Thoughts Of a Motherfather

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[themotherfather]

SIGNS KUNG PAANO MO MALALAMAN NA THIRD PARTY O FLING KA LANG NG TAONG DINE DATE MO

1. Hindi mo maview ang likers at comments ng default pic nya or sa kahit anong post dahil nilagay ka niya sa restricted list nya.

Paano mo malalaman na nasa restricted list ka niya? Pag puro public posts lang ang nakikita mo sakanya.

Ginagawa nila ito para hindi mo madiscover ang kailangan mong madiscover. Ayaw din niya na malaman mo kung sino ang mga friends and family niya na naglalike at comment sa posts niya dahil alam niya na sing galingo ang fbi agent sa pagsstalk.

2. Hindi siya nagsesend sayo ng selfie.

(s a m p l e )

Hindi siya mag iiwan ng kahit anong evidence sa messenger nyo dahil alam niya na ma-screenshot tayong mga babae. Mag send man siya ng selfie sayo, filtered or face Warp yan, kilig kilig ka naman dahil feeling mo pinapatawa ka niya. Kukunin niya ang personal cp number mo, doon kayo nag uusap.

3. Sa gabi lang siya may time sayo o madaling araw.

Parang lamok. Magpaparamdam lang siya sayo pag naihatid na niya ang girlfriend niya o pag tulog na ito.

4. Alanganin araw at oras kayo kung mag date.

Araw ng date nyo: Monday, Tuesday or Wednesday para busy pa sa trabaho ang mga tao. Maliit ang chance na mahuli kayo na nagdedate Hindi pwedeng Friday, Saturday at Sunday, dahil para kay girlfriend yun.

Oras ng date nyo: breakfast, lunch o worst, midnight snack. 🤣 Tinatanong pa ba yun? Para walang huli.

Kung hindi naman alanganin araw at oras ang date nyo, isasakto niya ito sa araw na nagtatravel ang gf niya. For example nasa Cebu ang gf niya, habang masayang nag pipictorial si gf with her friends sa Temple of Lea. Malayang malaya ka niya ide-date kahit san, cinemas, restaurant kahit i-take home ka pa niya. 😉

5. Hindi niya sinasabi sayo ang details ng trabaho niya.

Hindi mo na rin ipipilit na tanungin o alamin dahil papalabasin nya sayo na naiistress siya kapag trabaho niya ang topic niyo at ipaparamdam niya sayo na nawawala ang stress niya pagkausap at magkasama kayo. Kinikilig ka naman, ang ending Wala ka pa rin alam sa nature ng trabaho niya.

6. Ang layo ng dating place nyo.

Mga 10-30 km from his working place yung layo ng lugar kung san kayo nagdedate. Alam mo na, para walang huli.

7. Sobrang linis ng bahay niya.

Naglinis talaga siya ng bahay niya hindi dahil sa alam niya na magvivisit ka. Itatago niya yung mga gamit ng gf niya. Winalis niya yung mga falling hair ng gf niya sa sahig. Itatabi niya yung picture frame nila gf niya.

8. Check mo yung refrigerator.

Icheck mo lang kung may tirang takeout ng starbucks o milktea sa ref, basahin mo yung name ng baso.

9. Check mo yung CR.

Yung #7, yes maglilinis sila ng bahay para magtago ng gamit ng gf nila, pero nakakalimutan nila itago yung kojic soap o cow soap or gluta soap ng gf nila. 🤣

At pag dalawa ang toothbrush niya. Alam mo na kung kanino ang isa.

10. Icheck mo rin ang basurahan.

Makikita mo doon ang winalis na falling hair ng gf niya. Worse, kung makikita mo rin ang used panty liners niya.

IWASAN MO NA ANG TAONG YAN. PLEASE. 😘

Know your worth girl.

#two timer

[aidashakur]

[leonardospoetry]

The heart knows a secret  the mind can’t grasp.  A poem that’ll always  remain unwritten.

