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[themissavixen]

[themissavixen]

And I will swallow my pride You're the one that I love And I'm saying goodbye

Say something, I'm giving up on you And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you And anywhere, I would've followed you

[themissavixen]

Take so much away from inside you Makes no sense, you know he can't guide you He's your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong

[themissavixen]

I'm sitting in a dark room thinking... Probably why I always end up drinking. Yes, I'm very depressed, How can somebody so blessed wanna slit their wrists? Shit, I'd probably bleed out some Pinot, When they find me, I'm in Valentino, He's pouring me shots, thinking it's lit Ha, little did he know

[themissavixen]

I laid down last night,

tried to take my rest,

My mind got to ramblin', like a wild geese

From the west,

from the west.

The woman I love, woman that I loved,

Woman I loved, took her from my best friend

But he got lucky, stoled her back again

[themissavixen]

I wasn't promised a thing You keep mocking me But you will never again

[themissavixen]

I can't remember, I don't understand Is it malice that makes you this way? Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you I laugh 'cause there's nothing to say You can't begin to consider The palpable hate in the air when you're here None of us wonder what weather you're under You're making it perfectly clear

[themissavixen]

I don't mind being ogled, ridiculed, made to feel minuscule If you consider the source, it's kinda pitiful The only thing you really know about me is- That's all you'll ever know. I know why you blame me.

[themissavixen]

Bring your love, baby, I could bring my shame Bring the drugs, baby, I could bring my pain

[themissavixen]

I thought I found What I always wanted there with me

[themissavixen]

It isn’t a secret this mind's shrouded in history It isn’t a secret this mind spirals in disarray It isn’t a secret this mind shatters in mystery It isn’t a secret I find terror in memory

[themissavixen]

This world was never meant for me / Or I was never meant for it

[themissavixen]

We've all heard them say: "It takes one to know one". Well small lies are big lies and we've all told both.

[themissavixen]

I am just a sensory of what I've said and done. This is what I tell myself to pacify the room. “I suppose living like this is good to you?” I’m taking what you’re giving but the giving takes away. Is that what you came for? I should really go backwards like you do. If I wanted to start over again but I don’t want to be like you, like you do. I don’t want to embrace my ghosts again. So you wanted to live. So you wanted to die. Once, twice, and every desperate time. Is that what you came for? Try not to fall into the dark again. Try.

[themissavixen]

How is it you're feeling so uneasy? How is it that I feel fine? Life reveals what is dealt through seasons, circle comes around each time

[themissavixen]

No regrets. And yet, every regret.

[myhiddenthoughts]

how is it possible for you to act as if I never existed when I still am here unable to forget you