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Man...

I don't think I've ever ever ever in my life, met anyone like you brother.... Idk how I'll ever repay you, on everything I love and hold deeply to my heart. I'll never be able to... and I hate that.

Lucky. Blessed. Fortunate.

Not sure what to make of these last few days.. words can’t even describe how grateful I feel for the friends I have in my life. Calling them friends undermine how I feel about them though, I honestly don’t know what I would do or where I’d even be without them. Nothing in this world would ever make me feel I’ve paid them back for everything they’ve done for me, especially J. God damn the shit he’s put up with from me since we’ve met seriously makes me wonder why he’s so good to me. I owe this man my life I feel. Knowing how he is with the company keeps makes me feel dumb grateful to have him as a friend. The amount of times I’ve fucked up and he bitches at me is too much to count. Why he does it though.. I’ll appreciate him forever for it. The amount of lecturing I’ve received in my life would drive a person crazy, to the point where my first instinct is to block it out. That’s the thing though, when J does it.. it’s harsh as harsh can be, but I’ll listen all day when it comes to him. Why? because when he does it, its not just pointless bitching, he’ll tell me where to improve and guide me so I won’t keep fucking up. He hasn’t given up on me for god knows fuckin’ why, and for that I will be eternally grateful. To see him be picky about who he keeps close and seeing how I am speaks volumes about the type of man he is.

everything's gonna be okay.. no pain no gain right