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[theravcnchampion]

#THERAVCNCHAMPION

Independent potrayal of Vax'ildan Vessar from the Critical Role universe, The Legend Of Vox Machina. This blog is single-muse, multi-ship & multi-verse. The mun is twenty-five plus, minors DNI. Disturbing and Inappropriate themes may occur however not the main focus. Mun goes by alias of Rasmus.

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[theravcnchampion]

guess i am going minimal again because my clear png i use as a side image to my vax graphic stopped being supported 🤡

[theravcnchampion]

@divinesmights asked : “you're surprisingly good company.”

The half-elf rogue raised his eyebrow at her words.. why surprisingly .ᐣ He thought to himself, he haven't been doing anything other than listening to her calls even if he ever hardly considered them anything good and always bit his tongue from saying 'I told you so'. Hand halted the process of sharpening his blade after it became dull. Shifting his focus fully at Valkyrie.

〝 I would say I am the best company you may have in this camp, considering blood sucking pale fella and the sir magic items devourer. 〞

The tip of his blade now pointing towards Astarion's direction who was occupied with his own things as usual and then Gale who was checking himself out in the magic reflection. His focus went back to sharpening his dagger.

[theravcnchampion]

[ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ?

[ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ?

[ 🫳 ]

He still feels like he owes alot to Kashaw, especially after how he sacrificed his life in their case. It's kinda owing mixed together with guilt. He also now thinks he owes alot to Zahra because well if he haven't found them and asked them to join the fight against Thordak, her partner would have been alive. He tends to visit her sometimes after the events unfold, asks if she needs something and he tries to provide what is needed.

[ 💼 ]

You will never see Vax'ildan without at least one of his daggers, he always feels save around carrying his weapons alongside him.. even before sleep he tends to tuck at least one of them in his pillow or just close enough to reach in case of sudden attack.

[aedearly]

✎ㅤ. . .ㅤ𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫𝑪𝑨𝑵𝑶𝑵 𝑸𝑼𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵𝑺.

₊˚⊹ ㅤa collection of character analysis/headcanon questions to learn more about your character and your partners'! writing/headcanon prompts requested by anonymous. feel free to edit these as you see fit.

[ 🖐️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do their hands feel like: soft, calloused, trembling ? [ ☂️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they crave touch or fear it ? [ 🎐 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a sound, like a song or voice, that they associate with peace ? [ 🕊️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen did they feel the safest ? [ 💤 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they sleep ? curled up, sprawled, holding onto something ? [ 🦇 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a fear they never talk about ? [ 🔒 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a secret they’ve sworn never to tell ? [ 🪢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they broke a promise ? [ 🫳 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they feel they owe, but never paid back ? [ 💼 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat do they always carry with them ? [ 🧨 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the quickest way to set them off, even if they hide it well ? [ ⛓️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does guilt feel like to them ? [ 💢 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho have they never forgiven and never will ? [ 🩸 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there something or someone that, if lost, would break them ? [ 🌧️ ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a pain they refuse to heal from ? [ 🪞 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen have they looked at their reflection and hated what they saw ? [ 📿 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat superstition or ritual do they cling to ? [ 🌊 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhen was the last time they cried ? [ 🐾 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo animals like them instinctively ? [ 🪶 ]ㅤ.ㅤhow do they laugh ? [ 🫀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho taught them what love is ? did it hurt ? [ 💭 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they believe they’re worthy of being loved ? [ 🎀 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is their main love language ? [ 🔦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwho do they search for ? [ 📜 ]ㅤ.ㅤis there a story they love sharing with others ? [ 🌒 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a dream or goal they have given up on ? [ 🕯️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat memory do they replay when they’re alone ? [ 🌪️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s the one choice they regret (not) making ? [ 🧩 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat’s a truth about themselves they refuse to admit ? [ 🍻 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of drunk are they ? [ ✉️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of letter would they write but never send ? [ 🗡️ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat is a scar that they have but never talk about ? [ 🕸️ ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a favourite lie they like to hear ? [ 🪦 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat would they want on their gravestone but never admit aloud ? [ 🎱 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat kind of future do they crave, and who’s in it ? [ 🌀 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they have a recurring dream or nightmare ? [ 🍃 ]ㅤ.ㅤdo they feel like they belong ? [ ⚓ ]ㅤ.ㅤwhat does “home” mean to them ? [ 🧭 ]ㅤ.ㅤwhere would they go if they could disappear tomorrow ?

