A world of PURE imagination!

Hello page viewers, although highly implied I am in fact NOT a highly intelligent fox with thumbs, but a lowly human! But in all seriousness I'm going to tell you a tad bit about myself Since about 4th grade I have been a rather lively and peppy fellow (Up until that point I was abnormal and weirdly not-peppy) and also have been dealing with anxiety, which is SOOOOOO MUCH FUN if you don't know what its like. *Sarcasm* Other then being one of the weirdest human beings in planet earth I have many hobbies~! One of those hobbies (If its not obvious) is watching Anime! Such indulging toons include "Attack on titan, (Way over hyped) Naruto&Naruto Shippuden, (BELIEVE IT!) and FullmetalAlchemist (My favorite and #1) That's about all I'm comfortable sharing so I hope you enjoyed reading that. Ps my name is Christian)

[thesavagefoxman]

Day 3 of Tumblr

I have encountered many new beasts this morning, such as the ever elusive Neko, the odd GenderSwaped Character's and OTP'S I fear that the community may be attempting to suck me in with its constant bombardment of Homestuck spoilers and jokes about how mothers do not understand Video-Games.

If you see this post...I may have already been sucked in. If I can I will continue this Diary.

Yours Bravest-thesavagefoxman

[thesavagefoxman]

Something is wrong with me

I find it hard to believe that I am a (or at least what some people may regard as) normal person. Because I manage to throw away what I hold dearest to me. Aly, and my family, my own sanity...everything I keep pushing those things farther away from myself and its so hard to pull them back in. I wish that I could find a way to just be normal....or not...me ya know? Because after you, do exactly that, push away everything, its hard to be yourself (If you are a thing) or call yourself "you" I don't know why I decided to get on Tumblr and post this bullshit, I honestly don't. Maybe self-consciously I need some damn help, or maybe I'm just needing to let it all out. So you know what? FUCK THE WORLD IM DOING JUST THAT.

In all of my life I have seen so much. I have seen beatings, bullying, depression, anxiety, and worst of all heart break. I think that every time I see a thing like those happen it rubs off on me a little like coloring a chalk board. And as of now, I'm all filled up, there's no more room for this bullshit anymore. But it keeps coming, wiping off the old and giving it a new fresh stronger coat. And every time a single shred of my board fades a new coat replaces it before I can enjoy...the likeness of myself in it.

I can recall staring at a knife thinking there should be blood coming from me already. But I never acted on it....because I knew Id end myself doing it.

I hide my emotions to well to be normal, on days when I'm depressed I mask it with anger, and vise-versa. So when I hear or see someone who just lets it show I think to myself "Is that me on the inside? Is that what or HELL who! Is that who I am?!" but deep down I know thats the truth...

And in regards to if I want to be coddled like a child andbe told "Everything will get better" I would like to send a more creative response back

I have been told that EXACT PHRASE so many damn times that any meaning it had is dissipated into...NOTHING

And if you think I'm "Over reacting" go say that to the children who have committed suicide, I'm sure that we are SOOOOOO over reacting. Also if you find anything I say or feel offensive I'm not going to change it for you and you alone. I'm entitled to very little in this world I think I should be able to have the freedom of speech.

But I digress, if you actually give a a damn about ya know, things that pertain to myself and others with these issues (Not specifically) then good for you, if not, then good for you.

Thats it for now Ill keep you up-dated on how I'm doing if your one of the ones that care, and also keep up that little Tumble Diary thing, thanks if you read this far and I hope I was able to change a few insights of yours (Though that not being my inherent goal in writing this) and maybe shed a bit of light on this.

I do not speak for all that suffer from depression or anxiety, merely for myself

[rosemp3-deactivated20260112]

So about half an hour ago kaiseou posted a suicide note on tumblr and I’m very worried for her and someone messaged me about it on ask.fm and so please reblog and spread the meessage and if you know her or know someone that knows her please try to get in contact with her or...

[thesavagefoxman]

Day 2

Day two of Tumblr, I have already begun my quick and steep descent into madness. If you find me lying dead with my laptop open and Tumblr up. Just know I went out doing what I love. OTP, KAWAI, YURI YAOI, ANIME HOMESTUCK, BOOKS, FROZEN, VINES, POKEMON, VIDEO-GAMES, FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[kingofthehillcaps]

[somefancyname-deactivated201702]

me

[thesavagefoxman]

Is this FIFA?

[dranoparty]

[thesavagefoxman]

If this wasn't such a massive font I would take this seriously

[thebeatlesforsale]

Visit Original Link

Hey Jude in minor key instead of major, almost sounds like a different song!

[desicoups]

#hold up #so okay #in this key the song sounds #suuuper sad #but in the other key it sounds #happy and uplifting #they took a sad song#and made it better #fuck

[carry-on-my-wayward-butt]

all i’m hearing is Dean Winchester’s life going wrong

[anabananaicecream]

Wow…..I almost like this better then the major version.

[thesavagefoxman]

Oh my, how sed....wow that killed my mood T^T

[tastefullyoffensive]

[psytly]

THE TRUTH

[beedablogs]

I’M NEVER GONNA BE OVER THIS

[thesavagefoxman]

Words cannot explain, how similar this is to my mum, dear god

[super-fabulous-deer-overlords-d]

DOODLEPAIGE STOP

Little known fact this GIF completes me!

[twocubes]

[japbuffalo-blog]

what’s happening

[thesavagefoxman]

What...

[phantomdoodler]

I had more of my homework done than I thought

but I still have to write a paragraph uggghhghh

[thesavagefoxman]

I know how that feels friend...all to well

[thesavagefoxman]

WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

NO!

[thesavagefoxman]

#Firstblogmodeactivate

If you enjoy the crude humorous sense of a 14 year old, this is the place for you! 

I figure since this is my first post, I should try to make it special, but I'm not sure how exactly to go about such a thing though, so I suppose I'm going to have to live with that burden for the remainder of my time on this rock! Hooray!