The House of Aker

Chasing the dream till my legs are bruised and bloody

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Art by  RoBs0n

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Art by  RoBs0n

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[thesummersuneye]

Red Line Mummy

She was a young looking mom

She had two toddlers with her and one baby and a giant stroller, but it also looked like she could fit all the necessary things you need to keep a threesome of children under control.

She would occasionally lean back on the train bench to rest her back. It looked like it hurt. I kind of wanted to offer her some of my painkillers but then I remembered that you probably shouldn’t take drugs from a stranger on a train.

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Ha! I was right.

With each passing night,

I start to feel myself fall deeper into soul-crushing loneliness

and heart-stopping numbness

My self-hate grows,

And the ways I tried to be loved come back to hunt me,

It pains me so much,

I can feel it in my chest.

Oh well,

The sun still rises.

[thesummersuneye]

3:52AM

That feeling of lightness,

That feeling of a flower blooming in your chest,

That is hope,

Stop it!

It won’t help you,

You will lose it again.

That smile you have,

Stop it!

You will lose it again.

[thesummersuneye]

Night Fall

With tears in my eyes,

I spin to the fading trumpets,

I’m on my tiptoes,

Faster and faster thinking I can shake the pain away.

 When I stop,

My head dazed with a faint sense of nausea,

For a moment I don’t realize that the pain is still there.

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Fool

As the song comes to an end,

I want to jump in the sun,

I want to have that big smile on my face

 We are dressed in white,

warmth overtaking us,

the breeze carrying us as we run around the desert,

We are held tightly as the setting sun provides a type of scenery that is now foreign to us.

[thesummersuneye]

Questions

Do you care?

Do you feel?

Do they mean anything to you?

Are you done?

Are you numb?

 Do you have visions of faceless friends?

Do you laugh at things that were never said?

Do you miss people that were never there?

 Are you scared?

Do your dreams seem far away?

Are you looking for a connection?

 I’m sorry.

[thesummersuneye]

Kemi

Kemi. Who is Kemi?

Kemi is beautiful inside and out,

Kemi is beloved,

Kemi lights up a room when she enters,

Kemi is charming,

Kemi believes in herself,

Kemi loves herself,

She is special and just pleasantly herself,

She smiles brightly at everyone, even her enemies,

She is the deadly combination of strong, conning, intelligent and beautiful.

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The Lost White Dragon

Young White Dragon, she felt she knew best and ran away from home, thinking she could take care of herself and that her mother was holding her back from the world. Young White Dragon met a man, cold but nice he showed her something she already knew but his world sank into her and destroyed all that she would ever be.

Ditza had a child for her man, they tried being a family, for a year or so but the cold man got bored and Ditza got bored because nothing was as they wanted it to be. The cold man started to disappear every night and Ditza became as black as the drugs that leaked from her skin and her child cried more often. Ditza and the cold man started to fight. He would yell and she would cry and tell him she loved him........ He never came back after that night.

Young White Dragon took her child to her mother. Young White Dragon knew her mother would give the child more love than she could ever.

Ditza went looking for her cold man. She found him. She told him there was no longer a child, nothing to bore them anymore and the cold man took her back, they rubbed black ink into their skin until Ditza saw the stars of another universe. A universe where she never met the cold man, a universe where her mother was proud of her, a universe where she lived up to her name and the White Dragon name.