Thoughts Of An Unusual Man of Might and Mystery

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Yes

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Dead man feeling deader inside.

It’s not a feeling of evil or intentional malice, but the void is back and part of me wants to fill it with pain. I used to do this so often and would use the power of my mind and, when it came to fairly large men of a certain perceived arrogance, fists. It feels like a flame of darkness, consuming the light and causing me to want to act like the barbarian I would have been had I been born in an era where battle was a matter of day to day living. But I’m not looking to do anything I can’t undo, so I enter isolation.

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Surgery

Tomorrow early. I may be unavailable at all tomorrow. Whomever needs to reach me, please do on my designated page through messaging. Only one person will know how to.

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Trust issues

They happen when you deal with shady types. Seeing as how it is 5 am right now, clearly it's irritating me.

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Yeah

I'm kinda fuckin' metal.

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I have a strong urge to draw my male character from one of my stories but I am not that good of a drawer yet…especially with characters. He has to stay in my mind right now.

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It will be me. 

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Procrastination?

I owe someone very special to me something very special. Yeah, I used the same word twice in that last sentence me, you'll go broke if you try to sue me.

A year ago I found a kindred spirit who didn't see me as a beast or a monster as most have but rather as a man who could go good. It was new for me as being outcast for much of my life had cast me into a hardened, bitter man who would have to resort to brute force as attempts at gentle and kind were misunderstood. But she saw past it all and saw me for what I truly am- me.

So the months passed and we began to mold to each other's quirks and oddities. Saying it was easy would be a fib as we both are stubborn and powerful souls who were not afraid of one another (which seems to be a rare find for both of us as we're two alphas). But with love and at many times interconnectedness guiding us, not even us hurling fire and brimstone would make a dent on us as a unit. Often times as harsh as the arguments were, we learned more about each other and grew.  As we both strive on our endeavors educationally spiritually and otherwise, I know I have spent most of my life alone having to cast my fists into iron to break barriers that would be typically climbed. But I have found a woman who also has a similar path and I admit I like having her on my journey. I also would like to similarly be her rock on hers until our two paths of life hopefully gradually increasingly converge. 

Pie, thank you for being a driving force for me. I know I would have done just fine on my own as it was what I was built for, but having another wolf in my den (so to speak) has given me the drive not just to do well for myself but to do great for myself and for us.

PS: this doesn't count for the thing I owe you.

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The letter R

Orbit Pie wants me to buy a squish. All the time. 

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I just want someone to listen to me when I say there is something wrong with me….this is the most frustrating thing I am going through right now.

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[bunnypets]

Slow Cooker Mac and Cheese

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Premium Bacon Mac and Cheese from Pizza Hut. 

(source: Pop Sugar)

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mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

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To tear out throats

This thought currently pleases me.

[airamtumbles]

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SICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I want this so bad.

[kris]

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"where are you taking my chips"

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That’s cereal.

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Angry

And I don't know why.

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Random

She called me a robot and so I called her a pie.

And if today is as dead as it seems to be, I shall be getting in the one game I never beat a single level in- Turok 2.

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I miss gambling every now and then. This was from a while back. I started on this slot with 3 dollars and now it reads 46. I added to that total quite a bit afterwards.