Stay Calm

a little bit of crazy is okay, my charm makes up for it.

[thismakeup]

[thelongwvlk]

I'll just go fuck myself

[my-aesthetics-world]

❤❤

[thismakeup]

[thelongwvlk]

Goals

1. Try to find something positive out of every day 2. To not dye my hair and let it grow and be healthy until the wedding I’m in in July of this year 3. Join snap and start out by working out at least 3 times a week. 4. Cut my cheat weekends down to a single cheat day, even if we go out 5. Better my relationship with my cat so she stops peeing on my stuff 6. When I get overwhelmed by the state of our apartment to focus on one thing that I can clean and resolve 7. Show my wonderful fiancé how much he means to me every single day 8. Want less material items. 9. Save at least $50 per pay cheque and do not take it out of my savings account 10. Drink more water 11. Make more of an effort to spend time with my family 12. To not take things so personally and be obsessed with what other people think 13. To not over think every single little detail 14. To not take my anxiety and frustrations out on darren 15. Remember that school takes priority/ not let that get me down

Here’s a start. Seems like a lot but if I can successfully manage one of these goals I’ll be proud of myself.

[thelongwvlk]

Update on this. 7,6, and 10 are going well. However I am sick and PMSing so that has the makings of a bad storm all over it. I'll try my best.

[thelongwvlk]

It can't rain forever

[thenordroom]

Scandinavian apartment

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[thelongwvlk]

Happy fucking Sunday.

People really suck sometimes. The answer you give isn't good enough and they've got it in their mind that there's no other right way or thing to say but their own. Fucking arrogance. But it must just be me. Intentionally being negative. Trying to stress myself out. Oh and looking for attention. Obviously. Looking for attention on a blog with no followers. Looking for attention when I go out with our friends and want to be included in shit. But I guess that's the 13 year old girl in me going through a phase. "Mom just doesn't understand" right.

[thelongwvlk]

Goals

1. Try to find something positive out of every day 2. To not dye my hair and let it grow and be healthy until the wedding I'm in in July of this year 3. Join snap and start out by working out at least 3 times a week. 4. Cut my cheat weekends down to a single cheat day, even if we go out 5. Better my relationship with my cat so she stops peeing on my stuff 6. When I get overwhelmed by the state of our apartment to focus on one thing that I can clean and resolve 7. Show my wonderful fiancé how much he means to me every single day 8. Want less material items. 9. Save at least $50 per pay cheque and do not take it out of my savings account 10. Drink more water 11. Make more of an effort to spend time with my family 12. To not take things so personally and be obsessed with what other people think 13. To not over think every single little detail 14. To not take my anxiety and frustrations out on darren 15. Remember that school takes priority/ not let that get me down Here's a start. Seems like a lot but if I can successfully manage one of these goals I'll be proud of myself.

[thelongwvlk]

Idk if I'm feeling this way from watching this show but I'm getting really tired of feeling like a loser lately

[thelongwvlk]

Social media makes it pretty easy to hate yourself now a days

[thelongwvlk]

I hope I'm happy with my body by the time I try on my first wedding dress

[magadeez-blog]

[kelsisasser]

Treadmill workout!

For people like me who get bored easily on the treadmill!

[thelongwvlk]

Yikes

I'm already sucking at this. It's just been so busy. I'm almost through it, and then after the 24th, I'll be (mostly aside from work and one online class) free!

[thelongwvlk]

Its gonna be a busy couple of weeks. Lets see. 

John Mayer tomorrow night  Final Report for my business comm class due Tuesday  Presentation Friday morning Bridal Show on Friday Night  Presentation the following Wednesday,  First Jays game of the season the following Friday  Easter weekend and two family dinners and Exams starting that Monday

Hopefully all of the fun stuff distracts me from the daunting final weeks of hell *school* until I’m off for the summer. Oh and by off I mean working full time. I’m not bitter though. This summer should be one hell of a time. Got one of my best friends back, and the thought of warm weather soon approaching and spending an amazing 5 months planning my wedding and going on adventures with my amazing fiance and some pals should be more than enough to get me through this. I just hope my crazy along the way doesn’t have lasting effects on those who have to put up with it (Darren, Jezus I love you).

Wish me luck, non existent internet friends. The countdown begins.  

[thelongwvlk]

Back at it again

Let’s see if I can actually commit to voicing my thoughts on the internet, and manage not to offend anyone all at the same time shall we.