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Poem written by Taylor Snow
I couldn't have known that you'd be the best thing to ever happen to me.
I couldn't have known that I'd get insecure and try to make you hate me.
I just didnt know that when I acted out you wouldn't always be around to talk me down.
I'm broken without you, lost and scared.
Quite frankly, I'm scared to love again.
If I could do one thing over, I'd keep it together, because knowing we didn't have forever, that's not the me I wanted you to remember.
This doesn't get easier, it only gets harder.
But missing you does make me stronger, even though I hate the circumstance.
Now I hold others to your standard because if they can't treat me with love and respect then its on to the next.
No one could ever be you, not even my exes, and that's sad but its true.
You were kind and alive and a beautiful soul, and I know you're gone but with your help, I'm becoming whole again.
So I know you're still taking care of me, in any way you can.
My heart will stay yours until I find the right man.
And after you, he better be epic.
So yeah, I'm scared to love again.

















