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Magnus tried to move further away from Camille but unfortunately for him he was trapped between a desk and said vampire. The smile on Camille's face made Magnus even more annoyed with the whole situation. He could see she had planned this.
"Well this is awkward." Magnus said watching as Alec and Izzy entered the room.
"Where's the book?" Alec was direct his voice cold and unfriendly, ignoring the scene he was just witness too. Magnus did not like that Alec was so hard to read.
"Ah, it's ah complicated," for the first time since meeting each other Magnus was the one who was a blubbering, trying to find the right words.
Alec looked between the two people in front of him. Camille may be dead but she was beautiful. It annoyed Alec how pretty she was, he was someone who had always been insecure about his looks.
"Clearly." Alec eyes darted between them. He avoided making direct eye contact with Magnus.
"I have some leads on it's whereabouts." Camille stated before Magnus had a chance to speak.
"And she has graciously offered to help us find it in exchange for her freedom." Magnus seemed desperate to try and please Alec.
"And her freedom requires a lip-lock?" Izzy snarled. Magnus held his finger up to try and stop Izzy or Camille say anything else. He really just wanted to speak with Alec and explain. He did not need this becoming a bigger deal than what it was.
Alec was getting tired of this whole conversation. He was annoyed and jealous and really just wanted to get out of here before his parents came back.
"We don't negotiate with prisoners." Alec stepped forward so he was standing opposite Camille. Camille chuckled, which infuriated Alec even more.
"Prisoner? I beg to disagree. See I'm you're only chance at saving the world, you need me." While Camille spoke it was the first time Alec had properly looked at Magnus. Magnus gestured to Alec that Camille was crazy but Alec wasn't really in the mood and turned his attention back to Camille.
"You certainly have a type don't you Magnus?" Camille looked Alec up and down while Magnus looked around the room uncomfortably. He didn't know where Camille was going with this, "He's cute." Camille looked at Magnus and leaned in closer, knowing her actions would irritate everyone in the room, "Too bad it won't last."
"Say that again you won't last." Izzy came to Alec's defence.
"I'd say he's about twenty years from male-patterned baldness." Camille chose to ignore Izzy's statement, she was getting a lot of pleasure making Magnus uncomfortable and causing the young shadow-hunter to see red.
Magnus didn't dare risk a glance at Alec, he knew Alec was already insecure with his looks.
"Oh now I see it! He looks just like that boy you met in Paris Magnus!" At that comment Alec was fuming, he did somehow manage to keep himself together.
"I don't have time for this." Alec said and turned and stormed out of the room Izzy trailing behind him.
"He seems nice."
"Don't Camille." Magnus held up a hand. "I'll speak with you later."
"Don't leave me waiting too long my love!" Camille called out as Magnus left the room.
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"Alexander!" Magnus ran after his boyfriend. Alec stopped as he heard Magnus approaching him, he didn't turn around.
"I'll leave you to it Big Brother." Izzy eyed Magnus and gave Alec a reassuring squeeze on his arm.
"Alexander, can I explain?" Alec closed his eyes and took a deep breath before he turned around facing his boyfriend.
"Go ahead." Alec said as he folded his arms across his chest.
"So..." Magnus started.
"So Camille is an ex-girlfriend?" Magnus was glad that Alec didn't bother tip-toeing around the situation.
"Yes," Magnus looked at Alec who continued to stare straight ahead. "Alexander," Magnus' voice was softer as he placed a hand on Alec's cheek forcing Alec to look at him. "I know you don't want to hear it so I'll just say it once, whatever I felt for Camille is ancient history, almost literally. She did all of that just to annoy me and get a reaction out of you. Camille loves to play games with people."
"Magnus?" Clary interrupted them. Both boys looked over to her, Magnus didn't remove his hand from Alec's cheek. "We need your help."
"What is it biscuit?"
"Camille says there is a vampire downtown who has some information about the Book of the White and says that you need to go with her." Alec rolls his eyes. "I'm sorry guys I can see you're having a moment."
"Don't apologize, I'll be with her in a minute." Clary nodded and walked away.
"We still need to discuss this Magnus."
"I know darling, but it can wait." Magnus' thumb stroked Alec's cheek, Alec closed his eyes loving the sensation.
Magnus moved his hand to Alec's jaw pulling Alec's face towards him and catching his lips in a quick kiss.
"I'll see you soon darling." Magnus said when they broke apart.
"Okay," Alec smiled at his boyfriend even though he was still very annoyed at this whole situation. Magnus smiled back then made his way back to Camille.
A/N: Please let me know what you think of this story would love to get feedback and thoughts about it, hope you love it =]
Magnus portaled them to the Institute, as he had explained to Alec he would rather spend the time of them rushing to the Institute kissing him, Alec had no complaints.
They arrived in the meeting room with Izzy, Jace and Clary waiting for them. Izzy looked at Alec with a knowing look as himself and Magnus walked towards them.
"Where is Camille?" Magnus asked.
"She's downstairs." Jace informed them, "We are holding her until she gives us information on  the location of the Book of the White,"
"Oh Camille won't like that," Magnus smiled more to himself then anyone else.
"No she doesn't," Clary informed them, "Look Magnus we really tried to get her to talk to us but she only wanted to speak with you-"
"Yeah, sorry about that guys," Jace interrupted. "We didn't want to ah, we hope we didn't um" Jace stumbled using his hands to gesture between Magnus and Alec.
"We didn't want to interrupt any love making that was possibly going on," Jace's eyes widened as he looked at Izzy in shock, Alec turned red and Magnus chuckled.
"Oh Isabelle, you are so like me," Magnus winked at Izzy, "Not to worry, no 'love making' was interrupted this time," Alec was sure his face was purple with the amount he was blushing.
"My brother's swollen lips say otherwise," Izzy laughed and Magnus joined giving her a small shrug to say he couldn't help it.
"Now, now we have had some fun, clearly at Alexander's expense," Magnus said as he wrapped his arm around his boyfriend, "Where might I find Camille? The sooner I speak with her, the sooner we can leave," Magnus said looking at Alec, who met his gaze and gave him a small smile.
"I'll take you to her," Jace offered and began to lead the way.
"Be back soon," Magnus said and gave Alec a quick kiss on the cheek and followed Jace to Camille.
"Big Brother, you need to tell me everything!" Izzy rushed over to her brother once Magnus has left.
"Izzy..."
"Don't 'Izzy' me! I have literally been waiting years for you to meet someone! I want details!"
"C'mon Izzy, he isn't comfortable with all this attention," Alec and Clary had never gotten along but today he had never been more thankful that she was here.
"Are Mom and Dad here?"
"No they heard Magnus was coming so they have gone out with Hodge chasing some leads about Valentine." Alec just nodded in response.
"What about Lydia?" Alec felt his stomach drop when he asked the question. Sure he had done the right thing for both of them, but he had Magnus, all she had was the humiliation he caused for her.
"She left for Idris last night," Clary informed him, again all Alec could do was nod in response, "She did want us to tell you she was happy for you and gave her best to you and Magnus." Alec smiled at Clary, he knew she was trying to make him feel better.
"Let's go train or something while we wait."
"Okay" Izzy smiled as they walked towards the training room, "You can tell us all about your day with Magnus."
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Jace and Magnus stood outside the door to the room where Camille was.
"Is there a problem? Has she escaped?" Magnus feigned fear.
"No, it's just, look Magnus I wanted to speak to you privately." Magnus motioned for Jace to continue, "Alec is my brother, he's my family and he means the world to me. He doesn't have a lot of experience with any of this kind of thing, I know you have probably heard this speech a thousand times but Magnus I swear if you hurt him you will not only have me to deal with but also Izzy. You can decide who is more terrifying."
"I already know who is the most terrifying out of the two of you. And believe me I would never hurt him."
"Okay," Jace said maybe a bit to skeptically, but Magnus chose to ignore it. "Ready for Camille?"
"Never," Magnus said as Jace opened the door and they walked in.
"Magnus!" Camille said as Magnus and Jace entered the room, "How long has it been? 100? 150 years?" Camille stood opposite Jace and Magnus smiling.
"138." Magnus said simply. "Oddly I haven't missed you." There was a slight snarl when Magnus spoke.
"Of course you have, my love." They both stared at each for a short while, Magnus with a look of disgust in his eyes. "I think you should go, Magnus and myself have things we need to discuss." Camille said not once taking her eyes off of Magnus.
"Sure, I'll leave you." Jace looked between the two of them and then left, not exactly sure what situation he was leaving.
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"So he told me that he wanted to be with me and then I told him I wanted to be with him as well and then I asked if he wanted to be boyfriends and he said yes and that was pretty much it." Alec shrugged trying to play off that it wasn't a big deal, but on the inside he was screaming like a little girl.
Izzy pretty much jumped on her brother giving him a suffocating hug. "Big Brother I'm so proud of you,"
"Thanks Izzy" Alec smiled at his younger sister and hugged her back.
"Has Camille told Magnus anything?" Clary asked Jace as soon as he entered the room.
"Ah no, I don't think so." Jace looked over at Alec before he continued, "I don't think she has any real interest in the Book of the White."
"What do you mean?" Izzy asked.
"I think she is more interested in Magnus." Alec stepped away from Izzy.
"Why do you say that Jace?"
"I'm fairly sure they have dated or something before, the way she was acting with him, the way she was speaking to him. I don't know it's just a vibe I got." Jace watched his brother, "Has Magnus mentioned anything to you?"
"No." Alec responded. It came out harsher than he has intended but he couldn't help it, he was becoming full of an emotion he didn't want to have. Jealousy.
"Alec where are you going?" Jace asked as he watched Alec storm out of the room. Jace was about to follow when he felt Izzy on his arm.
"I'll go." Izzy chased after her brother.
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"So Camille, I believe you have information on the whereabouts of the Book of the White."
"I do, but it's been so long Magnus, we need to catch up," Camille placed her hand on Magnus' arm which he shook off.
"We do not." Magnus informed her.
"You're still upset by my dalliance with that short-lived Russian."
"Upset? No, I gave up feeling anything for you over a century ago."
"Love is fleeting," Camille's eyes wandered over Magnus, "Even more so when you're immortal."
"And yet true love cannot die."
"But people can." Camille said sharply.
"People are more than just toys for your amusement." Magnus was becoming more and more irritated.
"Hundreds of years old and still so naive." Magnus rolled his eyes, "You wouldn't know what to do with love if you found it." Magnus quickly looked away, hoping Camille wouldn't be able to read his expression. "Or do you think you already have?" Camille walked behind Magnus.
Magnus stayed quiet while Camille sniffed him. He knew she would be able to smell Alec all over him.
"Angel blood." Magnus was glad he wasn't facing her, but that quickly changed when she spun him around far too quickly in  Magnus' mind.
Camille was quick thanks to her vampire reflexes, she pressed her lips to Magnus'.
Magnus froze. Camille's arms kept him in place. Thankfully as quickly as the kiss had started it ended. Camille released Magnus, smiling devilishly at him as he retreated back.
Out of the corner of his eye he saw two people standing in the doorway. He didn't even have to look but when he did he saw Alec standing there with Izzy.
A/N: This story is based off the TV show and not the books. Also Jace has not left with Valentine, Valentine is still on the run, nothing has happened with Hodge. Please let me know what you think as this is my first time writing Malec.
One Day After The Wedding
Alec awoke from an awful sleep. The sound of his alarm still ringing. For a brief moment he had forgotten what he had done yesterday, but it all came back to him, causing him to have a shortness in breath. The memories of how his parents had looked at him, the fact that he had kissed a guy in front of so many important people from the Clave. Alec sat up in his bed trying to catch his breath.
Alec reached for his phone, silencing the alarm. There was a message from Magnus.
Good morning beautiful :) x
Alec smiled down at the phone, all the bad memories from yesterday were gone and now he was only focusing on the memory of his lips on Magnus'. For his first kiss, well his first real kiss, it was pretty fucking fantastic. Alec lightly touched his lips and smiled as he thought about kissing Magnus.
Morning x
Alec quickly replied, he felt nervous about all of this. He had never been in a relationship with anyone. He had never really given the idea any thought. He had thought that he would spend his life being 'in love' with Jace. Now with everything that was happening and everything he was feeling with Magnus he wasn't even sure if he had been in love with Jace.
His phone buzzing snapped him out of thoughts.
Alexander, do you want to come over? I think there are a few things we need to discuss x
All of Alec's nerves resurfaced.
Yeah sure. When?
Alec wanted to see Magnus, he didn't really want to stay at the institute as his parents hadn't really spoken to him, Lydia was still here and there were still members of the Clave wondering around who he would much rather avoid.
How about right now? x
Alec hopped out of bed, heading to the bathroom.
I'll be over in an hour :)
Magnus smiled at his phone.
Perfect x
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Magnus couldn't sit still. He was very excited to see his Alexander. He had not imagined that yesterday was going to go the way that it did, but he was thrilled that it had. Alexander had chosen him. Magnus was grinning like an idiot at the thought of it.
He wanted to fix himself a cocktail to calm his nerves, he was fully aware that it was only 9 in the morning, but he knew that he had to be on his best behaviour as himself and Alec did have a lot of serious things that they needed to discuss.
Magnus hadn't even realised he was pacing around his loft until the sound of the buzzer snapped him out of his thoughts.
Magnus pressed the intercom.
"Hello?" Magnus said seductively.
"Uh, it's me, uh, it's ah Alec" Alec stuttered uncontrollably. Magnus smiled listening to the babbling mess that was Alec.
"Well come on up Alexander." Magnus pressed the buzzer letting Alec in. Alec climbed the steps two at a time and when he reached the top he saw Magnus leaning against the door frame looking gorgeous in all his warlock glory.
"Hello Alexander," Magnus smiled at the younger boy.
"Hey," Alec smiled shyly.
"Come in Pretty Boy," Magnus winked and walked through the loft, Alec followed closing the door behind him. "Would you like anything? Coffee? Tea?"
"I-um I'm ah-okay" Alec didn't know what it was about Magnus, but he just couldn't form proper sentences when he was around him. Alec was so caught up in his own thoughts that he hadn't realised Magnus was standing right in front of him.
"Hi" Magnus stepped closer to Alec closing the gap between them, Magnus placed one of his hands on Alec's hip and the other he brushed Alec's hair off his face.
"Hi" Alec said breathlessly, smiling down at the older man. Magnus returned the smile. Their eyes were locked on each others, Magnus couldn't believe how lucky he was to have this gorgeous boy standing in front of him.
Alec was blushing he wasn't used to having someone look at him so intently, he looked away as he felt his face get warmer.
Magnus chuckled slightly at the adorable boy in front of him and quickly kissed him. It was sweet, caring and soft and over far too quickly Alec thought.
"C'mon Alexander we have things we need to discuss," Magnus said as he stepped away from the younger boy and walked over to the sofa, Magnus gestured for Alec to take a seat.
They both sat down bodies facing each other, Alec wasn't sure what to do, he had no idea what to say or what they were doing, all he did know was that he liked being with Magnus.
"So, I think we just need to discuss what we both want, obviously I want to be with you Alexander. And I do understand that this is all very new to you, you have to know I don't expect anything from you, I am very happy just spending time with you and getting to know you. Obviously this isn't going to be as easy as I hoped it would be, you know with your parents and everything but know I'll always be here for you Alec," Magnus paused waiting for Alec to look at him, when Alec did meet his gaze Magnus continued, "Always. But the choice is yours, whatever you want to do."
Alec smiled a small smile at Magnus, "I want to be with you too," Magnus beamed at Alec, "It's just I might not be very good at all this boyfriend stuff,"
"That's not possible Alexander," Magnus smiled at Alec causing Alec to blush and stare down at his hands, "So boyfriend you say?" Magnus moved closer to Alec on the sofa.
"I-uh I me-mean if, well, if you-ah want-" Alec tripped over his words, Magnus just smiled and pressed a finger to Alec's lips silencing him.
"Of course I want that," Alec smiled at Magnus and then reached forward grabbing the older man's shirt just like he had done at the wedding bringing Magnus closer to him crashing their lips together.
They spent most of the day like that exchanging stories and kisses. They didn't move from the sofa. Alec was lying on-top of Magnus as Magnus lazily played with Alec's hair and told him a story about something that had happened to him when he was staying with Ragnor many years ago.
Magnus was interrupted when his phone starting ringing.
"I'm sorry," Magnus said as he answered the phone.
Alec continued to draw on Magnus with his finger not really paying attention to the phone call.
"Okay, I understand, we will be there soon." Magnus hung up the phone.
"Everything okay?"
"Well yes, they have found Camille. She says she can help us get the Book of the White."
"That's good" Alec looked up at Magnus.
"Yes, the only issue is that she says she will only speak with me," Magnus tried to read Alec's expression, but he never faltered. Damn Shadowhunter training.
"Oh, okay. So we have to go to the Institute?" Magnus nodded at his boyfriend, "Well I guess we better go." Alec said as he started to sit up off the sofa. Magnus quickly grabbed his arm pulling him back to him kissing him before they left.
A/N: Quick update I felt bad for making people wait such a long time. Anyways let me know how you think the story is going to far, hope ya love it =]
"Are you sure about this?" Beau asked. He didn't even know if he was sure about this but he needed somewhere to live and maybe this could mean something more for himself and Daniel.
"Yeah." Daniel hopped off the couch and stood in front of Beau, "But there are going to be a few rules or whatever."
"Okay," Beau said as a sign for Daniel, he was interested to hear what these rules were.
"Okay well, just because you are living here doesn't make us like a couple or anything. We are not in a relationship. We are just two guys that live together and fuck each other sometimes. We can still fuck other people but we can't bring them back here. I only have one bed."
Beau wondered if that meant that they would be both sleeping in that bed.
"Me inviting you to live with me doesn't mean I want a relationship with you and I need to know that you understand that. Obviously we can still fuck, if you want but that's all it is, just fucking." Both boys stared at each other, "This is what I'm offering, take it or leave it."
"Okay." Beau agreed still silently hoping that he would be able to change Daniel into wanting a relationship with him. "Thank you Daniel."
"You're welcome." Daniel smiled at the younger boy.
"What do you want me to do about rent and bills and groceries," Beau started to shit himself his job at the diner just let him pay for the minimal food he ate, he had no idea how he was going to pay rent for a penthouse!
"Don't worry about any of that," Daniel put his hand up shaking off what Beau was saying, "But we should go out and get you some stuff, like clothes and toiletries and whatever else you need."
Fuck. Beau though he didn't have anything and he didn't have any money to pay for it, all his money pretty much went to his savings for college.
It was as if Daniel could read Beau's mind.
"Don't worry Pretty Boy, I've got it." Daniel said as he picked up his car keys.
"What? No!" Beau got up off the couch, "I can't let you, I already feel so bad."
"Seriously Pretty Boy, it's fine." Daniel said as he guided Beau to the door and they went back down to the parking lot.
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Daniel took Beau to shops that he never thought he would see the inside off. The workers all greeted Daniel by name and offered him beverages. Daniel organized one of the workers to help Beau out. He was the stores stylist for customers. He asked Beau what he liked to wear, told Beau what colors he should wear based on his skin tone, eye color and things Beau had never taken into consideration when buy clothes. Daniel just took a seat and watched as Beau tried on outfit after outfit.
Beau had never experienced anything like this. He was offered champagne and snacks and the clothes were amazing nothing he had ever worn before. It took almost three hours but Beau had a massive pile of clothes.
He was trying to decide what was necessary and the cheapest he felt bad about Daniel spending money on him. Beau looked over and saw Daniel talking to the shop assistant while others came over to Beau and started packing the clothes Beau had into bags.
"Oh wait, sorry, I was just going to chose a couple of things."
"Sorry sir, Mr. Sayhounie is getting all of them." The shop assistant smiled at Beau.
Beau walked over to Daniel, "Daniel, I really don't need all of that." Beau watched as the price of all the clothes kept climbing higher and higher and seriously what shirt is worth $500.
"Pretty Boy it's fine," Beau knew that Daniel had a lot of money but he wasn't aware that he had a casual $7500 dollars to spend on clothes for another person. A person who was not even really a friend.
Beau watched horrified as Daniel swiped his credit card and they carried bags and bags back to the car.
They quickly went grocery shopping to get some things that Beau liked to eat as Daniel didn't have a lot of food and some essential items like a tooth brush.
On their way home after hours of shopping, Beau looked to the backseat and saw all the stuff Daniel had bought him.
Shit. How was he ever going to pay Daniel back? He didn't have thousands and thousands of dollars.
"Thank you. For everything." Beau motioned behind them.
