Toss that burnt bread, Peeta!

Represent them 99's tho! xD. Mhk (maxine hong kingston). Apple core member! (: I heart singing. :D tell me what you mean, and keep it stonger than a promise. "if the world hits you hard, hit back harder." -ThatPatriciagirl

[therealpatricia]

did they take your pix off of tumblrafterhours(.)com ?? search there for therealpatricia

There's pictures of me???

[therealpatricia]

what does therealpatricia mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT!

[therealpatricia]

what does therealpatricia mean? also do you make $ with your blog using peepspayerDOTcom?

The real means its the real me. Patricia is my name.i dont make money. this blog is suppose to be private. 

[therealpatricia]

So, last night i was home by myself.

It was hot in my room, i couldn't fall asleep, i was scared someone was going to come after me. yeah. When i finnaly fell asleep for a while, i woke up and looked at the time. IT WAS 12! I was only asleep for an hour. I thought to myself, how am i going to last the whole night? So i just layed there, trying to fall asleep, literally though there was a man trying to hurt me, when i just said, "God, is there anything you want to say to me?" then God replied, "I am real." i said, "what?" he said, "I need you to start walking and acting like i am." ... ... ...

Right then and there was the launching point of something great. i know it. Those words really gave me something to think about. They made me look at things totally different.

Then a few minutes later, i said, "God, i can't sleep. your words say that when i'm tired, you will give me rest." Then i knocked out.

[therealpatricia]

Deng.

So, i just went through everything this blog had. No one even goes on this anymore. im not just on this right now because i can't log in to my other blog, but i really do check up on this account like every week.

-i really think this needs to be said. I hate when the church starts something, but it fades away. Know what i mean? Like how we were so excited about using our anointing oil? i don't even hear anything about it anymore. Cg. Now for us, we have a reason. but we don't really have cg anymore. i feel really bad for my parent's cg because their people never want to meet up. So my mom's group fell apart and now she's with a different group. And this blog. let's just put this out there. Its dead. No one goes on anymore, looking back at our posts, what happened? it was so good! everyone was posting, helping, supporting, encouraging. I dunno.

[therealpatricia]

In case any of you still go on hurr,

i would like to tell you a little bit aabout my day.

today at chami, (the chavez arts and music institute) i saw this girl in dace who had a cast on her left arm. and at first i just realized that it's sad cuz she's not able to do all the hand and arm motions because of it. then i thought, "i should pray for her." at first, the instant answer was no. but then i talked my self through that and i asked my friends (who are also christian so it wasn't that hard to ask.) to pray with me. and  we were suppose to pray for her after we were done, but after that, i lost her. its okay tho, kus that doesn't mean i won't try tomorrow! 

[sincerelymae-blog]

Anyone wanna buy? Chocolate is $2 and beef sticks are $1 hmu! Help the ehs cheer team (Taken with instagram)

[therealpatricia]

if your coming next friday, i'd like to buy aa beef stick. (teriaki) Thanks!

[therealpatricia]

this friday, my walk with God has gotten back on track. i spent SOME time with God in the morning then compared to no time at all. i'm really happy, but i don't want to get satified with how much i have of him. i had a nice talk with plin as she cheered me up... and yeah! these past few weeks i realized some change that God has done in me. probably not because of my prayers but because of other people's prayers. iv'e gotten more kind. more generous. when someone neede something in my class, i gave it to them even when no one else wantd to. other occasions too. plin even told me that my gift is genousity. she said that she was very proud of what iv'e done. what did i do? well, i could tell you in person. (: see you at cg, guys. try to start posting on this more often... (':

[therealpatricia]

Tumblr isn't working for me.

Last day of school. So many emotions I wanted to express, but couldn't. All I had was a piece of paper and pencil.

[therealpatricia]

I feel really disrespected.

not just by the guys, but by other people too. like today at practice, manong James had first put me next to kidz space kids until manong mark said that was messed up.... like i'm part of Cmym, not kids space. i don't think that i'm all grown up and stuff, but i'm part of cmym now. i feel like the only time i get treated as somebody their own age is during service, and during worship and stuff. it's like they look down on me. but manonf jesse had preached a few weeks ago that we should honor those above us, next to us, AND THOSE BELOW US. that includes little 12 year old girls. i feel that manong james only treats me like i'm somebody is during practices and stuff and worship, things like that. every other time besides then, i turn back into a little kids space girl. i just want to be treated as if i were the same age as everyone else. i mean i know. i'm still young. but not spiritually. not mentally. yes, phisacally. you don't judge people on the outside.

