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HEADS UP

gonna be moving all my dragon age muses (including clancy @boundstaff and samson @wolfscarred) to my general multimuse over at @tothezeros so if you guys want to interact with me again finally they’ll all be there!

[sheknocks]

                               I got DREAMS that keep me up in the dead of night                                       Telling me I wasn’t made for the simple life                                  There’s a LIGHT I see, but it’s far in the distance                                   So I’m asking you to show me some forgiveness                                    It’s all for you in my pursuit of HAPPINESS!

indie fandomless oc. written by steph. read all pages. ©️

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i dont think ive ever shut up in my entire life

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A F K L O @ SYLVUS LMAO

NSFW HEADCANON GAME YA’LL || ACCEPTING

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex)

Sylvus is one of the biggest champs when it comes to aftercare. He’s affectionate, gentle, and wants to know how his partner is doing and if they enjoyed themselves. He loves to cuddle and talk, but if his partner prefers to just lay there quietly he can manage. It’s only when his partner just leaves right afterwards that he feels bad, really needing that companionship afterwards in order to not feel like he did a horrible job, or was just used.

F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)

Missionary, usually. I know that sounds horribly boring, but he likes to be able to see his partners face and kiss them easily, and that’s the best position for that. He also likes it when his partner sits in his lap, facing him, and will often go from that to missionary since it’s easy to just fall forward.

K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)

Sylvus loves being touched. Run your fingers through his hair, touch his ears, scratch his back, etc. He also likes to bite but is hesitant to do so because he doesn’t want to hurt his partner, but if they like it then he’s game.

L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)

Outside, definitely. Call him a stereotype, but Sylvus will take having sex under the stars amongst the trees and flowers over doing it in a bed any day. He prefers to do it during the day though, when it’s warm and sunny, but in Skyhold that’s not really an option.

O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)

Sylvus is always down for giving oral, and he’s not bad at it honestly, despite his lack of experience. As far as receiving, he’s a fan, but it’s not a necessity for him, and he totally understands having a partner that isn’t comfortable with it for whatever reason.

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Headcanon Game - A to Z (NSFW)

Hey guys! I thought I’d so something fun this weekend, so I did my best to sexualize the alphabet and turn it into a headcanon game!

So here’s how it works. You send me a character (or a few), and the corresponding letters that you want me to answer for them!

A = Aftercare (What they’re like after sex) B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s) C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basically… I’m a disgusting person) D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs) E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what they’re doing?) F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual) G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc) H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.) I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspect…)  J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon) K = Kink (One or more of their kinks) L = Location (Favourite places to do the do) M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going) N = NO (Something they wouldn’t do, turn offs) O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc) P = Pace (Are they fats and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.) Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.) R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.) S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they last…) T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?) U = Unfair (how much they like to tease) V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make) W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice) X = X-Ray (Let’s see what’s going on in those pants, picture or words) Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?) Z = ZZZ (… how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

I’ll have this running all weekend, so feel free to drop by!

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smooches the Tree's forehead

If Sylvus were a puppy his tail would have definitely been wagging at the gesture, corners of his mouth spreading in a broad, toothy grin. Colour flooded the surface of tanned cheeks, a bubbly laugh coming forth at the same time. That was certainly new, given that most people weren’t quite tall enough to reach his chin, let alone his forehead. “Thank you!” He mused happily, smiling still. “I have never received such a gift, I shall cherish it always.” Some might have thought he was being sarcastic, but there was nothing but sincerity and warmth to his voice.

[starsdaily]

Growing up, I wish I hadn’t tried so hard to fit in. I’d tell myself to just embrace what you were born with because it’s beautiful and you were made like that for a reason. It’s tough being a girl. I think we need all of the support we can get.

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DOES A SPLIT. Hey everyone, it’s ya’ boi, uh…Steph. Back with yet another blog (i know i have a problem shh), this time for a FALLOUT 4 ORIGINAL CHARACTER. Lemme tell you a little bit about this girl. Her name is Margo, and she’s a former child of atom. Not enough for you? Well she’s also a Gen 3 Synth, who’s suffered memory loss due to brain damage that she has no idea how she sustained! Yeah, really exciting, I know. Like I said, she’s a former member of the Children of Atom, having left to wander the Commonwealth in search of answers after realising she’s not quite like everyone else. She’s weird, doesn’t say much, but will have your back if need be. The blog itself is mutuals only, independent, cross-over friendly, and will contain 18+ material at times so follow at your own discretion. If you’d be interested in interacting with this oddball, just give this a like or a reblog, so i can check your blog out! 

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based on this suggestions blog.  warning:  these are pretty dark/angry  &  could be triggering to some people.  please be cautious before proceeding!!

