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Karl and Oscar go on an Adventure {closed}

"WILLE’s main battleship."

Asuka’s lips tugged into a frown, Evangelion Unit-01’s pilot was the last person she wanted to talk about! “Good.” The German ignored the rest of what he was saying, she was growing bored and any talk of the other pilots irritated her. “There are two others. They’re not that important; one’s my support fire and also works for WILLE, the other’s associated with NERV.”

thenagisakaworu

"...I see." It would probably be correct to assume WILLE was an organization of some sort. He ran through all the information he had been given in his head.

A third impact had been caused on the account of the actions of Evangelion Unit-01, which was manufactured with Lilith material as opposed to the other units. Imitation angels have been constructed to throw off some of the population, the reason why remains unknown. AA Wunder is a battleship powered by Unit-01.There are 4 pilots total, including Asuka. Evidently, she is not fond with the remaining three, particularly Unit-01's pilot. Interesting.

"And what exactly is WILLE trying to achieve?"

#sheekynami #i found u miss new booty

donutronpa

athlete's fever | open

donutronpa

"Ah!" Aoi sprung back up almost instantly when the touch of a cold hand hit her back—thankfully, not out of her chair, but the sudden cry did send her into a small coughing fit. Nothing serious of course, but not exactly pleasant, either. "Y-You.. ack, you scared me, jeeze…!" It was her own fault, and she knew that, but she was allowed to be startled, right?

She placed a hand on her chest, and stilled her breathing as quickly she could. Her voice certainly wasn’t as raspy as it had been before, thanks to all that, so she supposed she could count her blessings on that one. (Positive, think of the positives!) And despite the sudden appearance, it was rather sweet of a stranger to come check on her so easily like that. Hadn’t she seen his face before, somewhere? At least indirectly so, it was on the tip of her tongue… ahh well. Probably wasn’t important.

"Y-Yeah, I’m okay… It’s just a head cold. My room doesn’t have any heat, and I’m not really dressed for this place so… ehehehe." The rest went without saying, hopefully. "It was just a matter of time, I guess…"

She paused a moment, and when the haze in her mind had cleared the swimmer waved her hands in front of her in a frantic state. “B-But I’m not contagious though, I promise, you won’t catch anything off of me!”

thenagisakaworu

His hand slipped back to his side as he watched her react. It didn't bother him much. He was aware of his own chilling body temperature. In fact, he was more focused on her coughing fit. It was confirmed to him now. She was sick, mostly likely the result of their current location. Her attire was also not very ideal for their surroundings. "Forgive me, I didn't mean to startle you." He bore a soft smile. "Yes, I've noticed. It really is very unfortunate. You don't deserve such misfortune." Carefully, he shrugged off his jacket, throwing it over her shoulders. His scarf followed shortly after, adjusted snugly around her tan neck. His smile widened.

"That should assist you for the time being. Your lovely skin should always stay temperate." He extended his arm towards her. "Let's go to the infirmary. We'll find some medicine to assist you and get you something to eat."

#donutronpa #omg im sorry if this sucks #im so DISTRACTED

thenagisakaworu

Karl and Oscar go on an Adventure {closed}

sheekynami

"Very. They’ve been attacking the AA Wunder to keep us busy, perhaps to keep us away from the civilian camps? I’m not sure, I can’t remember too much about what happened after, hell, I don’t even know if there are many people left!"

The pilot felt a little uncomfortable having to explain this to an angel, she felt uncomfortable to even be talking to one in a civil manner! “Eva Unit-01 was the only Evangelion to be born from Lilith though. But it’s not likely that it’ll start another Impact. Eva Unit-01 is now the engine to the Wunder, and unless Eva Unit-01’s pilot were to activate it again, which is hardly likely, we should be okay in that field.” Asuka’s sky blue hue narrowed once more before shifting uncomfortably in her seat. “There was nothing special about that idiot. I told you, it was all Evangelion Unit-01 behind Third Impact.”

thenagisakaworu

"AA Wunder?" More foreign concepts to him. Was he really gaining any new information or was he just furthering confusing himself? Nothing really made sense anymore, at least not to him.

