I'll wait forever.

I'm Ana Jaud, I'm 19 years. And I have my heart broken by a fallen love.

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I always wait as long as it takes, I'll wait for you again and again, and forever, until you come back, and if you never come back, I'll wait anyway, until the end.

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break love 

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I'm so lonely, sad and devastated, I do not know what to do to stop the pain. I don't know you out of my thoughts, and all these moments, the laughter, the smiles, with you these past days. I just want to be back in your arms, days with you. Time passes and your memory haunts me, damn, it's been too long since I suffer from your absence. I can not make a mark on our history, and it's killing me, it consumes me the interior. I see you with that smile on your face, it reminds me of a time where we were all happy. Please, come back, I'd give you the third and last chance, I'm sure it could work. We would be together again, and all the pain will go away with the bitter taste of failure. If only you came back. You were perfection, the love of my life. I never ever feel what I felt for you. You are and you will only to my heart. I gave everything to you, and that is why today I collapsed. I'm so lonely, so destroyed. I so badly no one can imagine, please ladies, you mustn't  fall in love it hurts too much. : '(

My Jo, my love, my boy, my man.... I miss you so so so so so much :(

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I do not know how to write or how to understand how much it hurts. I have a broken heart, and I am broken inside. This is so stupid, so stupid. But I clung to you, more than every people, yet I was told me "no does not love him." And yet I fell in love for you, more than anyone. Today I need you more than anything. And it hurts me so much, nothing makes sense without you. You came, you have transperse my body and you have all devastated. Damn, I love fucking you too much, and it kills me, shit. I do not know how to survive it. I miss you, and the days go by a gaping hole in my chest and just black. I'm so lonely without you.

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de toute manière plus rien n'a de sens

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Je pardonnerais à personne notre rupture.

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miss you miss you. 

Je ne peux pas te faire de grand roman, t'écrire de belle parole, et t'embrasser. Puisque notre histoire est arrivé à sa fin, pourtant je ne peux accepter cette fin. Chaque jour depuis 3 mois maintenant je me lève et je pleure, je me couche et je crie dans mon oreiller. J'ai terriblement mal. Parce que je t'ai sans doute trop aimé. Mais n'importe qui essaiera de te persuader du contraire, pour ne pas te faire culpabilisé. J'espère pour toi que tu seras heureux à présent. Mais j'aimerais tellement que tu lises ses paroles, j'aimerais tellement te dire à quel point je t'aime et à quel point je crève d'envie de te revoir. Mes yeux sont rouges, et aussi humide qu'un océan. Je suis désolée mais j'y arrive plus. J'arrive plus à être heureuse. Je pensais pas que sa faisait aussi mal une blessure d'amour.

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Et tout çà me hante. 

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Tu me manques

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Lapinou <3

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Personne ne sait à quel point ça me hante, à quel point j'ai mal