I Live In SuperWhoLock Fantasy World.

SPN/Destiel/Cockles. Chuck won. Also love me some Doctor Who and BBC Sherlock. Or anything else that catches my eye.

[theresalwaysfanfiction]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Supernatural Rating: Not Rated Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Castiel/Dean Winchester Characters: Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Sam Winchester Additional Tags: Drabble, Fluff, Bunker Fluff Summary:

Twice Sam doesn't say anything and one time he finally does.

[soft-pine]

i’m just never gonna get over this. dean was an atheist because he knew that if god was real, god was an asshole. and god was real. and he was an asshole.

best 15 season arc in the world imo. because like deans fucking right. you gotta hold those in power accountable!!!! they can use their power for good or they can fuck off!! and he was right and HE WAS RIGHT

AND HE WAS RIGHT!!!!!

[soft-pine]

1.12 SAM: But if you know evil's out there, how can you not believe good's out there, too? DEAN: Because I've seen what evil does to good people.

2.13 DEAN: There was nothing protecting her. There's no higher power, there's no God. I mean, there's just chaos, and violence, and random unpredictable evil th - that comes out of nowhere, and rips you to shreds.

4.02 DEAN: See, this is why I can't get behind God. SAM: What are you talking about? DEAN: If he doesn't exist, fine. Bad crap happens to good people. That's how it is. There's no rhyme or reason - just random, horrible, evil - I get it, okay. I can roll with that. But if he is out there, what's wrong with him? Where the hell is he while all these decent people are getting torn to shreds? How does he live with himself? You know, why doesn't he help?

4.02 DEAN: I'm not convinced. 'Cause if there's a God, what the hell is he waiting for, huh? Genocide? Monsters roaming the earth? The freaking apocalypse? At what point does he lift a damn finger and help the poor bastards that are stuck down here? CASTIEL: The Lord works… DEAN: If you say "mysterious ways," so help me, I will kick your ass.

5.02 DEAN: Listen, Chuckles, even if there is a God, he is either dead—and that's the generous theory— CASTIEL: He is out there, Dean. DEAN: —or he's up and kicking and doesn't give a rat's ass about any of us. I mean, look around you, man. The world is in the toilet. We are literally at the end of days here, and he's off somewhere drinking booze out of a coconut. All right?

5.16 DEAN: So he’s just going to sit back and watch the world burn? JOSHUA: I know how important this was to you, Dean. I’m sorry. DEAN: Forget it. Just another dead-beat dad with a bunch of excuses, right. I’m used to that. I’ll muddle through.

5.22 CASTIEL: I don't know what God wants. I don't know if he'll even return. It just… seems like the right thing to do. DEAN: Well, if you do see him, you tell him I'm coming for him next.

8.14 KEVIN: I-I guess. Uh, he works in mysterious ways. DEAN: Yeah, mysterious, douche-y ways.

10.16 DEAN: I believe there is a God. But I’m not sure he still believes in us.

11.03 SAM: Well, God kicked this thing's ass once before, right? DEAN: Yeah, it'd be nice if he put down the Mai Tai and show up for work.

11.04 DEAN: And you think that this thing is God? Come on. How many -- how many opportunities has God had to crack this pinata, and I don't see any candy on the floor, do you? SAM: Okay, then maybe it's not God. But uh . . . DEAN: I know what you're trying to do here. You're trying to find some -- some greater meaning to it all. Right? Some . . . Fate to what went down. But I'm telling you, Sam. The Darkness? It's on us. And no one's gonna help us, certainly not God.

11.21 DEAN: Here's the thing, um...Chuck... And I mean no disrespect. Um... I'm guessing you came back to help with the Darkness, and that's great. That's, you know – It's fantastic. Um, but you've been gone a – a... long, long time. And there's so much crap that has gone down on the Earth for thousands of years. I mean, plagues and wars, slaughters. And you were, I don't know, writing books, going to fan conventions. Were you even aware, o-or did you just tune it out? CHUCK: I was aware, Dean. DEAN: But you did nothing. And, again, I-I'm not trying to piss you off. You know, I don't want to turn into a pillar of salt. CHUCK: I actually… didn't do that. DEAN: Okay. People – People pray to you. People build churches for you. They fight wars in your name, and you did nothing.