Oh, an Eva was the engine of this Wunder? That at least gave him a bit on insight, but just sparingly. "Well, I wouldn't know. I have never met this pilot before. I just assumed. Still, they interest me." He smiled softly. "I'm sure they have their reasons. It's important to think in other's shoes. It's a really refreshing perspective." There he goes, instilling his moral lesson of the day.

"Are there any other pilots I should know about?"

#sheekynami #hERE #sorry its so late

wannabesavior-blog

Christmas Gifts {/closed}

Nate squeezed his eyes shut, not wanting to see Kaworu’s disappointed face when his gift proved not to be good enough. “Breathtaking” was not a word that he was expecting. Glancing over to the perfect painting that he had just received, he remembered through the image of his mother about what she valued as important. It wasn’t about how glorious or expensive something was, it was the effort and love put into it. “It doesn’t matter how much money you spend on the flowers, because they’ll die if you don’t care for and love them. That applies to everything else. Because talent and money don’t mean anything in the end.” It was such a corny quote and he had forgotten all about it. But there was truth in the things that his mother said. “O…Of course Mom said that. I mean… yeah… I’m so sorry.”

Kaworu’s face when he opened his awfully wrapped thing was enough to put a small smile on Nate’s face as well. The effort pays off. For the first time in what seemed like an eternity, the former diver finally felt like that statement was true. The tears clung to the corners of eyes. This was the closest thing to a familial moment that he had gotten in Hope’s Peak Academy. All the warmth of Unova’s holidays when he and his family had gotten together, he felt it again. His walls collapsed and he embraced the self he was before everything started happening; before nightmares and horrible people became the sole aspects of his life.

"It’s not that great and you can’t use it. I… don’t know anything about music so it’s probably really inaccurate. If you don’t like it, you can just throw it out." However, Kaworu simply put it back in the box and stood, his words only made Nate happier. The other students told him that he had to find his own happiness before he could help others with theirs, but his happiness came from seeing others being happy. He wanted to stay enveloped in emotions that he could comprehend and understand. So, for once, he refrained from slapping his boyfriend in the face or shying away from affection that exposed him. Shifting his eyes down, he awkwardly shifted around throughout the kiss, not really knowing how to respond or what to do.

"Thanks… Thanks for not hating it. I was so scared. There’s so much wrong with it. If I had given something similar to Alois, he would’ve just thrown it on the ground and laughed at how pathetic it was." There were people who could make so much better, but he didn’t want to think of that. Instead, he awkwardly reached out and gripped Kaworu’s hand, not sure what to do at this point. Everything that he did seemed so systematic, like it was just expected. But he didn’t know and was scared of messing up and ruining everything. "… I don’t understand why you put up with this. I’m not a good person. Everyone knows so. I just…. I thought I needed to make up for it somehow but I never knew when to give you it. I…. I mean…. I was so scared so I just hid it." Ugh. He was so weak. The tears still ran even when he forced himself to plaster a smile on. "Merry… This holiday." Reaching up to touch the perfect face before him, he lost confidence and stopped halfway through, bringing his hand back to his chest and walking past the other boy to sit on the bed. Happiness was a sluggish feeling. Stress melted off and made him exhausted. As to emulate that, the former diver yawned and fell backwards onto the comforter.