[theravcnchampion]

A C T Y for the headcanon meme !

ALPHABET HEADCANON MEME. / NSFT

A- Affection

Vax'ildan had slept with people who he haven't been romantically involved him quite often in the past. Mostly if he had something in return than for his own pleasure. To those people he haven't provided any more deep affection during intercourse. Special treatment is often strictly limited to those who he is the closest with and dates.

C- Chatter

He often uses dirty talk towards those he sleeps with to bring them closer to their release, sometimes the things he had said to those feels repetive due to how often he said the same. When he is more involved with someone Vax'ildan likes to whisper into their ear how good they are and how much he adores them.. usually not doing the talk since his mouth is occupied with something else..

T- TMI

He very much enjoys being on delivering side than receiving, he is just not very much used to being the one who receives the joy and it takes him always while in relationships to embrace the change.. in one time hook ups when incidents like that tended to happen he usually always phased out.. mostly because on receiving end he feels much more vulnerable, often rejecting it than delivering.. on delivering end he just feels like he has more control over it

Y- Yes

Vax'ildan is very much into rope play, specially around someone who he feels comfortable around.. though there are no specific actual turns ons which would make him instantly want to sleep with someone. He mostly bases his need for intimate intercourses through the mood and setting.

[theravcnchampion]

Question what you guys use for tracking threads? I planned to finally setup one for both my Vax and for my Keyleth blogs. I feel sooner is better because I have horrible memory

[spookiesmausoleum]

𝐘𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐀-𝐙 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐨𝐧 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐭

Remember to specify muse for multi-muse blogs!

A - Affection: How affectionate are they during sex? Is it different with people they're romantically involved with? Can they sleep with people they aren't?

B - Body: Are they into a specific physique? Why or why not? Are they just preferences or complete turn offs?

C - Chatter: Do they like to talk during the act? If so what do they like to talk about? Is it just dirty talk or something different?

D - Dominance: Are they into those types of power dynamics? Or do they like to stick to whose topping and bottoming? If they are into it why? If they aren't why not?

E - Erotica: Do they read or watch it? Does it get them in the mood? Do they create it themselves?

F - Food: Do they believe certain foods can be aphrodisiacs? If so what foods are like that for them? Do they like using food in the bedroom or is it too messy?

G - Group sex: Have they ever tried it? Would they ever want to try it if they haven't? If they don't enjoy it why not?

H - Humiliation: Are they into it? Why or why not? How far will they go? Do they enjoy being de-humanized or is it more being made fun of?

I - Intensity: Do they like intense scenes? Or are they more a slow and take their time kind of person?

J - Jousting: Do they like having more than one object or person inside of them? If so do they prefer toys or just multiple partners? Are they curious about it?

K - Kiss and Tell: Do they talk about their sex life to others? If they do do they go into detail or are they more casual about it? Do they share photos with other people or are those private?

L - Licking: Do they enjoy using their tongue on their partners or is it too gross? If so what are their favorite places to use their tongue?

M - Masturbation: Is it a part of sex for your muse? Or is it something completely different? Do they enjoy watching their partner or being watched?

N - Nope: Do they enjoy orgasm denial or do they want to see how many times they can make their partner cum? Somewhere in-between?

O - Open: Do they enjoy having things in their mouth? If so what are their favorite oral fixations? (fingers, toys, giving oral, etc.)

P - Preference: Does size really matter to your muse? Whether it be for others or toys in general. Do they have a favorite type of toy they like to use? If so is it the same to use on other people?

Q - Quiet: Do they enjoy trying to see how long their partner can last without making a sound? Do they enjoy loud or quiet partners?

R - Risk: Are they into some risky kinks? (breath play, exhibitionism, blood play, etc.) If so what are their favorites? Do they practice them safely?

S - Suspension: Are they into being suspended like on a swing or during rope play? Or if not, what's the highest place they've ever had sex?

T - TMI: Your opportunity to talk about any dirty thing you want to talk about with your muse. Could be kinks they like or just facts.

U - Underwear: Do they enjoy lingerie or dressing up for their partner? Or is it too much of a hassle? Favorite garments to wear? Do they ever go without underwear?

V - Violation: Are there any kinks your muse flat out won't do or even people they know? Are bringing them up enough to turn your muse away from a potential partner for good? Any pet names get them like that?

W - Water: Do they enjoy shower sex or anywhere else that's wet like a pool or hot tub? Is it too awkward?

