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[theorginal]

Remember boy your all alone out here

[theorginal]

So much sadness lately

Loss

All things slip from our grasp eventually

No matter how hard you hold on

I wish some things played out differently

Maybe if I had been more adamant about making her stay at the crib she’d possibly be alive today

[theorginal]

Ahhh yess another sleepless night

[theorginal]

I think I got ptsd I can’t sleep at all fucked up dreams always come back when I don’t smoke fuuuuuck🫠 can’t be taking no type of t break that and a mind that don’t shut off

And a mind that never shuts off don’t help sleepy vibes either

I swear I always end up just staring at the ceiling till I go to work.

I also can’t remember the last time I actually laughed

Mann it’s also been so weird lately

Nd my fucking ribs still hurt it hurts to breath

[theorginal]

Fools be forgetting I’m crash out I’ll fuck round turn ya night to a cannon event.

[theorginal]

Could really use care less a bout a lot of shit rn

Joined a mma gym

Broke a few fingers and some ribs this week it’s so good ya boy got a better insurance policy cuz yea

4 months that’s all ima give myself to prep for some comp weight gain like crazy rn

Jah lih getting large

[theorginal]

Ion want for company but I’m somehow still

[sandmandaddy69]

[theorginal]

Kinda some bs but aight fuck it, ion care.

[theorginal]

July 31st coulda been a better day but there aren’t much of those anyway

I just don’t rlly care tho fuck it

[sandmandaddy69]

[fairytaleprincessart]

[cyberxbattalion]

[theorginal]

Writings been on the wall for half a decade or maybe longer,

Truth is we don’t see each other the same, that’s fine I only want ya happy healthy, loved and supported.

I’m heading out tho ✌️

[theorginal]

[sandmandaddy69]

[sacred-portal]