"I just wonder if tomorrow will be alright too. Bad things have always came to ruin anything nice that has ever happened to me. You wonder about happiness but if you get your hopes up only to have them crushed, it’s better to just not feel anything at all, right?"

thenagisakaworu

Kaworu smiled gently in the kiss, wrapping his arms around the other to keep him in place in his nervous state. Carefully, he parted their lips, giving the other a loving gaze as he spoke. "I don't see any flaws in it. It's really an amazing gift. I couldn't be happier.." He leaned down to press another kiss onto his cheek. "When I look upon, I see you and feel all your efforts. I fall in love with the trinket." Of course, if he had gifted the same to Alois he would not hold the same appreciation. Kaworu and Alois were vastly different characters. A naturalistic violin replica was most likely not an object of interest to Nate's ex. He seemed fonder of the more materialistic route. No doubt he was well off before entering the school. "What I don't understand is why you view yourself so poorly. Beforehand you were comparing yourself to the likes of Izaya-san. You two are vastly different. You mean well; you have a kind heart. Your work on this gift is evidence enough that you enjoy pleasing others. That is an honorable trait." As he had replied, the other was already streaming tears down his expressive face. His fingers busied themselves with sweeping the moisture away as he continued. That is, up until the other had decided to break free of his embrace and settle onto the comforter. Kaworu took a step forward, listening attentively to the other as he always did. He took his own seat on the bed for comfort reasons as well as to shorten the distance between him and the other.

"It's impossible not to feel anything, Nate. You need emotions. Truly, Lilins are lucky for them. Most creatures do not posses such complexities." His fingers crawled over to the mesh of brown before them, nesting themselves in the locks. "I believe that the risk is well worth the outcome. Happiness is necessary for functionality, yes? And it is not necessarily that you can not just embrace the emotion for a long moment, it just seems that you surround yourself with others aiming to displease you." He leaned over the other, his locks of silver falling beside his cheeks. "We should do our best to avoid such troublesome students."

#shsl-diver #change d it to reg thread

Cake

☢Cake - What was the sweetest moment you’ve felt this year?

"When I received a most wonderful Christmas gift from Nate. This was my first year celebrating the holiday. In fact, I have never been given a present before. I will treasure the love and effort put into that wonderful trinket always."

Fireworks

☢Fireworks - Did you learn anything this year? If so, what? If not, why not?

"I do my best to ensure that I am filling my days with enriching moments. Knowledge is powerful and enlightening. Plus, I still have much to learn. This year was my first at Hope's Peak and I have encountered many concepts i was previously unfamiliar with. ""I feel as though perhaps the key concept to focus on this year was love. I had taken love granted, bestowing it onto every Lilin before me. Yes, I am deeply fond of Lilins, but love is reserved for my significant other. I have learned this year to savor it, for it is wonderful to love and be loved. Isn't that what we all aim for?"

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☣ AOD MEME SUNDAY! ☣

☢Headcanons - Send a word and the mun will write our a response of how it relates to their character. ☢Truth or Dare - We all know how this one works, don’t just overrun it with dares! There’s a truth part to it y’know! ☢Ask My Character/Mun - Ask the character anything, they are even allowed to break the fourth wall. Even send questions to the mun, this can help to know them better! ☢Drabbles - Give the muse a prompt and they may write a short drabble on it. ☢Party - Was this a good year for you? Why or why not? ☢Fireworks - Did you learn anything this year? If so, what? If not, why not? ☢Champagne - What is one thing you found this year that you enjoy? ☢Cake - What was the sweetest moment you’ve felt this year? ☢Time - What is something you wish you could take back that you did this year? ☢Celebration - What is something that you like to do when you celebrate things? ☢Resolution - What is your New Year’s resolution? ☢New Years - Free Question

Champagne

☢Champagne - What is one thing you found this year that you enjoy?

"My most darling boyfriend."

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☣ AOD MEME SUNDAY! ☣

How would you know!? You aren't even human

His monomessenger screen darkened. It lay nestled in his coat pocket now. He walked silently through the chilling halls of Hope's Peak with no destination in mind.

You aren't even human.

He stumbled along, somehow finding his way to an empty room. It wasn't heated, but he was too reluctant to search for a heated one. Besides, it wasn't like his cold exterior could get any colder. Aren't even human.

He took a step inside, just standing aimlessly. He stared at the dark walls of the room in continued silence. His breathing stopped. Even

His breath returned, although hitched. Odd. He put his hand to his face, holding out his fingers to reveal droplets of moisture.

