entire life and leave them totally alone. Even their own family members. It's really hard to recuperate and start over after being so destroyed by people you thought loved & cared for you.

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When someone would rather be alone then maybe get closer to you. You scare them because they don’t know how to take your love because they have always been treated like shit.