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valentines day for nerds pt.2 (pt.1)

I woke up missing you again, ☃. What can be done about this??

I used to be sassy. With you. I still am, everywhere else. But we don't talk. At all. I stopped because it was all taken the wrong way. When did you start seeing me every way except myself? Why did you believe the optical illusion?

I'm here all alone but you're in my mind.

saying

I Think

One of the best things is when you find out who really goes hard for you, like when someone is honestly down for you!

#friends #family #people

First Dates

No one ever wants to compare first dates to those of others... Or first kisses to kisses of yesteryear... But there are nonpareil kisses that last long enough to notice when the next just isn't it. And poor (lucky!) me, I have had four of them so far. The last one... I literally just spent about 45 mins thinking of what to say next. Just, the last one. And Really, that says all I needed to know about the situation, consciously and subconsciously. I don't know how to let go. But my sole... I walk away. But my soul, 😕, my sole. 🖐🏾🙏🏾