I am sad 😔
Why does it have to be painful? Why does it have to end this way? I wanted things to be okay. However, it seems that everything is falling apart. All I wanted was to be happy. I think everyone does. But it hurts to realize that I am not really happy. Maybe these are the consequences of the wrong choices that I've made. I can only blame myself for experiencing this awful scenario. I have to start all over again; pick myself up from broken pieces. It is so hard to adjust and move on from the things that I used to do and used to love. I can't help but reminisce all those memories. All I have now are memories. But I have to remind myself from time to time why I made this hard decision to teach myself a lesson. I have to be firm if I really want to change. It's so painful to see someone whose heart is broken because of my decision, a decision that I think would be best for us. I pray that this pain will go away soon. I pray that everything will br okay and that both sides will find true happiness someday. Yes, I am hoping that "someday" will come soon. I am crying because I can't contain the sadness and all the frustrations. I'm just really sad and I just had to burst it out.