"Don't mention it."
"I don't know how I'm going to pay you back, but I will." Beau felt like shit, "Eventually, I'll pay you back,"
"You don't need to pay me-"
"But!"
"I can think of better ways you can thank me," Daniel bit his lip and winked at Beau and then looked back to the road.
"Have you ever had a boyfriend?" Beau was curious.
"What?" Daniel had a smile of amusement on his face.
"Have you ever been in love?" Daniel let out a chuckle.
"No I don't believe in love. Never have, never will."
"Why?"
"I think it's a lie. I don't think it's real. I think people invented it to become a thing that people chase and can never catch. I believe in sex. Sex is real."
Beau just nodded in reply kind of upset by Daniel's answer, he pulled out his phone and saw multiple messages and missed calls from Luke and Jai.
Beau I went to get u this morn. Ur dad told me to fuck off. Where r u? U ok?
Beau replied to Luke's message:
Yeah I'm ok. I will explain it all to u when i see u.
Instantly Beau got a reply.
Ok. U coming to work?
"Shit." Beau didn't realize he had spoken out-loud.
"Everything okay?" Daniel glanced over at Beau.
"Yeah, I just have a shift at the diner in an hour."
"Okay, I'll take you."
Beau quickly replied to Luke:
Yeah I'll see you soon :)
"Fuck did you have classes today?" Beau just realized he had probably drastically interfered with Daniel's day, he didn't care that he had missed his own lectures and classes he could catch up.
"No stress Pretty Boy, I'll be fine" Daniel laughed lightly. Beau smiled, he liked Daniel's laugh.
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They arrived at the diner thirty minutes before Beau's shift. Beau was about to thank Daniel for the one hundredth time today when he saw Daniel undo his seat-belt and get out of the car.
"I'm fucking starving," Daniel said as they walked inside. Beau saw that Luke and Jai were sitting up at the counter. Jai saw out of the corner of his eye Beau walk in, he jumped up and grabbed Beau into a hug almost knocking Beau over.
"Are you okay?" Jai asked concerned as he pulled back allowing Luke to hug Beau.
"Yeah, yeah I'm okay." Beau told the boys.
"Your face looks pretty fucked mate," Luke told him, Beau had almost forgotten about the bruising. He looked to his side and saw Daniel standing there looking almost uncomfortable. He had never seen Daniel look anything but popular.
"What the fuck happened?" Jai asked.
"Um it's a long story but pretty much my dad beat the shit out of me, kicked me out and Daniel invited me to stay with him." It was the first time since Beau and Daniel entered the diner that Luke and Jai acknowledged Daniel's presence.
"Wait what?" Beau ignored Jai's question.
"Luke and Jai this is Daniel, Daniel this is Luke and Jai," Daniel extended his hand to the twins, both shook Daniel's hands but warily. "Okay I've got to get changed, Luke you coming?"
Beau and Luke walked out the back and once they were safely in the staff room the questions began.
"What the fuck is going on? You are living with Daniel Sayhounie? How did this happen? What the fuck happened?" Beau started getting undressed and began explaining to Luke what exactly happened in the morning.
"So my Dad must have been watching when Daniel pulled up and somehow seen Daniel kiss me. I hadn't even made it to the front door before he was out of the house screaming at me and then I just remember he hit me and I fell to the ground. I thought Daniel had driven off." Beau smiled at the memory, "He came running up and told me to get in the car while he stood there with my dad. Then he took me back to his house and asked me if I wanted to stay with him."
"So what does it mean, like for you guys? Are you like a couple?"
"No, he told me before I agreed to live with him that we were not a couple or in a relationship or anything like that. We are just two guys that live with each other who sometimes sleep with each other."
"And you're okay with that?"
"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" Beau asked as he made his way to the floor to start his shift. Luke rolled his eyes at Beau's answer knowing it was bullshit and followed his friend to start work.
Jai was sitting at the counter doing his schoolwork, while Daniel was sitting in one of the booths with all of his friends. It was honestly as if Daniel clicked his fingers and his group of buddies just appeared.
Daniel noticed Beau behind the counter and went up to talk to him, both Luke and Jai listened in trying to act like they weren't.
"What time do you finish tonight?"
"Around 1am maybe,"
"Fuck that's late," Daniel worked out the hours in his head. "That's a fucking long shift," Daniel looked horrified. Beau just shrugged his shoulders as if it wasn't that bad. "Well do you want to call me and I'll come and get you when you finish?"
"Yeah, okay." Daniel was about to go back to his friends, when he stopped.
"Do you have my number?"
"Oh no, I don't," Beau realized.
"Can I borrow a pen and some paper?" Daniel asked Jai, Jai handed them over to Daniel, "Thanks," Daniel quickly wrote down his number and handed it to Beau, "Give me a call when you're ready,"
"Okay," Beau smiled, he could feel the butterflies in his stomach as Daniel smiled and turned and walked back to his friends who were heading out of the diner.
"I'll see ya later Pretty Boy!" Daniel said as he walked out, Beau just waved maybe a little to excitedly, thank god Daniel didn't see. He saw Luke and Jai just staring at him with a little disappointment.
"Whatever." Beau said as he got to work.
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It was incredibly slow Tuesday at the diner, but it was good cause it gave the three boys a chance to talk and allow Beau to explain everything to the twins.
"So he just brought you like $10,000 dollars worth of shit?!" Jai looked at Beau perplexed.
"It wasn't $10,000 dollars." Beau tried to emphasize.
"Pretty fucking close!" Luke chimed in.
"That is the most fucking insane thing I have ever heard, like its fucking crazy." Beau didn't really know what to say.
"He didn't give me an option really. I offered to pay him back."
"With what fucking money?" Beau knew the boys were just trying to look out for him but all their question and their judging eyes were starting to piss Beau off.
"He said it was fine and that he didn't want me to pay him back," Beau just shrugged and wiped down the counter for the millionth time that shift. The twins looked particularly identical at that moment with both of their mouths hanging open and their eyes widened.
"I can't believe it." Jai was stunned at all the news he had been told, "So what's going to happen? Your going to live there and what? You barely know this guy. You have just slept with him a couple of times."
"I think I'm starting to like him," Luke and Jai looked at each other and had a conversation telepathically, Beau hated when they did this, "I think I'm actually starting to fall for him."
It was probably the worst thing he could have said after everything he had told them about Daniel's "rules" about not having a relationship and not believing in love, but Beau believed now more than ever that he might be able to change Daniel.
Luke and Jai looked back at each other and then at Beau, both boys breathed in deeply then Jai went back to his work and Luke started sweeping the floors. They didn't need to speak, their eyes had said it all.
A/N This is a longer chapter. Hope you guys are enjoying this fic, I'm really enjoying writing it. I think it's going to be quite a few chapters longer than i expected i will try and update more frequently just been really busy. Anyway please leave me feedback or if you have questions or anything i'd love to hear from you. Hope ya love it =]
Once they were inside Daniel's amazing apartment Beau attacked Daniel with his mouth. Daniel was caught off guard by Beau's sudden dominant attitude but quickly grabbed Beau pulling him closer. Beau moaned loudly into Daniel's mouth and pulled on Daniel's hair.
Daniel cupped Beau's ass and then lifted Beau up, Beau wrapped his legs around Daniel's waist as Daniel carried him to the bedroom.
Daniel threw Beau on the bed and removed his shirt not breaking eye contact with Beau, once the shirt was off Daniel jumped down reconnecting their lips. Daniel started undoing Beau's jeans.
"Wait," Beau pushed Daniel lightly.
"What's wrong?" Daniel looked down at the younger boy.
"I'll take them off." Daniel looked at Beau confused, but before he could ask Beau was off the bed and hurrying to the bathroom.
Beau quickly tried to get his pants off. Fuck these things were tight Beau thought to himself as he kept trying to pull them off. It didn't help that his dick was extremely hard and this process was somewhat painful. Beau was tempted to just cut them off as this was taking far too long, he was scared what Daniel might be thinking.
"Cimon, C'mon, C'MON!" Beau muttered to himself as he felt the jeans finally move down his thighs. "Finally!" as he stepped pout of the jeans. Beau quickly looked in the mirror. His face was a bit red as he styled his hair quickly and then opened the door.
Daniel was lying on his bed completely naked.
"Everything okay?" Daniel asked when he saw Beau exit the bathroom.
"Yeah, jeans just a little tight." Beau climbed on the bed. Daniel took a hold of his hand and guided Beau to straddle him. Beau looked down at the boy beneath him, he was absolutely gorgeous.
"Yeah I know, they gripped your ass perfectly." Daniel said as he squeezed Beau's ass. Beau smiled he was glad Daniel had noticed that had been the reason as to why Beau wore jeans 3 sizes to small for him.
Daniel reached his hand up and put his finger under Beau's chin, his hand leading Beaus face down towards his own. Beau smiled when their lips locked. Daniel was such a good kisser and Beau thought that he had been getting better.
Daniel squeezed Beau's ass again as both boys moaned. Daniel pushed Beau so that Beau was grinding against him. Beau took the hint and did as the older boy pleased his clothed dick rubbing against  Daniel's free one.
"Ah fuck!" Daniel groaned loudly as Beau continued to pretty much dry hump Daniel.
Daniel flipped them over attaching their mouths again and using one of his hands to remove Beau's jocks.
Daniel then pushed one finger inside of Beau while he kissed Beau's neck, nibbling and lightly biting on the sensitive skin. He quickly added a second finger causing Beau to moan very loudly.
"Ah-fu-uck, mo-re"
"You want more?" Daniel murmured into Beau's neck his voice husky. Beau nodded desperately he had momentarily forgotten how to speak.
"Okay, but first I want you to answer something for me." Beau just nodded as Daniel bit down on his neck and continued to finger him.
"Ye-ah okay?" Beau quickly said when he realized Daniel was waiting for an answer. Daniel moved so that he was looking at Beau.
"Open your eyes Pretty Boy," Beau slowly opened his eyes so that he was staring at Daniel. Daniel couldn't get over how beautiful this kids eyes were.
Daniel slowly pulled his fingers out of Beau, Beau quietly whimpered at the sudden loss of pleasure. Daniel just smiled down at the younger boy his eyes dark with lust.
"Were you dancing tonight for me to see you Pretty Boy?" Daniel had moved down so that they were inches apart, if Beau moved a little he would be able to kiss Daniel's perfect lips. Beau thought to himself that he hadn't been as subtle as he had hoped. He was desperate for Daniel and Daniel knew this.
Daniel grinded his hips against Beau's causing the younger to moan loudly and snap out of his thoughts.
"Well Pretty Boy?" Daniel moved his mouth closer to Beau's his breath ghosting over Beau's mouth.
"Ye-ah" Beau croaked out, he quickly swallowed, "Yeah." He said more confidently.
"Good." Daniel smiled. Beau hadn't seen Daniel grab a condom or a bottle of lube but he had them and was already putting them on his dick. Daniel moved Beau, lifting his legs around his waist and places Beau's hands on his shoulders.
Shit. This was different to the last time. Beau was having a minor panic attack as Daniel pushed inside of him. The pain wasn't any different unfortunately. Beau tensed and his fingernails dug deep into Daniel's shoulders.
"Oww fuck-" Beau bit down on his lip as Daniel continued to slowly push further in. "Does it ever stop hurting?" Beau breathed deeply as he felt Daniel completely inside of him.
"Not really," Beau was annoyed but also glad that Daniel didn't lie to him. Daniel moved one of his hands to Beau's back pushing the younger boy closer to him and with his other hand he held onto the bed head for support as he began slowly thrusting into Beau.
Beau enjoyed being this close to Daniel, it felt extremely intimate. More than the last time.
"Fuck, you have no idea how good you feel." Beau just nodded in response and then moaned as Daniel hit his prostate. Daniel continued thrusting his hips at a steady pace, but Beau wanted more he was still just a horny teenager desperate for more.
Beau tightened his legs around Daniel pushing him forward, "More," Beau said breathlessly.
"You want more?" Daniel shifted so that Beau was now lying on the bed and Daniel was leaning down over him, more like the last time.
Beau looked up at Daniel through his lashes, "Yes," Beau whispered.
"Fuck, you look so fucking sexy like that." Daniel quickly kissed Beau. Beau had never been called sexy he thought to himself, "Fuck!" Daniel moaned into Beau's mouth. "Do you want me to fuck you so hard that you won't be able to walk straight tomorrow?" Daniel said as he thrusted hard into Beau hitting his prostate and causing Beau to make an embarrassing sound. "Is that what you want?" Daniel asked again and thrusted into Beau again.
"Yeah," Beau quickly said, his eyes rolled back as Daniel hit his sweet spot yet again, "YES!" Beau practically yelled.
"Okay." Daniel started sucking on Beau's neck as he began pounding hard and fast into Beau. Both boys were moaning so loudly that Beau was scared if the people below them could hear, but he decided he didn't care. He was having sex with Daniel Sahyounie and he wanted people to know.
Daniel began stroking Beau's dick knowing the younger boy was close.
Beau grabbed Daniel's face and crashed their lips together, the kiss was sloppy as both boys were breathing heavily and moaning into each others mouths.
"Oh fu-cck, Dan-n-IEL!" Beau held Daniel's face close to his kissing wherever he could, "I'm gonna." Before Beau could finish his sentence Daniel pounded hard into him causing Beau to scream out Daniel's name as he climaxed. Daniel thrusted a few more times and then he too was moaning loudly as he climaxed.
Daniel fell on-top of Beau his head resting on Beau's chest, trying to catch his breath, Beau was glad that Daniel didn't seem to care to care to be lying in Beau's cum. Beau played with Daniel's hair as they both lay there. Beau couldn't wipe the smile off his face.
After a few minutes Daniel pulled out of Beau and discarded with the condom, he got up off the bed and got a damp towel cleaning himself off then threw the towel at Beau.
"So you want to stay?" Beau had a small smile as he looked at Daniel who was making his way back over to the bed.
"If that's okay?" Beau was a bit taken a back by Daniel's offer.
"Yeah. I can drive you wherever tomorrow." Daniel said as he lied down in the bed next to Beau.
"Okay. Thanks." Beau followed suit curled up in Daniel's incredibly comfortable bed.
"S'all good." Daniel said as he turned off the lights with some remote control which Beau thought was the coolest thing ever. "G'night" Daniel said as he rolled over.
Beau didn't even care that they weren't cuddling or doing whatever they do in the movies. He was just happy that he had gotten to have sex with Daniel again and Daniel had offered Beau to stay over. Maybe he could change Daniel? Beau though as he fell asleep a happy guy.
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Beau woke up to the sound of his alarm. He noticed that Daniel wasn't in bed. He got up out of bed feeling a bit uncomfortable this morning. He walked into the kitchen and saw Daniel sitting at the table on the phone to someone. He didn't look happy.
Daniel noticed Beau standing in the kitchen looking very awkward, Daniel nodded hello at him and continued with his conversation.
Beau motioned he was going to have a shower. Who on earth would be calling at this time it was 7:00 in the morning?
When Beau came back into the kitchen fully clothed, after spending a good amount of time trying to get his jeans on because his ass hurt so much, Daniel was staring out the massive window that over-looked the entire town.
"Hey," Beau said quietly scared that he was interrupting Daniel.
Daniel turned around, "Morning Pretty Boy." Daniel walked over to the kitchen area motioning for Beau t sit down. "You want a coffee or something?" Daniel asked as Beau sat at the kitchen counter, while Beau turned on the coffee machine.
"Yeah sure," Beau just watched as Daniel got out some mugs and put a tablet thing inside the coffee machine.
"Cappuccino okay?" Daniel didn't even really look up to get a response.
"Yeah whatever." Beau smiled. "So you okay?" Beau sensed that phone call hadn't been a good call as Daniel seemed pissed off. Then again he could be pissed off that Beau was here, which made Beau feel a little uneasy as he waited for Daniel to respond.
"Yeah just my parents." Daniel said as he moved the coffee mugs to catch the coffee dripping from the machine.
"Was that them on the phone?" It made sense now with them being in a different time zone overseas.
"Yeah. Sugar?" Beau shook his head no as Daniel passed him his drink. "Halfway across the world and they still manage to piss me off more than anyone."
"But you're okay?" Daniel looked at Beau somewhat confused as he sipped his drink. Obviously the guys he sleeps with don't ask him about his life like Beau does.
"Yeah, just shit with Voodoo, my dad is always giving me shit about how I run it." Beau just looked at Daniel encouraging him to continue, "He doesn't like all the gay stuff." Daniel winked at Beau. Beau wasn't exactly sure what that meant. Did Daniel's parents not know he was gay?
Daniel must have been able to see what Beau was thinking because he clarified. "They know I'm gay, but they don't really like gay being thrown in their face at their nightclubs. Voodoo is the only one that has such a big gay demographic and they put that down to me. It is just annoying because Voodoo is probably the venue that makes the most money!" Daniel raises his eyebrows in a sarcastic manner and just shrugs his shoulders, "Anyway, where am I taking you? Don't you have college this morning?"
Beau smiled at the fact that Daniel had remembered. "Yeah I do, but if you could drop me off at home I just have to get my shit for class. I can make my own way from there."
"Okay." Daniel downed the rest of his coffee. "You ready to go?" Beau nodded and they made their way down to the parking lot.
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The drive to Beau's house was nice. They listened to music, Beau learnt that Daniel was weirdly obsessed with Miley Cyrus and Lil Wayne. Beau just laughed when Daniel would try to impersonate the rapper. They both learnt that they loved Eminem as much as the other and rapped along to Lose Yourself.
Beau wished that Jai and Luke could see Daniel like this. He was actually really fun to be around and he thought that they would all actually get along really well.
"And just left here and it's just that one there," Beau suddenly felt embarrassed as Daniel pulled up at his house. It was a shit-hole and looked like one as well. It was very clear at this moment how different their lives were. Daniel lived in a penthouse in the city. Beau lived a rundown shoe-box in the wrong side of town. Beau looked at his house then back at Daniel. "Thanks for the ride."
Daniel noticed a change in Beau. "Not a problem,"
"I'll see you later then." Beau was about to open the door, when Daniel leaned across and kissed him. The kiss was sweet and everything that Beau needed in that moment. Beau smiled when the broke apart.
"Bye," Beau said as he climbed out of the car.
"Bye Pretty Boy." Daniel smiled as Beau closed the door and headed up the driveway. Daniel turned into the house opposite Beau's driveway to reverse, he looked out the rear-view mirror and saw Beau climb the few steps to the veranda of his house when the front door swung open and a man who Daniel could only guess was Beau's father appeared. Daniel pulled out of the driveway, he looked over to Beau's house and put the car in park not liking the way the man looked.
"Hey Dad," Beau got a fright when his father pretty much ripped open the door.
"Don't fucking hey me! What the fuck was that!?"
"What?" Beau was feeling scared his father had hit him before and Beau knew what was coming.
"Don't fucking play with me boy! I saw you in the car. I saw what you did." His dad said through gritted teeth.
Shit. Beau hadn't even realized he was stepping down the stairs away from his dad. He had his hands up as he backed away.
"Dad- I-I uh" Beau didn't know what to say he didn't know what to do.
"You think I'm going to let some faggot come into this house. Over. My. Fucking. Dead. Body." He spat each word at Beau and then lifted his hand and swung at his son so hard you could hear it.
Daniel jumped out off his car as he saw Beau fall to the ground while his dad started spitting on him and kicking him.
"HEY!" Daniel yelled out as he ran over, "GET THE FUCK OFF HIM!" Daniel made his way to Beau.
"Get the fuck off my property." Daniel could smell the alcohol on his breath.
"Gladly." Daniel helped Beau off of the ground. "Go to my car," He whispered to Beau.
"Dan-"
"Go!" Daniel cut Beau off.
"I have a gun in my house and I'm not afraid to use it."
"Go fuck yourself." Daniel waited till Beau was safely in his car.
"You tell that cock-sucking faggot piece of shit he is never allowed back here. Never! YOU HEAR THAT BEAU? NEVER. YOU'RE MOTHER IS FUCKING SPINNING IN HER GRAVE RIGHT NOW." Daniel turned and headed back to his car with Beau's father screaming abuse at him.
"YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD BOY! NEXT TIME I SEE YOU. I AIN'T HAVING NO FAGGOT SON."
Daniel got in the car and sped off down the street. Beau had his hand on the place where his father had hit him, he could feel it swelling.
Daniel drove back to his place, neither one spoke, Beau just quietly sobbed the entire ride.
Daniel helped Beau walk inside and one they were safe inside Daniel's apartment, Daniel sat Beau down on the couch and got some water and an ice-pack from the freezer.