11.21 DEAN: The deal? What... She's gonna eliminate you, and then she's gonna destroy everything that you've created. She's told me this personally. You started this. You started all of this, but does that give you the right to end it? You know, we're not just some toys you throw away. I think you owe us more than that. CHUCK: If my plan doesn't work, then humans will step up. You, Sam, others that are the chosen will have to find a way. It's why I saved you years ago. You're the firewall between light and darkness. DEAN: No. No, I... Look, give me a – a vampire, and I'm good. But this – God's sister? That is way above my pay grade.

13.01 flashback!DEAN: Okay, Chuck… or god, or whatever. I need your help. See, you– you left us. You left us. You went off. You said… You said the earth would be fine because it had me… and it had Sam, but it’s not, and we’re not. We’ve lost everything. And now you’re gonna bring him back. Okay? You’re gonna bring back Cas, you’re gonna bring back Mom, you’re gonna bring ‘em all back. All of ‘em. Even Crowley. ’Cause after everything that you’ve done, you owe us, you son of a bitch. So you get your ass down here and you make this right, right here and right now. Please. Please help us. present!DEAN: God's not listening. He doesn't give a damn.

13.02 SAM: Yeah. Um, God basically… created everything. DEAN: Yeah, and then he skipped out, leaving guys like us to clean up his messes like Lucifer.

13.15 DEAN: God? He doesn’t give a damn about you or me or anyone else. So, if you’re expecting some sort of a-a miracle to happen, well… good luck.

14.19 SAM: But we know the truth. We know God is real. We know angels are real, too. DEAN: God writes paperback books in his underwear, okay? And angels are dicks.

15.07 DEAN: Besides, who's gonna look out after the little guy? God certainly isn't.

DEAN: Screw you, Chuck. (15.17)

[lulu-zodiac]

what made you start believing in cockles?

okay, so watching jensen’s pupils dilate while acting a super intimate, charged scene with misha was probably the first moment where I was really like OH.

but the longer answer? honestly just the way jensen looks at misha. like, everything about it. it’s so open and expressive and full of complexity, and there’s just so much love in it, so much longing. jensen doesn’t look at ANYONE the way he looks at misha. there’s this openness, a kind of unguardedness that misha seems to elicit in him that seems to be totally unique to their dynamic. I find this really interesting, because jensen is clearly someone who keeps himself in check and is careful with what he shows the public, but all of this composure or self-consciousness just completely goes out the window when he’s around misha which is very telling. 

I mean, look at this (and this is just the tip of the iceberg). It’s like he completely forgets everything else except him and Misha:  

for the people who say, “okay yeah, but that’s just because they’re close friends and they feel comfortable around each other”: I don’t disagree. it’s clear they’re close friends and feel incredibly comfortable in each other’s presence. but I don’t think that’s all it is. take the way J2 interact, for example. we know that jensen loves jared from the bottom of his heart, but he just doesn’t look at jared the way he looks at misha. of course he looks at him with love and affection and amusement, but it’s just different.

compare these:

or these??

there is no doubting the affection and amusement in the way jensen looks at jared, but for me there’s something almost older-brotherly about it?? there’s an exasperated sort of “this human is ridiculous and I love him” about it, but there’s no tension to it. no kind of frisson. It’s easy, comfortable, full of warmth. but with misha? there’s just this electricity, this giddiness. that’s hard to put into words but that everyone around them picks up on. it’s so powerful and obvious that it’s literally the whole reason destiel was born into existence. although we can see how comfortable jensen is with misha from the way he just totally relaxes into being himself in misha’s presence, he also seems more hyped up than he does around jared, if that makes sense? like, there’s just always that giddiness to it that I talked about earlier, like he’s running on some kind of high.