Human

Yes....Yes he supposed he really wasn't.

#despairing muses

thenagisakaworu

Karl and Oscar go on an Adventure {closed}

sheekynami

Her gaze flickered to meet his deep red before continuing to speak. “Not exactly. NERV have been creating sort of fake angels to throw us off our track, I don’t know what they’re up to but I know it’s nothing good.” She paused, unsure how to word this correctly as she wasn’t entirely sure of everything herself.

"The Evangelion responds to a particular type of child, one who’s ego is yet to develop. The Eva feels the need to protect that child from any kind of harm, and when a certain person is… too afraid to fight, the Eva steps in on their behalf. However once a child learns and decides to fight on their own, something happens. Especially when that child wants to fight for someone else. Evangelion Unit-01 never had to do all that much to keep their pilot safe, but when that pilot’s desires expanded the Evangelion had to do something amazing to meet them, so it did. Evangelion Unit-01 started to trigger Third Impact."

thenagisakaworu

This news was alarming. Why would a Lilin organization be manufacturing their own enemy? It didn't make any sense. "That's...troubling..." It could be a case of a few Lilins trying to play God. If so, he would have to address that situation when they escaped the school.

Her next words were even more troubling. There was entire new impact all together? Triggered by an Evangelion while they were at it. "...Those Evangelions you Lilins pilot are in fact manufactured in the image of Adam. They are angels in a sense." He muttered out, speaking mostly to himself but loud enough for the other to hear. "Triggering an impact is a very serious dilemma. I am wondering just how it was done, and why. Was the pilot of Unit-01 particularly unique?"

#sheekynami #eternal questions

wannabesavior-blog

He had preparing this for several weeks now. It was rigorous work. It took several attempts and even now, he wasn't entirely sure it was accurate enough but he did what he could. With a bright smile, he handed Nate a large, intricate painting of what he fashioned to be his mother. He had taken the boy's numerous descriptions of her all into account, cross referencing her with Nate's own face. He hoped it at least resembled her a bit. "Merry Christmas."

Nate dug through his pile of things in the corner of Kaworu’s dorm, looking for the object that he had made just about a week before they all got whisked away to this wintery wasteland. There wasn’t much to sort through and Nate’s face immediately fell at the state of the small box. He had tried wrapping it, but he didn’t know with what or how. Mom had always done that job and there wasn’t anything super amazing to use. So, he had decided that it would be “cute” or something to use flower petals as wrapping paper stuck on with glue. Most of those had fallen off at this point, the ones that remained were crumpled, dry and hideous; completely void of any beauty at all. On top of that, the box had been crushed, but he was so worried that he wouldn’t be able to re-wrap it that he didn’t check on the state of the contents within it.

In a way, he just didn’t want to know.

When Kaworu approached him with some sort of canvas, he moved the little wrecked creation to behind his back, hoping that Kaworu would never notice and he could just throw his stupid failure away. From the one time that he looked up, Nate could see the expert artistic ability that must have painstakingly perfected before him. He felt awful and not worth anything in that moment. Kaworu didn’t even know what his mother had looked like, but had somehow created her spitting image in art. The amount of actual talent put into something that could be classified as a masterpiece.

He halfheartedly accepted, refusing to look Kaworu in the eye for the entirety of the process while he gently set the painting down to lean against the bed. It forced him to set down his own present and, thrusting it forward, decided that it was too late to hold back.

"It sucks so I’m sorry."

He had spent so long working to craft the contents of that interestingly wrapped box. It contained within it a carefully constructed violin; miniature and made entirely of sticks, putty and rose petals that he had found in the garden. It took about a solid month to complete, but Nate didn’t know the first thing about music. He couldn’t sing or play any instruments and didn’t know how to read music at all. His only model was a violin within the music room and he didn’t understand the significance of anything on it.

His creation was very flawed to begin with. Handing it off was the scariest and most exposing thing he had experienced in a while. He was being entirely truthful in personality and nature to both himself and Kaworu, and that set him up for excruciating pain in the long run.

