↳ Fandom: Haikyuu!! [Anime]
↳ Genre: angsty to comfort
↳ Pairings: Karasuno x gn!reader
↳ Characters included: Azumane Asahi, Sawamura Daichi, Tsukishima Kai
↳ Synopsis: you found out you have a fatal infection in your body and need a surgery to get it removed. When your boyfriend finds out he does everything he can to comfort you.
↳ Warnings: none...not really 😶 (other then it is reallyyyyyyy long-)
↳ A/N: helloooo!! This is my first post, so I hope u like it! Don't forget to follow and like~
You came home and closed the door behind you, and dumped your school bag in some corner. Honestly you couldn't care less about everything else. Not in that moment.
You sat on your bed, and encircled your stomach with your arms, pulled your knees up to your chest and planted your face between them.
And that was when the tears fell. At first slowly and then as if they tried to imitate the rain.
You had just been back from the doctors appointment and it has been decided: in a month you were going to do a surgery.
Sure, sometimes people ended up being better then before. But sometimes people closed their eyes and never opened them again. You were afraid that exactly that was going to happen to you.
The next day you went to school, the eye bags under your (e/c) eyes virtually concerning.
You walked around like a zombie, the day passing by with everything just passing by you. Your vision was unfocused, not really listening to anything or anybody around you. You just ignored everybody, which made you look all the more like some zombie that hasn't been fed any brains lately.
"Y/n! Hold up for a sec!" You heard a voice. The voice. The voice everytime you heard, your eyes would light up in both excitement and love.
But this time it only caused you pain. Because the most frequent thought that you always tried to push away; what if you'll never see him again?
"Hey...w-what's wrong?" Asahi asked you his soft brown eyes gazing at you with worry, as he saw how dull your eyes were.
"Nothing 'sahil...I just needa go home real quick so-"
"No." He interrupted you, his arm reaching out to hold your wrist. Firmly but at the same time gentle. That was how he always treated you.
One of the many things you were maybe gonna lose in a month.
The whole day he hadn't seen you. At all. And it bugged him, because usually you'd be walking to school together, and then when the day ended he'd walk you home.
Today you didn't wait for him, instead he had waited for you before he thought that you called in sick and weren't coming to school today. You'd usually text him saying that you loved him and wished him luck, but he blamed it on your illness, whatever it could've been.
Then, in school, he found out that you had in fact come here. He spent every break searching for you, but to no avail.
He even bailed on training too.
Asahi wanted answers. "Sweetness, you've been gone the whole day, and I-I'm worried about you. You even look like you've been crying for endless hours", that you did, "And I just wanna know what's going on."
Then a thought occured to him. "Are you crying because of me?! Did I do something?! I swear I di-"
"No no!" You were quick to reassure him, grasping his arm gently. "It's jot because of you, baby. It's..." you averted your eyes from his, feeling the tears well up again, a sob forcing it's way up and out of your throat.
"Hun, what is it?" He almost whispered as he cradled you in his arms, and you told him, his eyes eventually welling up with tears as well.
"When...when is it gonna happen?"
The spiker sighed, and closed his eyes to gather his thoughts, before he opened them and put both his large calloused hands on your shoulders, (we all know your smaller then him, stop arguing), and gazed at you with determination.
"Y/N, baby, sweetness, you should've told me from the beginning, so I could put those stupid thoughts somewhere far far away from your precious mind." He said with a nervous chuckle.
You looked up at him with doe-eyed surprised that he was so confident in what he was going to say to you.
"You're gonna go through this. Wanna know why?" You nodded. Yes! Yes you needed some, any kind of reassurance! Any words that told you, you were just being silly and dramatic and there was nothing to fear.
"Coz you're you. Because you're that amazing person I love very very much, and I know that as long as you can put up with me, you can put up with anything." Before you could scold him about talking himself down like that, he placed a chaste kiss on your lips.
"I love you." You told him breathlessly with tears falling down your cheeks.
Your boyfriend chuckled delighted that you were slowly but surely becoming your old self again.
"I love you too." He told you, with the most smitten look ever, before his eyes widen. "W-Wait, I-I-I didn't mean to force you to be happy! L-like if you still feel bad or something, you can totally still cry, I don't m-mind-"
And then a laugh, the sound he loved most when you were the one making it, riplled out from your body causing him to smile too.
If Daichi hadn't noticed your absoloutly miserable mood when he offered you your favourite treat in lunch break, he defenitly noticed it now, when you didn't cheer him on in training, yelling out his name and doing your silly dance for him, which made him think that there was no more adorable human being then you.
You had been like that for a while now, and it started to piss the team captain off.
Not because he didn't know what the reason of your suffering was.
Not because you barely talked to him the last week or so.
But more because you didn't trust him enough to share something that bothered you with him. At least that was what he thought.
And while he wasn't exactly wrong it wasn't for the reasons he thought you had.
Frankly you just didn't want to make it harder. For whom? Probably for you both.
"All right guys! See you tomorrow!" Came the sound of your boyfriends voice, as he waved at his teammates while they got out of the gym.
And then he turned to you, all friendliness melting away as a look of pure displeasure replaced it.
A pit formed in your stomach hoping that it wasn't because of you. Hoping for that miracle that he somehow, it didn't matter how, picked up on your horrible state, both physically and mentally.
"Y/N! We need to talk." And there was his resting dad-lecture-face.
Yeah you were in trouble. "N-no I don't think we do, Dai. Let's just go home."
"Y/N...please. What's going on? You've been so distant lately, and I'm pretty sure, af least I hope so that I'm not the reason for that." He voiced his thoughts, his tone much softer this time.
Damn it, you cursed I'm your head. He knew just how to make you cave in. "No, you're right..." and so you told him about your surgery and your fear of losing everything you currently have.
You wait for his response for a long time, before two strong arms pull you into a firm chest, and you could hear your boyfriends heart.
"You're going to nail this, sugar. I'll even bail on school for you." And you both laughed.
"If you keep frowning like that, you'll look like some granny when you're only twenty, ya know?" The teasing voice of your boyfriend told you, as you two were seated at his desk doing the math homework.
If. He used the word that has been stuck I'm your sleep-deprived mind for days now. If you were going to get twenty.
If you were going to have a future.
If you were going to have a future with Kei.
The one in question turned to you curiously upon your lack of snarky comments, and looked at tour side profile, how deep in thought you looked to be in.
"H-huh? What is it, Tsukki?" You asked the endless hours of staying awake in bed taking it's toll on you.
He eyed you once again, the suspicion growing by every second that passed. "What's gotten into you? You're acting weird." He commented.
And then you bursted into tears. Sobs violently shook your body, and Tsukishima was left staring at you for a good few seconds.
While you had been in a relationship for a long time now, and had your up and downs he had never seen you in such a devastated state.
It hurt him to see you like this.
And while he wasn't good at showing his love to you, often not even bothering with the effort, he hugged you bringing you from your chair to his lap and putting your head in between his shoulder and neck.
"You big baby. Watcha crying about?" He asked you, instead of a smirk, a smile resting on his face.
With a muffled voice you told him about your situation, and he understood the fear that was possesing you right now. It was about to posses him too, but then he remembered that you needed him.
"And you're crying over something as preposterous as this? C'mon we're in the 21st century. Ya ain't gonna die with the technology we have nowadays. Now sleep." He told you, when he noticed how your eyes were dropping.
"Yeah yeah. Love you too, I guess..."
