This is just a small story…
The other day, I was half-heartedly invited to a party I didn’t want to attend.
I didn’t want to drink.
And there I was… drinking.
Always burning.
Always thinking about how the other person feels, above what I truly want.
Until, right in the middle of the noise, someone shouted at me:
—“Smile! This is a party!”
But… why should I?
That was my breaking point.
My silent awakening.
Because in a world where sanity is measured by anxiety, emptiness, and the obsession with gold and alcohol…
I allow myself to be the Madman.