Beau held the ice to his cheek, hissing at the pain.
"Sorry you had to see that."
"Don't apologize." Daniel was almost mad that Beau felt it necessary to apologize, "Has that happened before?"
"Yeah." Beau looked down not wanting to look at Daniel.
"Why haven't you left?"
"Where would I go? I have no money. No family. I have no one." Daniel saw a tear escape Beau's eye.
"What about those guys you hang with at college?"
"I can't. As much as their family wants to have me, I can't put them in that situation. My father would hurt them as well and they know that. I can't do that to them."
"You can stay here." Beau looked up at Daniel with complete shock all over his face.
A/N Hope you guys are liking it please let me know, good or bad I love hearing what you think. Hope ya love it =]
The library incident had been on repeat in Beau's mind for the last two days. He hand't been able to focus on anything except that. He knew that he had completely fucked up his test he had, but he didn't care. All he cared about was getting Daniel one on one again. Beau knew where this could happen, and that was at Voodoo.
It was Monday night and Beau was sitting in his last class of the day just watching the clock, counting down the minutes. It was as if on this particular day time was going in slow motion. Beau knew that he should have been taking notes like everyone else but all he could think about was Daniel's lips on his, Daniel's naked body on his. He was getting hard just thinking about it.
Finally!
Beau thought when the clock finally struck 7pm. He was out of his chair so quickly Austin had to run to catch him.
"Beau!" Beau turned as he saw Austin chasing him down the hallway.
"Sorry man, what's up?" Beau tried not to sound to annoyed.
"I just wanted to see if you wanted to hang, but obviously you have somewhere you need to be," Austin smiled his sunshine smile.
"Yeah sorry," Beau shrugged, "Another time though yeah?"
"Yeah, no worries Beau, have fun!" Beau smiled at his friend and hurried to the bus stop.
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Beau was standing in line, which for some reason was longer than normal. Well longer than the last times he had been here, especially considering it was quite early.
Beau had rushed home and had changed so quickly he should deserve a fucking medal. He was wearing his extremely tight jeans that showed off his ass, a long singlet showing of his tan and his body and his lucky snap-back just for good measure. He looked hot and he was hoping Daniel would notice.
Beau was becoming irritated he had been in line for close to an hour.
"Hey do you know what's going on tonight?" Beau asked the guys behind him. Â
"It's the first Monday of the month," One answered as if Beau should know what the hell that means.
"I'm sorry?" Beau replied.
"The first Monday of the month is 'Men's Mad Monday'" Beau nodded still not really following, "Its pretty much the biggest gay night of the month, trust me babe, you won't be disappointed." Beau just smiled at the guys and prayed silently that he would be inside soon.
After another twenty minutes in line Beau was finally in. The guys behind him were right. He was not at all disappointed. Thank god he hadn't invited Luke or Jai, they probably wouldn't have enjoyed tonight seeing as there was not a female insight.
There were just men everywhere. Majority topless dancing with one another. Beau pushed his way onto the dance floor as he did he noticed podiums that had been setup throughout and had guys only in their underwear dancing on them. He saw a main stage that also had just men in underwear dancing on it while people called out to them and giving them money.
Strippers maybe. Beau thought to himself.
Beau quickly found Daniel who was standing at the side of the stage watching the guys dancing, clapping along and checking a certain one out. Beau knew it would take a lot more than dancing sexily to get Daniel's attention tonight.
"Hey!" Beau yelled at one of the guys dancing on the podium. The guy bent down and put an arm around Beau.
"$50 for a lap dance and depending on if you want more we can discuss prices."
"No I want to know if I can get up and dance,"
"Oh um, you have to speak with Mikey, he's in charge." The dancer pointed to Mikey. Beau instantly recognized him as Daniel's friend.
"Cool thanks," Beau quickly pushed through the crowd and reached Mikey who was introducing the next dancer on stage. "Mikey!" Beau called out.
"Oh hey," Mikey gave Beau a smile, "Daniel's friend right?" Mikey asked over the music.
"Yeah,"
"If you're looking for Daniel-"
"No I wanted to ask you something?" Beau interrupted.
"Oh," Mikey looked somewhat confused, "What can I do for you?"
"I wanted to know if I could get up and dance on one of the podiums?" Mikey looked at Beau suspiciously.
"Why?"
"Just have some steam I need to let off," Beau shrugged his shoulders.
"Okay, well it's just these podiums are for my boys so they can show off their stuff so they can get money."
"I'm not looking for money. I won't take any, I just want to dance." Beau could tell Mikey wasn't completely sure, "Just for one song, two songs max!" Two songs was all he would need Beau thought.
"Okay, but then you have to get off, I'll introduce you and say you are for show only, if anyone gives you tips you give them to me okay?"
"Yeah cool, whatever!" Beau was beaming.
"Go on that one over there," Mikey pointed to the vacant podium in the middle of the dance floor.
"Perfect." Beau smiled as he started taking off his clothes, "Thanks Mikey." He said as he headed towards the podium.
"Alright fellas, have a little treat for you all," Mikey said over the microphone, "We have a nice young man who is dancing just for you guys." The crowd started cheering, "And what I mean by this is he is not available for lap dances or anything else. He isn't accepting money. He is purely a show." The crowd continued to cheer, "So give it up for Beau Boy!" Mikey yelled in the microphone.
Beau jumped up onto the podium. He had kind of wished that he had some alcohol in his system as he stood in front of all these people in just his underwear, shoes and a snap-back. Â
Beau closed his eyes and started dancing. He moved his hips seductively hearing the cheers of all the men watching him. Beau knew he had to get one boys attention and decided to pull out some of his best stripper moves that he had studied from the Magic Mike movies. When he opened his eyes he noticed that he actually had a lot of the crowd watching him as opposed to the other dancers who were on stage as well.
Beau turned around as he danced so he was facing the stage and locked eyes with Daniel. Beau winked at him. Then turned back around, purposely moving his hips in a certain way that made his ass look great.
Daniel couldn't take his eyes off of Beau. He was an amazing dancer, Daniel was actually jealous of how could the kid could move. He had no idea where Beau had learn to dance like that especially seeing as that he was a virgin before he had met Daniel.
James noticed a small smile playing on Daniel's lips as he watched Beau dance around on the podium.
"Daniel..."
"What?" Daniel replied not once taking his eyes off Beau.
"Just leave him."
"What? Why?"
"Don't lead him on."
"I'm not." Daniel hadn't really even heard what James had said to him, he was completely absorbed in Beau.
Beau continued dancing until he heard Mikey on the microphone telling the crowd that Beau's time had come to an end. Beau jumped off the podium and went back to Mikey where he had left his clothes.
"Thanks man," Beau said as he pulled on his tight jeans.
"No problem,. You're quite the dancer. You should be one of my boys."
"Thanks but I'm just a dancer,"
"Fair enough, but you owe me for all the dick you're going to get." Before Beau could ask what Mikey meant he felt a tap on his shoulder. Beau saw Mikey wink before he turned around.
"You want to dance?" A big, bulky, extremely handsome guy asked him.
"Yeah sure," Beau looked over the guys shoulder to where Daniel was.
Daniel was watched as Beau moved to the center of the dance floor with a beast of a man. Beau had managed to get his jeans on but had forgotten about his shirt.
Daniel watched as the beast started kissing Beau's neck as they danced closely. Too close, Daniel thought. This beast had his hands all over Beau, gripping his ass pulling Beau closer to him.
"C'mon Daniel, there is heaps of other guys." James tried to point out but it fell on deaf ears as Daniel made his way over to Beau.
The beast was about to kiss Beau when Daniel grabbed Beau's arm and pulled him away.
"HEY!" The beast yelled at Daniel, "We were in the middle of something,"
"Oh well, now we are in the middle of something!" Daniel pulled Beau closer to him.
"Are you fucking kidding me?"
"Sorry no," Daniel smiled at the guy and then pulled Beau through the crowd towards the bar. "Hey Pretty Boy." Daniel said once they were away from the crowd of men.
"Hey." Beau smiled. Daniel stepped closer towards Beau so their faces were only a few inches apart. Daniel rested his hands on Beau's waist.
"I liked your dancing." Beau didn't respond he just smiled, "I liked it a lot," Daniel said in Beau's ear and then took one of Beau's hand and directed it to his groin. Beau could feel Daniel's hard dick through his pants. "You want to come home with me?"
"Ye-yeah," Beau tried to keep up his confident facade but it was too hard when Daniel was looking at him like he was and he could feel Daniel's erection.
"Good." Daniel smiled cheekily at Beau and then headed out of Voodoo with Beau closely behind him.
A/N: Sorry it has been ages since my last update, just been really busy but hopefully I will be updating much more regularly. Hope you are enjoying this lastest fic, I'm really enjoying writing it. Let me know what you think of it so far, love getting feedback. Hope ya love it!
It had been a bit over one week since the awesome blow job night at Voodoo and a bit over one week since Beau had spoken to Daniel. He had been so busy with school and work that he hadn't had any opportunity to go out. He had been hopeful that he would have seen Daniel around campus but unfortunately he hadn't. Beau was upset about this to say the least. Upset may be putting it lightly.
It was a busy Friday night at the diner and Beau, Luke and Jai were all working. Fridays were always the worst night. It was as if every kid from college decided that they needed to get a milkshake and fries on this one particular day. Beau was trying his best to serve everyone in the never-ending line. Beau had been so flustered he hadn't even noticed Daniel enter the diner.
Daniel spotted his friends all sitting at one of the booths. The place was fucking packed. Daniel took one look at the line and decided he was better off stealing food off his friends.
"Hello boys," Daniel greeted his friends.
"Skip! What took you so fucking long?" Ronnie asked, "We ordered without you,"
"I'm sure you guys could spare a few cheese fries," Daniel said as he took a few of James'. James just eyed Daniel as he shoved the fries in his mouth. He got a wink in return.
"So busy tonight," Daniel stated.
"It's like this every Friday, since they started happy hour," Travis informed Daniel. Daniel just nodded as he scoped out the room, he was horny as ever since he hadn't had any real action for a week. Daniel's eyes fell on Beau behind the counter. He tapped James' shoulder.
"Look, Pretty Boy works here!" Daniel pointed.
"Yeah I know, he served us." James said showing very little interest.
"He looks hot in that uniform," Daniel popped himself up a bit to get a better look. James rolled his eyes. While Daniel was checking out Beau there was a tap on his shoulder. Daniel turned towards the person who tapped him.
"Hey," A guy who looked like a young Bradley Cooper extended his hand to Daniel, "I'm Aaron." Daniel took Aaron's hand and smiled up at the handsome guy.
"Daniel." Aaron returned the smile.
"Can I buy you a drink?"
"Sure." Daniel got up and followed Aaron to the bar section of the counter.
"Unbelievable," Mikey said as they watched Daniel start flirting with this guy. "Everyday he has new people throwing themselves at him."
"Well that's what happens if you have been graced with good looks and a good family." Ronnie pointed out what they all knew.
"Still he's a lucky fucking guy."
"He's not lucky. He's Daniel Sahyounie." The boys all nodded in agreement and went back to their meals.
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The rush had finally calmed down with most people now just drinking, Beau wiped the sweat away from his forehead as he and Luke started cleaning up the dining area.
"I'll finish up here if you want to check the bathrooms?" Luke suggested.
"Yeah, easy." Beau grabbed some cleaning equipment and headed over to the male bathrooms. From the outside he thought he had heard moaning but he ignored it. When he walked inside he froze in his tracks.
There was Daniel with his eyes closed and mouth hanging slightly open and his hand in some guys hair while the said guy was sucking Daniel off.
Beau was completely frozen, he couldn't take his eyes off Daniel. He knew he needed to leave but he just couldn't bring himself to do so. Daniel looked so sexy standing there. The scene in front of Beau was turing him on, he wanted to push this random guy off Daniel and take over.
Beau heard Daniel moan loudly and Beau jumped and found himself staring into Daniel's eyes.
Shit.
Beau knew Daniel could tell that he hadn't just walked in and that he has been staring. Daniel just smiled at Beau and gave him a quick wink as Beau turned and headed out of the bathrooms in an awkward rush with an even more awkward situation going on in his pants.
"Bathrooms all good?" Luke asked when Beau exited.
"Yeah! All fine!" Beau quickly said and made his way back to the counter trying to hide his situation.
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The rest of the shift went rather slowly, Beau didn't see Daniel again after the bathroom encounter. Beau could only assume that he left with that guy. Maybe everything people said about Daniel was true? Of course it's true, why did Beau think that he would be the person that could change Daniel Sahyounie?
Beau looked over and saw James sitting up at the counter talking with Luke. Beau knew that the two of them had a few classes together but did not know that they had become so chummy. It kind of annoyed Beau as James was always such an asshole to him whenever they had been together.
"Hey!" Beau looked over to where the voice had come from and saw Austin standing towards the end of the counter.
"Austin, what's up?" Beau smiled as he made his way over.
"i didn't know you worked here," Austin smiled.
"Yeah," Beau scratched the back of his head, "Worked here for a while now,"
"Well good to know," Austin smiled, "You can hook me up"
"Guess so," Beau smiled.
"You ready for the Biology test tomorrow?"
"Mm kind-of, well I hope I am."
"I'm going to the library before class tomorrow if you want to join me?"
"Yeah sounds good," Beau smiled.
"Cool I'll see you tomorrow, around 12pm?"
"Yeah awesome." Beau waved as Austin left. Beau was glad he had made a friend in Austin, the guy was so damn friendly. He was literally like sunshine with his blonde hair, tanned skin and his friendly smile. Â
It was getting close to closing time so Beau starting on clearing all the tables. He could hear Luke and James hysterically laughing.
"Do some fucking work!" Jai yelled at his brother, irritated that everyone else was cleaning up except for Luke.
"Fucking relax Jai," Luke yelled back.
"I'll see you later Luke," They did some man handshake thing and then James left with his friends and the last few people that were still in the diner followed them out allowing Beau to lock the doors.
"Finally!" Beau said as the all started cleaning as fast as they could so they could all get out before 1am.
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"I didn't realize you and James had become such good friends," Beau said on the drive home.
"He's a pretty cool guy,"
"He's never been 'pretty cool' with me," Beau used his fingers as quotations when he spoke, "it's like he has it on for me or something and we have barely spoken two words to one another."
"I think he just gets annoyed with dealing with different guys every night," Luke tried to justify.
"What do you mean?"
"I think he gets annoyed having to befriend guy after guy after guy, you know, especially knowing that Daniel won't have anything to do with them once the nights over, after-awhile you'f grow sick of it."
What Luke said kind of offended Beau, he wasn't sure why or which part, he just knew he didn't like hearing it.
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Beau got to the library earlier than 12pm only because he wasn't feeling super confident and wanted to squeeze in all the study he could before the test. It was his first Biology test and he wanted to ace it. He was searching the bookshelves for a few books when he felt someone close behind.
"Hey Pretty Boy," There was a warm whisper in his ear. Beau tried not to shudder with excitement. Beau felt Daniel's hand wrap around his waist, one was slowly creeping downwards.
"So last night..." Daniel bit down on Beau's earlobe lightly. All Beau could do was quietly moan in response. "I know you liked what you saw." Daniel started lightly rubbing Beau's crotch. Daniel then kissed Beau's neck, nibbling on the sensitive skin.
Beau was so turned on. He was getting hot and he knew that at any moment someone could come round the corner and see them, which just turned Beau on more.
And as quickly as it had began Daniel was off Beau. Beau quickly turned around.
"Bye Pretty Boy," Daniel smiled and waved and then walked out of the library.
Beau was once again left with a situation in his pants and no way of dealing with it. Fuck he was going to get blue balls soon if this was going to keep happening.
Beau quickly grabbed the books he needed and went back to his desk knowing that he had no hope of studying now as his mind was going to be completely focused on Daniel.
Daniel Sahyounie was going to be the death of him.
Beau Brooks falls in love with the guy who can never love him back. Will Daniel Sahyounie finally believe in love? Or will he lose the one person who truly loved him?
A/N: Hope you guys are liking it so far, let me know what you think. Hope ya love it =]
Beau sat in the cafeteria waiting for Jai to come aimlessly doodling on his workbook. He started scribbling Daniel's name. Beau quickly realized how weird that looked so he quickly crossed it out.
"Beau!" Beau looked up and saw Luke heading towards his table. Beau quickly threw his books in his bag.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" Beau asked as Luke sat down.
"Well Jai told me he was meeting you here and you asked me yesterday to take you to work," Luke said reminding Beau.
"Oh yeah. Right." Luke eyed Beau quizzically, "Forgot!"
"So, Jai told me he saw you get dropped off by Daniel Sahyounie,"
"Yeah," Beau looked down at the table as he smiled.
"Beau-"
"Hey!" Jai interrupted running over to Beau and Luke.
"Hi..." Beau said amused at how puffed out Jai was.
"What are you guys talking about?" Jai sat down next to his brother.
"I was just asking Beau how he got here today," Luke looked back at Beau. Beau just raised his eyebrows at the twins sitting in front of him.
"Yeah Beau, what happened last night?" Jai asked as both boys leaned in closer.
"Let's go to work." Beau said standing up.
"C'mon Beau!" Luke and Jai whined in unison.
"I'll tell you about it at work," Beau winked. Luke and Jai looked at each other with faces full of shock then quickly jumped up walking with Beau towards the car park.
***********
Daniel and James were walking into college when he heard a familiar voice. Daniel looked up and saw the boy from last with two of his friends messing around. Beau smiled at the display. Daniel had been right, that boy was hands down one of the hottest people Daniel had ever seen.
"Is that the guy you ditched me for last night?" James asked.
"Yeah, sorry about that" Daniel smiled at his best friend. James just rolled his eyes at the shorter boy.
Beau and his friends were coming closer towards Daniel and James.
"Hey Pretty Boy!" Daniel called out. Beau looked up and saw Daniel smiling at him. Beau's stomach instantly filled with butterflies.
Luke and Jai stood on either side of Beau trying to tell Daniel not to fuck with any of them.
"Hi," Beau said shyly.
"Guess you did see me again," Daniel said giving Beau a kiss on the cheek. Beau felt his face instantly go hot, the spot where Daniel kissed him felt like it was burning. Beau looked down trying to hide the fact that he was blushing.
"I'll catch ya later Pretty Boy." Daniel winked as he and James walked towards the main building.,
"You shouldn't lead him on," James whispered to Daniel as they walked away, "He's like a small puppy"
"I do like puppies!" James laughed at Daniel, "Anyways its just a bit of fun" Daniel looked back at Beau who was still bright red in the face, a small smile playing on Daniel's lips.
"What the fuck was that?" Luke asked as Beau practically skipped to the car.
***********
On the drive to work Beau explained to the boys exactly what happened the night before.
"So you're not a virgin?" Jai exclaimed.
"No!" Beau grinned from ear to ear.
"And so what is going on with Daniel?" Luke asked.
"Yeah what is going on with him, Beau I haven't heard good things about him?"
"What do you mean?"
"I've just heard people talk about him."
"And..." Beau pushed Jai for a proper answer.
"All I've heard is that he just fucks guys and then he is done with them. He doesn't care about them, doesn't even bother to learn their names."
"He fucks you, then he's done with you," Luke chimed in. Beau didn't like what he was hearing, sure he had heard similar things but maybe Daniel was different.
"Maybe that's all just rumors," Beau tried to defend the guy he had lost his virginity too.
"Maybe, maybe not. Look Beau all I'm trying to tell you is don't fall for this guy. He sounds like he is a lot more hassle than he is worth." Jai turned his head and gave Beau a smile.
"Guys like Daniel aren't the guys you want in your life anyway. They are just going to have a little fun with you and then once they have gotten everything they want from you they will leave you and most likely cause you a whole new world of hurt." Luke glanced at Beau in the rear-view mirror, "Not worth it Beau."
Beau just stared out the window as they made the short drive to work. He hadn't really listened to what Luke and Jai had told him, they weren't there last night. There was definitely a connection between Daniel and himself, of course he wasn't going to tell the two boys sitting in front of him that.
The three boys all worked together at a diner that was very close to campus, meaning that there was often quite a few college kids there. Luke and Beau went to get changed into their horrendous uniforms. Jai was lucky enough to have the day off and just took a seat at the counter and started on his homework.
"You know Beau, we are just looking out for you." Luke said as they were getting ready, "It's just you're new to all of this, like dating, sex and stuff,"
"Okay dad!" Beau laughed.
"We just don't want you getting hurt is all."
