TOXIC
Last month on June 30th I have made one I walked away from a very toxic relationship. I finally did it. I have been with that man for 3 years and 4 months. The first half of the year was all happy. But then he just changed. He started hiding me from people, his friends, and even his own family. He never took me out anymore. He didn’t look at me the same. He would tell me I have gained some weight. I should not wear it because I’m too heavy. Then he started downloading Tinder,Bumble and all other kinds of dating sites. He tells me I’m crazy for thinking he was cheating on me. He was taking girls out on dates while I was cleaning the house or the room. Right in my face he lied saying he is going out with the boys and having a guy day. Guess what I did I believed him. Yea, I believed him. I let him do it. He said “I’m not cheating on you! You just sound crazy for saying that! No, I’m not talking to any girl.” One night he was running late to come home a girl answered his phone. Saying it was his girlfriend when i asked who’s speaking. Yes, It will hurt. Yes, you will feel numb, Yes, it’s okay to cry! Because you have to fall first before coming back up. You will soon see what your worth, When you do you will love yourself like no one will ever you! You will see what love, your worth, your strength is all about! Make yourself happy before a man or women comes into your life. Only you can tell you when your ready to be with someone. Because I have. Every relationship is not all sunshine and rainbows.
So if anyone is suffering please know there is people who will help you if you speak.
