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> You've been curled up with Azucar (your dwarf, redblooded hatchling) all morning, picking melting sprinkles from her hair, while her brother, Zahaar, was out swimming and catching fish. Surprisingly enough, neither of your sugary hatchlings had a taste for human flesh, which was a good thing in your opinion. They seemed to be growing up rather well, in your opinion, despite their other father not being around. Apparently you were doing better at being a father this time.
gu͢ess ̴vwhos ba͜c̢k̨ fo͠r ҉no͜w͢v, ͠sv̡wee͢t͡he͞a͜rt҉s҉? ̕thats͠ ͞r͜i̴g̢ht,͠ me! a͞n̸d͟ i̕m s͏úǵa͏ry ҉sv͘wee̕t͢ ͏ág̀a͝in ͟af̡t̛e͠r f̷ig͡ht̶in̢ģ it ̴f̧òr vwha҉tev͞wer f̶u̕c̢ki̸n̷g ́re̴a̛s͢ǫn ͞v͠whe̴n i̸t̴ r͘ea̷lly͢ ͝d͠oe͏s̢ f̡éel̢ so goo͟d͜!̸
!!!!
Cr9nus! Y9u’re 6ack t9 n9rmal.
It’s nice t9 kn9w y9u’re still alive.
kankri! kankri hi! its been foreeeeevwer! and yep im all svweet again! gavwe into my sugar addiction and it sped up the process! and of course im still alivwe. nothing can keep me dowvn for long. but anyvway! howv are ya, chief?
It has. I missed y9u. A l9t.
I supp9se I was just getting w9rried, since y9u'd 6een g9ne s9 l9ng...
...I'm fine. The eggs are fine, t99.
He came 6ack and then left again.
I supp9se I can't 6lame him. His sugar d9es make him easily distracted.
...I'll just...stay here...with the eggs...
gu͢ess ̴vwhos ba͜c̢k̨ fo͠r ҉no͜w͢v, ͠sv̡wee͢t͡he͞a͜rt҉s҉? ̕thats͠ ͞r͜i̴g̢ht,͠ me! a͞n̸d͟ i̕m s͏úǵa͏ry ҉sv͘wee̕t͢ ͏ág̀a͝in ͟af̡t̛e͠r f̷ig͡ht̶in̢ģ it ̴f̧òr vwha҉tev͞wer f̶u̕c̢ki̸n̷g ́re̴a̛s͢ǫn ͞v͠whe̴n i̸t̴ r͘ea̷lly͢ ͝d͠oe͏s̢ f̡éel̢ so goo͟d͜!̸
!!!!
Cr9nus! Y9u're 6ack t9 n9rmal.
It's nice t9 kn9w y9u're still alive.
You gently rub at the muscles of his that you can reach while you’re hugging him, trying to relax him further. You’re pretty sure that after something like what he went through, rest is very important. You think. It works for other large events or...
You laugh weakly, shaking your head and burying your face in his chest, even moving to kiss his neck for a moment to assure him best you can that you're alright.
"I-I'm fine, just... Really h-happy y9u were here... That I'm n9t al9ne... A-and that I have y9u..."
A question burns itself into the back of your tongue, but you don't speak it. You honesty fear the answer. What if he rejected you? What if he left? No, it wasn't worth the words you'd speak, to risk losing what you had now. This was enough.
"...I l9ve y9u... S-s9 much..."
"…I-I’m s9 glad they’re 9kay…" You breathe out softly, trying to relax all that fear you’d had in your body. Only a few months and they’d be hatched, swimming around and learning to hunt… You vaguely wonder if Cronus will have changed back by then, and if he’ll hunt with them sometimes. You don’t really like feeding hatchlings. You hate killing.
You’re broken from that train of thought when he kisses you, and you purr softly, a smile crossing your features. “I l9ve y9u t99… T-thank y9u f9r 6eing here…” You curl up to him, resting your head against his chest, closing your eyes. You were exhausted. “…Y9u’re amazing…”
You gently rub at the muscles of his that you can reach while you’re hugging him, trying to relax him further. You’re pretty sure that after something like what he went to, rest is very important. You think. It works for other large events or injuries anyway, so why wouldn’t it work for this as well?
