☭Won't someone please think of the landlords?☭

20's - Trans woman - She/Her - White - Please do not follow me, I softblock new followers. If we're friends or I follow you first it's fine. (Maybe even if you just ask nicely, but no guarantee.)

[marxism-transgenderism]

Hi speaking of medical literacy for trans people, transfems pls check out the website Transfeminine Science, especially their introductory article on feminizing HRT

[marxism-transgenderism]

Non-transfems can reblog this as well btw

[betteroffdeceased]

So things have gotten to a point of HECTIC, and URGENT, I need IMMEDIATE HELP so I won't go homeless again, I'm Mars I'm a black trans woman (born intersex)

TRIGGER.....TRIGGER...⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️

TriggerWarning/ I've gone thru constant discrimination and bigotry at MULTIPLE JOBS to the point it had to QUIT alot or it ESCALATED TO A POINT where I was fired for fighting back against ppl who SA'd me, assaulted me, harassed me, and abused me even PUBLICLY AT JOBS, whether it was an employee or customer, I had to sit back and rewrite to explain my situation more THOROUGHLY AGAIN, but alot of this is weighing on my MENTAL HEALTH, FINANCIAL STABILITY, ETC. I've gone to HR, court for SEVERAL YEARS now and still am going to court cases back to back every few months or so, it's a constant struggle and battle, though I lead a private life, alot of it is hardship and battles I've been fighting ALONE, trying to get help FINANCIALLY, MENTAL HEALTH RESOURCES I'VE HAD TO EXHAUST GOING TO EVERY OPTION I CAN, TRYING TO RE-APPLY FOR JOBS, OR EVEN DISABILITY BECAUSE I WAS ALSO BORN ON THE AUTISTIC SPECTRUM DUE TO BEING BORN INTERSEX, it's not noticeable, but once ppl talk to me it's more noticeable MENTALLY, I talk fast as if im nervous to talk to ppl, I ramble, rant, and rave SPORADICALLY and SPONTANEOUSLY, it makes it so HARD TO BE AROUND PPL, especially since they've treated me like SHIT MY ENTIRE LIFE.

My struggle isn't one of "I can't find a job, im broke, im homeless", mine is more "i have a roof over my head for NOW, but now I dont have a job because I just went thru assault and harassment that affected my mental health for MONTHS ON END, and i finally let that job go and walked away from it, but now rent and bills are due again after paying em for months with the small bit of money I get paid from my job, now I no longer have that money it's all gone and i cant pay rent or bills" sometimes it's "I have a job, but i dont get paid enough to pay my entire bills, ima need help getting the other half or portion, but i can pay some of it", most ppl will tell you NOT TO QUIT A JOB BECAUSE OF THESE REASONS, but my MENTAL HEALTH/ILLNESSES are so BAD, that they're disorganized schizophrenia (sleep paralysis, out of body, can't tell reality from fantasy or sees ghosts) it's VERY BAD, i have a distorted brain from years of trauma, it makes it hard to apply everyday needs to jobs with my mental health, I get some ppl can work at jobs with mental illness=health issues, but mine is just too high of a level of mental health issues that:

I can't seem to HANDLE AT JOBS when it HAPPENS-

I SHUT DOWN, I CRY, I ISOLATE, I dont understand why it's so HARD FOR SOMEONE LIKE ME TO FIND SUPPORT, BUT IT REALLY FUCKING IS, I'M ACTUALLY LOSING MY MIND, I THINK ABOUT THROWING MYSELF FROM A BRIDGE EVERYDAY, I FEEL SO FUCKING WORTHLESS, ESPECIALLY RIGHT NOW, so my RENT IS DUE BY THE END OF TODAY, I DIDN'T HAVE THE TIME TO MAKE A POST EARLIER, I WAS TRYING TO FIND MENTAL HEALTH RESOURCES AS I SAID BEFORE, AND BEFORE I KNEW IT MY RENT WAS DUE, IMMEDIATELY AFTER I GOT HELP TO PAY ALL MY BILLS!!!

I have to pay at least 600 more dollars, rent is pretty cheap in Illinois for a one bedroom, my rent is 850, I paid 250 (all i had enough to pay), I'm DESPERATELY SEEKING ANYONE WHO CAN DONATE AND SHARE MY STORY, I've lived in fear my whole life because I never knee how to explain ANYTHING I GO THRU, I HOPE THIS EXPLAINS MORE, I've felt ALONE, trying to get help where I can, even FINANCIALLY.

