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hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

eh.

..how's everyone else doing. God I feel like it has been forever since I've seen anyone

either sleeping, dead or disinterested... such is the way. sucks ass but not like we can do much here

, that's true . I mean dude I'd kill to do some Minnie golf though.. how hard is it to build one

cant be that hard.... just grass and a convoluted path to a hole right?

Yeah...dude we should totally make a.minnie golf course

yea.... do you think clover'll eat the golf balls like a jawbreaker?

Clover will try to eat the grass, golf clubs and golf balls if given the chance . Probably my arm too

good for her

Not good for her man . My ankle hasn't recovered from the last bite...she hit Bone

#no problem man.#take your time. do your thing #ill be around if you need anything

sounds like a you problem

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

eh.

..how's everyone else doing. God I feel like it has been forever since I've seen anyone

either sleeping, dead or disinterested... such is the way. sucks ass but not like we can do much here

, that's true . I mean dude I'd kill to do some Minnie golf though.. how hard is it to build one

cant be that hard.... just grass and a convoluted path to a hole right?

Yeah...dude we should totally make a.minnie golf course

yea.... do you think clover'll eat the golf balls like a jawbreaker?

Clover will try to eat the grass, golf clubs and golf balls if given the chance . Probably my arm too

#there's nothing wrong with feeling like that #i cant really understand fully.... but your emotions are valid #maybe spend some more time with them if you can.#at least do a bit more before you go.. yk?#im not gonna tell you not to or that its a dumb idea... but just. be sure its really what you want #there's mostly no going back from it. even if you come back #itll not be the same. for you or for those who knew you #Im sure if my mom saw me now shed think im a nightmare shes having #grief does weird things and the person coming back doesnt make it immediately better. time is evil like that

good for her

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

eh.

..how's everyone else doing. God I feel like it has been forever since I've seen anyone

either sleeping, dead or disinterested... such is the way. sucks ass but not like we can do much here

, that's true . I mean dude I'd kill to do some Minnie golf though.. how hard is it to build one

cant be that hard.... just grass and a convoluted path to a hole right?

Yeah...dude we should totally make a.minnie golf course

#is making someone smile bad?#is helping someone feel joy #if only for a moment. a bad thing?#life sucks. everything sucks. but being there to help. even a little... isnt it worth it?#if your dead. like fully dead. you'll never ehear that laugh again #you'll never be able to comfort them again #do you think with you gone riley could handle being in this fuckass place?#i dont think so.

yea.... do you think clover'll eat the golf balls like a jawbreaker?

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

eh.

..how's everyone else doing. God I feel like it has been forever since I've seen anyone

either sleeping, dead or disinterested... such is the way. sucks ass but not like we can do much here

, that's true . I mean dude I'd kill to do some Minnie golf though.. how hard is it to build one

#of course it would.#you've always been there for them to help distract em and have fun #plus rains... ......#anyways. you should know grief doesnt work like that #take it from a dead kid. grief sticks with you forever no matter what you claim

cant be that hard.... just grass and a convoluted path to a hole right?

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

eh.

..how's everyone else doing. God I feel like it has been forever since I've seen anyone

either sleeping, dead or disinterested... such is the way. sucks ass but not like we can do much here

#i get that #......

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

Well you're still...here ...so y. Yeah ?

#..... yea #yk #after all this time. im still not sure if theres anything on the other side #is it kind enough to make somethin for us or... will we just be in a different cage #waiting for the next time we;re used?...#my monies on the latter

eh.

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

Well my lifes been incredibly dull for the last year so I've kind of just been re-mourning people you know how it is. Survivors guilt 'innit

yea.... yea.

is it survivors guilt if you're dead? maybe.

#sooooooooo nice

hey gay boy

! Hey my man . What's up what a lovely nickname ive been given

contemplating everything, thinking abt the uselessness of our situation. how're you

I wanna go home I miss home

What’s done is done. There’s no going back.

but you’re super strong! You can do anything!!!

No one can do everything there is to do.

