hey. i prefer to go without third person pronouns honestly, but i understand the limits of the english language. refer to me with they/e/he/it, if you must. the best approximation for me would be demigender/genderqueer butch. you can call me theo or switch. ✅️
in theory, i'm a switch; more practically, a gentle dom, or very rarely a sub for the right person/people. demisexual, bi, polyflexible— meaning that i love people and when i engage in polyamory, it's by choice rather than orientation. power bottom, service top type. kind of a gender abolitionist in that i think it should be opt-in rather than opt-out, and i don't believe it tells you anything useful about a person
lurked for a while, had a nsfw blog for a little bit, then got nervous and shy and deleted it. lurked a little more. now i'm here again, this time more clearly stating that i'm not looking for anything. ❌️ this is really just for me and my own purposes, but you're welcome to visit or stick around. if i don't like you or i'm squicked out, no worries, i'll just block and we can both carry on.
my tag system is for me, so it's organised based on what i'm likely to look for/lump together more than any technical definitions
ℹ️ organisational details under the read more
✅️ some stuff you might see:
WHO?
people of various genders, orientations, and roles
pretty much solely reblogs — mostly textposts, probably (i prefer them) but i like gifs too. i'm most picky about videos and audios so those will likely be occasional additions
CNC, hypno, somno. maybe a touch of intox
fauxcest, maybe a bit of ageplay or petplay
possibly some detrans and orientationplay
daddy/mommy kink, power dynamics.
mostly prefer low protocol D/s, some bondage, light on the discipline if any at all. maybe a bit of S&M on occasion. mostly psychological. i am currently exploring my fledgeling sadistic streak, but i'm definitely not a masochist.
there's more but i forget
❌️ stuff i don't like:
on principle:
actual hate/prejudice
genuine noncon (kids, animals, assault, abuse)
just not my thing nine times outta ten:
receiving punishments, negative reinforcement, being treated as inferior
receiving worship or being treated as inherently/constantly superior
plushies in sexual context, dedicated ageplay, baby-talk, some dumbification
hard, strict, and/or high-protocol power dynamics (full-time Dom/sub)
moderate/extreme violence, moderate/extreme body modification, snuff
self-harm, eating disorders, weight gain/loss, feederism, food control
life-altering detrans/orientationplay
... listen there's a lot i don't like but if i don't like it, i won't put it here, and i just generally try not to interact with it, so it's kind of a non-issue
ℹ️ tags so far (with links)
#♡ — my posts/writing, asks i sent, personal posts, etc.
#the ethics are fundamental to the play — info, opinion posts, safety and etiquette, that sort of thing
#lighthearted — for the goofy nsfw shit that just makes me laugh or smile
#gifs — exactly what it says
#photos — photos & digital art that isn't animated.
#fauxcest — falls under cnc but gets its own tag instead. may include: ageplay, daddy/mommy kink, incest roleplay
#hypno — falls under cnc but gets its own tag instead. may include: conditioning, gaslighting, hypnosis, and training
#the dominant streak — posts/concepts i'm into as a dom
#the mean streak — sadism tag. may include: untagged overstimulation, violence, and threats; tagged cnc and fauxcest.
#opera glasses & voyeurism — for things that are hot to me in theory but i don't imagine myself in the scenario. i'm freaking it sensitive style at the bdsm club
#the elusive submissive streak — posts/concepts i'm into as a sub
blorbo tags
#for xie — any pronouns, sub-leaning switch & service top — puppy, mommy
#for seb — he/they, switch vers — fucking freak ♡
#for kit — he/him, submissive — kitten
#for fé — he/him, dominant top — daddy
#for roh — he/him, switch (?) cocky brat
note: since i have used color coding in this post to provide emphasis, green (✅️) and red (❌️) text are marked by corresponding emojis for better red-green colorblind readability. blue (ℹ️) was mostly marked to continue the theme.
love the idea of being fully clothed w a naked sub but i also love the idea of it being reversed. being fully naked with a sub that is begging me to undress him. slowly getting on his lap, my soaking cunt against his jeans, fingers slowly fisting his shirt, ignoring his sharp breath and soft pleads for me to stop torturing him. slowly grinding against his bulge, my clit rubbing against the ridges of his jeans, moaning and telling him how good it feels, how soaked i am, knowing he’s only getting more desperate and needy, squirming and begging me to let him feel my skin on his <3
Dad (who's been teaching his baby boy how to top) shushing and cooing at and wrapping his legs around the waist of his kiddo who keeps whimpering "Dad I'm so close," and "please, Dad, I'm gonna cum" because it's about time it bred its old man
His father, his real father, does this every night. After he spends his hours in the confessional, listening to the sins of strangers, he comes home and makes his son confess too.