My goal for rent: $600 (only need $487 more)

Currently have: $113

ACTUAL GOAL LEFT: $487

Below is a screenshot of current post update for another post, you'll see my Venmo: @Negrophiliac (im black by the way, means I love chocolate if yall get it misconstrued, it's not a racist remark or self hating),

and ny paypal:

[soup-mother]

Sober as fuck at the back of the club going onto Wikipedia and typing "List of birds"

[soup-mother]

List of birds - Wikipedia

Don't even joke with me.

[morganitism]

BMI is so fucking horrifically evil I cant stand it. You can't get healthcare because of an arbitary number defined by fuck all. I hate it

[soup-mother]

Today's bird of the day is the rufous-bellied pademelon!

[soup-mother]

I forgot the fucking photos lol

[soup-mother]

Today's bird of the day is the rufous-bellied pademelon!

[todaysbird]

today’s bird is this white faced heron!

[soup-mother]

The Country Women's Association has acquired nuclear weapons and declared itself a nation without borders.

[soup-mother]

Girl who puts "mainlanders dni" on her door and won't let u into her bedroom until you renounce 7/11

[soup-mother]

Going to put my boots on in the morning after I left them outside overnight but I'm stopped by a message that reads "This post contains filtered tags: #spider"

[superchat]

cons of being a NOOB gamer: always getting pwned in matchups, spend most of the match looking at the respawn screen

pros of being a NOOB gamer: everyone dresses you up like a girl and teases you

[fallingtowers]

teens are reportedly "serpentmaxxing" by crawling on their bellies and eating dust all the days of their lives

[soviet-union-deactivated19911226]

getting shot in a basement is tsarpunk

[clonedroids]

Because I feel like kids of color don’t hear it enough: domestic abuse is not a part of your culture. 

A lot of us were raised with the idea that “its normal for wives/children to get hit! it helps them learn– only white folk don’t get beaten when they misbehave”. That’s not true, white people aren’t the only ones who deserve a safe and abuse free environment. Black and brown people can and do have loving families. 

If you’re in a situation where you are enduring abuse and people use your culture to justify it, I want you to know that what they’re telling you are lies.

[dragon-in-a-fez]

as someone who studies this: statistically speaking, child abuse (including “spanking”, because all forms of hitting children are abusive) is pretty much equally prevalent in households of all racial, ethnic, and cultural backgrounds. so yeah, don’t let people use the “culture” excuse on you, but also, don’t believe others are experiencing it less just because it’s less normalized in their culture to talk about it. we all gotta work together to fix this shit.

[brown-spider]

All the black & latino ppl who joked about Miles Morales saying “Whatever” to his parents, saying that he should “know he cant get away with that like white kids can” and “lmao did he forget that he’s black/has a latina mom???”

You aren’t better behaved because your parents beat you. “Knowing your place” did not make you more dignified than white children, you were being needlessly abused.

[missstrogen]

Got misgendered (as usual) in a grocery store by a kid, and that made me think a bit.

The thing about misgendering is that it's not people being wrong or doing an oopsie like i have G cups.

If you refer yourself to my tits it's pretty easy to figure out that i'm not a guy, and that's the thing like people call me sir they aren't being like. Ah Yes of course a Man (on account of the G cup tits. they're hard to miss)

Like when they see me they see a tranny, and their brain rings the Tranny alarm, and that's why they call me a man. because they know i'm not one and that upsets them because they think i'm supposed to be one.

Anyway yeah, i think thats the thing to remember about getting misgendered, like, a lot of the time, people know. People know, and they're doing it Because they know, because when they see a beautiful girl that's a little clockable, they can only see someone trying to Trick them into seeing a woman when it's actually a man (perhaps even one could say a trap).

I think it's important to remember that it's a purposeful act, both politically and personally, I think it helps to remember that they don't see a guy when they look at you. They see the tgirl that you are and that's what makes them upset.

Remember that when they treat you like that it's because you're what you wanted to be, and it makes them fucking pissed.

[soup-mother]

Very very frustrating when you get random artists and stuff defending small businesses because they've misunderstood what that means and have decided they're being attacked by evil sentiments like "It sucks how normal wage theft is in small businesses".

Babe if this was an attack on artists specifically I promise you'd know. That one is coming, just wait a lil bit.

[houndmother]

in the early 21st-century, the “small business” was a sort of small temple run by a local warlord. Patrons could purchase small trinkets and be granted absolution for the sins of their empire. This was called “ethical consumption.”