I miss them I miss them so much Why am I with you when I could be with them?

Because the world doesn’t work like that.

then make it work like that

What’s done is done.

your stupid This is stupid I wanna go home I want my dad I want my sibling I want I want it to stop hurting

I’m sorry you feel that way.

go away just leave me alone

hey hey hey no it's fine. no need to throw up here everything is okie-dokie 😁

........

so half of you are just gone now ?

i.... i think i'm going to throw up

#asks #tw vomit mention

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]

[there's a huff of a laugh, and a small body leans on her side]

[things are uncertain. el is scared. but, knowing he's still himself, still looking out for it, helps comfort its worries.]

missed you....

Yeah... we,, we've been distant.

busy..... well... not busy anymore i guess....

[it laughs awkwardly... before falling silent]

[She wraps a wing around it.]

[it leans in closer]

things are so.... complicated.......

.. you don't need to talk about it...

its ok.....

its just me, cap, red and moony now... we dont know where everyone else went....

[the fear wafts off of it, as well as the pure tiredness.]

cap and red have their kid.... moony is trying to contact leaf wherever he is..... and im just. here.... i don't know what to do with myself.

what am i supposed to do...? i just.... i can't do anything... i can't help ... what am i supposed to do...?

.. ,, maybe you should sit and ... relax...

..... maybe....... but.... i dont... i don't know how to do that....

[He closes his eyes. Tired.]

[Is he listening?]

.......

[it stays quiet.]

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]

[there's a huff of a laugh, and a small body leans on her side]

[things are uncertain. el is scared. but, knowing he's still himself, still looking out for it, helps comfort its worries.]

missed you....

Yeah... we,, we've been distant.

busy..... well... not busy anymore i guess....

[it laughs awkwardly... before falling silent]

[She wraps a wing around it.]

[it leans in closer]

things are so.... complicated.......

.. you don't need to talk about it...

its ok.....

its just me, cap, red and moony now... we dont know where everyone else went....

[the fear wafts off of it, as well as the pure tiredness.]

cap and red have their kid.... moony is trying to contact leaf wherever he is..... and im just. here.... i don't know what to do with myself.

what am i supposed to do...? i just.... i can't do anything... i can't help ... what am i supposed to do...?

.. ,, maybe you should sit and ... relax...

..... maybe....... but.... i dont... i don't know how to do that....

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]

[there's a huff of a laugh, and a small body leans on her side]

[things are uncertain. el is scared. but, knowing he's still himself, still looking out for it, helps comfort its worries.]

missed you....

Yeah... we,, we've been distant.

busy..... well... not busy anymore i guess....

[it laughs awkwardly... before falling silent]

[She wraps a wing around it.]

[it leans in closer]

things are so.... complicated.......

.. you don't need to talk about it...

its ok.....

its just me, cap, red and moony now... we dont know where everyone else went....

[the fear wafts off of it, as well as the pure tiredness.]

cap and red have their kid.... moony is trying to contact leaf wherever he is..... and im just. here.... i don't know what to do with myself.

what am i supposed to do...? i just.... i can't do anything... i can't help ... what am i supposed to do...?

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]

[there's a huff of a laugh, and a small body leans on her side]

[things are uncertain. el is scared. but, knowing he's still himself, still looking out for it, helps comfort its worries.]

missed you....

Yeah... we,, we've been distant.

busy..... well... not busy anymore i guess....

[it laughs awkwardly... before falling silent]

[She wraps a wing around it.]

[it leans in closer]

things are so.... complicated.......

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]

[there's a huff of a laugh, and a small body leans on her side]

[things are uncertain. el is scared. but, knowing he's still himself, still looking out for it, helps comfort its worries.]

missed you....

Yeah... we,, we've been distant.

busy..... well... not busy anymore i guess....

[it laughs awkwardly... before falling silent]

... El?

[He's just calling out in his room.]

[...]

[A quiet presence appears nearby.]

..... yo.

... hi.. :>)

[Hw sits in his ever so dark room still.]