“Merry… whatever the holiday is.”

thenagisakaworu

It meant enough to Kaworu that boy even fashioned the present for him in the first place. To think that he would be able to take part in a Lilin holiday such as this; it was incredible. He never would have dreamed of it before. The cold monoliths of Seele were the closest he had ever to some of sort of familial bond he could experience the holiday with, but around Christmas they were all devoid of any life. No doubt the Lilins behind those voices were taking part of the holiday. He was always somewhat envious. Angels never had any celebrations. Kaworu had showcased to the other his work, doing his best to sneak a peek at what was behind the divers back. Despite his efforts he couldn't make out what his gift was. It was fine, though. The mystery, the anticipation of it all would make it even more worthwhile. Instead, he focused now on his boyfriend's reaction to his painting. By the looks of it, it seemed Kaworu's work wasn't up to par. His anxious hands and lack of eye contact were portraying this message to the angel. That, or it seemed as if it was...guilt? He wasn't entirely sure and really had no time to question it. Immediately his thoughts were redirected to the box that had been thrusted before him, words of anguish following after them.

His gaze drifted towards the box, his hands steadily settling themselves to its sides as he pulled it back into his own chest. Silence. All Kaworu could do was stare in silence at the creation he held. Before cracking a wide, exuberant smile. There it was, right before him. His very first gift. The first time he had ever received an item designated only for him with the intention of bringing onto the angel happiness. That overwhelming warmth he had experienced within him when he had first kissed Nate was present once more. His fingers ran through the decaying petals, awing at their paradoxical vibrant yet withering state. "It's breathtaking..." He whispered, his wide smile still planted on his face. "Just the packaging is alluring enough. I'm not sure how I'll manage to contain myself with the contents." He breathed. Despite his words, he was overwhelming curious about what lie inside his gift. He slipped a pale hand below the structure, the other pinching the lid and slowly lifting it to reveal what was inside. It was as if a ray of light erupted from within that package. There might as well have been birds fluttering out and signing triumphant melodies. At least, that was what Kaworu was experiencing at the mere sight of the violin replica inside. He couldn't even speak, he was too mystified. Instead, he stepped over to the bed, slipping the box atop it so that he could lift the gift into his hands. He held it tenderly, as if it were a child. It was effervescent, due to the rose petals he presumed. His fingers danced across the course wood in glee. He just couldn't believe it, his ultimate bliss evident upon his face. "...I'm so lucky." He muttered. "It's so beautiful, and it belongs solely to me. To think that I would be worthy of such a creation, I must be dreaming."

He took several more moments to awe at the replica before carefully setting it back inside the box. He took a large step towards Nate, caressing his face in his hands and gazing down at him with a loving expression. "When I imagine the sight of your perfect hands constructing the my piece, I am brought into a state of eternal glee. Thank you for bestowing onto me the purest of happiness."

With that, he leaned in, pressing a loving kiss onto his boyfriend's lips.

#shsl-diver #im ded this is cut e #im bye

What a joyous holiday. One to emphasize cheer, moral values, and human connections. It seemed at this time of year even the worst could catch onto the spirit of it all. Kaworu had intended to gift the student body, but realized there were still so many of his classmates he did not know and he didn't think it fair to exclude out anyone. Though it seemed most were receiving gifts without his influence. Now, he awaited the arrival of his beloved. He had prepared a special gift in particular for him. He hoped he would find it satisfactory.

#despairing muses #most gay

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Christmas Shoes: What's the best present you've ever gotten?

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Happy Holidays from Kaworu mun, in cosplay bleh bleh

#wow look at my expert fotoshop #wow #gallery

Special delivery! A package of sweet, delicious chocolates for a Kaworu Nagisa! Seems like someone wanted you to taste some sugar! Merry Christmas!

"I'm so very flattered! I'm sure these chocolates will be amazing! Certainly not as sweet as the giver of the treats, of course!"

#basically yeah #Merry Christmas Eva style #gallery

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