You decide to joke around lightly. “Heh, yeah, I am pretty amazing ain’t I?” You laugh quietly before continuing your light rubbing of his back, purring softly.
You relax easily under his touch, even letting out a soft bubbling purr as you curl up against him. Yeah. That was nice. You vaguely think back to your first clutch, when you'd been alone, weak, scared. This was much, much better. So why were you crying?
You laugh a little through the meaningless tears, nuzzling his chest. "Yeah, yeah you are... Perfect..." You cling to him, sniffling a little. Oh jeeze, you were going to worry him, weren't you? Stupid emotions. You weren't even sure why you were crying. Maybe relief?
"At least they’re doing svwell though. They’re evwen movwing. The vwiolet one a ton, and the red one a little, too. I-I heard it happens sometimes to people vwho lay eggs or havwe multiples. One big one that makes it h-hard to feel the smaller one."
Upon seeing him reach out for you, you don’t even need to hear him ask for cuddles to begin doing it yourself. You snuggle against him, arms loosely wrapped around him, still trying to appear protective while not accidentally applying too much pressure in case he’s still sore. You press a light kiss to his lips.
"Lovwe ya~"
"...I-I'm s9 glad they're 9kay..." You breathe out softly, trying to relax all that fear you'd had in your body. Only a few months and they'd be hatched, swimming around and learning to hunt... You vaguely wonder if Cronus will have changed back by then, and if he'll hunt with them sometimes. You don't really like feeding hatchlings. You hate killing.
You're broken from that train of thought when he kisses you, and you purr softly, a smile crossing your features. "I l9ve y9u t99... T-thank y9u f9r 6eing here..." You curl up to him, resting your head against his chest, closing your eyes. You were exhausted. "...Y9u're amazing..."
You whimper softly, eyes closed. You’re exhausted, but at least you aren’t bleeding as much as you had the first time, so it should stop soon. …That’s not something you want to do again. “…R-remind me, next time I think that h-hatchlings are a g99d idea, t-that they’re n9t…” You laugh weakly, shivering. “…A-are they 9kay…?” You’re a little worried since you hadn’t expected there to be more than one, that the other might be dead. However, if he were to look over them, there’d be a little movement inside of the tiny crimson egg… And a lot of movement inside of the violet. Someone was energetic already.
You laugh quietly when he mentions not giving birth again. “I’ll agree to that nowv vwhile I still can, chief. L-Let’s hold off on havwing any more. Vwasn’t expecting you to havwe twvo. Th-That’s a nice surprise.”
You hold your bundled up t-shirt to him until the bleeding ceases more, and you look over at the two eggs. The red egg’s movements reassure him while the violet egg was…wow. That was quite a lot of energy. You bite your lip in thought looking at it and then turn to Kankri with a smile.
"Yep! They’re d-doing svwell! Both of them are.They’re movwing and evwerything."
You nod slightly, exhausted, laughing weakly along with him, this tiny smile on your face. At least it was easier with someone there. It kept you from having to sit here and bleed out alone, trying to protect your eggs. It was a nice change. "Deal... I-I... Yeah, I w-wasn't expecting tw9 either..." You're honestly a little worried for the smaller, since you hadn't even felt it in your gut as it grew.
The moment you know your babies are fine, you relax quite a bit, letting out a little breath of relief. "Thank h-heavens..." You'd been so terrified you'd lose your hatchlings again, just that little bit of encouragement helped a lot. At least they'd survived the laying. Now all they needed to do was survive their hatching and... the rest of their lives...
"...C-c9me here. I c-c9uld really use s9me c-c9mf9rt snuggles right a69ut n9w..." You reach out to him, still weak and a little tired after all that.
==> Kankri: Guard your babies with your live.
Not that there's exactly much guarding to do, mind you. The cave has been fairly quiet since you'd laid your eggs, and all there really was to do was sit around and relax, trying to regain the energy the two little ones had drained from you. Of course you'd been thinking differently when you'd been laying, but now... It all seemed worth it, seeing the two tiny lifeforms swim around inside their translucent havens.
