我們抱緊一點 / 心就貼近一點

━for that is how a dead boy dreams.

[theogony]

any pronouns + certified freak + masterlist + ao3 + donate to Palestinians here

[theogony]

fuck you mean he haunts you after death fuck you mean he haunts you after death fuck you mean he slides a hand up your shirt fuck you mean you clawed your neck sm imagining him choking you that you threw off your brand fuck you mean that for a good while you couldn't imagine speaking to anyone just the version of ivan that lived with you and still haunts and kissed you fuck you mean you drew him and still draw him fuck you mean you even in death can't confront what he means to you fuck you mean you can't remember him past his eyes that they stand out red red red in the darkness of an unfeeling world fuck you mean he haunts you fuck you mean he haunts you

[absha120420]

i hope the cut will always bleed

[9uys]

how cunning you are

[theogony]

something something luka never seeing hyuna as an adult till she's finally dead infront of him. something something luka reverting back to a child crying as he sees hyuna dead. something something hyunwoo's shadow staring infront of him haunting him finally as he gets his karma and is forced to grow up

[theogony]

ok idgaf i stand with my cancelled wife mizi. deserved crashout and also in character because!!!! mizi was never taken with the rebellion like hyuna was!!!! she has no overarching goals about human freedom from segyein all she wanted was to sing with sua and her friends and she couldn't get that!!!!!! ll ofc seeing her die and all her friends die in such a way is going to make her insane and assume humanity is doomed forever and just want to ensure everything and everyone that has liked her in the past meets the same fate as her because she was never meant to be someone who could bring it to them.

[yukicannotdraw-deactivated20260]

Luka's gonna sing until he reaches his sixties

''Luka's back-'' is aching y'all, give him a break, he just got his ass handed to him

[theogony]

what if i came to a singing death match and fell in love with you and let you kill yourself so tenderly for me despite knowing the pain you would cause me all because i loved you so much that i was willing to bear the burden of knowing you did this because you couldn't imagine a world without me in it. what if i came to a singing death match and let you idolise me knowing that i was nothing close to the image you made of myself because i loved you too much to let you see the darkness creeping in. what if i came to a singing death match and pretended to not see you hide yourself from me. what if i came to a singing death match and loved you so much i refused to let myself imagine a world without you in it–without your love and openness. what if i practiced placing myself in the way of the gun. what if i held you close as you bled out. what if i was the observer and the trigger. what if i loved you even though none of us know what love really is. and we were both girls.

[theogony]

yes alnst might be ending and the segyeins may be dying and mizi too but atleast we got confirmation mizisua FUCKED fucked.

[theogony]

the last shot of the clone child of ivan and mizi gazing through the glass at distant saviour rebel till..... almost in an ill-fitting parody of till idolising and yet remaining distant from the only two people he loved......

[theogony]

many thoughts on karma but for now.... the sequence with the jewel hearts.....the way you can see how each one loved. ivan cutting open his heart shoving it down till's throat breaking it mimicing a "full" love of mizisua.... smthing smthing a love yet to develop that couldn't grow. hyuluka heart being burst being overshadowed by hyunwoo next to hyuna's dead body as luka is pale smthing smthing luka never understanding the emotions smthing smthing him subconsciously knowing hyuna was changed ever since the death smthing smthing beating a dead horse till it breaks. and mizi sua..... two halves both broken running blood bleeding but joined together forming an ill parody of a full heart even as it continues bleeding... smthing about them shared suffering and yet never choosing to talk about it ..... oh my god vivimeng i am going to be insane

[theogony]

ok side note i didn't know queue could run out. that's so funny you had 300 posts!!!!

[theogony]

was going to log back in when chap 3 of selkie fic was done but wtv. karma thoughts going insane

[uwibbit]

return to paradise

[doublxpresso]

Devoted to you

[wife]

you should be able to disable the "similar blogs" thing when someone is viewing your blog. i don't want people to see recommendations for other blogs when they view my blog. it's just you and me in here. i should be the only person you follow

[wife]

what, is my blog not enough for you? do i not post enough? my aesthetic isn't good enough? why do you have to look at other blogs while i'm not around instead of staying faithful to me? if you really liked my blog you wouldn't have eyes for anyone else. if you really loved me you'd unfollow everyone else and devote yourself to me. #yandereblog #yanderemutual

[mintifreshtea-deactivated202510]

something I worked on for valentines week 🍓