X - X Ray: What's going on under your muse's clothes? Do they have any special scars or places they like to be touched or avoided? Describe their physique and anything else you'd like to expand on.

Y - Yes: Do they have any specific turn ons? Things that will automatically make your muse say yes to sleeping with someone else. If not what are some other things that get them in a more romantic mood? Lighting? Dinner?

Z - Zones: Favorite places they like to be touched? Are some less obvious than others? Any places they absolutely hate being touched?

[dandelionrps]

𝒇𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒂𝒍  𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅𝒔     (     .  .  .     )     inbox  prompts .

♡     send  flowers     according  to  which  type(s)     express  how  sender  feels  about  or  wants  from  receiver  .   

these  flowers  are  meant  to     come  with  notes     (    or    spoken  words  .ᐟ     add     whatever  you  desire     when  sending    )     that  clearly  state  what  they  mean ,     so     receiver  will  know     what  sender  is  trying  to  say .  

add  context    &     mix    &     match  to  your  needs .     create  whole  bouquets  if  you  like  .     happy  writing .ᐟ

white  azalea  :     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  physical  beauty  .

pink  azalea  :     maternal  love     (     does  not  necessarily  have  to  be  gendered     )     from  parental  figure  to  child  .

red  azalea  :     a  request  for  receiver  to  take  care  of  themself  for  sender’s  sake  .

white  calla  lily  :     a  marriage  proposal  .

pink  calla  lily  :     a  confession  of  romantic  love  .

yellow  calla  lily  :     a  request  to  be  friends  .

purple  calla  lily  :     a  request  for  a  passionate  night  together  .

black  calla  lily  :     a  request  for  a  date     (     specify  what  it  entails     )  .

white  carnation  :     sympathy ,     condolences  .

pink  carnation  :     filial  love    (     from  child  to  parental  figure     )  .

red  carnation  :     possessiveness ,     as  if  to  say    ‘  you  are  mine  ’  .

yellow  carnation  :     rejection ,     disappointment  in  receiver ,     regret  .

purple  carnation  :     appreciation  for  receiver’s  whimsy  and /  or  unpredictability  .

multicolor  carnation  :     expressing  sorrow  that  sender  and  receiver  cannot  be  together  .

white  chrysanthemum  :     agape  love  .

pink  chrysanthemum  :     storge  love     (     from  parental  figure  to  child     )  .

red  chrysanthemum  :     eros  love  .

yellow  chrysanthemum  :     philia  love  .

cleome  :     sender  wants  to  run  away    /     elope  with  receiver  .

daffodil  :     desire  for  a  new  beginning    /     to  start  over  .

white  daisy  :     desire  to  have  a  child    /     start  a  family  with  receiver  .

yellow  daisy  :     encouragement  and  empathy  .

forget  -  me  -  not  :     an  expression  of  gratitude  for  the  memories  shared  with  receiver    /     a  desire  to  make  new  memories  with  receiver  .

white  heather  :     sender  pledges  to  always  protect  receiver  .

pink  heather  :     infatuation  and  obsession  with  receiver  .

white  hibiscus  :     a  request  for  peace  between  sender  and  receiver  .

pink  hibiscus  :     sender  wishes  to    ‘  show  receiver  off  ’     by  having  them  wear  this  flower  in  their  hair  .

red  hibiscus  :     a  deep  admiration  for  receiver’s  godlike  beauty  .

orange  hibiscus  :     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  body  .

yellow  hibiscus  :     sibling  or  sibling  -  like  affection  .

yellow  hyacinth  :     jealousy  and  envy  .

blue  hyacinth  :     sincerity  and  earnestness  ,     wholehearted  regard  .

purple  hyacinth  :     deep  sorrow  ,     begging  for  forgiveness  ,     a  request  for  another  chance  .

white  iris  :     a  spiritual  connection  ,     a  soul  bond  .

blue  iris  :     having  faith  in  receiver  ,     trusting  them  implicitly  .

purple  iris  :     veneration  and  the  highest  possible  esteem  ,     regard  for  receiver’s  wisdom  .

lavender  :     gratitude  for  forgiveness    /     a  second  chance  ,     a  promise  to  be  better  for  receiver  .

lilac  :     innocent  attraction  ,     receiver  is  sender’s  first  love  .

white  lily  :     deep  respect  and  reverence  ,     unconditional  love    (     platonic  or  romantic    )  .