They didn't even know you yet, and you were already in love. Figures. You giant softie.
You watch the scene anxiously, providing a hand for him to crush, though you’re distracted from the pain of it. The blood concerns you quite a deal, and you aren’t sure if that’s normal or not. You haven’t seen or done this before. After the eggs are out, you pull off your shirt and wipe some of the blood off of the eggs before going to him and pressing the cloth against him, hoping that it can at least help in soaking up some of the blood.
"You’re okay, K-kan. You’re okay. It’s ovwer. Evwerything’s alright, chief."
You whimper softly, eyes closed. You're exhausted, but at least you aren't bleeding as much as you had the first time, so it should stop soon. ...That's not something you want to do again. "...R-remind me, next time I think that h-hatchlings are a g99d idea, t-that they're n9t..." You laugh weakly, shivering. "...A-are they 9kay...?" You're a little worried since you hadn't expected there to be more than one, that the other might be dead. However, if he were to look over them, there'd be a little movement inside of the tiny crimson egg... And a lot of movement inside of the violet. Someone was energetic already.
You don’t even notice him until he’s right there, and it takes off an awful lot of stress from you. He’s there. He’s there, he made it. You’re not alone this time. You were about to say something but it just comes out as a strangled little whimper because wow you forgot how much this hurts, so instead you just reach out to him because you want to hold his hand instead of digging your nails into your sides because that is not good for you or your egg…s?
You kneel down next to him, fins twitching in concern. You notice the marks on his sides and then him reaching out for you, and you make the connection. You grab on to his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. What did people on human television do when people were giving birth? What did they say?
"K-kankri, you can do this. Deep breaths. Stay strong. Squeeze my hand if ya gotta, I’m tough. Squeeze it as hard as ya vwant."
"C-Cr9nus... Y9u're h-- Ah!" You cry out a little, trying to breathe. Yeah. You'd forgotten how much this sucks. Why had you wanted to do this again? Why exactly did you put yourself through this? Oh yeah, Cronus wanted kids. And so did you. You both wanted this, just breathe, just breathe and keep yourself calm... A few painfully long minutes, and practically crushing deathgrips, later, one normal-sized, healthy violet egg, and one very, very small crimson egg are buried halfway in the sand, and you're panting, exhausted, and bleeding on the beach.
==> Kankri: Have a really rough morning.
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While checking your hair anxiously for any extra streaks of blue, you decide to check on Kankri today. You haven’t seen him around, so maybe he’s up and about by now. You step back from the mirror, throw on some jeans and a red t-shirt, and go over to where Kankri’s home is. When you see him though, he’s curled up over a nest with…blood? Oh. Oh no. Oh god. Is he okay? Is he injured? Or is he giving birth to the eggs? You hurry over to him and ask the most useful question you can think of considering you’ve never been around this situation before. But your mate is in trouble and you need to do something about that.
"Vwhat can I do to help?"
You don't even notice him until he's right there, and it takes off an awful lot of stress from you. He's there. He's there, he made it. You're not alone this time. You were about to say something but it just comes out as a strangled little whimper because wow you forgot how much this hurts, so instead you just reach out to him because you want to hold his hand instead of digging your nails into your sides because that is not good for you or your egg...s?
==> Kankri: Have a really rough morning.
I've fallen 6ehind 9n saying I l9ve y9u, s9... Here, I'll just say it a few times. I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u... D9es that make up f9r my missed days? I h9pe s9.
i lovwe you too! i lovwe you too. so much.
j-just…knowv that the happy, distracted, reckless, violent part? sugar. the rest? me. ill still try though, in case it…happens again. because howv i am nowv isnt. permanent. i can feel it.
> The muscles of your shoulders would feel very tense, as if you’ve been on edge for who knows how long. Which you have been. Resting is truly a myth to you ordinarily.
thats…awvful. sorry that happened to ya. all of that. but theres only one nowv to care for, and no aquarium anyvwhere. i-ill try to make it alright, okay? evwen vwith the coated happiness.