[myownwav3]

❤️✨️

[dexr]

never akong naging accustomed sa idea na pabor sakin ang universe. feeling ko laging may kapalit,,,if not equally high, then must be equally worst. kaya hindi ko magawang fully mag commit pag may mga magagandang thingz na nangyayari sakin cos i feel like the universe is jus waiting to sneak up on me and catch me off guard. kagaya ngayon. im really happy and excited that i can finally see into fruition yung mga araw na bugbog ako magtrabaho. that the quality of work i put into my job is being recognized.

pero ewan ko ba kung bakit may ligalig pa rin ako na naffeel. i mean,,,alam ko naman deserve ko to and alam ko namang i put myself to where i am rn pero wala lang sobrang bago for me na maging recepient ng mga good shit (dahil mas kesa menos na aq ang laging tagasalo ng mga consequences ng mga bad decisions na ako rin naman ang may gawa LOL). feeling ko lang ang sketchy.

or siguro ayun nga, mas sanay ako sa hand-me-downs. or second-rate happiness. sa ‘as the other option’. pero never sa ako ang prio. o ako ang best pick. o ako ang main character o ang main choice. ay waow bat biglang ang depressing nito tangina?? hahahahah

[feelingsoftheday]

I’m a very observant person. So if u think I didn’t notice, I did. I just decided to keep quiet.

[feelingsoftheday]

i don’t wanna be with someone who takes my communication as arguing.

[feelingsoftheday]

To avoid disappointment, take people for what they are & not what they could be.

[feelingsoftheday]

she’s in her “you gotta prove everything you say to me” phase of life because she been taken for granted too many times

[feelingsoftheday]

Never speak twice on how you feel about certain shit because they heard you the first time.

[natalienvyadams]

Grabe no, when you experienced a lot of pain and all kinds of shits before, and you worked hard to heal, you worked so hard to get back on track just to function on a daily basis, you’d do anything to protect yourself moving forward. Iingatan mo na ang sarili mo at di ka na papayag sa kahit anong form ng abuso.

Sobrang taas na ng wall ko ngayon. Self-defense mode on. Yung puso ko parang nasa loob ng dalawa kong kamay. Actually my whole body, the entirety of my being, parang sanggol na nakatalukbong. Like sobrang fragile ko na, kaya kailangan mas hard yung outer shell.

Di ko maexplain. I’m still full of bitterness, of questions. Ang dami kong kailangan iprocess.

I still cry. I pass through a familiar place or encounter anything related and I break down into tears.

Everyday I apologize to myself for allowing abuse, for allowing all those things to happen for many many years. I still cry. Yung dati kong self, I still feel her rage sa’kin. I dream of her haunting me down to murder me. Like she’s pinning me down and I’m just crying and telling her I’m sorry. Ramdam ko yung resentment. I stole her youth, her innocence, her glow, her optimism, her hopes and dreams, I killed it all. I’m responsible for all of it. I wasn’t even fighting her, in that dream I just lie there defenselessly and I tell her sorry. Everything she feels is valid.

Kaya alam mo ngayon, gustong gusto ko bumawi at alagaan sarili ko. I’ve read something like, this comeback is personal, it’s an apology to myself.

Also, that’s why I’m not opening my door to anyone muna. I’ll just focus on mending my scars and trying to breathe again, convince myself I’m safe now, and constantly reassure myself that.

My mind — it’s not like how it used to be anymore. It works differently now. And it’s a good thing.

[ex-masbitterpasakape]

Sabi nila panalo ka daw when you do things out of purity and love. Pero bakit di naaappreciate? Pero bakit parang masakit? Siguro kasi we picture the answer in our minds and create expectation out of it, then pag di na meet, we tend to feel disappointed , which is natural naman in human norms. Pero diba? It feel so good when you do things purely without reservations? Kung ma appreciate edi thank you, if not. You don’t have the regrets na “sana pala i did my best or give my all na” always remember the law of energy when we do things for other people. It stated there that, “it can only be transformed or transferred from one form to another.” God will bless you in the most unimaginable ways you imagined.

[expensiveity]

knowing discernment is imperative. people raised on love will do anything for you. people raised on survival will do anything to you. know the difference and be aware of what spirit the people around you are operating from.

[classycookiexo]

[moderndaymystic]

The purest form of love is consideration. When someone thinks about how things would make you feel. Pays attention to detail. Holds you in regard when making decisions that could affect you. In any bond, how much they care about you can be found in how much they consider you

[thetorturedpoet-mik]

Minsan nakakapagod na rin talaga pumatas sa buhay, dahil sa mga taong hindi rin naman pumapatas ng tama. May ibang tama ang intensyon pero mali ang paraan, meron din tama yung paraan pero mali yung intensyon. Kaya kahit anong sipag at tyaga o talino ng tao, kung mali ang pinag lalagyan nawawalan ito ng bisa.

[viinnttaaggee]

“Wanting me” doesn’t flatter me. Value me. Understand me. Appreciate me.

[hlthi]