LOOK at him:

RIDICULOUS. utterly ridiculous behaviour. 

I have this theory that when you’re around someone you really, really like, you live in the present in a way you don’t normally do. most of the time, you go around and yes you’re kind of in the present but you’re also thinking about that conversation you had with your flatmate last night or what you need to get at the supermarket later. often you’re looking forward to something in the future, mentally preparing yourself for other stuff. but I think that when you’re around someone you feel something so strong for, all of that shit just fades away and you just exist in their company. because there’s nowhere else you’d rather be, nowhere else you feel more comfortable. and so you don’t need to think, you just are. I feel it’s the best way I can describe the way jensen seems to exist around misha (it’s especially visible at cons, I think). around misha, jensen just is, and there’s something so beautifully uncomplicated about the connection they have.

so yeah, to sum up this ridiculously long answer that literally no one asked for, the way jensen looks at misha is absolutely what sold me on cockles. it speaks louder than any words could. 

[oldbutchdanielmolloy]

too perverted for the normies not perverted enough for the real perverts how am i supposed to make it in this crazy world

[warpedwings]

Happy Pride! 🏳️‍🌈

[fishandshesmygills]

literally so important and not talked about enough… men will dive into a lake to save a child all while wearing jeans… hes so special to me

[fishandshesmygills]

sam went in the lake too i guess #sorrysamgirls

[strawlessandbraless]

Dean Winchester really said I’m going to force this angel to meet my eye and he’s going to change the whole narrative for me. What a legend.

[sickseraph]

i’m just randomly watching s11 and lmfao even my dad giggled at this face Cas made

[youre-only-gay-once]

to be clear i think it's awesome clark is against solving things with violence to the point it pisses off everyone around him. except! when it comes to situations where lex is in danger. very very fun i love my clark who has double standards #myhypocrite

[milfsisyphus]

[dragon-lana]

Noticed it yesterday when we watched 4x07 with a friend, but I kinda do get why Dean trusted Cas so early on now. His storyline with Sam at this point mainly goes with Sam keeping secrets from him, undermining his worry and concern, when Cas almost immediately is ready to tell him something that in Heaven punished with torture. Add to this and the way Cas is so empathetic towards him. Just during their first meeting he says "Good things do happen, Dean" and "You don't think you deserve to be saved" and then "Don't be so hard on yourself" and looks at him like That in 4x03

And then Also in 4x07 says "I don't envy the weight on your shoulders, Dean. I really don't" and that he was praying Dean would choose to save the town. And they have met for just 4 times here. I really, really not surprised Dean did and Wanted to trust Cas.

[kindaskimpy]

[myrnasfruitcake]

I fear that jared and misha are going to be a couple and that is truly the worst thing that could've happened

[deanwanddamons]

Just reblogged a post from 2012 - so in 2026 I’m going to ask the question again….

How many Supernatural fans are STILL on Tumblr??

Reblog this once - let’s see how many of us are still here!

[djarinmuse]

I literally love all of you, but as a Tumblr veteran, Tumblr's main feature is the reblog feature. It is the beating heart of the dashboard and the foundation for a chronological timeline. The For You page here should not be your default setting.

You guys have got to start reblogging stuff you enjoy, especially, specifically gifs and fan art but also fics and fan theories or even hot takes if you're not afraid of a lil discourse. I'm tired of being the first or third reblog for a person's post and then seeing my blog's followers do nothing but hit like, while blogs sit there with no new posts in months or years!

Reblog more stuff please. Thank you, have a good day.

You're not even going to reblog this post are you 🫩

[chapeldean]

u know the thing where parents turn off the wifi and suddenly all the kids come out of their rooms to gather and complain and demand what’s going on. that’s how it feels when spnblr reunites to complain whenever something new happens

[chapeldean]

we still live in this house together. we can’t leave