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𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠.

I do not promote ED in any way, this is just my way of coping.

Please i beg of you leave if you

- have had an ED

- “ want “ and ED

- do not want to relapse

i promise you this is not the way to live life to the fullest. this is just my personal way of coping. please do not report me, just block me to avoid seeing my content.

weighed myself and i’m 5’2 and 106 lbs, i am utterly disgusting, any who haven’t eaten in 2 days and i feel amazing.

i’ve been eating 1000+ cals for the past few days so it’s time to purge then fast for three days,,,, i hate myself lols

today’s cal intake: 437 cals after fasting for 48 hours

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Safe Ordering: Starbucks ☕️

Food

seasonal fruit cup (80 cal)

petite vanilla bean scone (140 cal)

perfect oatmeal (140 cal)

egg white & red pepper egg bites (170 cal)

gluten free chocolate cookie (170 cal)

birthday cake pop (180 cal)

egg white, spinach & feta wrap (290 cal)

Drinks

blonde roast (5 cal)

americano (15 cal)

cafe misto short w coconut milk (40 cal)

flat white short w coconut milk (60 cal)

iced skinny cinnamon dolce latte tall w nonfat milk (60 cal)

skinny mocha short (80 cal)

iced coffee short w coconut milk (80 cal)

Non-Coffee

london fog tea latte short w nonfat milk (80 cal)

green tea latte short w nonfat milk (80 cal)

iced mango black tea lemonade tall (90 cal)

chai tea latte short w nonfat milk (100 cal)

hot chocolate kids w nonfat milk (140 cal)

Add lemonade (30 cal)

iced peach green tea tall (60 cal)

iced black tea lemonade tall (60 cal)

iced green tea lemonade tall (60 cal)

cool lime refresher tall (60 cal)

Frappuccino Light Blended Coffee

**No whipped cream**

espresso tall (80 cal)

caramel tall (100 cal)

mocha light tall (140 cal)

vanilla tall (140 cal)

Regular Frappuccino

strawberries ‘n cream tall w nonfat milk, no whip (180 cal)

today’s calorie intake:

440,, i feel like i ate too much :| i feel disgusting when i’m full

i forgot to log yesterday’s cals oops :

255 cals

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This is the no binging ghost👻

Reblog and like this and it will bless you with self control to achieve your ultimate goal weight.

Today’s log:

549

was a shitty day.

thinxbae

🐁Mouse workout

(it’s called mouse workout because it’s quiet)

100 leg lifts (each leg)

75 squats

50 sit-ups

50 second plank

50 second wall sit

⚡️ Burns around 293 cals ⚡️

TW!!!!!!

ED

After fasting for 45 hours my mom made me eat a taco, originally 3 but i managed to get her to eat 2 and i only got to eat 1. Also we went grocery shopping today and she put in COOKIE DOUGH. That is my #1 fear food,, COOKIEEE DOUGHHHH , 170 calories PER COOKIE , A COOKIE SMALLER THAN MY HANDDDD. Anyways i’m thinking about those cookies every second and honestly i know that one day i’m going to give in, binge, and cry about it after. So i’m just waiting for the day i lose control and hate myself for it. Anyways today’s log

1 taco- 350cal, yuck i know

2 cherries- 10cal

360Cal overall

#eating disoder mention #cw disordered eating #ftm ana #low cal ana #tw ed talk #tw ed mention