pink  lily  :     gentle  appreciation  and  gratitude  ,     a  kiss  on  the  cheek  .

tiger  lily  :     sender  is  proud  of  receiver  . 

lily  -  of  -  the  -  valley  :     receiver  completes  sender    /     makes  sender  feel  whole  .

white  magnolia  :     sender  thinks  receiver  is  perfect  .

pink  magnolia  :     a  regard  for  receiver’s  youthful  spirit  . 

purple  magnolia  :     sender  wishes  receiver  healing  .

pink  orchid  :     congratulatory     (     specify  what  for    )  .

blue  orchid  :     rarity  ,     there’s  no  one  else  in  the  world  like  receiver  .

purple  orchid  :     admiration  for  receiver’s  strength  and  perseverance  .

pink  peony  :     wishing  receiver  luck  and  good  fortune  .

red  peony  :     expression  of  honor  ,     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  moral  character  .

white  poppy  :     mourning  a  shared  loved  one  ,     expressing  comfort  during  a  difficult  time  .

red  poppy  :     regard  for  the  fallen    /     for  what  or  who  has  been  lost  .

orange  poppy  :     wishing  receiver  success  ,     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  resilience  .

 white  primrose  :     sender  misses  receiver    /     sender  is  sad  without  receiver  .

pink  primrose  :     sender  cannot  live  without  receiver  .

yellow  primrose  :     receiver  makes  sender  happy  .

purple  primrose  :     sender  is  enchanted  by  receiver  .

white  rose  :     desire  for  marriage    /     building  a  life  with  receiver  .

pink  rose  :     a  developing  crush  ,     regard  for  receiver’s  beauty    (     physical  and  beyond     )  .

red  rose  :     deep  romantic  love  ,     passionate  attraction  ,     unending  devotion  .

yellow  rose  :     deep  platonic  love  ,     the  warmth  of  friendship  ,     returning  the  joy  receiver  brings  .

sunflower  :     deep  adoration  ,     unending  loyalty  .

white  tulip  :     apology    /     desire  for  forgiveness  and  reconciliation  .

pink  tulip  :     the  transition  from  a  crush  to  deeper  romantic  love  .

red  tulip  :     deep  trust  and  undying  devotion  .

yellow  tulip  :     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  smile    /     a  desire  to  see  receiver  smile  more  .

purple  tulip  :     eternal  love  ,     togetherness  in  every  lifetime  .

blue  violet  :     calming  love  and  affection  ,     an  expression  of  sender  being  a  better  person  with    /     around  receiver  .

purple  violet  :     a  compliment  toward  receiver’s  personal  growth  and  humility  .

[mythshire]

⋆ · 𖤓 · ⋆ 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐘 𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 ··· a collection of soup gone cold and blankets shared, the intimacy of being cared for when you are at your worst. genre: romance, hurt and comfort, soft angst, domestic.

You're burning up. Don't argue with me. Get back in bed.

I made soup. It's not great. Eat it anyway.

You should have called me the moment you started feeling like this.

Stop trying to get up. There is nothing on this earth that needs you upright right now.

I found three blankets and a hot water bottle. Pick your combination.

You look terrible. I mean that with so much love.

Let me take your temperature. Stop being difficult about the thermometer.

I cancelled everything. Don't apologize. I wanted to be here.

You fell asleep mid-sentence. I stayed anyway. I hope that's okay.

Drink the tea. Yes, all of it. I'll make more.

I've been checking on you every hour. You keep telling me to go home. I keep not going.

Your voice sounds awful. Rest it. We can talk tomorrow.

I'm not going anywhere. Stop thanking me for staying.

You hate being taken care of. I know. Do it for me anyway.

The fever broke. I don't think you know how relieved I am right now.

Sleep. I'll be right here. I'll wake you up if anything changes.

I brought your favourite thing from the place on the corner. Don't cry. Please don't cry.

You're a terrible patient and somehow I still want to be the one doing this.

I know you think you're being a burden. You are not a burden.

Let me sit with you. I don't need to talk. I just don't want you to be alone.

You tried to make your own tea and you could barely stand up. Sit down. I've got it.

I've seen you strong. This doesn't make you weak. It just makes you human.

You smell like fever and you still somehow look like everything to me.

Lay your head here. Right here. I've got nowhere I need to be.

I brought every movie you've ever mentioned. We have time.

You're mumbling in your sleep. I'm not going to tell you what you said.