"Yeah I know," Beau put his hand on Luke's shoulder, "But you don't need to worry, I'm a big boy I can take care of myself." Beau smiled at look hoping that this would the end of the conversation and headed out to start his strenuous shift.
**THE NEXT DAY**
Beau sat outside at one of the cafes on campus. The sun felt great and Beau decided that he needed a bit more of a tan. Jai sat next to him reading some book for class.
Beau sipped on his ice coffee that was extremely overpriced and extremely unsatisfactory. He looked around at all the other college kids studying outside in the sunlight. This was so much better than high school Beau thought to himself. Beau continued to look at all the different people when one certain person caught his eye. Daniel.
Daniel was playing soccer with his friends. All of them had their shirts off. The sight of Daniel shirtless made Beau drool a little. Beau watched as the boys played. He was entranced with Daniel. His body, his smile, his laugh, just everything. Beau watched as Daniel approached some guy that was also staring. Even from as far away as Beau was he could see that Daniel was flirting with this guy.
The butterflies in Beau's stomach were replaced by something else. Something Beau didn't really recognize. Beau watched as Daniel whispered something in the guy's ear and then strutted off back to his friends. Beau was desperate for Daniel to act like that towards him not some random guy. He wanted to kiss Daniel again, feel Daniel again. He knew there was one place that that could happen gain.
"Are you working tonight?" Beau asked.
"Nah got the morning shift tomorrow though," Jai pretended to shot himself in the head with his fingers.
"Is Luke working?"
"No," Jai answered a bit confused, "Why?" When Beau didn't answer Jai looked at where Beau was looking. He saw a shirtless Daniel Sahyounie running around kicking a soccer ball. "Beau, why?"
"Maybe we could all go out tonight. I don't have any classes tomorrow."
"Go out where?"
"Voodoo." Beau said not looking at Jai.
"Why?"
"It will be fun."
"You just want to see Daniel don't you?" Beau quickly looked at Jai realizing he had been staring at Daniel for way to long.
"What? No. I just thought it would be something different for all of us to do. Better than us all just sitting in your room getting drunk." Jai looked at Beau suspiciously but didn't question him again.
"Okay, I'll ask Luke. See if he is down."
"Cool." Beau said and went back to watching Daniel play soccer.
**THAT NIGHT**
Beau, Luke and Jai all stood in line at Voodoo. If Monday had been busy Wednesday was fucking insane. The line for Voodoo was massive and if Luke hadn't taken so long getting ready they probably would be closer to the front.
"This is fucked," Jai stated, "What's so good about this place anyway?"
"Trust me, it's good." Beau told them.
After what seemed like hours the three boys were face to face with the same security guard Beau had seen a couple of nights ago.
"IDs?" The security guard held out his hand. This time Beau was more nervous than before. Monday night it had only been him trying to get in with a fake ID, now there was three of them, even Beau knew there was more of a chance getting knocked back.
The three of them handed over their IDs. The security guard looked at all of them and handed them back to the boys.
"Have a good night," He opened up the red rope and the boys walked in. Beau let out a sigh of relief and once again he was standing in front of the big black doors of Voodoo.
"You ready?" Beau turned back and looked at the twins who just nodded. Beau pushed open the doors and was again hit with the smell of booze, smoke, sweat and sex.
"Fuck me," Jai muttered as they headed towards the bar. Just like Monday, the place was filled with gorgeous people all pushed up against one another. It was hard to move. The dance floor was filled with almost naked people dancing up against one another. On closer inspection it looked more like they were dry humping each other which they probably were.
Luke got them all some drinks and they headed to the tables on the out skirts of the dance floor.
"This place is fucking insane!" Luke shouted over the music.
"I told you!" Beau smiled, happy that they had all decided to go out. He started looking out on to the dance floor scoping it for Daniel. The boys sipped their drinks nodding along to the music.
Luke and Jai started talking between themselves while Beau continued to look out on to the dance floor. It didn't take long till he spotted Daniel amongst all the other people grinding up against some guy. Beau felt the same feeling in his stomach that he had had earlier that day when he saw Daniel flirting with some guy. Beau sculled the rest of his drink.
"I'm going to go dance," Beau told the boys.
"Okay, we're going to find some girls," Jai waved Beau off.
Beau pushed through all the people and made his way to Daniel. He decided to dance next to him pretending not to notice Daniel. Beau knew that he was a good dancer, it was something he liked doing. He liked moving with the music, it made him feel free. He positioned himself, Daniel hadn't noticed him, yet.
Beau started dancing. He closed his eyes not caring who was watching him, but hoping one person in particular was. He moved his hips in a seductive way, running a hand across his body and through his hair as he did so. He continued moving with the music sexily and alluringly. Beau opened his eyes and discovered quite a few men looking at him. He looked over his shoulder his mouth open a little and saw Daniel and the guy he was dancing with both watching him. Beau licked his lips seductively and looked back as a guy approached him and starting dancing with him.
Daniel watched as Beau danced with some guy. Daniel watched as Beau grinded his body up against the guy. Some other guy made his way over to Beau and started dancing behind him putting his hands on Beau's waist pulling Beau closer towards him. It was like a fucking sandwich and Daniel was sick of watching, because he was getting extremely turned on.
Daniel left the guy he was dancing with and grabbed Beau's hand pulling him towards him and away from the two guys he was dancing with.
"Hey Pretty Boy." Daniel said in Beau's ear.
"Hey." Beau was screaming on the inside, his plan had worked.
"How did you get in here?" Daniel looked at Beau smiling at the younger boy. Beau just gave him an innocent look and shrugged his shoulders causing Daniel to chuckle. "Want to come with me?" Beau just nodded and took a hold of Daniel's hand.
Daniel led him through the crowd of people and towards the VIP section. The security guard at the bottom of the stairs shook Daniel's hand and instantly opened up the rope allowing both boys access to the upstairs section.
The VIP area was amazing. It had it's own private bar was the most amazing guys and girls bar-tending. There were booths and couches all around. Massive plasma TVs playing the newest music videos and bottles of alcohol sitting on certain tables.
"Hey guys," Daniel called out to his friends that Beau had seen him with at college. Beau recognized James in particular who did not look happy to see Beau with Daniel.
"Hey." Everyone returned except James who had a bleak expression on his face.
Daniel took a seat at the booth as everyone moved around to make room for Beau.
"So this is Travis, Ronnie, Mikey, Dylan and you remember James" Daniel introduced his friends as Beau took a seat. "And this is Pretty Boy."
"His name is Beau." James corrected.
"Whatever." Daniel eyed his best friend to shut-up and then smiled at Beau.
"You want any?" Mikey asked Beau sliding a small baggy over the table.
Beau eyed the bag. No he did not want any fucking drugs, but he wasn't sure how he should act in this situation.
"Oh, um," Beau looked over at Daniel who was lining up, Beau could only assume cocaine, on the table, "No I'm all good. Thank you." Beau pushed the baggy back over to Mikey.
"Suit yourself." Mikey opened the bag an swallowed whatever pill was in it while Daniel snorted some white shit off the table. Beau was beginning to feel a little uncomfortable, he had never been around drugs or people who did drugs so he wasn't sure how to act.
Beau felt Daniel's hand on his leg, moving slowly closer towards his dick.
"Seriously Skip?" Ronnie called out knowing what Daniel was doing.
"What? I can't help myself," Daniel rested his head on Beau's shoulder and smiled at his friends.
"Well can you go out the back at least?"
"What happened to that other guy?" James asked somewhat rudely.
"Who?" Daniel asked. James just shook his head in annoyance at Daniel, "Oh him," Daniel remembered, "He couldn't move like Pretty Boy." Daniel gave Beau a quick kiss and started rubbing Beau's dick through his jeans.
"For fuck's sake Skip please go out to the back, I'm going to lose my buzz if I watched this kid get off all over the fucking table."
"Alright, alright!" Daniel put's hands up giving in to his friends. "Pretty Boy, hop up," Beau did as he was told and got out of the booth.
"See you guys later." Daniel winked at his friends and then led Beau away from them. Beau quickly waved bye and almost missed the eye roll James gave them as they left.
They walked across the VIP and once again Beau found himself standing in front of a big black door. Daniel pushed open the door and walked in, Beau following closely behind. The smell of sex and sweat was especially strong in this room. The lighting was very low but Beau could make out the different bodies all performing different sexual acts. He had never seen so many naked people before.
"Where are we?" Beau asked Daniel getting a little bit nervous.
"It's like the fuck room." Daniel just gripped Beau's hand tighter somehow knowing Beau felt nervous, "Better than having everyone fucking in the bathrooms." Daniel leaned up against the wall pulling Beau in towards him and kissing him.
Beau tried to go along with Daniel but all he could pay attention to was the other men moaning and groaning. Daniel broke the kiss, looking at Beau.
"Just ignore them Pretty Boy," Beau looked away from Daniel and saw an extremely muscular ass.
"Easier said then done." Daniel grabbed Beau's waist and flipped them around backing Beau up against the wall.
"Maybe I can do something to take your mind off it then." Beau just looked at Daniel with wide eyes as Daniel attacked his mouth kissing Beau roughly and passionately. Beau just moaned into the kiss. Daniel grabbed Beau's hips moving them together with his. Beau was painfully hard and his jeans were making it very uncomfortable.
"You looked so fucking sexy dancing," Daniel said as he bit down on Beau's ear lobe, "I wanted to fuck your tight little ass right then and there." Beau moaned embarrassingly loudly. Daniel kissed Beau one last time and then he was on his knees undoing Beau's jeans and pulling them down freeing Beau's hard dick. Daniel looked up at Beau with a cheeky grin and then started sucking on Beau's dick.
"Oh fuu-cckk" Beau slapped the wall loving the feeling of his dick in Daniel's mouth. Daniel continued to suck faster and faster causing Beau to feel quite weak at the knees. "Oh my god! Daniel, fuck," Beau put a hand in Daniel's hair lightly pulling on it.
Daniel looked up at Beau who had his head tilted back and his eyes closed, moans escaping from his swollen lips. Daniel just moaned as he continued to suck. Beau had never had someone suck his dick before but this was fucking amazing and Daniel looked so fucking sexy on his knees.
"Dan-iel, I'm ah fuck, I'm gonna-" Beau couldn't finish the sentence before he was cuming. Daniel just continued to suck until Beau had finished. Daniel then wiped his mouth and stood back up.
"Did you ah want me to ah?" Beau eyed the bulge in Daniel's pants.
"You might want to check your phone," Daniel said as Beau pulled up his pants, "It kept vibrating." Daniel stood extremely close to Beau as he checked his phone, he had 17 missed calls from Luke and Jai and 23 unread messages.
"Fuck, my friends are looking for me."
"Guess you better go find them, those stairs there take you back downstairs," Daniel pecked Beau on the lips, "I'll see you later Pretty Boy."
"Oh okay. Bye!" Beau wasn't sure if he was just supposed to leave Daniel with a hard on but Daniel didn't seem to mind and Beau knew that Luke and Jai were probably freaking out about him, but fuck he had just gotten the best blow-job ever.
It didn't take long before Beau found the twins.
"Where were you?"
"Nowhere," Beau said with a slight smile. The twins looked at one another.
"Yeah right." Jai lightly pushed Beau.
"You wanna go?" Beau asked.
"Yeah whatever, but you're telling us where you have been." Luke said as the exited Voodoo. Beau just smiled as the all got in a cab.
Beau just stared out the window. It had been a good night.
Beau Brooks falls in love with the guy who can never love him back. Will Daniel Sahyounie finally believe in love? Or will he lose the one person who truly loved him?
A/N: Not all the updates will be posted this quickly. I will try and post daily but it will just depend. Anyway let me know what you think. Hope ya love it =]
Shit. Beau stood in the doorway to Daniel's apartment. Shit, shit, shit. Beau had no idea what he was doing. His hands were starting to sweat and his heart was racing.
Daniel turned and saw a somewhat scared boy standing in his doorway.
"You coming in?" Daniel said taking his jacket off and throwing it across the room.
 "Oh um yeah," Beau closed the door behind him. Daniel's apartment was huge. Yeah, it was the penthouse but Beau didn't realize it would be this big and luxurious.
"You want a drink or something?" Daniel called out as he headed into what Beau assumed was the kitchen.
 "Nah I'm okay," Beau walked over to the ginormous window. Beau looked out over the city. It looked amazing from up here. The dark night and the bright lights. Beau put his hand on the window. He had been so wrapped up in his own thoughts that he hadn't heard Daniel sneak up behind him. Daniel kissed Beau's neck.
"Beautiful isn't it?" Beau momentarily forgot how to speak, he cleared his throat.
"Yeah." Chills went down Beau's spine when Daniel kissed his neck again.
"I was talking about you." Daniel's breath hitting Beau's neck made him feel weak at the knees. "You ever been fucked up against a window?" Daniel said sucking on Beau's earlobe.
"I prefer to be horizontal," Beau replied boldly.
"Works for me." Suddenly Daniel wasn't pressed up against Beau. Beau turned around as Daniel crossed the penthouse. "You coming?" Daniel said as he slowly took off his shirt. Beau's mouth opened a little bit in awe of the boy in front of him.
"Yeah," Beau said shaking his head, fixing his hair. Beau followed Daniel into his bedroom. Daniel sat on a huge bed. Beau wasn't sure if there was a size bigger than a king bed but this had to be. You could sleep like 10 people in it.
Daniel extended his hand to Beau, Beau took a hold of it. Daniel smoothly pulled Beau to him. Beau sat down on the bed next to Daniel. Daniel turned so he was facing Beau. Beau sat staring at the wall, feeling Daniel's gaze on him.
"Pretty boy, you're very hot ya know?" Beau felt himself blush, "Like really fucking hot." Beau looked down at his feet. He felt Daniel's hand on his cheek. Beau looked up at Daniel, a small smile playing on his lips.
"Fuck you have nice eyes!" Daniel startled Beau.
"Thanks," Daniel leaned in closer to Beau, their mouths were inches apart.
"You're welcome," Daniel whispered and before Beau had a chance to reply Daniel's lips were on his. Beau tried to follow Daniel's lead, sure Beau had made out with people before but he didn't have a lot of practice. Daniel's hand was at the back of Beau's head pulling lightly on Beau's hair. Beau moved his hands to Daniel's waist pulling Daniel closer towards him, Beau must have done the right thing as Daniel was moaning into Beau's mouth deepening the kiss. Daniel pushed his tongue into Beau's mouth, Beau moaned and quickly followed suit. Daniel tugged at the hem of Beau's shirt, Beau broke away from Daniel to remove his shirt.
"And pants," Daniel said standing up to take off his own pants. Beau got up to do the same. His hands shaking a little bit. He looked up and saw Daniel standing there completely naked. His dick standing hard and proud. Beau tried to remain calm. Except from porn Beau had never seen another guys dick. Daniel cleared his throat, snapping Beau out of his thoughts. Beau quickly pulled his skinny jeans off, not as smoothly as Daniel but they were off. Beau was becoming more and more self conscious he had never been naked in front of anyone.
"Lie down," Daniel eyed the bed, Beau did as he was told lying down on the bed his head laying on the comfiest pillows. Daniel straddled Beau. Having Daniel sitting on him naked was causing his heart to beat uncontrollably fast. Beau reminded himself to breath.
Daniel had noticed a change in Beau's behaviour. As soon as they had gotten back to Daniel's place, Beau was no longer confident and cocky, he was timid and shy, almost scared.
"So are you a top or bottom?" Daniel's hand moved to Beau's dick causing Beau to jolt slightly.
"Um," Daniel raised his eyebrows at Beau suspiciously, "bottom?"
"Are you asking yourself or me?"
"Um..." Daniel put his hands on his hips.
"You're a virgin aren't you?"
"What!? No!" Daniel gave Beau a knowing look, Beau closed his eyes in embarrassment, "Yeah I am,"
"Fuck." Daniel said more to himself, "How old are you?"
"18." Beau looked at Daniel again.
"Well at least you're legal," Daniel smiled at Beau and gave him a quick wink.
Now Beau really didn't know what to do, was he meant to get up and leave? Was he supposed to try and beg Daniel to sleep with him? Fuck he had never been so embarrassed. He should of tried to pick up some other guy at Voodoo. Why did he agree to come back here?
"Okay." Daniel said Beau snapping out of his thoughts.
"Okay what?"
"I'll fuck you." Daniel bent down towards Beau. "It kind of turns me on the fact that you are a virgin." Daniel kissed Beau. Beau had not been expecting that.
Daniel's hands started moving up and down Beau's body as if he was exploring every part of Beau. Beau was finding it hard to concentrate on everything that was going on. He enjoyed having Daniel hands all over him. Daniel started kissing Beau's neck while one hand squeezed Beau's upper arm and the other resting on his hip, Daniel's fingers drawing small circles on Beau's hip bone. Beau stretched his head back allowing Daniel easier access to his neck. This sex wasn't so hard after all. Beau tried to remember what he had watched on porn, but he was finding it hard to think at all.
Daniel got up off Beau, grabbed some stuff of his bedside table and moved towards the end of the bed. Beau sat up on his elbows as he heard Daniel open something a squirt some on his hand.
"Lie back down," Daniel told him as he shifted Beau a little bit, "And just relax" Daniel said softly. Beau followed the instructions. Suddenly Beau felt a finger at his entrance.
"Oh it's cold!" Beau shivered a little. Daniel chuckled.
"It won't be soon," Daniel pushed his finger inside of Beau moving it up and down, soon he added a second scissoring Beau. Beau gasped when Daniel had found his sweet spot. Daniel slowly added a third finger taking his time with Beau knowing he needed to be properly prepared. Daniel was enjoying hearing the sounds that were coming from the younger boy. Daniel decided that Beau was ready and he was also struggling to control himself. Daniel pulled his fingers out quickly wiping them on the covers.
Daniel lifted Beau's legs up, "Relax your legs and rest them here," Beau nodded. Daniel picked up a condom bit it open and handed it to Beau, "Put it on me,"
Beau sat up a little and rolled it on Daniel's hard dick, Daniel inhaled deeply as Beau did.
"Okay now lie down and relax." Daniel quickly grabbed some more lube and put some on his dick. "I want you to remember this. I want you to remember me fucking you, because no one will ever fuck you better." Daniel's arrogance made Beau even more desperate to have him inside of him. Â
Daniel slowly pushed into Beau. Beau hissed loudly in pain.
"Fuck." Beau breathed in deeply closing his eyes, "Does it always hurt?"
"Yeah," Daniel replied once he was completely inside, "But that's part of it." Daniel began thrusting in and out of Beau, starting slowly. Beau felt the pain slowly be taken away by pleasure. Daniel pushed in deeper hitting Beau's sweet spot causing Beau to moan out loudly. Daniel grunted as he started fucking Beau harder and faster. Beau reached up at Daniel grabbing onto the back of his neck, Beau pulled Daniel's head down kissing him sloppily and Daniel moaned into Beau's mouth.
"Oh fuck-" Beau groaned as Daniel's hand went to Beau's dick stroking it. Beau felt himself close to the edge curling his toes. "Fuck Daniel-" Beau closed his eyes feeling them roll to the back of his head, "Fuck I'm gonna-" Before Beau couldn't finish his sentence he was spilling out over both of them.
With a few more thrusts Daniel moaned loudly as he climaxed. He collapsed on top of Beau. Beau kissed the top of Daniel's head. Both boys tried to catch their breath. Daniel slowly pulled out of Beau throwing the condom across the room. Daniel then lied down next to Beau.
"I should probably go."Â Beau said thinking he had probably overstayed his welcome.
"You can stay," Daniel said wrapping his arm around Beau.
"I have a class early in the morning at college."
"I'll drive you," Daniel was already beginning to doze off.
"Okay," Beau snuggled into Daniel's side.
Beau looked at Daniel as he fell asleep. He couldn't believe how his life had changed in just one day. Beau was on cloud nine. He could not have been happier. Beau fell asleep with the biggest smile one his face.
*********
Beau lay awake with Daniel's arm wrapped around his side. The smile on his face hadn't left even in the morning. Daniel suddenly jumped awake.
Daniel opened his eyes and saw a boy lying next to him, the memories of last night quickly rushed back. Daniel quickly removed his hand from the boy's waist. Beau turned so he was face to face with Daniel.
"Morning," Beau whispered, smile still in place.
"Uh, morning," Daniel replied his voice a bit groggy.
"I have class in an hour," Beau informed Daniel. Daniel just stared at him completely confused, "You said you would take me to class this morning." Beau tried to clarify.
