Moon thoughts

Just some thoughts and writing. she/her - 20y/o - @themoonschild22 - infj

[themoonchild22]

Why does it feel like I could win a damn nobel prize and my parents would still be more proud of me if I lost weight.

[themoonchild22]

repost again right about now

[themoonchild22]

I wish my mom would see more than my body when she looks at me.

[themoonchild22]

Notes app lately

[themoonchild22]

2024 in: Setting boundaries.

[themoonchild22]

We want to dress each others wounds and let our own rot. I think that's what will break us.

[themoonchild22]

Healing starts with being honest. I just don't know if I can be.

[themoonchild22]

perpetually dreading

[blankspace17]

The reoccurring theme of being unwanted in your childhood and seeing yourself as some kind of monster and how you feel like you have to move mountains to get people to like you

[themoonchild22]

I lost a lot the past year and I don't think that empty spot in my heart has entirely regrown.

[themoonchild22]

Aren't there certain things that are better left unsaid?

[themoonchild22]

I erased all the flaws you could find within me. Now I am nothing but the outline of a sketch.

[themoonchild22]

What is life for, if not the tug at your heart from nostalgia.

[themoonchild22]

You call me closed off. You think what I'm hiding from you are fields of flowers with a little bit of rain. If I let you see the endless landscape of burned destruction inside of me, I think you would change your mind.

[themoonchild22]

I am constantly enduring.

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[themoonchild22]

At fourteen, instead of having my first kiss, I was severely depressed. Maybe that affected me a little more than I'd like to admit.

[themoonchild22]

It is only now that I realize not getting the help I need, is on no one but me.