I changed the sheets while you were in the shower. Don't make it weird.

You need to eat something real. I know you don't want to. Eat something real.

I've been sitting in this chair for four hours. I'd do it four more.

Stop apologizing for being sick. People get sick. Let me help you.

Your hands are cold. Give them here. I'll warm them up.

I found the medicine in the back of the cabinet. Take it. All of it. Don't negotiate.

You're not inconveniencing me. Taking care of you is exactly where I want to be.

I didn't know you got like this when you were sick. Softer. I like knowing this about you.

You asked for me. Out of everyone, you asked for me. I haven't stopped thinking about that.

The heating pad is on the lowest setting. Tell me if you need it warmer.

I'm not leaving until your temperature is normal. Make your peace with that.

You cried a little when the soup was too hot to eat yet. I pretended not to notice.

I've never seen you let anyone take care of you before. I'm honoured. I mean that.

Your hair is a mess. Can I? Is that okay? Let me just — there.

You keep saying you're fine every time I check and you are so obviously not fine.

This is the third night in a row. I'm not going anywhere. Stop looking at me like that.

You're delirious and still trying to be funny. It's working. Please stop, I'm worried about you.

I learned how to make your mother's recipe. It took three attempts. Don't tell her.

There's nowhere I'd rather be than right here, even like this. Especially like this.

You always take care of everyone else. Just this once, let someone take care of you.

I left the light on in the hall in case you woke up scared. I remember you mentioned that once.

I'm here. I've got you. Just rest. Everything else can wait.

[poohsources]

🐝  *  ―  𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑺𝑻𝒀 𝑫𝑶𝑵'𝑻 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  i don't believe you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't have anything left to give you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to forgive you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to stop loving you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know if i hate you or miss you.  ❜ ❛  i don't know how to act around you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't love you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't need your pity.  ❜ ❛  i don't need you to save me.  ❜ ❛  i don't recognize you anymore.  ❜ ❛  i don't think we can fix this.  ❜ ❛  i don't think i can survive losing you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to see you again.  ❜ ❛  i don't want your apology.  ❜ ❛  i don't want to be your second choice.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to stay.  ❜ ❛  don't ask me to be okay with this.  ❜ ❛  don't come back to me just because you're lonely.  ❜ ❛  don't leave me here alone.  ❜ ❛  don't lie to me again.  ❜ ❛  don't love me only when it's convenient.  ❜ ❛  don't make me choose between you and myself.  ❜ ❛  don't make me hate you just so i can let you go.  ❜ ❛  don't pretend you're the only one who suffered.  ❜ ❛  don't say you love me unless you mean it.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me what to do.  ❜ ❛  don't tell me this was all for nothing.  ❜ ❛  don't touch me.  ❜ ❛  don't turn this around on me.  ❜ ❛  don't you dare hold my past against me.  ❜ ❛  you don't deserve me.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to decide when i'm done hurting.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to hurt me and call it love.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to mourn me after killing every part of me that loved you.  ❜ ❛  you don't get to rewrite what happened just because you regret it now.  ❜ ❛  you don't have to pretend you missed me.  ❜ ❛  you don't know how many times i waited for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't know what i gave up for you.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand what you did to me.  ❜ ❛  you don't understand how tired i am of being strong because of you.  ❜

[theravcnchampion]

@mythunderlegion asked: "you promised me you’d stay. why did you lie?"

Vax'ildan exhaled softly, she was right about that. Suddenly through this path few moments after Vox Machina had reunited he found out how many promises he had broken, especially that one with his sister.

〝 I couldn't have prevented it, that was out of my choice. 〞

His hazel hues met hers, was the conversation with your sibilings always meant to be so hard .ᐣ Hand moving to brush against his blightened arm, if he could have avoid talking about all of this he most likely would until it's too late.

[theravcnchampion]

@mvndrvke asked: “you don't seem particularly trusting. then again, maybe neither am i.”

〝 I have in my camp.. a woman who tried to slit my throat when I had a fever, a man who is absorbing magic items like sponge, shar follower who refused to tell anything more about her goals and a vampire spawn who I stupidly agreed to let drink my blood. I would fairly argue with you that I should be even more less trusting than I am right now. 〞

The half-elf replied, raising his eyebrow at Astarion who seemed to approach him on his own.. at this moment he thought what the other wanted because well he didn't imagined that anyone of their group would approach without wanting anything.