'Oh!" Daniel remembered, "Right." Daniel rolled over lying on his back staring at the ceiling, "What was your name again?" The smile on Beau's face instantly dropped when Daniel asked that question.
"Beau." Beau replied his voice weak, he was a little bit crushed. Daniel nodded as if remembering. "Can I use your shower?"
"Yeah just through their," Daniel pointed to the ensuite door. Beau jumped of bed searching for his clothes realizing he was completely naked and feeling very self conscious.
The hot water felt good against Beau's skin. He was so embarrassed, the guy he had lost his virginity to didn't even know his name. He had meant nothing to Daniel which kind of hurt Beau. Beau was so caught up in his own thoughts that he hadn't notice Daniel come into the bathroom. He only noticed Daniel when he had joined Beau in the shower.
"Didn't mean to scare you," Daniel said as he stood behind Beau, "I needed to shower too, may as well share." Beau just looked back at Daniel giving him an uncomfortable smile.
"So how are you feeling?" Daniel asked.
"What?" Daniel stepped forward and kissed Beau's shoulder.
"Your ass?"
"Oh um, a bit sore." Beau lied. His ass was killing him. He felt as though his insides were about to fall out of him. He wasn't sure if he was going to be able to sit down. Daniel's lips moved to the back of Beau's neck.
"Sorry." Beau could feel Daniel's smile against his neck. Before Beau had time to register what was going on Daniel turned him around pushed him up against the shower wall and kissed him rough and hard, causing Beau to be very turned on and as quickly as it had happened it was over with Daniel jumping out of the shower.
"Hurry up pretty boy, otherwise we are going to be late." Beau's mouth was hanging open so he just nodded at Daniel.
Beau quickly finished his shower and got dressed. Daniel was waiting for him in the kitchen.
"You hungry or anything?"
"No I'm okay."
"Okay so where am I taking you?"
"Just California State,"
"I go there too," Daniel smiled, Beau resited the urge to tell Daniel he already knew that and just smiled back.
"Alright well we better go." Daniel grabbed his keys.
They were in a different car to the one that they had drove home in.
"This is a nice car," Beau tried to make conversation. Daniel looked over at him with a smile. Beau didn't know if anyone could look as sexy in sunglasses as Daniel did. "It's ah different to the one you were driving last night."
"Cause it is different," Daniel laughed lightly. Beau smiled a little and looked out the window. "My family has a bit of money, my parents buy me cars and stuff to make up for the fact they are never around." Daniel looked over at Beau.
"Oh cool." Beau didn't really know how to reply. "What do your parents do?"
"They own nightclubs, all over America and now they are opening some in London, Italy." Beau watched as Daniel drove, "They are taking over the world." Daniel joked.
"You going to go into the nightclub business?"
"Well I pretty much run Voodoo, my dad gave me a share of it for my 21st birthday."
"So you go there a lot?" Beau knew it was a stupid question as soon as he asked it.
"Uh yeah." Beau felt himself shrink, "But obviously I'm not doing a very could job if underages are getting in," Beau could see Daniel wink through the sunglasses. Daniel pulled up into the college car park.
"Thanks for the lift." Beau said as he undid his seatbelt.
"No problems Pretty Boy," Daniel smiled his one million dollar smile. Beau was halfway out the car when he turned back around.
"Can I see you again?" Beau didn't care that he sounded like some desperate teenager, well because he was one.
Daniel chuckled, "I'll see you in your dreams." Beau closed the door and Daniel sped off. Beau smiled as he watched the car zoom away.
"Beau!" Beau turned and saw Jai coming over towards him.
"Hey," Beau waved.
"Who was that?" Jai asked when he reached Beau. Beau just grinned at his best friend.
"Daniel Sahyounie." Jai's eyes widened a little bit.
"Are you kidding me?" Beau shook his head no the smile not leaving his face. "I gotta get to class, meet me after in the food court okay?"
"Okay." Beau agreed as he and Jai both made their way to their classes.
Beau Brooks falls in love with the guy who can never love him back. Will Daniel Sahyounie finally believe in love? Or will he lose the one person who truly loved him?
A/N: PLEASE READ BEFORE YOU START THE STORY! In this fic Beau is not related to Luke and Jai. Luke and Jai are still twins but for the story I have made it so that they are not brothers with Beau. Daniel is also a couple of years older. This is my new fic please let me know what you think of it. I love hearing feedback. Hope ya love it =]
Beau woke up excited for his first day of college. He knew that most people probably wake up feeling the same way, but for him starting college was a fresh start. To put it simply he had been miserable all throughout high school, especially in his senior year. Being outed as gay made his life incredibly hard and it didn't help his mother dying and being left with a homophobic father. Thankfully he's dad was oblivious to the fact his own son was gay. Granted he and Beau didn't get along but it could be a lot worse.College was going to be different. He wasn't going to be the dorky gay kid people enjoyed tormenting, he was going to be the outgoing, confident guy that all the guys wanted to fuck. The only problem was that Beau was still a virgin and was in desperate need to lose it. He understood that college was the best place to sort that problem out.
Beau quickly got ready as he knew Luke and Jai would be picking him up soon. He picked out one of his better outfits. He had wanted to buy new clothes for his new self but working at a shitty diner and having a shitty dad meant that Beau was never going to be able to afford the wardrobe he wanted. He quickly got changed and grabbed his stuff. He tip toed past his dad's room making sure hot to wake him, and waited outside for Luke and Jai to pick him up.
Beau heard their car coming down the street, he got up off the steps as Luke pulled into his drive. Beau jumped in the backseat.
"Morning" Beau said as he did his seatbelt.
"Morning" The twins said in unison, Luke sounding much perkier than Jai who still looked asleep.Â
Beau and the twins had been friends since they were little kids. Their moms had met at some yoga class and had become best friends. They were all practically brothers and when Beau's mom had passed away the twin's mom pretty much took care of Beau, as his own father was to useless to.
"You nervous?" Luke asked.Â
"Nah, I'm excited! So glad to finally be out of that high school bubble and in the real world where there are other gay people." Luke laughed, "I'm serious Luke, I need to find a guy. I need to have sex."
"Calm down buddy," Luke smiled at Beau through the review mirror.Â
"No! I'm 18 and still a virgin! I mean how pathetic,"
"You're an idiot," Jai chimed in.
"Dude I'm going to be 19 in like a month!"
"I'm sure you will find someone," Luke said as he turned into the campus car park.Â
"Fingers crossed." Beau said as they got out of the car.
"Okay my class ends at 11:30, Jai when do you finish?"
"My last class finishes at 3" Jai looked glumly at his timetable.
"Don't worry my last class starts at 5."
"Starts!?" Both boys looked at Beau horrified.
"Yeah it's a night class,"
"Fucking sucks." Luke says as they start walking towards the buildings.
"Well I gotta go this way," Beau pointed in the direction of his lecture, "I'll see you guys later" Beau heads towards the classroom. This was it, the beginning of the new Beau.
Beau was enjoying his first day so far, granted it was long but it was interesting. He was reading the outline for his classes and the notes he had already made while waiting for his night class. Beau was amazed at all the things college had to offer. There were heaps of cafes, gyms, massive libraries, there was everything. It was amazing. Beau was reading quietly sitting outside when he heard loud laughter. He looked up and saw the most amazing boy he had ever laid eyes on.Â
The boy had dark hair that was styled to perfection. His light brown chinos hugged his body perfectly. His laugh was contagious it had Beau smiling like an idiot. Beau watched as the boy messed around with his friends. Beau was completely mesmerized. Beau snapped out of his thoughts when he heard people on the table next to his talking about the boy.
"Is that him?" One girl asked her friend.Â
"Yeah that's Daniel Sahyounie." The boy at the table confirmed.
"Who is?" Another girl asked. Beau tried to move closer to hear the answer.Â
"Are you serious?! He is like the richest kid on campus. Apparently he lives in this amazing penthouse and has like 3 cars. His dad owns nightclubs all across America. You know that place Voodoo?" The girls nodded. "Yeah that's his family's."
"No way! How old is he?"Â
"He's a junior, so I think 21?"
"Fuck he is hot," One girl said fanning herself.Â
"Sorry honey, he's gay." Beau grinned at hearing that.
"Are you kidding?" The girls said completely disappointed.Â
"Gay, gay, gay, gay, gay. That's why they have a gay night at Voodoo." Beau decided he needed to check out this Voodoo place.
Beau looked at his phone and saw that his class started in 5 minutes. He quickly packed up his stuff and ran to the classroom.Â
"Woah" Beau stopped just before he hit some random guy.
"Shit sorry!" Beau quickly apologized.Â
"All good, just missed" The guy smiled at Beau. Beau returned the smile.
"You here for General Biology?"Â
"Yeah."
"Same, I'm Austin." Austin extended his hand.Â
"Beau," Beau smiled and shook Austin's hand.
"Well better get in there, don't want to miss a minute of this shit," Austin smiled at Beau as he held the door open. Beau walked and sat down in a free chair, Austin taking the chair next to him. Beau had never made a friend so quickly. In fact it was the first friend he had ever made apart from Luke and Jai.Â
"I'll see you Wednesday," Austin called out as they left the class.
"Yeah" Beau smiled and waved as Austin headed to his car. Beau made his way to the bus stop eager to get home and quickly change, grab his fake I.D and then try his luck at this Voodoo place. He wanted to see the gorgeous boy again.Beau had overheard some other people talking about how Monday night was one of the biggest nights which confused Beau, but he had heard it was because Monday was a shit day and going to Voodoo made it a great day. Beau had to stop himself from laughing at their logic.Â
When Beau got home he quickly ran inside and changed his shirt, grabbed his fake I.D and then ran to the bus stop. He didn't bother leaving a note or anything for his dad. His dad really couldn't give a fuck about Beau's whereabouts.
It didn't take long before Beau was in the city and the strip of road where all the hot night clubs were. Beau walked along trying to look confident like he belonged in this scene. He noticed that on the street there were a lot of gay men about. Maybe Monday night was gay night Beau thought to himself.Beau pulled out his phone checking the maps to make sure he was headed in the right direction. The GPS lady told him that he had arrived at his destination.
Beau looked up at all the nigh clubs noticing one building with a Voodoo sign in neon pink. Beau quickly joined the line. Considering it was relatively early the line wasn't too long. Beau had never been clubbing before, he really wasn't sure what to do. Jai had gotten him a fake I.D really just so Beau could buy booze. He wasn't sure if the club life was really for him.
Before Beau knew it he was front of the line.Â
"I.D?" A giant bouncer asked him.
"Uh yeah sure." Beau pulled out the I.D trying to act as cool and as casual as possible. The bouncer looked at the photo then at Beau, nodded and opened the rope allowing Beau access into the club.Â
Fuck. That was easy. Beau mentally hi-fived himself.
Beau pushed open the big black doors and was hit with the smell of booze, smoke, sweat and sex. Beau froze in the doorway as he took everything in. It was like nothing he had ever experienced before. There were gorgeous people everywhere. He had never seen so many attractive people in the one room before. Everyone was dancing to the music, guys and girls, girls and girls, guys and guys. Beau slowly made his way through the night club. The music was thumping it was hard to hear himself think, the lights were making him want to just jump around and dance and the incredibly good looking people were making it hard for Beau to concentrate and get to the bar.Â
Beau scoped the room looking for Daniel but also just to take in the club. He noticed an upstairs area where there was just a few people looking over the railing down at everyone else. There was a smaller bar up there. Beau could see at the stairs leading to the upper area another security guard and a red rope closing the area off. Beau assumed it was a private area so didn't bother making his way over. Beau settled for the public bar and was quickly at the front.
"What can I get ya?" The topless bartender asked.Â
"Um just a beer please," Beau quickly ordered. The bartender gave Beau a sly smile and nodded. Maybe it was obvious Beau was underage and had never been to a club before. The bartender handed Beau the beer. Beau went to get his wallet.
"Don't worry about it. On the house." The bartender winked and then moved on to the next customer.
"Thank you!" Beau called out. Beau made his way to the outskirts of the dance floor where there were some standing tables. He put his beer down and watched as everyone moved to the music. Okay what to do now?
**************
Daniel shook hands with the security guard as he made his way up into the V.I.P his friends following behind. Daniel took a seat at his table with a bottle of vodka and scotch waiting for him.
"Crowd looks good tonight," James called out while looking down at everyone dancing. Daniel fixed his best friend a drink and then made his way over to the balcony.
"Cheers buddy," Daniel handed James his drink and the clinked their glasses together. "Should we go down and find some guys?" Daniel asked, "Well guys for me, girls for you." James chuckled and followed Daniel downstairs to the dance floor.
**************
Beau slowly sipped on his beer, feeling very out of place. This was a bad idea. He had no idea what he was doing here. He felt just as out of place as he had in high school. Beau decided to neck the rest of his beer and leave. Beau made his way to the exit, manoeuvring his way through the crowd of people that seemed to have gotten larger. He was trying hard to not bump into people when someone pushed him in the back causing Beau to go flying into someone.
"Shit sorry!" Beau quickly apologized as he composed himself. Beau's heart stopped when he realized that he had landed into Daniel Sahyounie. "Shit." Beau muttered under his breath.
Daniel looked at the boy who had bumped into him. Fuck he was hot. Like he was fucking hot. Daniel looked the boy up and down biting his lip as he did so.Â
"Hello." Daniel smiled at the boy. James rolled his eyes behind Daniel. "How's it going?" Beau's mouth had gone dry. Daniel Sahyounie was actually talking to him. Beau cleared his throat.
"Uh good." Beau tried to act cool, tried to act as if speaking with Daniel wasn't causing him to have massive fucking butterflies in his stomach.Â
"Busy night?" Daniel asked alluringly.
"Yeah. Just checking out the different clubs." Beau crossed his arms hoping that it would make him seem older, more experienced or something.Â
"Oh yeah?" Daniel looked down at Beau and then back into his eyes. Beau just nodded. "Where ya headed now?"
"Nowhere exciting." Beau looked as if he was bored of the conversation where in actual fuck he was having a minor panic attack. Daniel took a step towards Beau.Â
"I can change that." Daniel whispered into Beau's ear. Beau's breath hitched in his throat. "Want to come to my place?" Daniel had moved back so he could stare into the boy's beautiful piercing green eyes.
"Sure," Beau said casually with a shrug of his shoulders, "Whatever." Daniel smiled at the boy and took a hold of his hand leading him out of the club.
"Hold up!" Beau turned his head and saw the guy that had been standing with Daniel following.Â
"What James?" James pushed past Beau giving him a look of judgement Beau was sure.
"We just got here and now you're leaving?" Â
"So?" Daniel replied as he continued to make his way out of the club pulling Beau along.
"You don't even know his name," James pointed out, which did make Beau feel a little bit like a slut.Â
"Pretty boy?" Daniel looked at Beau once they were outside, "What's your name?"
"Beau," Daniel just gave James a look as to say there you go, I know his name. James rolled his eyes at Daniel whilst Daniel lead Beau to his car. Beau climbed in the passenger side.Â
"So you are just going to leave us here and go off with him?" James called out as Daniel opened the drivers seat door.
"Don't have too much fun without me!" Daniel winked at James and then jumped in the car speeding down the road.
"Fucking prick!" James yelled out, then headed back inside.
A/N: This is the last chapter! Thank you everyone who has read this story. It was my first Baniel fic. I hope you all enjoyed it, I really enjoyed writing it. Please let me know what you think of it and if you have any ideas of a new Baniel fic let me know I’ve got some stuff but would love to hear what you guys would like to read. Hope ya love it :]
Silence. Dead fucking silence.Â
Beau was seriously considering turning around and running back to his room, but he knew this time he couldn't run.Daniel was staring at him in complete and utter shock.
"I think I'll go see what Luke and Jai are doing," James got up off the bed, gave Beau a quick pat on the back before he left the room.
Beau stayed where he was staring at the younger boy, praying that he would say something.Daniel had millions of thoughts running through his head, he wasn't even sure if he had heard Beau properly. He needed to make sure he had in fact heard those words come out of Beau's mouth.
"What?" Daniel said in a whisper that Beau almost missed the question.
"I love you Daniel." Beau said confidently.Â
Daniel didn't respond. He just sat on his bed thinking to himself. Beau knew that he needed to tell Daniel just how much he loved him.
"I know that this is well and truly overdue. I know I should have told you ages ago my feelings for you. I know I have hurt you and I am so sorry about what I have done to you. You will never understand how sorry I am." Beau tried to look at Daniel but he had his head down. "I wish I had some really good explanation about what I did, but I don't. All I can tell you is that I was scared. And maybe I'm still scared, scared because you mean more to me than any other person, scared because I may not be enough for you." Beau took a deep breath.
"I don't have much to offer Daniel, I'm not perfect. I've annoyed you, pissed you off, said stupid things, tried to take them all back time and time again. But put all of that aside Daniel, and you'll never find a person who cares or loves you more than me." Beau's hands were getting really sweaty, his heart was beating a million miles a minute."Today I realized I was thinking about you, and I began to wonder how long you'd been on my mind. Then it occurred to me, you've been on my mind since I met you, you've never left. You are everything I think about, everything I need, everything I want. I want you Daniel. I want us. I want it all. With you. And only you."
This was it Beau thought to himself, this was everything he had needed to tell Daniel.Â
Beau took one final deep breath."I love you Daniel Sahyounie. Everything about you. You are my partner. My lover. My very best friend. My heart. My heart beats for you." Daniel finally looked up at Beau, both boys had tears in their eyes.
"You're my happy." Beau stared at Daniel hoping the younger boy understood just how much he meant to Beau.
Silence returned to the room. The only sounds were both boys breathing. Beau didn't know if he should leave or stay.Â
He had said his piece and he just needed to know how Daniel felt but he wasn't sure if Daniel was going to say anything.Beau waited for what felt like hours. He was sure Daniel wasn't going to say anything so he slowly turned around deciding it was better to leave now. He stopped when he heard Daniel clear his throat.
"You know," Daniel started, Beau turned back around, nervous at what Daniel was going to say. Daniel looked at Beau, "You know you really love someone when you don't hate them for breaking your heart." Daniel got up off the bed.
The smile on Beau's face was painfully big. He had never been so happy. Beau and Daniel walked towards each other.Beau placed his hands on either side of Daniel's face, he wiped away a tear off Daniel's cheek with his thumb.
"Do you mean it?" Beau asked resting his forehead against Daniel's. Daniel nodded. "What about Taylor?"
"We broke up last week. We both knew it wasn't going to work." Beau smiled, "And his name is Tyler."
"I don't care!" Beau half laughed and then crashed their lips together. Daniel moaned into Beau's mouth. Daniel wrapped his arms around Beau's waist pulling him closer.Â
They had missed this. Missed being close to one another.Daniel picked Beau up and Beau wrapped his legs around Daniel's waist. Daniel carried Beau to his bed never breaking apart. Daniel placed Beau on the bed falling on top of him.Daniel kissed Beau's neck, sucking and nipping, marking Beau as his.
"Make love to me Daniel," Daniel just kissed Beau as an answer. Both boys began stripping off their clothes. Daniel quickly grabbed some lube off his bedside table and squirted it on his fingers. He slowly pushed two fingers into Beau.Beau moaned loudly not caring if the other boys heard. Daniel began stretching Beau trying to get him ready.
"Da-niel" Beau groaned as Daniel pushed a third finger inside Beau, "I'm re-ady. I-I ah I need you" Beau was getting impatient he wanted Daniel inside him. Daniel chuckled at how needy Beau was.Daniel pulled his fingers out and was beginning to open a condom when Beau stopped him.Â
"I want you inside me,"
"Oh," Daniel's jaw dropped he lent down and kissed Beau passionately. Daniel quickly squirted some lube on his dick and lifted Beau's legs on his shoulders.Â
"You ready?" Beau nodded and closed his eyes ready for the sting of pain.Daniel slowly pushed into Beau moaning as he did. Beau scrunched his face up in pain, breathing deeply. Beau was so tight around Daniel's dick it felt incredible.
"Move," Beau groaned. Daniel didn't need to be told twice he started thrusting into Beau slowly. Beau grabbed the back of Daniel's neck and pulled him down crashing their lips together.
"Faster Daniel!" Beau said into Daniel's mouth. Daniel did as he was told and he hit Beau's sweet spot causing Beau to moan extremely loudly.
"Ah fuck Daniel! Fuck there," Daniel continued to thrust hard and fast into Beau. Both boys were moaning each others names getting closer and closer to their climax
."Shit Daniel, I'm so close" Beau kissed Daniel wherever he could.
"Me too, fuck." Daniel was so close, "Fuck Beau you feel so good," Beau just hummed in acknowledgement.
