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hello and welcome!! i go by; nikolai, nik, nikoโor whatever other nicknames people come up with. i donโt really care;) iโm 20 years old, and my birthday is January 20th, in case that information ends up being of any importance to someone.
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If youโre interested in following my NSFW blog:
@circawontsurvivee
๐ฃฒ Music โปโฅ : Nightmare of You, P!ATD, MCR, Fall Out Boy, Bayside, Chiodos, The Venetia Fair, The Strokes, The Hush Sound, Envy on the Coast, Escape the Fate, blessthefall, I See Stars, Bullet For My Valentine, Alesana, Destroy Rebuild Until God Shows, HIM, Circa Survive, deathonimpact (also a dear friend of mine, if you havenโt listened you SHOULD), Hawthorne Heights, Cute Is What We Aim For, Just Surrender, Asteria, The Used, Motionless In White, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce The Veil, Get Scared, Scream Silence, Death Cab For Cutie, Forgive Durden, La Dispute, Yellowcard, This Providence, Senses Fail, The Academy Isโฆ, Dashboard Confessional, nevershoutnever, Muse, Weezer, The Audition, Anatomy Of A Ghost, Of Machines, Silverstein, Linkin Park, The Spill Canvas, Motion City Soundtrack, New Found Glory, Modern Day Escape, Wisborg, blink-182, Good Charlotte, Taking Back Sunday, From First To Last, GunsLikeGirls, He Said Sheโs Dead, Abandon The Shore, Signal The Escape, etc.
The highlighted ones are my favorites as of right this second as Iโm writing this, but the list changes a lot, and there are plenty Iโm probably forgetting.
Bands Iโve seen live so far: Senses Fail, Saves the Day, Yellowcard, A Day To Remember, The Wonder Years, Dinosaur Pile-Up.
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โปโฅ Top 10 Fav Songs RN:
Because Youโre Lonely (The Circus) โ The Venetia Fair. Why Am I Always Right? โ Nightmare Of You. She Broke My Heart, So I Broke His Jaw โ Just Surrender. The Pros and Cons of Breathing โ Fall Out Boy. Northern Downpour โ Panic! At The Disco. โฆBecause All Suffering Is Sweet To Meโฆ โ Envy On The Coast. Sweet Tangerine โ The Hush Sound. Kellum โ Bayside. Expensive Conversations In Cheap Motels โ Chiodos. My Temperatures Rising โ The Audition
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๐ฃฒ Movies/TV โปโฅ : Jack and the Cuckoo-Clock Heart, A Nightmare On Elm Street, Twilight, Scream, Paranormal Activity, The Conjuring, Final Destination, Halloween, Friday the 13th, Suicide Room, Coraline, Edward Scissorhands, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, Hamilton, Warm Bodies, Jenniferโs Body, Juno, Donnie Darkoโฆ Regular Show, Adventure Time, The Amazing World Of Gumball, My Babysitterโs A Vampire, The Vampire Diaries (donโt flame me pls), etcโฆ
๐ฃฒ Gaming โปโฅ : The Sims, FNAF, Roblox, Minecraft, Stardew Valley, Terraria, Castle Crashers, Final Fantasy, Mortal Kombat, Undertale, Sallyface, Little Misfortune, COD, Mariokart, etc.
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๐ฃฒ Other Interests โปโฅ : Iโm very big on anything poetry relatedโIโm a fucking nerd, creepypasta (fav is JTK sorry iโm basicโฆ), pistachio ice cream, alfredo, artsy stuff, writing, tarotโor anything spiritual, paranormal, etc.
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Iโm very antisocial, but I try my best when it comes to forming friendshipsโdefinitely open to the idea! :)
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ME!!
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i have two tattoos, MCR danger days spider on my left forearm โ which you can kinda see in the first photo โ and โpretty. odd.โ on my right wrist โwhich you can also kinda see in the second photo !!
and maaaany more to comeโฆ
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iโm also very into makeup, though i donโt ready up as much lately. but when i do, expect to see posts;)
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Good 2 Know โปโฅ
โปโฅ Iโm transmasc, I donโt label my sexuality, Iโm into who and whatever Iโm into for the most part, though I AM hypersexual; while thatโs not suuuper important here, I do have another account on hereโฆ as stated before.
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โปโฅ I have BPD, so youโll probably see the occasional complaint about mental health strugglesโbut Iโll make sure to leave warnings whenever I do, so people who donโt want to see it wonโt.
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โปโฅ I collect CDS, rocks/crystals, and Iโm looking into collecting feathersโฆspecific, yeah. My favorite gemstone is Tigerโs Eye!!
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โปโฅ Colors: Wine red (haha like the Hush Sound songโฆ), Mint Green, Sunset Orange, Pink!!, and Dark Purples with gray undertones.
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โปโฅ Favorite animals: Penguins, Foxes, Bats, Monkeys, Seals.
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โปโฅ I play guitar (mostly acoustic), though not very well yet, Iโm still semi-fresh with it. I also sing !! And Iโm a songwriter on occasion.
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แฅซแญก If you want to talk about music, Iโll go on and on about it โ this is a warning LOL. I genuinely never shut the fuck up once you get me hooked on a topic. I like songs with uniquely built lyrics and complicated meanings; show me something with depth that seems confusing at first glance, and let me pick it apart piece by piece. Of course, I also like the straightforward angry + petty shit. Like a lot of FOB songs:
โKeep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you.โ
Like okay, asshole.
I find a lot of FOB songs very relatable, actuallyโฆincluding that one.
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แฅซแญก Speaking of Fall Out Boy, if you bring up Petekey (or any other ship in the emo community) prepare to be fucking bombed. I never shut up about gay situationships either, apparently. I donโt doubt youโll see posts abt that decently often on my profile.
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***I might add onto this later, but all I really have to say to close this off is PLEASE donโt be weird!! Iโm down to talk to anybody, but be open minded and respectful. Iโd prefer 18+ when it comes to making friends! But anyone is allowed on my profile + to interact:) This is a safe place!!