Silas

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[charlottedeevee]

I know you don’t have control over doing it. I’m just hoping that you’ll talk to me about it, when you feel like you might be doing it. Do you think I like doing this? Talking about problems and emotions, it’s neither of our strong suits. I guess… I’m just willing to work with it if I know it will help us. 

[thesilasm]

I know. It’s not easy for either of us but.. I’m going to try this time. For real. It might be hard to believe it until you see it but.

[charlottedeevee]

Silas I love you, you know that-but I can’t do this again, us again, if it’s going to end how it did last time. I can’t keep letting you back in my life to hurt me. You have to promise you won’t do that. You have to promise that if you feel the urge to start self destructing and ruining every good thing in your life, you will talk to me before you just do it. 

[thesilasm]

I can promise that.. I just hate that none of this is fair to you. I wish I could promise that that won’t happen.

[thesilasm]

You deserve a lot. Trust me. I’ve screwed up but you shouldn’t think lowly of yourself. I do think us always being drawn back to each other means something.

[charlottedeevee]

So? What does it mean? 

[thesilasm]

I think it means we have something we shouldn't just.. let go of.

[thesilasm]

I know.. you deserve better.

[charlottedeevee]

Ha, with half the shit I’ve done? Who I am? How difficult I can be? I don’t deserve better. I’m not sure I deserve anything at all. You and I, we’re perfect together. That’s why we keep trying right? Why we always end up back at this same place. It’s the only thing that would make sense. 

[thesilasm]

You deserve a lot. Trust me. I've screwed up but you shouldn't think lowly of yourself. I do think us always being drawn back to each other means something.

[thesilasm]

I’ll prove it to you.. somehow. I’m not good at this stuff.

[charlottedeevee]

I’m aware you’re not good at that stuff. But some times it’s really hard to tell if you’re not good at it or if you really just don’t care about me. 

[thesilasm]

I know.. you deserve better.

[charlottedeevee]

You don’t really act like it, I’m just supposed to believe you? 

[thesilasm]

I’ll prove it to you.. somehow. I’m not good at this stuff.

[thesilasm]

Doesn’t have to be like that..

[charlottedeevee]

Why should I stay and listen, Silas? One good reason. 

[thesilasm]

I miss you.

[thesilasm]

There is no reason I should waste my time sitting here, listening to you. You have five seconds to let me go.

Doesn’t have to be like that..

[charlottedeevee]

I said I was done here, Silas. 

@thesilasm

[thesilasm]

No. We need to talk.

[charlottedeevee]

Well did you at least miss my face?

[thesilasm]

May have.. missed your face and a few other things.

[charlottedeevee]

Am not! I missed your face. 

[thesilasm]

Can’t really blame you for that..

[thesilasm]

One sec.. I’m coming.

charlottedeevee

[charlottedeevee]

You took foreverrrrrrr. Hi. 

[thesilasm]

So impatient. Hello.

[thesilasm]

One sec.. I’m coming.

charlottedeevee

[charlottedeevee]

No. I like not having to deal with problems that I can prevent. -grabs his hand and holds onto his arm slightly pulling to walk away- So.. c’mon babe. Please. 

[thesilasm]

I see your point, but I don’t think he’s going to learn anything unless someone knocks it into his head. -sighs but lets her pull him away-

[thesilasm]

But he deserves it. Needs to learn how to treat women.

[charlottedeevee]

Silas, look at me, he will learn. You don’t have to teach him. Now c’mon. I don’t need you in trouble. 

[thesilasm]

But don't you like trouble?

[thesilasm]

Because with my luck when I punch this guy I’ll end up in cuffs.. and not the good kind.

[charlottedeevee]

Stiles please, you don’t need to hit him. He gets the idea. Let’s go. 

[thesilasm]

But he deserves it. Needs to learn how to treat women.

[thesilasm]

Was kinda hoping it wasn’t what it looked like.

[charlottedeevee]

Why is that? 

[thesilasm]

Because with my luck when I punch this guy I'll end up in cuffs.. and not the good kind.