"Fuck Daniel I'm gonna-" before Beau could finished what he was saying he was cumming moaning Daniel's name as he did. That pretty much sent Daniel over the edge. With one last thrust he was cumming inside of the older boy.
Daniel collapsed on top of Beau. Both boys exhausted, trying to catch their breath. When Daniel was strong enough to move he grabbed a towel cleaning both boys off then wrapped his arms around Beau.
"I love you." Beau rested his forehead against Daniel's."I’ll always be in love with you Beau. You're the love of my life. You're my person." Beau smiled.
"You're my happy." Daniel kissed Beau lightly, then closed his eyes. They fell asleep in each others arms and woke up for the first time in the same position.
***********
It had been a couple of weeks since Beau and Daniel decided to be together. The boys could not have been happier. They were glad Daniel and Beau had finally got their shit together and sorted everything out. Things had finally gone back to normal.Â
Both boys decided that they needed to come out to their fans. Beau had seen how happy they were when Daniel had come out with Tyler and he didn't want to hid his relationship. Management had given them the okay so they were ready.They had decided to do it on a Twitcam. Beau had sent a tweet out telling the fans that there was going to be a Janoskians Twitcam that night.
"You okay?" Daniel asked as Beau was setting up the computer.
"Yeah," Daniel walked up behind Beau wrapping his arms around him, kissing the back of his neck.
"It will be fine," Beau nodded knowing that Daniel was right, he just couldn't help feeling a little bit nervous.
**THAT NIGHT**
"SKIP! HURRY THE FUCK UP! IT'S ABOUT TO FUCKING START!"
"Fuck calm down Beau," Daniel sat down on the chair next to Beau.Â
"Sorry," Beau quickly kissed Daniel.
"Ready?" Beau smiled at Daniel and nodded. "Okay let's go."Â
Beau started the Twitcam."Hey guys Beau and Daniel here" Both boys waved to the camera. Comments from fans were flashing up saying things like:
YAY BANIEL!!!!!Â
FINALLY!!!
OMFG IT'S BANIEL.Â
MISSED THIS
BANIEL <3
Both boys smiled at the comments. Daniel looked at Beau knowingly.
"So guys just before we start the Janoskian Twitcam me and Daniel just have a quick message for you guys."
"We just wanted to tell you guys that we are together. Baniel is real." Beau looked at Daniel and just laughed. "Stop laughing," Daniel smiled at his boyfriend.
"Aw Baby Daniel!" Both boys were smiling at each other forgetting about the Twitcam. The viewers just kept going up and up and the comments just kept coming:
IS THIS REAL?!!?!?
OMG IS THIS HAPPENING?Â
BANIEL IS REAL?!?!?!?!
IS THIS A JOKE?
Beau looked at them comments and took a hold of Daniel's hand."Yes this is real. It took a long time for me to realize my feelings but I have and we are together and I-" Beau looked at Daniel. "I love him." Daniel smiled at Beau "He's my destiny." Beau smiled at Daniel and then quickly kissed his boyfriend in front of the thousands of people watching.
***SIX MONTHS LATER***"
Okay boys hold on to each other, Rob's going to lead the way. Heads down.."
"Yeah, yeah, we fucking know the drill Ronnie," James yelled out.
"Alright let's go boys!" Big Rob said as he opened the doors. All the boys pushed through as girls grabbed at them, security shoved them onto their awaiting van.Â
And as always Daniel turned to look at his boyfriend who had the same expression on his face. A massive smile. Once they had all finally made it on the van, Daniel and Beau both started hysterically laughing.
"Every time." Jai rolled his eyes and put his headphones in.
"Whatever," Beau gently slapped Jai over the back of the head. Then turned back to his smiling boyfriend.
"I love you Baby Daniel."
"I love you too," Beau kissed Daniel causing everyone else in the van to groan loudly but Beau didn't care. He was with the person who made him happy and that's all that mattered to him.
A/N This is the second last chapter so I hope you guys have been enjoying it. Please let me know you’re thoughts, hope ya love it :]
***3 MONTHS LATER***
Beau was lying in his bed staring aimlessly at the ceiling. It had been months since he has last spoken to Daniel, begging him to give Beau another chance. Unfortunately for Beau, Daniel had chosen Tyler.
Daniel had come out to everyone as being gay. After the photos of him and Tyler becoming public there wasn't really any point in hiding it. The fans were super supportive and extremely happy which only aggravated Beau. It made him see that things would have been okay if he had taken a chance with Daniel.
Beau pulled out his phone and started scrolling through Tumblr. He always did this when he was feeling upset, which was daily. He would scroll through the Baniel tag and see how all the fan preferred himself and Daniel as a couple over Daniel and Tyler. Beau grinned as he looked through the different posts. Beau reminisced as he looked at the different photos of himself and Daniel. It shocked him just how much had changed between them. Beau put the phone down, sometimes it was hard facing the fact that things were never going to be how they were with Daniel.
Beau hadn't just lost the boy he loved, he had lost his best friend.
********
The past few months had been weird for all the boys. It was hard living together when two people refused to speak to each other or even be in the same room. Beau spent most of his time in his room, as did Daniel. The other three boys were at a lost. They missed how everything used to be. They were a family, granted a very fucked family but a family nonetheless.
Luke and Jai had been especially concerned about their brother. They knew that he needed help but they just didn't know how to approach the situation. No one had really explained what had happened. Sure they all knew Daniel and Beau's feelings for one another but they just didn't know how it had ended so badly for them.
Luke decided enough was enough he needed to get Beau out of this depression. He needed to get Beau to man up and do something not just stay and sulk in his room. Luke knocked on his brothers room.
"Yeah?" Beau called out.
"Can I come in?"Â
"Sure" Luke opened the door and walked in.
"Fucking hell Beau, it's like four in the afternoon," Beau sat up in his bed.
"So..." Luke sat at the edge of the bed and rolled his eyes at his older brother.Â
"Are you okay?" Beau eyed his brother quizzically, "Are you okay with Daniel and Tyler?" Beau sat up straighter.
"It hurts, but it's okay. I'm used to it," Beau smiled weakly.
"What happened with you guys?" Luke was sick of tip-toeing around this.
"It doesn't matter what happened."
"Yes it does Beau! This thing where you and Daniel keep your distance and pretend not to care about each other is a load of bullshit and I'm sick of it."
"Well sorry for getting you involved," Beau bit back.
"That's not what I meant. I want to help you Beau. We are all worried about you and we just want you to be happy again."
"I haven't been happy for a long time," Beau looked down at his hands, "I'm the type of boy who smiles to make everyone's day, even though on the inside I'm dying."
"I know Beau and that's why I'm here." Beau looked up at his brother, "Tell me what happened."Â
"Okay."Â
Beau told Luke everything. Told him how Daniel had told him that he loves him all those months ago. Told him how he had kicked Daniel out the next morning begging Daniel not to say anything. Told him how that's when they started fighting. Told him how he was the one who initiated sex with Daniel. Told him how he was scared and ran and only left a note. Told him how he begged for Daniel to take him back when Daniel had moved on. Told him that everything was his fault.
"So that's everything. Everything that could have gone wrong did go wrong." Beau felt a tear fall down his cheek, "I mess everything good in my life up. I miss him Luke." More tears were falling down Beau's face. "I miss him so much. The main thing I have learnt is the hardest part of all of this is not talking to someone you used to talk to everyday." Beau wiped his face and breathed heavily.
"Why did you get scared when he told who he loved you?"
"I don't know. I think it was just I really couldn't picture anyone being in love with me. I think it scared me thinking that someone actually took the time to think of me." Luke had never seen Beau look so helpless, "And now it is to hard to fix anything, I've done to much damage."
"You don't just give up when it gets hard, that's when you fight harder." Luke put his hand on Beau's shoulder.
"He's moved on."
"So? Fight for him." Beau looked down shaking his head, "What?"
"Am I enough?" Beau looked into his brother's eyes, "Do you believe I'll be enough?"
"What?"Â
"That's what I'm afraid of. Not being enough." Luke had never seen his brother doubt himself. He was always so confident with himself. Beau had never looked so vulnerable.
"Yes." Beau stared at Luke, "I believe you are more than enough." Luke smiled at Beau. "Do you love him?"
"Yeah." Beau felt tears forming in his eyes again, "And I think I've been in love with him since I met him."
"You need to tell him."
"I have told him!" Beau jumped out of bed.
"No you haven't." Beau paused thinking over everything he had ever said to Daniel. Luke was right he had never told Daniel that he loved him.
"Well it's to late now." Beau ran a hand through his hair. Luke stood up and put his hands on Beau's shoulders looking him directly in the eye.
"It's not to late, but say it before you do run out of time. Say it before it is too late. Say what you're feeling. Waiting Beau, is a mistake." Luke pulled his brother in for a hug and then headed to the door, "Trust me Beau, tell him." Luke closed the door behind him.
Luke was right. Beau needed to properly tell Daniel how he felt. It was his last chance. Beau jumped in the shower, thinking of what he was going to say, how he was going to say it. Beau jumped out grabbed some clean clothes and chucked them on. He took a deep breath and made the short walk to Daniel's room.
*******
Daniel and James were sitting on his bed playing video games. James had been continuously checking up on Daniel to make sure he was okay.
"How is everything?" James asked like he always did.
"Fine," Daniel replied with only the tiniest bit of sarcasm.
"Have you spoken to Beau at all?" That question was new. Daniel paused the game.
"No I haven't spoken to him." Daniel hadn't spoken to Beau for months and James knew that. "When would I have spoken to him, he stays in his room, I stay in mine."
James put his hands up, "Alright, alright! I was just asking. No need to bite my head off." Daniel rolled his eyes. "Do you still love him?" Daniel stared at James with his jaw hanging.
"What?!"
"Do you still love him? Because this whole ignoring each other and pretending the other person doesn't exist thing is crap." Daniel couldn't believe what he was hearing. "Do you regret having feelings for him?"
Beau was about to knock on the door when he heard what James had asked. Beau pressed his ear to the door.
"What is this twenty fucking questions?"
"I just want to understand what you're feeling, how you're feeling." James turned so he was completely facing Daniel. "It's just you told me months ago that you loved him and I'm just curious if you still love him or if all of that was a mistake." Â
Beau knew he shouldn't be listening but he couldn't help it.
"Loving him wasn't a mistake, but thinking that he loved me was."
"How do you know he doesn't love you?"
"Trust me, there were so many times he could have said he loved me if he did, but he didn't. So I stopped hoping and caring because it seemed like he never did." That hurt Beau thought as he continued to listen.
"What about that night when we all went out, when he met Tyler?"
"What about it? He was jealous, he wasn't declaring his love me."
"People only get jealous when they care."
"So he cares? So what?" Daniel was getting upset, he hated reliving all of this, "I love him more than I want to and he will never love me back."
Did Daniel just say love? Beau froze. Does Daniel still love him?
"Maybe he does love you."
"Maybe? Maybe he does? Maybe he doesn't?" Daniel wiped away some tears in his eyes, "Look I know he loves me as a friend," Daniel paused "Or loved me as a friend," Daniel closed his eyes not wanting to look at James, "Sometimes, no matter how much you love someone, they just can't love you back in the same way." Daniel breathed deeply, "He's the one. And right now I wish he wasn't"
Beau knew he needed to tell Daniel now. If he didn't he might lose him forever. Beau put his hand on the door handle. He took three deep breaths. It was now or never.
Beau pushed open the door.
"Daniel, I need to talk to you?" Daniel's eyes shot open. He looked at Beau standing awkwardly in the doorway. He hadn't spoken to Beau for months. Daniel didn't know what to do, he just stared at Beau.
Beau's heart was beating so fast, his palms were sweaty as all hell. He had to do this. He locked eyes with Daniel. He starting counting down from three in his head.
3...
2...
1...
"I love you."
The Brooks brothers are heading back to LA after spending a couple of weeks back in Melbourne. Beau had needed that after everything that had happened with Daniel and himself.Beau felt awful about everything and he was hoping that this trip would help him clear his mind, but it hadn't really helped. He was more confused about his feelings now. There was like this aching pain in his heart and he didn't know how to fix it.
They were walking into the airport where there was some fans and paparazzi all yelling and screaming at them. The paparazzi were calling all the boys by name asking them questions. One question they kept asking was 'are the rumors true about Skip?'Â
What rumors Beau thought to himself?
Once they were safely in the airport and at their gate Beau turned to his brothers.
"What's this rumor about Daniel?" Jai and Luke looked at each other giving each other guilty looks, Beau knew something was up, "What is it?" Beau said more sternly.Â
"Beau, look I don't really know anything," Luke started.
"Okay..." Beau was becoming annoyed. Someone needed to tell him what the fuck was going on.
"Well, I don't know how to say it."
"Just fucking say it Luke!" Beau was close to yelling.
"Skip was photographed on a date with some guy." Luke risked a glance at Beau.
"They were kissing." Jai added, Luke gave his twin a quick punch to the arm, "What he needed to know," Jai and Luke were muttering to each other, but Beau wasn't paying attention to them.Daniel had moved on. Daniel was with someone.Â
Beau suddenly felt like he couldn't breath. He was becoming light-headed. Beau got up and stumbled to the bathrooms. He locked himself in one of the cubicles and sat down.Beau had a minor meltdown. Tears rolling down his face.Â
Fuck! Why did he care so much that Daniel had found someone else. What was wrong with him?
Beau pulled out his phone and searched 'Daniel Sahyounie', heaps of news articles popped up. Beau clicked on the first then the second then the third, he read every single one of them. They all had the same picture; Daniel was sitting with some guy at a cafe and they were kissing.Beau just stared at the picture he couldn't believe it. He couldn't believe that someone was kissing his Baby Daniel.
"Fuck why do I even care?" Beau mumbled to himself. Beau had been the one that told Daniel that those nights had meant nothing to him and that they shouldn't have done it. Beau just didn't understand why he was so upset by this picture, was he in love with Daniel?
Luke came into the bathrooms interrupting Beau's thoughts.
"Beau?"
"Yeah?" Beau quickly jumped up and wiped away his tears, chucking on his sunglasses to hide the fact that he had been crying.
"Our planes boarding," Beau unlocked the door and walked out. Luke looked at Beau like a wounded puppy. "Are you okay?"
"Perfect!" Beau faked a smile and pushed past his little brother and headed to the line boarding the plane.
The whole plane ride back to LA Beau couldn't only think about the question he had asked himself earlier, was he in love with Daniel?
**BACK IN LA**
Skip was just lounging on the couch watching James play whatever video game. His phone vibrated in his pocket.
You doing anything tonight?
Yeah Ronnie has organised a lounge at some club for us tonight.
"Should I invite Tyler tonight?" Daniel asked James.
"Yeah, why not?" James shrugged, then paused, "What about Beau?" It was Daniel's turn to shrug his shouldersÂ
"What about him?" James eyed Daniel then just muttered something that sounded like whatever and went back to playing his game.
Did ya wanna come?
Daniel hit send and almost instantly Tyler replied back.
Love too! See you tonight x
Suddenly the door burst open with three sleep deprived boys.
"Hi! Bye!" Jai said and headed up the stairs to bed with his brothers following behind.
"Okay guys we are leaving here at 11 okay? 11!" Ronnie called out and Luke gave him a thumbs up.
**LATER THAT NIGHT**
All the boys were getting ready to go out, which for some reason took a painfully long time.
"Hurry the fuck up! We are leaving soon!" Ronnie called out from downstairs. He heard a knocking at the door.Â
"I'll get it!" Ronnie opened the door."Tyler! What's up man?" They did some form of bro handshake and Ronnie lead him into the house, "The princesses' up there are still getting ready. You want a beer?"
"Yeah sure," Tyler smiled they took a seat and just started talking about nothing in particular.
From upstairs Daniel could hear Tyler. He panicked. This was the first time that Beau and himself were really going to be with each other and it was the first time that Beau was going to meet Tyler. Daniel quickly put his pants on and ran downstairs.
"Oh finally!" Ronnie said sarcastically. Daniel just gave him the finger, "Want a beer?" Daniel nodded and Ronnie got up to get him one.
"Hey" Tyler smiled at Daniel.
"Hey" Daniel walked over a bit out of breath from sprinting down the stairs. Tyler gave Daniel a quick kiss. The three of them were talking, just talking shit that they hadn't heard everyone else make their way to the kitchen. Daniel was laughing at something Tyler had said almost to the point of wetting himself and Tyler was chuckling at the sight of Daniel.
"Hey man!" James shook Tyler's hand.
"Hey! James what's up?" Tyler stood up. Daniel quickly stopped laughing and saw Beau standing there with everyone else."Skip are you going to introduce me," Tyler took hold of Daniel's hand. Beau was staring at the display wanting to run across the room and punch this guy in the face.
"Uh, yeah" Daniel said very awkwardly. "Um that's Jai, Luke and um" Daniel hesitated, "That's uh Beau," Tyler walked over to the three boys shaking their hands. He made some lame joke about Luke and Jai being twins then extended his hand to Beau. Beau eyed the hand.Â
"Nice to finally meet you Beau," Tyler smiled. Beau looked past Tyler and saw an uncomfortable Daniel.Â
"You too Taylor," Beau said through a strained smile. He quickly let go of this guy's hand and headed to the fridge to get a drink.
"It's actually Tyler," Tyler corrected.
"I don't care," Beau said into the fridge. Jai cleared his throat thinking that might clear the awkwardness.
"So when are we leaving?" James quickly asked.
"Uber is 5 minutes away," Ronnie informed everyone.Thank god Daniel mentally thought. He jumped with the sudden arm around his waist and looked up to a smiling Tyler.
Beau couldn't look away, it was driving him insane. He was so jealous of this guy and it was making him act like a complete maniac.
**AT THE CLUB**
The boys were lead through the club to their own private area. It was upstairs looking down on the dance floor. The boys all took a seat and the waitress brought over a round of shots and some drinks.
"CHEERS!" Tyler yelled over the music and all the boys downed their shots. "You wanna dance?" Tyler asked Daniel who just nodded. Tyler took Daniel's hand and they headed downstairs.Â
Luke and James followed wanting to find some girls to party with. Beau just stayed seated sipping on his drink.
"You alright?" Ronnie asked.
"Perfect!" Beau flashed the fakest grin Ronnie had ever seen. Beau stood up and looked over the railing down at the dance floor.
He found Tyler and Daniel too easily. They were dancing up against each other. Daniel's hands around Tyler's neck and Tyler's hands all over Daniel's body. It made Beau feel ill. Daniel looked so happy. It made Beau sad that in the past couple of months Beau had made Daniel the most miserable Beau had ever seen him and this Tyler guy was able to make Daniel the happiest he has been in ages.
Beau continued watching them, watching the way they moved with each other, the way Tyler looked at Daniel, they way Tyler would steal kissed from Daniel, those kisses should have been Beau's.Â
Beau saw as Daniel left Tyler and headed to the bathrooms, this was Beau's chance. Beau sprinted down the stairs and ran to the bathrooms. He pushed open the door startling Daniel.
"What the fuck?" Daniel looked over at Beau who was locking the door. "What are you doing Beau?"
"I need to talk to you." Daniel sighed.
"What do you want to talk about?" Beau walked over to Daniel.
"Who is that guy?" Daniel rolled his eyes.
"That guy is Tyler, we are seeing each other. Obviously."Â
"Since when?"Â
"For a few weeks. Since you went back to Melbourne. Why do you even care?"Â
"Do you love him?"
"What?"
“Do you love him?"
"That's none of your business."
"Like hell it isn't! Do you love him like you love me?" Daniel stared at Beau with shock all over his face.
"Beau! You can't fucking do this okay?"
"Just answer me! Just fucking tell me!"
"No! You can't do this! After everything that's happened between us I will not let you fuck this up for me!"
"I'm not trying to fuck up anything for you. I'm trying to love you! Why won't you let me love you?" Daniel had tears in his eyes.
"No Beau, I can't do this. I deserve so much more than this." Daniel almost had nothing left inside of him, he looked down at the ground, "I deserve to be with somebody who makes me happy.Somebody who's not gonna complicate my life. Somebody who won't hurt me." Daniel looked at Beau through his tears.
"Please Daniel listen to me, I'm sorry about everything I've done to you. I'm sorry about how I acted but I'm ready for this now." Tears were beginning to form in Beau's eyes.
"I don't like being used Beau, and I like being lied to even less." Daniel wiped his eyes. "I'm going Beau." Daniel tried to push past Beau but Beau stopped him and attempted to kiss him.Â
Daniel pushed Beau off of him."Don't Beau! Fucking hell! Just don't!"
