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“You told me you were leaving because I smoke cigarettes I stopped smoking in fear of losing you forever I went by your place to tell you that I broke my bad habit. I saw you pressing your face against someone new. My walk home was lonely and the only thing pressed to my lips was a cigarette. I guess it’s time to quit my bad habit. You.” - unknown

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I can associate with this so badly

Love

Ever fallen in love? I don’t mean the happy kind, when both of you love each other, but the kind when you can’t just thinking about her even when you know you’re the last person she thinks of. It’s the kind we can call one-sided love.

Shah Rukh Khan explained this beautifully in “Ae dil Hain Mushkil”

“Aur rishton ki tarah do logon mein nahi bant’ti Sirf mera haq hai ispe, sirf mera.. Mujhe Saba se beinteha mohabbat karne ke liye Saba ki hi zaroorat nahi Ho sakta hai is’se koi behtar Ishq,”

Is this what is keeping me alive? Or is this what inches me closer to death... She hated me smoking, even though we could barely be friends, she hated it... TBH, I did quit for some time, for her, for friendship. Not love, but even friendship. But when I did realize I didn’t even mean that much, I started. So much that I couldn't even think of before. But, regardless of everything, I think of her every single moment of my life. Why? I don’t know. What is this? All I can say is “Ek Tarfa pyaar.”

#love #single-sided #friendzone #smoking

Smoking?

Why do I smoke? It is the only thing which keeps me alive even though it may be killing me.

#smoking #alive

You know what are the most hurtful words one can say to themselves? “I thought they were my friends”

#Friends Hurt

Abortion

Abortion is a difficult topic for me.

On one hand, I support it because it kills children.

On the other hand, it gives women a choice.

#abortion #choice