Hippocampus Heartwarmer
For what I’m about to say next just know you are my person. My living breathing journal.
I hope that what I’ve said to you these past couple months hasn’t changed your mind about wanting to be in a relationship. I know from your end seeing what people go through must be traumatic. Seeing how hurt they have become from what has happened. How much they’ve loved and lost.
Life is a yin and yang of balance. There are good times and there must be bad times. Although ending a relationship is terrible. Being in a relationship can be the most amazing thing on this planet. Finding that one person that can make you laugh and smile when you never thought you would again. That is what we live for. Don’t be discouraged from my bad experiences because you never got to experience the good in my relationships that made it soo worth it.
There’s something people don’t tell you about the people you’ve loved. They never truly leave you. Never. Even when they are gone or have passed the people you love live inside you. They live in your memories. You see them in the people around you.. just glimpses of them. And if you’re lucky like me they will visit you in your dreams and you can hold them in your once arms again. Even if for just a Fleeting moment.
Brendan Smith 10/19/2016