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teleological suspension of the ethical 🪽 20 // MDNI

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Yeah I’m just gonna buy some razor blades bro

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I’m genuinely surprised by how unlikeable I am.

I want so badly to be liked, but my character is shitty.

I’m stingy.

Petty.

Controlling.

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M so sick

I wish someone would feed me soup

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I need to stop lying!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I honestly don’t like Spotify all that much.

And I’m not trying to go straight analog. I love social media.

HOWEVER… I don’t like my music being so unowned.

I could have a cd collection, but I don’t want full albums/eps containing songs I don’t like being in my house.

I would love an mp3 player, with ultra-high audio quality with all the songs I’m attached to downloaded on it.

shit, i might have to build it from scratch.

I'm a sag rising, what can't I do?

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Lowkenuinely idk why I’m posting all this jazz. I should just delete my account and get a diary

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Hate feeling chopped. Until I see literally any reflective surface at all.

If only I was thin….

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I just went to a station bathroom and looked in the mirror. No matter how hopelessly ugly I feel, I facemogged all these hos. I genuinely forget I have a model’s face. Like I couldn’t HELP but smile. Got a little more pep in my step.

I may not have an ounce of style or money to my name, but life is good as a naturally pretty girl. Life is good.

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A big wide world and all I care about is being the subject of other people’s ire instead of pity.

Not until these bitches are sick with envy.

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One of my resolutions is to be less selfish.

Being selfish eats at my conscience. Makes me feel like a black tar is dripping inside of my soul. Like I need to hose it down.

I need to be clean. Clean. Eat clean. Think clean. Be clean.

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I feel like Eleanor shellstrop, actively trying not to be an evil ass bitch.

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Watching weightlifting fairy. Total comfort show.

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How everything felt when I started eating more than my BMR of 1600 cals while lifting 3x a week while walking a fuck ton and drinking a shitload of water.

(I’m still losing weight and I have less brain fog.)

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Privacy is of utmost importance.

- she says as she posts on tumblr

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They condition you to be a giver to suck your soul dry.

Your worth isn’t based on what you give to people and how much of a martyr you are.

Your worth is inherent. Religion grooms people into being exploited.

[nat111love]

Lucy Liu as O-REN ISHII

Kill Bill: Vol. 1 (2003) dir. Quentin Tarantino

[therighteouslibra]

tryna get like her

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No one can tell me SHIT