Nevermore!

Jessica. 24 years young. Minnesnowta. I'm taken. I'm a suicide prevention advocate. I have depression, anxiety, BPD & PTSD.

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February 14th, 2016

I'm posting this because to be honest I've been thinking about my uncle alot. I'm not sure what he struggled with because he was not very open with people. He was one of the happiest and sweetest men I had ever had the pleasure of knowing. He took his own life almost 7 years ago and it literally kills me every single day. Suicide is a very serious matter that many people overlook. It's not something to joke about. And I can say that because I attempted 3 times and each time I was saved...I was given another chance each time to do my life right. I struggled with self harm for many years. Unless you know personally what it is like to lose someone you love to suicide, then you will NEVER understand the pain that I feel in my heart every single day. Nothing will ever take that pain away; and nothing I say or do will ever bring him back; the only thing I can do is do what I gotta do to make him proud of me. Every night when I look up at the stars I wave and say "hi uncle scott. I see you. I miss you. I love you." Please, seek help if you are feeling this way. My uncles death ripped a hole in my family. Please, talk to someone. Seek help.

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February 10th, 2015

😄😄😄 so yesterday evening, I got the news that my boyfriends wife went and filed the divorce papers. Idk my boyfriend thinks she may be bluffing but that lady who told that to me is the wife's "best friend" who has been feeding us information. I don't really believe she would lie to me and my bf like that. But if it it's true, and the wife did go and file the divorce papers then I am going to scream and jump for joy when we receive the divorce papers.

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February 7th, 2015

So I got word that my boyfriends wife is getting ready to file for divorce and I can't tell you how happy that makes me. She claims that I am a pathetic human being because I physically took away a father/son bond; and really it doesn't matter what she says because him and I know the truth. She will never claim full responsibility for what she did to him and will never admit that she was the one who ruined their marriage; not me. I am happy with where I am at in my life and I am happy with who I am in a relationship with. In 4 months, I will have been with my man for a whole year. That's a long time to me and he is officially my longest relationship.