[therealmicahca-blog]

What a stressful time. Well I know that a part of this is my fault. Scratch that, MOSTLY my fault. Honestly, yes! I’ve been super duper lazy! Like I want to rip my own hair out lazy! I shouldn’t have lolly-gagged as much as I did. Like on Sunday.. I had plenty of time to do some work.. well I did....

[therealpatricia]

we don't have to have cg next week if you need to catch up. i totally understand. even though i don't have so much responsibilities as you do. being really busy can really stress a person out! take some time off of something, and just lay all your worries, and things on your mind and lift them up to God...

[pxemily-blog]

Robert looks gay but he’s not. LOL. Nerd Day, First Period: Leadership. <3 (Taken with instagram)

[therealpatricia]

lolololololol xDDD he does!

[therealpatricia]

Applebee's. 050612

me, jen, jr, m. kevin, ben booth, chris, m.christian, my bro, john acosta. (m.james & m. micah too, but i think they were on a datexDDD) so, here i am, just eating my wings, mindeing my own bidness, and then m. jr, goes,"eat some more, your too skinney. that's why you got no boyprend." and i say,"look whos talking! i dont see you with no girlfriend." then manong jr pretends to cry and then he leaves the table. i just say whatever. then everyone just starts to gang up on me. manong kevin says,"you guys think hes messing around hes not." my bro goes,"how would you feel if someone made fun of you?" like wth. first of all, all you guys do all the time, and you dont even know. second, he started. if you cant take a fight, dont start it. like i can turn black when i need to. third, why is it that when someone from you click gets hurt you guys all gang up on me. but when im the one getting hurt, you just laugh. like whats the matter with you guys? like its okay to make fun of me, but i cant make fun of someone in you little circle of friends. like what did you expect me to do anyway? just take an insult, and sit there like some dimb peice of crap? what madde you think that was okay to say? dang. them guys. all they know how to do is gossip & hurt. they're the best at it.

[sincerelymae-blog]

Chef me, @micahca, Hannah ;) we make some incredible food ;) first time cooking in the same kitchen, and I say we did great. (Taken with instagram)

[therealpatricia]

(: my parents said they saw you two at winco! lol, i was at chruch for kidz night.

[therealpatricia]

*ugh* i'm so stupid...

so you all know i'm grounded? yeah, just got back home from school, and i did something so stupid. so my uncle picks me up from school because my mom gets off of work until 5:00. so afterschool, i went with my friends to superking which is right by my school. without telling my uncle. i wouldve told him,  but i couldn't find him... so there i went. we hung out at the skate park which is right in front of superking. i called the house to tell them where i was so they wouldnt worry. i really had to pee. i heard my name get called on the intercom, so i hopped the fence into my school, and went to go call my uncle that i was walking home. so after that, i walked back to where my friends were. and we hung out skating, playing on the swings... then i almost got ran over on the walk home. i got home, and my brother got mad, and i dont blame him. going behind my parents back, making my uncle worry... *ugh* i feeel terrible. i am probably just desperite because i never been out with my friends in a while.

[therealashleezy-deactivated2012]

I still feel so ugh. Everything is irritating me. I don’t feel like talking to people, associating with people.. I don’t wanna go to school cause i feel like the people I see there everyday whom I call my friends are hurting me. Guys lie to me about how they feel and lead me on, then go for my...

[therealpatricia]

wow, that's really hard, ashley... you know you can always tell me anything, even though were not that close. i know it might be hard to contact me during the week, but yeah. i'll continue to pray for you, like i did last night at church. (wednesday night of prayer) yeah. your friends still don't ask you? wow, i feel like talking to them. thats so rude! i dont know what else to say..

[goshjanelle-deactivated20180416]

Well 1st of all I had a Great time w/ P.Linzy,We were talking about lots of stuff.It was so amazing though the Seed grew more and I am a happy.But this girl at make my school changed a lot,she was really nice and then she got mad at me.She is nice to everyone else she sees,my friends don’t like...

[therealpatricia]

i am sorry janelle. i'm not going to make any excuses. i know youre right. i've noticed myself doing that. i spend too much time with jenneliza, im growing apart from everyone else. and its hard, you know? we all have our best friends, like m. christian has m. kevin. theyre always together! BUT i know i have to pull my act together. its also kinda of hard, because i have the responsibility of my job at church. as soon as practice is done, i am really hungry! and theres not much time between after practice and when service starts! but thats no excuse. i sorry for neglecting you, and we still havent decided on a verse like i said. i love you janelle, & i look forward to building our relationship together. <3