> Smile slightly at him, and kiss his temple again.
I kn9w, Cr9nus. Y9u d9n't have t9 remind me. I h9nestly d9n't mind that y9u have a "c9nditi9n" 9f s9rts. I still kn9w y9u'll always have a g99d s9ul, even when it's nearly 6l9cked 9ut 6y the sugar. I might get l9ney s9metimes when y9u're away, 6ut... It's always w9rth it when y9u c9me 6ack. As l9ng as y9u c9me 6ack...
> You hum softly as you work at the knots in his shoulders, trying to help him relax some. Wow, he really was tense. Tenser than a lone fish surrounded by sharks! Maybe you could give him a full-body massage later... When you weren't so sore yourself.
...It's alright, it's in the past. Leave the past 6ehind and learn fr9m it, right? It'll... It'll 6e fine. Y9u d9n't have t9 d9 me any fav9rs, just... try t9 6e there. I d9n't want t9 6e al9ne again...
I've fallen 6ehind 9n saying I l9ve y9u, s9... Here, I'll just say it a few times. I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u... D9es that make up f9r my missed days? I h9pe s9.
i lovwe you too! i lovwe you too. so much.
oh! oh, im glad its only one, f-for your sake. and youre right, ya vwont b-be alone this time, not if i can help it. evwen if i t-turn trickster again by then, ill still make a conscious effort to remember.
> You smile grows slightly when he kisses your temple, and your now natural shakiness calms down quite a bit. You continue rubbing the muscles around the egg, still fascinated by the fact that you can feel it.
…ya had six before? that m-mustvwe hurt.
I am t99, h9nestly... It's a l9t easier t9 carry 9ne...
> You pause slightly at that comment, and purr very softly, a smile on your face.
...Thank y9u. 6ut I understand y9u get distracted easily when y9u're trickster, s9 I w9n't h9ld it against y9u if y9u aren't always there. I swear it.
> You hum softly, before deciding to return the favor and moving your hands to his shoulders, massaging them carefully. You wanted to be helpful too, even if only slightly. At the mention of your first clutch, you cringe slightly.
...My first clutch. T-...Three 9f them died. H9nestly, the em9ti9nal pain 9f 6eing at fault f9r their deaths hurt much m9re than the physical pain 9f having s9 many little 9nes gr9wing inside me... I went thr9ugh much w9rse in the aquarium...
its a piece of shit k bye
I've fallen 6ehind 9n saying I l9ve y9u, s9... Here, I'll just say it a few times. I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u, I l9ve y9u... D9es that make up f9r my missed days? I h9pe s9.
i lovwe you too! i lovwe you too. so much.
It’s fine… I just… It’s n9t exactly the m9st pleasant experience…
> You practically melt under his touch, letting out a soft sigh of relief. You’d been so tense lately, every part of your damn body felt sore, especially your stomach. You relax slightly as he massages your stomach, still a little weary of him so near the egg but telling yourself to relax anyways. You trust him. You love him. It’s alright. The egg would shift a little while he was working, and you’d flinch a little.
> You feel it move, and in spite of yourself, a smile twitches at the corner of your lips. You feel bad he has to go through this, certainly, but even without the trickster haze clouding your vision and thoughts, this is all still very cool to you. You adjust your massaging when it shifts, fingers moving over to the muscles it might have hurt at all in the process.
i b-bet it aint. i vwish i could do more th-than this to help.
> His tiny smile would certainly help bring a smile back to your face, even though you were sore from all this damned movement. You hesitate for a second, before leaning to kiss his temple.
...It's alright. This is very helpful. And I'm sure it'll 6e w9rth it. 6esides, it's n9t the first time I've 6een thr9ugh this, and... at least this time I'm n9t al9ne. N9t t9 menti9n, I'm fairly sure it's 9nly 9ne egg this time... Which is a l9t easier t9 carry than six...
> Yeah, your first batch of eggs should have resulted in six hatchlings, though only three of the eggs had survived. It made you nervous for the life form inside you, even if you could feel it was alive, and you were in much better shape than you had been before.