"Daniel please!" Beau begged. "I'm hurting so much right now." This infuriated Daniel.
"NO! You can't say that to me! Do you have any fucking idea what you have put me through! Part of me wants to find the right words to hurt you. The same way you hurt me, but I know what it feels like to have your heart broken," Daniel stared into Beau's tear filled eyes, "And I wouldn't wish that on anyone."Â
And with that Daniel walked out on Beau and back to Tyler.Beau completely breaks down. His heart was breaking and he couldn't stand it.
Daniel wiped his eyes as he pushed past people trying to get back to Tyler.
"Skip!" Tyler yelled out, his smile quickly disappearing when he saw Daniel's appearance, "Are you okay?" Daniel nodded.
"Yeah, I just want to go home."Â
"Okay," Tyler said concerned but took Daniel's hand and they exited together. Beau watched as they left hand in hand, fresh tears forming in his eyes.Â
******
The rest of the boys arrive home a few hours after Daniel left. They boys kept asking why Daniel just left and Beau just told them that he didn't know. He doubted that the boys believed him but they let it go.
Everyone made their way to their rooms. Beau was lying in bed thinking about everything. He needed Daniel to understand how he felt, he needed Daniel to know.
Beau jumped up out of bed and headed to Daniel's room. He knocked a few times. The door quickly opened with a disgruntled Daniel behind it.
"What?" Daniel quietly barked.
"I just needed to tell you something," Daniel stepped forward closing the door behind him. Beau could see that Tyler was asleep in there, Beau's blood began to boil.
"Didn't we already do this a few hours ago?" Daniel did not have time for this.
"I know, but I just need you to know that my stomach drops when I think of anyone else having you." Beau was staring at Daniel dead in the eye. He needed Daniel to know that he was serious about him.
Both boys were just staring at each other, it felt like it had been hours with neither one saying anything. It was Daniel who broke the silence.
"What do you want from me Beau?" Daniel's voice sounded defeated, exhausted.
"I just want you," Beau said with a small shrug of his shoulders and a tiny smile on his face.Â
Daniel threw his hands up in the air."No you don't," Daniel was close to breaking, "You had me. You had me a month ago and you left."
"I want to make it up to you," Beau took a small step towards Daniel.
"It has nothing to do with me. It's about you, what you need and what you want." Tears began falling from Daniel's eyes, "You know it seems you only want me when you can't have me."
"No that's not true! Okay I need everything to go back to what it was like before, with you not hating me."
"I don't hate you, hating you is the most exhausting thing, and I don't want to do it anymore," Daniel's voice was starting to crack, he tried swallowing his tears. Daniel took a deep breath and continued, "We're not friends, we're not enemies, we're strangers with some memories." Daniel turned his back on Beau and opened the door.
"Please Daniel, please let me make it better?" Daniel turned his head and looked at Beau.
"You're too late." Daniel shut the door and went back to bed leaving Beau standing alone in the corridor.Â
A/N: Another long chapter, I am really enjoying writing this fic. Please leave comments and feedback letting me know if you are liking it. Hope ya love it :] x
Weeks have gone past since Daniel and Beau's massive fight. They haven't spoken to each other since that night. Well the only times they have spoken is very briefly in interviews and sometimes during the show.The show had been changed so that they didn't have to stand near each other, dance with one another and really just so they didn't have to interact with each other.The rest of the Janoskians didn't know what had happened, all they knew was that 'it was better this way'.
 Everyone was concerned. None of the boys had ever fought like this before. Sure, they had all had their arguments but no one ever stayed mad for this long. Even the fans were beginning to notice the tension between Daniel and Beau. They were very aware of the lack of 'Baniel' at the shows. Daniel was very thankful that they only had a couple of shows left and then they would be back home and away from the spotlight for a bit.
Jai sat in the van waiting for the rest of the boys to push through the crowd and get in. He watched as all the boys piled in, he watched Beau climb in and then Daniel. He had been doing this for the past couple of weeks. Watching the two boys seeing if they would do their weird laugh-thing they used to do every time they got on the bus and they never would. Daniel would just stare out the window or speak with James and Beau just listened to his music.
Everyone wanted things to go back to normal. They missed Daniel and Beau messing around making each other, and everyone else, laugh and smile. James had asked Daniel what happened and Daniel told him 'nothing'. Luke had gotten the same response from Beau. Both boys knew not to push them so they just left it.
**THAT NIGHT**
Daniel was lying on his bed not really watching what was on the TV, just staring blankly at the screen.
Knock, knock, knock.
"Coming!" Daniel yelled out to whoever was at the door. Daniel jumped off the bed and turned off the TV.
Daniel opened the door and saw Jai standing there.
"Hey,"
"Hey, can I come in?" Daniel nodded and Jai walked past him and sat down on the couch.
"So what's up?" Daniel said grabbing a drink out of the mini-bar and taking a seat on the couch.
"I just wanted to talk to you," Daniel swallowed his drink.
"Yeah, about what?" Daniel took another sip.
"Beau." Daniel nearly spat out his drink, he quickly contained himself.
"What about him?" Daniel looked away.
"I know." Jai locked eyes with Daniel.
"Know what?"
"I know you love him." Daniel stopped drinking.
"I don't love him." Daniel said quietly.
"James told me," Daniel groaned.
"Fuck, are you serious?" Daniel was going to kill James.
"Well I pretty much already knew, so don't be mad at him, I forced it out of him." Jai gave Daniel a small smile, "and no offence Skip you are shit at hiding your feelings. Just saying."Â
"Okay so what did you want to talk about," Daniel wanted this conversation to end quickly.
"I don't know what Beau did to you or what happened to have caused you guys to be like this, but I want you to know I'm here for you Skip. I know how you feel," Daniel didn't realize he was rolling his eyes."Trust me Skip,I know how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you or see you, and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart. I know exactly how you feel. I do."Â
Daniel just looked at Jai, he can see the sadness in the other boys eyes.Daniel knew that Jai's break-up with Ariana had affected him he just didn't realize it was this much.
"So Skip you can always come to me if you want to," Daniel nodded.
"Thanks Jai, but I'm fine" Daniel lied, "I'm moving on" Daniel attempted a smile. Jai looked at him quizzically but didn't say anything.
"Okay well I'll see you tomorrow. Last show!" Jai said and headed to the door.
"Yeah, see ya!" Daniel called out as he heard the door shut.
**NEXT NIGHT**
"THANK YOU! YOU'VE BEEN AMAZING!" Luke yelled out to the crowd of girls.Â
"BEST FUCKING NIGHT EVER!" Beau screamed.Â
Everyone was going mental. There was shit flying everywhere, the boys running around. They all lined up ready to do their final bow.Daniel didn't know how it happened but somehow he ended up next to Beau. The boys started holding hands.
"Thank you and goodnight" Jai said. Beau went to grab Daniel's hand but Daniel moved it backwards and did his own awkward bow. Beau quickly looked over at Daniel shock all over his face and then quickly looked back to the audience trying to smile.The boys ran off stage.
"Fucking awesome last show!" Jai yelled, Beau just stormed past.
"What's up with him?" Luke asked to no one in particular and everyone shrugged.
**BACK AT THE HOTEL**
Daniel's shower got interrupted by a loud banging on his door. He quickly jumped out and grabbed a pair of tracksuit pants and opened the door.He was taken aback when he saw an angry Beau at his door. Beau pushed past Daniel.
"What the fuck was that?" Daniel closed the door.
"What was what?"Â
"You couldn't fucking hold my hand for two seconds?"
"Are you seriously pissed about that?" Daniel rolled his eyes
"Yes!"
"Oh my God Beau, get the fuck over it. Who cares?"
"I care because it is just so fucking pathetic!" Beau spat.They were standing on opposite sides of the couch, staring each other down, both boys seeing red. This was the first time they had spoken properly in almost a month, if you can consider this a proper conversation.
"Okay. Is that all you wanted?" Daniel said coldly.
"Fuck Daniel you are just so fucking selfish!" Daniel wanted to jump over the couch and hit Beau.
"I'M SELFISH? FUCKING RICH COMING FROM YOU!"
"WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?"Â
Neither boy really remembers what they were yelling at each other. There was a lot of fucks, dicks, cunts, being thrown around. They were screaming so loud at each other Daniel was surprised no one had complained. Veins were coming out of their necks, bottled up frustration was not a pretty thing to witness.
"FUCK DANIEL! FUCK YOU FUCKING DICK!" Daniel was about to respond when Beau jumped over the couch. Daniel was surprised how quickly his reflexes kicked in. Daniel caught Beau and the older boy wrapped his legs around Daniel's waist and started attacking his mouth.Daniel groaned loudly.Â
The kiss was desperate, needy. Beau grabbed the back of Daniel's head tugging at his hair. The boys fell backwards on the bed, kissing each other roughly and passionately.
Daniel's mind was racing. How did this happen? When did this happen? Is this real?Â
He was shaken from his thoughts when Beau flipped them over so that Daniel was on top. Daniel disconnected their lips, pretty much ripping Beau's shirt off of him. Beau's hands went to the back of Daniel's neck pulling him down reconnecting their lips. Daniel started fumbling with Beau's pants. Beau helped him get them off, pulling of both his pants and underwear in one quick motion.
Daniel kissed Beau's neck finding that sweet spot that had Beau moaning.
"Ahh fuck" Beau closed his eyes. Beau's eyes shot opened noticing that Daniel was no longer kissing him. He saw Daniel pulling off his own pants. Beau grinned. Then Daniel was back, his tongue exploring Beau's mouth.
Daniel grinded their hips together. Their bare dicks rubbing against each other. Beau groaned loudly into Daniel's mouth. Daniel did it again loving the reaction it cause Beau.
"Dan-iel" Beau chocked out, their foreheads resting against each other, their sweat interchanging.
"Yeah?" Daniel's voice was raspy.
"Can you fuck me?" Daniel's eyes widened. He stared into Beau's eyes. He nodded.
"Yeah." Beau smiled up at the younger boy then reattached their lips. This was the hottest make-out session either boy had ever had. Daniel broke the kiss. He leaned over Beau and started searching through the bedside table drawer. Daniel was taught to always be prepared and thank god he was. He pulled out a bottle of lube and a condom.
"You sure?" He asked Beau.
"Yeah," Beau nodded.Â
"Okay," Daniel readjusted them, "turn over," Beau did as he was told. Daniel's breath hitched in his throat. Beau was undeniably the most beautiful thing Daniel had ever laid eyes on.
"Okay get on your knees and elbows," Beau followed Daniel's instructions. Daniel opened the bottle of lube and squirted some on his fingers.
"Okay this might hurt," Daniel kissed Beau's back as he pushed two fingers in Beau's entrance.Beau gasped at the intrusion. Daniel started pushing his fingers in and out stretching Beau. After his initial shock Beau enjoyed the feeling. Daniel continued for a while then added a third finger trying to get Beau ready for him.Beau was moaning loudly and it was making Daniel extremely flustered.
"You ready," Daniel whispered.
"Yeah," Beau croaked. Daniel removed his fingers and wiped them on the bed sheets. He ripped open the condom and rolled it on to his throbbing dick.He turned Beau over and lifted Beau's legs so that they were on his shoulders.
"This will hurt," Daniel warned. Beau just nodded and closed his eyes. Daniel lent down kissing Beau's neck as he slowly pushed his dick inside of Beau.
Beau hissed at the pain. It fucking hurt a lot. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Beau squeezed his eyes tighter, trying to focus on Daniel's lips on his neck and not the pain.
"Ow! Fuck!"Â
"Do you want to stop?" Daniel asked concerned.
"No! Just fucking move!" Beau hissed. Daniel didn't need to be told twice. He thrusted slowly, not wanting to hurt Beau.Both boys were breathing heavily, Daniel thrusts becoming quicker.
"Ahhh fuck!" Beau moaned louder, "Fuck Daniel there," Daniel thrust again hitting Beau's sweet spot making the older boy moan and beg for more.
"Harder! Oh fuck," Beau's eyes closed as he tilted his head back groaning.Daniel picked up the pace moaning with each thrust.Beau's hands searched for Daniel. Beau pulled Daniel down to kiss him. The kiss was sloppy with both boys panting and moaning.
"Fuck Beau, you feel so good." Beau just kissed Daniel in reply. Daniel could feel sweat beads rolling down his back as he kept up his rhythm hitting Beau's sweet spot time after time.
"Daniel," Beau moaned, "I'm so close"
"Same," Daniel huffed. Daniel's hand went to Beau's extremely hard dick.
"Oh fuck Daniel." Beau hands were in Daniel's hair, pulling him closer, crashing their lips together.They both moaned each other's names loudly as they climaxed together. Beau ejecting onto both of their stomachs.
Daniel collapsed on top of Beau, his head resting on Beau's chest. The only sound that filled the room was their heavy breathing. Sweat trickled down both their faces.Once Daniel had the energy he pulled out of Beau and discarded with the condom. He lay down next to Beau who had already dozed off.Â
"I still love you," Daniel whispered and kissed Beau's forehead. He lay next to the older boy and fell asleep.
**THE NEXT MORNING**
Daniel wakes up to his alarm going off and an empty bed. Daniel quickly glances around and sees that Beau is not in his room.Daniel gets up and sees a note on the coffee table.
I'm sorry.
Daniel is fuming. No this is not happening again. Daniel storms out of his room and head's straight to Beau's room.He bangs on the door loudly. Beau opens it.
"Are you fucking kidding me!?" Daniel holds up the note.
"Daniel calm down."Â
"Don't tell me to calm down! We have an amazing night together and then you leave and leave me with this fucking note!"
"I'm sorry! Okay I don't know what came over me, but last night shouldn't have happened." Daniel hit the wall.
"How many fucking times are you going to say that Beau?"
"I just don't know what came over me, I think all the tension between us this past month just caused me to act out. But it defiantly should not have happened and I'm sorry I've done this to you again."
"Well congratu-fucking-lations Beau! You've managed to make me feel like a worthless piece of shit yet again!"Â
"Please Skip, please understand."
"No Beau I don't understand! You can't keep stringing me along like a fucking yo-yo!" Daniel turned to walk away, Beau grabbed his arm pulling him to stay.
"Please just hear me out," Daniel shook Beau's hand off of him.
"No. I'm leaving," tears started forming in Daniel's eyes, "I'm leaving because i can't look at you without my heart breaking." Daniel walked back to his room feeling worthless.
How could he let Beau do this to him again? Why did Beau keep hurting him?Daniel knew that he had to start packing but he couldn't see anything past his tears.
*******
What had Beau done? Why did he keep hurting Daniel? Daniel was Beau's best friend and the last person he wanted to hurt.
"Oh god!" Beau didn't know why he slept with Daniel. He had missed Daniel, but was that the reason why he wanted to have sex with him.Beau was so confused. Confused about his feelings, about Daniel, about himself. He just couldn't think clearly. He was fucked.
"FUUUUCCCCKKKKK!" Beau screamed into a pillow. "Fuck." Tears started rolling down his cheeks.
**BACK IN L.A, 2 WEEKS LATER**
Daniel had been in a funk. He hadn't really left his room the whole time that they had been back home.The Brooks brothers were going back to Melbourne to visit their family in a couple of days, which was good. Meant that Daniel could walk freely around his own house without the fear of running into Beau.
They had really only come into contact once since they had been back. Beau had tried to talk to Daniel but Daniel just walked back into his room slamming the door in Beau's face.Daniel's phone went off he saw Ronnie calling him.
"Ronnie what's up?"
"I've got something that might make you feel better,"
"What is it?" Daniel was intrigued.
"Come downstairs." Daniel paused.
"Is Beau there?"Â
"No he left for the airport already,"
"I thought he was going tomorrow?"
"No the twins are going tomorrow, Beau went today. Anyway who cares just come downstairs." Ronnie hung up and Daniel headed downstairs knowing that the coast was clear.
Daniel walked into the kitchen and saw Ronnie sitting there with a very good looking guy.
"Skip!" Ronnie jumped up out of his chair. He directed Daniel over to the sexy stranger."Skip this is my friend Tyler, Tyler this is Skip, well Daniel but everyone calls him Skip." Tyler extended his hand, Daniel shook it.Â
Tyler gave Daniel a smoldering look that made him feel a bit weak in the knees.This guy was extremely attractive. He had dark black hair, tanned skin, a beautiful smile and amazing green eyes. While Daniel did think he was hot he couldn't help himself from thinking that Beau was way better looking.
Everyone knew that Daniel was gay. He had been bi all through high school and then decided that he actually wasn't into girls. The only people who weren't aware of this was the fans. Management had told Daniel it's just easier to be straight in the public eye and with all these girls fawning over him and Daniel didn't mind so it was fine with him.
"Ronnie has told me a lot about you," Tyler smiled. Daniel looked over at Ronnie who just winked.
"Anyways I best be off got a lot of stuff to do, you know?"
"Smooth Ronnie," Daniel said sarcastically and took the seat next to Tyler. Tyler chuckled.
"See ya!" Ronnie called out as he left.
"So..." Tyler started.
"So..." Daniel returned feeling quite nervous he had never been set up before.
"So I was wondering if I could take you out for dinner?" Tyler flashed his amazing smile at Daniel.Daniel thought for a moment. This was his chance to finally move on from Beau. This was his chance to get out of this funk he was in and start enjoying himself. He looked up at Tyler.
A/N: Not sure if all updates are going to be as quick as they have been, anyways please leave feedback. Hope you guys love it :]
Beau's eyes open slowly. Then the realization hits him as he looks over at Daniel asleep in his bed. Fuck! Beau closes his eyes, the memories of the night before hit him like a tone of bricks.Shit, what have they done?Â
Beau slowly gets out of bed careful not to wake Daniel. Beau finds some shorts and quickly puts them on then sits down on the couch.
"Oh my God," Beau whispers to himself, "Oh fuck," This isn't good. This should not have happened. Daniel was Beau's best friend. That was it. They were just friends. Fuck.Â
"Why did I fucking kiss him?" Beau was hitting his head. He wasn't gay, bi yeah maybe but he wasn't gay. He certainly wasn't gay for his best friend.He can't believe that this had happened. What were they going to do?
Beau had been so wrapped up in his own thoughts he hadn't heard Daniel wake up.
"Morning," Daniel said nervously as he took a seat on the couch. Beau nodded in acknowledgement. "You okay?" Beau looked almost pale.
"Last night shouldn't of happened." Beau said without making eye contact.
"What?" Daniel's voice croaked.
"It shouldn't of happened." Beau looked at Daniel. "It was a mistake."
"Are you serious?" Daniel felt sick.
"I'm really sorry but this can't happen," Beau said motioning his finger between the two of them.
"Why not?"Â
"It could ruin everything we have worked for." Daniel couldn't believe what he was hearing. "I'm sorry Skip, but it just can't happen."
Daniel didn't know what to do. Ten hours ago everything was perfect, he wished that he hadn't of woken up.
"We can't tell the boys that this happened, okay? No one can know." Daniel had tears in his eyes. He did not want Beau to see him cry.
"Please Beau, what about what I told you?" Daniel refused to look up at Beau.
"Look it just can't happen, and besides..." Beau paused.
"Besides what?"
"I don't love you." Beau said in almost a whisper. Daniel couldn't speak. He was so close to breaking down in front of Beau but he knew he couldn't. He knew that he needed to get out of here as quickly as possible.Daniel got up and headed to the door.
"I really am sorry Daniel, for everything." Daniel just closed the door and ran to his room.He ran straight to the bathroom and threw up. Tears were running down his face. He was crying like he had never cried before. His mind was racing. How could this have happened? Everything had been so perfect last night, and now it is all fucked.Daniel fell to the floor, he couldn't stop the crying. He was hurting, but it wasn't a familiar hurt. He felt like someone was jabbing a knife into his heart over and over again. He knew that he sounded like a thirteen year old girl but he didn't care. He was in pain and he wanted the pain to go away.Daniel's phone beeped signalling he had a message. He opened his phone.He had one from Beau and one from James. He stared at his phone not sure if he wanted to see what Beau had written.His curiosity got the better of him, he opened Beau's message;
Skip, I'm really sorry about everything. Can we please just go back to how we were before and forget anything ever happened?
Daniel just stared at the message. He couldn't forget what happened. What happened last night was everything to Daniel. It was everything he had always wanted. Daniel began texting back.
Sure.
He hit send. Fresh tears started forming in his eyes. Daniel opened the message from James.
Skip, how'd it go? Did you tell Beau? :)
Daniel was angry. Last night he was so happy that he had spoken to James and listened to him. Now he was just pissed that he had.