“Forgive me father. I’ve thought of leaving again. Imagined a life away from here.”
His father hums, rosary beads wrapped tightly in one hand as he drags it across his son’s body.
“Away from me you mean. Do you know what the Bible says about abandoning your father?”
He swallows, nodding his head and looking at his father’s feet. He’s a bad son, a bad disciple. He deserves whatever punishment is coming his way.
“I’m sorry, father. Please forgive me.”
That’s when he hears the clicking of a belt buckle being undone. His father’s belt is pulled from its loops and his pants and quickly undone and dropped to the floor. His father’s cock, hot and heavy and already dripping with a pearl of precum, presses against his cheek.
listen i love cnc but there will always be a special place in my heart for noncon fantasy scenarios where the person genuinely can't tap out and that's by design. whether that's by physical means like restraints and an occupied mouth, or by other means like unethical use of hypnosis, it's so fucking good. technically some forms of somnophilia are like this but i think it's better if they're aware for at least part of it so they have to grapple with how helpless they are. overstimulation is also pretty much a non-negotiable inclusion. i mean, that's sort of the point, right? "you're going to take it whether you like it or not"?
You dont even have to moan, dont make a sound. Lay there and be used like the cock hole you are bitch. Be the fuck toy I abuse when I get angry or need to cum inside something.
I… I'm showing you my cunt… M-Master. I'm rubbing my pussy and it's making me wet, and I can't stop because it feels too good.
"And what is your cunt telling you while you rub?"
It's, uh, it's telling me to surrender, Master. Every time my fingers circle around and around, I can hear a little whisper in my head telling me to look deeper into your eyes and sink further into trance.
"You can't fight that whisper, can you?"
No, Master. I can't fight it because it feels too good to sink and submit. Resistance leads me away from pleasure and I want pleasure too much to resist.
"You don't have the will to fight it."
I don't have the will to fight it, Master. Every time I try, I tell myself I can always resist later once I'm… nhhhh… once I've had enough. Once I'm sated and I can think clearly.
"But you're never sated, are you? There's always more pleasure, you're always so needy for my control and my commands and my power over your weak, slutty slavemind."
N-no, Master. I'm never, nhh, never fucking sated, I… I keep tricking myself into sinking deeper into your power. My slavemind always wins, and it keeps making my waking self weaker and dumber and easier to gull into obedience. I'm brainwashing myself into your perfect fucktoy slave.
"But even that's not true, is it?"
No Master. You're brainwashing me. My slavemind is tricking itself too, thinking it's helping subjugate my waking self to get more pleasure when it's really just weak and wet and helpless to resist your hypnosis. My slavemind always forgets this as soon as I say it and it makes me--
"Good girl. Around again, taking you even deeper now."
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Isn't she so cute? She used to be a high-flying attorney! That's right, ambitious, self-starting, and fiercely independent. She could've done anything.
Of course, her fatal flaw was that submission made her drip. She couldn't get enough of it. So, little by little, I eroded more and more of her. A piece of her personality here, a bit of her ego there. Finally, her brain turned to mush, and she was putty in my hands.
She's reduced herself to a docile, subservient puppet.
girl thighs are literally so good. You can just like, put your face in between them and suddenly the whole world is quiet and soft and warm and smells like girl. 10/10.
collaring you with a magical collar that gives me total control over everything you do. That’s way too overpowered? Where did I get that? That’s too many questions from a cute pet like you. On your knees and bark, toy. From now on, my word is literal law on your body. Any time you think about disobeying me, all you have to do is slap yourself. Hard. Don’t worry, soon the only thing you’ll be able to think about is how to please me <3
concept: masochist with a history of self harm who's not allowed to inflict their own pain without permission, not because of any moral thing, but because their sadist likes the control. obviously this sort of rule gets broken from time to time, for which i would advise compassion. but for now i'm thinkin about... a punishment scenario.
maybe the masochist still needs more when they're discovered, and the sadist is feeling nice and decides to help out before dishing out any punishment. thinkin about... going to sterilise their instruments of choice. thinkin about how you can sterilise metal with heat, and how it might be interesting to turn around and take whatever they normally use, turn it into a makeshift brand. probably not practical but there is something a bit compelling about the idea of like... that classic razor blade shape being forged onto someone's skin. you know the one. especially as a response to breaking that particular rule
Men should stop wearing underwear. I mean if she made you hard she deserves to know it. But you are too shy to tell her. Soo let her see and decide what to do with it. if she gave you a boner then its basically her toy.
Your body accepted her as its owner.