〝 If you want more of my blood the answer is ; no. At least for now, I can't focus if I feel halfway drained. 〞

His hand moving to land against the spot where there was still somewhat fresh bite mark, rubbing it.. at certain moments he still feels a brief pain but at least it wasn't as intense as usual.. another question what was going inside his head was.. will he turn into vampire because of that .ᐣ Yet he remember the other saying that only full vampires can do it, not the spawns.. so he should be somewhat more relieved about that.

His gaze shifted back towards his hands where he was sharpening each of his dagger individually as he waited for the other to speak what had been on his mind.

[theravcnchampion]

fellow roleplayers, beware of this scam. I just got tagged in one of those.. under no condition believe it

[theravcnchampion]

@lattehearted asked : 「 MASSAGE 」 for sender to give receiver a massage

This was rather odd unexpected offer when it was directed towards him, yet they seemed to have grown rather fond of each other from travelling together so he thought.. genuinely why not .ᐣ Just as long as they would have been away from curious eyes.

Finding rather flat log wasn't that hard, what was more difficult was moving it underneath the tent.. thankfully for them it wasn't that far. With the log brought towards the shelter and somewhere where they had much more privacy, the half elf removed the cloak of raven feathers from his armor, placing it that way that it would cover the surface of the log.

〝 I will only genuinely say.. I am still rather surprised about this offer.. especially from you. 〞

He spoke towards Winlynn, slender fingers undoing straps of his armor before placing it down to the side.. next was his thin shirt, smoothly removed and toosed to the corner of the tent, definitelly less cared about than the vestige he was wearing through this time. Vax'ildan then comfortably laid down on the log flat on his stomach before looking at her again.

〝 Have you done it like.. ever .ᐣ 〞

[theravcnchampion]

@mythunderlegion asked: ❛ you can do this, i believe in you wholeheartedly. ❜ (from elaina!)

This voice, was Delilah playing in his head right now .ᐣ This sounded way too real too comfort.. it sounded more real than all the times his mother's voice echoed in his head. That couldn't be, she was dead. At least that's what he thought and believed through those years. He stood up almost instantly, cold sweat covering his face as his frame turned around to face her.

His eyes widened open as he stared at her, like he would seen an ghost, body frozen not being able to either step forward or back away. He just looked.

〝 H-How.. but.. y-you.. no. 〞

He shut his eyes trying to ignore what he saw right in front himself, teeth clenched as he truly believed it was one of the whispered one's tricks playing on him, teasing him. Delilah teased him with the future that he never would have and what about if she would be doing the same but with his mother instead .ᐣ

〝 Y-you aren't real... 〞

He spoke, voice trembling.

[reigniite]

like the dawn of a new day unbothered by winds racing across the surface below, aerryn allowed vax's outburst to brush past her, and she remained unbothered, her head bowed and eyes closed in silence. after a moment's pause, she reached behind her cuirass and showed him the amber pendant she wore, engraved with the holy symbol of lathander. the morninglord tolerated the undead and the cheaters of death as well as the raven queen, which was to say, not at all.

“i agree with you more than you might believe. i, too, have found a holy mission in this place, vax'ildan. the morninglord would see ketheric thorm struck down just as surely as your mistress, and i intend to see his will be done, and to burn away the rot of undeath with every fragment of power he will lend me. but neither of us will see it done if we're felled by something else before that battle comes to pass. so, let me do my job as a healer, and i will fight at your side to strike him down, once and for all, with all the power of mighty lathander.”

[theravcnchampion]

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〝 You won't let it go, will you .ᐣ 〞

Vax'ildan exhaled, slowly getting up from the log he had been sitting on, slender fingers working on unfastening the straps of the vestige which had been covering him through most of the journey even when he had been resting in the camp. The Deathwalker's ward was slid off, carefully placed on the stump he was sitting on before turning towards Aerryn once again.

〝 The blight haven't bothered me since well.. we entered this cursed lands.. nothing. No pain, I feel like I can pass through the shadows almost too easily. 〞

He explained, hoping that this would prevent her from giving too much attention into what was going on with his body, he didn't wanted to waste more time than it was necessary. Hand took the sleeve of his thin shirt now pulling it how far upward he could to reveal the blightened arm, expanding it towards her direction.

〝 Since our first meeting the blight had spreaded from the wrist down to the hand and upward.. the first more major spread was when I saw vision of Ketheric sent from my matron and the destruction he will carry if we won't stop him on time. 〞