*standing outside in the snow*
*lights a cigarette*
@pride-and-wrathfulness
You already dont believe me? *she hugs her knees tighter, looking so sad*
I dont know if I can do this, it hurts...
I just want to understand, I want to remember...
*she swallows thickly* I... I know you love me. .. You were blinded by your other partners. That's how you missed it. They made sure not to leave evidence and you believed them over me.
Im just... learning of them. Like I just learned of you. Im sorry...
*she sniffs and her breaths hitch as she remembers everything she went through* And when you do you wont want me anymore... just like before.
Y-you dont know th-that....
Im not... as mature as Renee... or powerful as Lucifer... or your brother whose been with you for centuries. He'll i havent even been alive three decades.
*another flash of memories, good memories of her*
*he lets out a sob* We were happy.
We were really happy. *stares at him as he is across the room from her*
I want that. I want us.
Then I need garuntees that ill be safe. I want to be priority. And if you get to have other lovers I do too. I want you to give me garuntees. *completely disillusioned herself that he wasnt hurting her too and it was mostly Lucifer*
I promise you, whatever makes you happy. I just... want you.
You'll make a deal with me so I have something to fall back on? So im not so scared? *she starts to lift her hands, almost to beckon him to her, but still hesitant*
Whatever it takes....
When... when my lover, my Alexander, is brought back to life... make him a hybrid. So he is immortal like us.
*that name sparks another flash, this one filled with hate*
I... I can make hybrids...? *rubs his head*
Yes... the same way Aaron and Jasper can. You have werewolf venom. I know this because Aaron has made a wolf and a few vampires. You have been in packs and you have been a coven leader. You must have venom.
*another memory flashes, still of Alexander and something about him trying to leave with Lacy, which more hate and anger is felt*
Um... yeah, yeah... probably. I dont see why I wouldn't.
You cant... hurt him. Or our coven. I live him too. I love you both. He takes care of me and you have to prove you will too.
*he tries to ignore her loving him, feeling the jealousy welling in his chest*
*he lightly nods* I understand, I do.
*her lip trembles* You have to choose me over Lucifer.
L-Lucifer left me....
When he returns, and he love bombs you and he cries and you take pity on him and he attacks me, you choose ME. When your wife attacks our son and I tell you, you choose ME. You choose ME.
*quickly nodding* Yes... yes, of course.