Nothing happened. I never spoke to you about it ok?
Daniel threw his phone away, not really caring if it broke or not. He put his head in his hands."How could I be so stupid," Daniel had been rejected before, sure. He had just never been rejected by someone who he loved. It hurt him badly, his heart was broken. He could physically feel it breaking inside of him and he knew, he knew that he would have to pretend that he was fine and that none of this mattered. Even though it was killing him on the inside.
********
The boys were back to touring. Daniel's mood was as bad as ever. All the boys noticed but didn't say anything. It had been a few days since "that night" and Daniel hadn't really spoken to anyone, only when he had to.The fans were beginning to notice Daniel's change of mood, but he just couldn't snap out of it, as much as he wanted to.
During interviews he would look at his shoes instead of answer questions, he would purposely sit as far away from Beau as possible whereas usually he was fighting to sit next to Beau. During the shows he would try and stay with the twins, give the fans a bit of "Laniel' instead of 'Baniel'. Daniel could tell the boys were confused with this new Daniel but just left it.
The boys were having a good show so far, they were getting ready for the Q&A part of the show. Daniel sat on the chair furthest away from Beau. Daniel was in his own world that he hadn't even heard the question. All he heard was the high pitch squealing of the fans.Daniel snapped out of his thoughts and turned and saw on the screen the question. Daniel's heart dropped to his stomach.
BANIEL KISS PLEASE <3 XXXXXÂ
The other boys laughed into their mics.
"Ooooo Baniel" Jai said in a girly voice.
"Wasn't actually a question," Beau joked and smiled at the screaming girls.
"Well c'mon boys, give 'em what they want!" Luke looked at Beau and then back at Daniel. Beau got up of his chair and walked over to Daniel.Daniel was frozen. He just watched as Beau made his way over to him and lent down to kiss him. Beau was about to kiss him when Daniel moved his head so Beau kissed him somewhat awkwardly on the cheek.Beau moved away and gave Daniel a weird look, as did the rest of the boys.
"Yay! Baniel!" Luke tried to say enthusiastically but also noticing how awkward the "kiss" was.
The rest of the show went smoothly just Daniel's head wasn't really in it.As soon as the show was done Daniel was the first person off stage and heading towards the exit. He was ready to get back to the hotel. Once all the boys were there they started pushing through the girls and hopped on their van.A small smile was on Daniel's face, he risked a glance at Beau and saw him with a small smile on his face. They locked eyes but quick as a flash Daniel looked away.Luke noticed the silence. He turned to Jai and James in the backseat. James just shrugged and mouthed "Who knows," Luke turned back about to say something to Daniel, but noticed he already had his headphones in staring out the window.
When they finally reached the hotel Daniel pretty much ran to his room, he hadn't noticed that Beau was right behind him. Daniel opened the door to his room and Beau followed him in.
"Skip!" Beau called. Daniel's music was blasting so he couldn't hear Beau. "SKIP!" Beau yelled, Daniel turned around getting the fright of is life when he saw Beau.Â
Daniel ripped his headphones out."Fuck! You scared the shit out of me!"
"Skip I thought we agreed that we would go back to normal?"Â
"Yeah I know, I'm trying."
"Well you need to try harder, all the boys know something is up and I hate it being awkward with us."
"Yeah okay, I'm just a bit sad." Daniel paused, "I'll get over it"
"This is why I didn't want anything to happen, cause of this. Can I do anything to help?"
"Can you just..." Daniel inhaled, "Can you just leave me alone?" Daniel looked Beau in the eye. "Can you do that? Just leave me alone." Beau was taken aback.
"I'm trying to help you Skip,"
"Did you ever think that I don't need your help," Daniel bit back
."Fuck, this is all your fault anyway!" Daniel rolled his eyes.
"Really? This is all my fault?" Their voices were becoming louder.
"You're the one that came over to my room in the first place!"
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO KISSED ME!" Daniel yelled.
"BECAUSE I WAS CONFUSED! YOU TOOK ADVANTAGE OF ME WHEN I WAS CONFUSED" Daniel scoffed at that statement.
"OH GET FUCKED BEAU! YOU WERE THERE, IF YOU DIDN'T WANT IT YOU COULD HAVE EASILY SAID SOMETHING!" They were full blown screaming at one another, neither boy quite understood how it turned so nasty so quickly."AND YOU DIDN'T SAY STOP! AS A MATTER OF FACT I REMEMBER YOU ENJOYING IT!"
"SHUT THE FUCK UP DANIEL! IT WAS A MOMENT OF WEAKNESS! IT REALLY MEANT NOTHING TO ME!"
"FUCK YOU BEAU!"
"NO FUCK YOU DANIEL! YOU HAVE FUCKED EVERYTHING UP! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!"
"YOU WERE THE ONE WHO ASKED ME TO STAY WITH YOU THAT NIGHT! SO DON'T ACT LIKE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS!"
"OH MY GOD! FUCKING LISTEN TO ME! THAT NIGHT MEANT NOTHING TO ME, OKAY? FUCKING NOTHING! SO YOU NEED TO GET THE FUCK OVER IT AND MOVE ON! JUST FUCKING FORGET IT!"
"GET THE FUCK OUT BEAU!" Daniel was close to tears, "GET THE FUCK OUT! AND DON'T YOU FUCKING TALK TO ME OKAY?" Daniel was walking towards Beau ready to push him through the wall if he had to.
"FINE!" Beau turned and headed to the door, "You are such a fucking idiot," Beau mumbled.
"Cool!" Daniel slammed the door shut behind Beau."FFUUUUCCCCKKKKK!" Daniel yelled and punched the wall causing a hole, but he didn't care. He had never been so angry. He never thought that he could be this mad at Beau, never in a million years."Such a fucking dick." Daniel barely slept that night, the fight kept playing over and over in his mind.
A/N: Super long chapter, don't know if they are all going to be this long. Please leave comments and feedback letting me know if you are enjoying the story so far! There will be about 9 chapters so this isn't the ending. Also this story is posted on Wattpad if any of you have that as well. Thanks, hope ya love it :]
Daniel wasn't feeling like himself. He felt down, sad, but he couldn't explain why. The day was just moving along so slowly with interview after interview after interview. The same hopeless attempts at the boys trying to say "Hi we're the Janoskians" in sync, the same awkward laughs at the same stories they had just told in the interview previously, the same questions, everything just felt like it was on repeat.Daniel was slowly getting more and more irritated as the day went on. Irritated at the interviewers and fans purposely asking questions to get some 'Baniel' action, which Beau was always more than happy to do, telling Daniel it's just for the fans. The more Beau explained to him 'it's just for the fans' the more shitty Daniel got. Daniel was sick of acting all lovey-dovey with Beau for the fans. he wanted to to it for himself and he wanted Beau to do it for himself as well.
The meet and greet did not help Daniel's mood improve at all, if anything it was making him angrier. He hated watching all the fans run up and flirt shamelessly with Beau. Daniel loved his fans, he really did, but he was jealous of the fact  that they could be all over Beau and it was totally acceptable. He wanted to be able to run into Beau's waiting arms, hug him, kiss his neck, kiss his cheek, kiss his..."Earth to Skip!" Luke waved his hand in front of Daniel's face.Â
Daniel blinked and snapped out of his thoughts."What the fuck is up with you today Baby Daniel?"Beau put his arm loosely around Daniel's shoulders.Â
Daniel smiled at the nickname. Beau had given it to him years ago. Majority of people called Daniel Skip but Beau wanted to have his own nickname for Daniel, so he just started calling him Baby Daniel, obviously Beau was very inventive.
"Nothing I'm fine," Daniel smiled weakly, Beau eyed him skeptically but didn't push the matter and the boys started getting ready for their show.
**BACK AT THE HOTEL**
The show went well, unfortunately Daniel's mood hadn't really picked up and he was desperate to get back to his room and get into his bed. He collapsed on his bed and took a deep breath. He was beginning to doze of when there was a loud knocking on the door. Daniel groaned and reluctantly got up. The knocking continued.
"I'm coming, fuck." Daniel opened the door with Beau standing there. Beau pushed past Daniel and made his way into the room."No please, come in," Daniel said sarcastically as he closed the door.
"What is wrong?" Beau turned around to face Daniel.
"Nothing," Daniel shrugged, Beau just gave him a 'are-you-serious' look,Â
"Oh my God Beau nothing, I'm just tired."
"Skip seriously, you are always tired and you have never acted like that before."
"Sorry Beau, not all of us can be on like you 24/7"
"Skip you can tell me, has something happened?"
"No, nothing has happened. Fuck Beau it just wasn't my day today, alright?"
"I've known you for years, okay I know when something is wrong with you,"Â
Daniel was getting really sick of this. He just wanted to go to bed and forget this day. He didn't need the love of his life in here trying to get Daniel to tell him his deepest secret.
"Skip we're best friends," And there it was. The phrase that made Daniel see red because it highlighted the fact that Beau only thought of as a friend.
"Seriously Beau you need to go, you're making me angry."
"What the fuck? How? I'm being a good friend here, trying to find out what is wrong with my mate," Daniel was beginning to shake, "Seriously Daniel what is wrong with you?"
"JUST LEAVE IT BEAU!" Daniel didn't mean to yell, but he couldn't help it.
"What the fuck man? I'm just trying to help,"
"I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP, I'M FINE! SERIOUSLY JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME ALONE," Beau eyes widened. He didn't understand what had gotten Daniel so angry. "Fine." Beau pushed past Daniel and slammed the door shut behind him as he left.Daniel punched the wall in frustration.Â
He didn't mean to take his anger out on Beau but he just couldn't hold it in. He went back to bed and had the worst night's sleep on his life.People say that you shouldn't go to bed angry and Daniel could defiantly vouch for that.Â
Daniel had been in a bad mood since Beau and himself had their little argument? Disagreement? Daniel didn't even know what they had had, all he knew was that he was in a worse mood now then he was before. Â Â
The boys continue to do interview after interview and their shows, with Daniel still not talking to much. Daniel was thankful that he had never been to chatty before all of this because most people didn't notice that he wasn't talking.
 It was strange between Beau and Daniel, neither really knew why. They hadn't had a fight. They weren't necessarily angry at each other but neither one knew how to approach the situation.The one thing that had remained the same was both of the boys smiling and laughing whenever the pushed through crowds of fans to get on their van. Sure they weren't laughing as hard as they normally were but they were still laughing. It was the only thing that Daniel was smiling at recently.
**THE NEXT DAY**
Daniel woke up and was thrilled that he finally had a day off. He loved when they just got sometime to themselves. Daniel slowly got out of bed. He checked the time.Fuck. 1:10pm.Â
Daniel did love a sleep in. He heads to the shower, jumps in the warm water cascading down his body. He looks down at his morning glory and starts wanking himself off to thoughts of him and Beau. He releases, moaning Beau's name rather loudly. Thank god they weren't sharing rooms this tour.Â
Daniel got dressed. He sits down on his bed aimlessly looking through his phone. He begins looking at pictures of Beau and himself just being dickheads. He smiles. One tear rolls down his cheek. He wants to be happy with Beau, but he can't just be friends with him. Daniel needs more. He needs to work out what he has to do. He needs to talk to someone before his feelings eat him alive. He wipes away the escaped tear. He remembers the boys saying yesterday that the Brooks brothers were all getting tattoos today, meaning that James was alone as well.Â
Daniel jumped off his bed and headed to James' room. Daniel knocked and in a flash the door swung open."Were you like expecting me?" Daniel joked.
"Heard you coming," James shrugged then took a seat on the couch. Daniel followed suit. "What's up?"
"I need to tell you something," Daniel looked down at his hands.
"Would this something be the reason why you have been acting like a dick for the past week?" James said sarcastically, Daniel's head shot up and he gave James a look which James just returned ten times as sassy.Daniel sighed,Â
"Yes, maybe. Oh God! I don't know!" Daniel slumped in the couch."C'mon Skip you can talk to me,"Â
Daniel knew that. James and himself had been friends since they were little kids. He had known James the longest. They had grown up together. James had always considered Daniel the brother he never had. Daniel was staring at his hands he always did this when he was nervous. Fidgeting with them and suddenly thinking that they were the most interesting thing on the planet.
"I don't know how to say it," Daniel said quietly. "I-uh, I, um, I-fuck!"
"You're in love with Beau." Daniel's head snapped up so quickly he was surprised he didn't break it. His eyes wide staring at James. His jaw was pretty much on the floor.
"What!? How did you?"
"I've known for ages," Daniel was horrified. What if the other boys knew? What if Beau knew? James must of heard Daniel's thinking because he jumped in, "I'm the only one who knows." Daniel let out a sigh of relief.
"But how did you know?"
"Daniel I've known you since we were like 5 years old. I've seen you with every crush you have ever had in your life. I know when you like someone." James said almost offended that Daniel hadn't realized that. "I've been waiting for you to tell me, which by the way you still haven't. I had to say it for you." James punched Daniel in the arm. Â Â
"Ouch! Okay, I'm in love with Beau, and it is totally fucking with my head, and it is making me act like a little fucking bitch and i don't know what to do and I am completely fucked." Daniel said everything so fast that he had forgotten to breath for a minute, but it felt good to finally have all of this off his chest. Â "I need your help James, what to I do?" Daniel looked at James with pleading eyes.Â
"You need to tell him," Daniel shook his head, "C'mon Skip, you can't keep living like this. It is going to destroy you. You never know Beau might feel the same," James said with a sly look in his eyes and a tone that hinted that he knew something Daniel didn't.
"And what if he doesn't? I don't know James."
"Oh c'mon Daniel! Man up! You will never know if you don't tell him. Just seriously take this advice and run with it. I'll be here for you no matter what okay?" Â Daniel smiled at James.
"Okay."
**LATER THAT NIGHT**
Daniel had been pacing up and down the hotel corridor for the past 20 minutes. Tossing up whether he should knock on Beau's door or run back to the safety of his own room.
"Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck fuck!" He muttered to himself as he stood in front of Beau's door. He knocked quickly and frantically.There was no going back now.
Beau answered, "Skip?" Beau sounded confused.
"Can I come in?" Daniel was rubbing his hands on his pants clearly nervous.
"Yeah sure man," Beau opened the door and Daniel walked past him and sat on the couch. Beau sat next to him.Daniel's legs were bouncing up and down, he was trying to relax he really was but he couldn't.
"Are you okay?" Beau asked sounding concerned. Daniel just nodded his head refusing to look at Beau.
"I-uh, I just um, have to tell you something,"
"Okay" Beau said pushing Daniel to continue. Daniel jumped up off the couch giving Beau a small fright.
"Okay so we-ahh, we tell each other um everything right?"
"Right," Beau was becoming more and more nervous, he had never seen Daniel act this way. Daniel was fidgeting, looking anywhere but at Beau.
"Okay, okay, okay." Daniel said to himself nodding his head slowly, taking deep breathes. "Okay." He said more firmly and closed his eyes.Â
Beau took this opportunity to stand up opposite Daniel. Beau put a hand on Daniel's upper arm stroking it kindly.
"It's okay Skip," Daniel opened his eyes, staring directly into Beau's beautiful green ones. It was the first time in days that Daniel had actually looked at Beau. He had missed him.Â
Daniel took a deep breath."I-uh" Beau nodded silently, almost begging him to continue "I." Daniel closed his eyes again. Having a mental battle with himself, "I love you." Daniel squeezed his eyes shut tighter waiting for Beau to hit him, to yell at him. He was not expecting what happened next. Beau's lips on his.Daniel's eyes fluttered open. He couldn't believe it. The love of his life was kissing him. Daniel realized that he had just been standing there like a statue. Daniel closed his eyes and started kissing Beau back. Daniel's hands wrapped around Beau's waist pulling the older boy closer to him. Beau's hand moved to the back of Daniel's neck knocking of his snapback.Â
The kiss was shy, unsure, but magical.The two boys broke apart. Their faces inches from each other. Beau's eyes searched Daniel's. Daniel smiled a shy smile at Beau. Beau chuckled. Daniel took his chances and kissed Beau again. The kiss quickly turned from sweet and sappy to hot and desperate. Daniel lifted Beau up, Beau wrapped his legs around the younger boy's waist, their lips never breaking. Daniel carried Beau to the bed. Both boys collapsing on the bed. Daniel's tongue entered Beau's mouth, Beau moaned loudly making Daniel extremely hard. Beau's hands went for Daniel's singlet pulling it of him. Beau's hands started exploring Daniel's body pulling him closer to the older boy.Daniel started kissing Beau's neck finding that sweet spot that had Beau moaning underneath him. Beau grabbed Daniel's hair pulling him to his lips.
"Oh fuck," Beau moaned as Daniel grinded their hips together. Both boys as hard as each other. Daniel tugged at the hem of Beau's shirt, signalling that he wanted it off. Beau took his top of as quickly as possible missing the feeling of Daniel. Beau's hands went for Daniel's pants and they to were discarded with.Daniel put his hands on either sided of Beau's face and started kissing him again. Both boys moaning into the others mouth. Daniel was so turned on. He started kiss Beau's neck then moved down his body. Kissing his chest, spending extra time on his nipples which caused Beau to whine in pleasure. Daniel smiled to himself loving the fact that he was causing Beau to sound like that.Â
Beau's hands were in his hair pulling and tugging desperate for more.Daniel continued to kiss down Beau's stomach causing him to be kneeling on the floor his face in Beau's crotch. Beau looked down at Daniel who was know kissing the inside of Beau's thigh causing Beau's leg to shake a little.Daniel eyed Beau,Â
"Do you want me to ah?" Daniel looked at Beau's bulge then back at Beau.Â
Beau's mouth dropped open a little then he bit his lip seductively."Yeah." Beau said so quietly.Â
Daniel jumped up quickly and gave Beau one last kiss, which left Beau wanting more. Daniel returned to his spot on the floor. He slowly pulled down Beau's briefs. Beau's erection becoming free. Daniel pulled down the underwear and threw them over to the growing pile of clothes.
"Fuck," Daniel moaned. Beau sat up on his elbows staring down at Daniel. Daniel gave him a cheeky grin, then began kissing the inside of Beau's thigh again slowly making his way up to Beau's dick. Daniel didn't take his eyes of Beau. Beau was breathing heavily, cursing quietly, sweat beads running down his forehead. He looked so sexy and Daniel just couldn't look away.Daniel reached Beau's dick and took it in his mouth.Â
Beau moaned loudly."Fuck Daniel!" Beau fell back down on the bed as Daniel started sucking him off.Beau's started gripping onto the bed sheets trying to contain himself but it was doing little to help him lose all control.Daniel moaned with Beau's dick in his mouth, the vibrations causing Beau to nearly yell. Daniel started sucking harder and faster, his eyes watching Beau as Beau fell apart in front of him.
"Oh fuck Skip! Ahh fuck I'm close!" Daniel just kept moving faster loving this feeling he was so turned on. The noises that were coming out of Beau's mouth were nearly enough to send him over the edge.
"Fuck Daniel, I'm going to cum! Oh fuck!" Daniel sucked harder."Fuck! Fuck! Oh Daniel fuck, fuck! Daniel!" And then Beau released moaning Daniel's name as he did, Daniel continued sucking until Beau had completely finished. Beau's breathing was heavy and fast. Daniel crawled back up on to the bed falling on top of Beau.Beau rolled over so that Daniel was on his side staring at Beau, they began kissing and Beau's hand went straight to Daniel's dick.Beau could taste himself on Daniel but for some reason that just turned him on. Beau began tugging at Daniel's dick and it didn't take long until Daniel was cuming in Beau's hand.
Daniel lent over to grab some tissues off the bedside table and handed them to Beau so he could clean himself up. Beau wiped his hand then threw the tissues away.
The only sounds that filled the room was both boys' breathing as they came down from their climaxes. Beau cuddled into Daniel's side and Daniel wrapped his arm around him, kissing Beau's head.They stayed like that for a few minutes both boys beginning to doze off, Daniel decided that he better go back to his room. He slowly detached himself from Beau.
"Stay." Beau mumbled half asleep.Â
Daniel looked down at the gorgeous boy."What?"Â
Beau opened his beautiful eyes and started directly at Daniel."Stay with me tonight," Beau smiled up at Daniel.Â
"Okay." Daniel leaned down and gave Beau and feather light kiss then cuddled the older boy. "I love you Beau. You're my person." Daniel had never been so happy. He had the man of his dreams next to him. He gave Beau one last kiss then went to sleep. He had never been more thankful for James and for the first time in a week he went to sleep happy.