‘  all i want in my life is for my friends to be able to touch me suddenly  &  me to not flinch away without meaning to.  when will this stop affecting me?  ’ ‘  all i want is to be soft  &  gentle,  but i’m made out of steel  &  anger.  maybe in another life,  i guess.  ’ ‘  beauty is in the eye of the beholder,  so choose to see beauty in everything.  ’ ‘  burning it all to the ground  &  force them to start again.  they made you lose everything.  now return the favor.  ’ ‘  do i ever even cross your mind or do i do all the thinking of us on my own?  ’ ‘  do you trust me enough?  do you trust me at all?  ’ ‘  don’t you dare abandon me.  ’ ‘  even after all you have done,  i will always want you fighting on my side.  ’ ‘  every time i see you smile i fall in love with your brightness all over again.  ’ ‘  everyone i have ever loved is long gone.  i sing to the sky alone.  ’ ‘  everyone i touch gets hurt,  but i can’t stop.  i touch  &  i touch  &  i touch  &  people get hurt.  why can’t i ever stop?  ’ ‘  everyone says i used to be a hero,  but i can still taste the blood in my mouth  &  still feel bruises blooming because of my fists  &  my eyes are still stretched wide  &  terrified.  ’ ‘  everything i love has been taken from me.  what do i have left to fight for?  ’ ‘  fall in love with someone that makes you feel strong.  ’ ‘  friends are more important than any material object will ever be.  ’ ‘  i am aching to hold you  &  keep you safe,  to be pressed against you so that nothing can harm you.  ’ ‘  i am divine  &  you will bow before me.  ’ ‘  i am fucking divine.  ’ ‘  i am in control  &  i listen to no one.  ’ ‘  i am not a good person.  don’t pretend i am.  ’ ‘  i am not accustomed to love.  this is a learning experience.  ’ ‘  i am not worth saving  &  i am not worth redemption.  let me stay in the dark.  ’ ‘  i am so tired all the time,  all i want to do is rest.  ’ ‘  i am too tired to deal with any of this.  ’ ‘  i bow to no man.  ’ ‘  i broke into sharp pieces when i broke  &  i expect someone else to hurt their hands on my edges just to put me back together.  i’m sorry.  ’ ‘  i can give you your wings back  &  i can show you to fly once more,  if you only believe in me.  ’ ‘  i cannot be saved.  ’ ‘  i can’t ask for help because if i ask for help it hurts people.  i can bear this weight on my own.  i have to.  ’ ‘  i could taste the lies in your mouth every time i kissed you,  but i loved you too much to notice.  ’ ‘  i crave affection in the simplest way.  ’ ‘  i deserve to hurt.  i deserve to bleed.  ’ ‘  i didn’t ask for any of this so don’t you dare blame this on me.  ’ ‘  i don’t care if you say my name like it’s poison or like it’s a prayer,  as long as it leaves your lips.  ’ ‘  i don’t fight for you anymore.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to let go of you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t want to talk about it.  i don’t want to remember.  i don’t want to heal.  all i want is for it to go away.  ’ ‘  i don’t want you to touch me.  please don’t touch me,  just go away.  ’ ‘  i feel anger deeper than my bones.  i feel anger in my very soul.  ’ ‘  i feel nothing at all,  except for when i feel everything all at once.  ’ ‘  i have fallen  &  though i may miss the sky,  i belong here now.  ’ ‘  i have fallen from a height your mind cannot even imagine.  ’ ‘  i have no home anymore.  ’ ‘  i remember collapsing in the flames with a sword in my hand  &  then i remember nothing.  ’ ‘  i see beauty in everything,  but especially in you.  ’ ‘  i should never have fallen in love with you.  ’ ‘  i thought for a long time that i was so terrible no one would look at me.  now i know it’s because i shine so bright they are forced to look away.  ’ ‘  i was so caught up in the feeling that i forgot how to breathe.  ’ ‘  i will never amount to anything.  i am a failure in the worst type of way.  ’ ‘  i will tell myself that the burn of my loneliness in my chest completes me  &  maybe someday it will be true.  ’ ‘  if that’s what a hero is i’m glad i’m not one anymore.  ’ ‘  if you ask me to,  i will set the whole world on fire,  my dear.  it’s all for you.  ’ ‘  is it my fault?  it’s my fault.  it’s always my fault.  ’ ‘  it’s not murder if they deserved it,  right?  ’ ‘  i’m drowning in emotions that don’t belong to me,  choking on anger  &  suffocating on sadness.  ’ ‘  i’m in love with everything that hurts me.  ’ ‘  i’m okay.  i’m alright.  this is all in my mind.  ’ ‘  i’m ready to give up everything i’ve ever had if it means someone will love me.  ’ ‘  i’m so cold  &  i can’t stop shaking.  i am not who you think i am.  ’ ‘  i’m so tired all the time  &  i just want to be awake again.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting against the pain of being forgotten.  i just want someone to remember me.  ’ ‘  i’m tired of fighting everything in my life.  just make it stop.  ’ ‘  i’m too tired to care.  blow up,  get angry at me.  i’m sure someday i’ll realize i deserved it.  ’ ‘  jealousy burns within me.  ’ ‘  just let me go in peace for once in my damn life.  ’ ‘  loneliness is a disease  &  it leaves me empty  &  hollow,  like sound goes through my body  &  bounces back.  ’ ‘  made of starlight  &  sunshine,  i shine brighter than they all know.  ’ ‘  my anger is righteous  &  my actions are pure.  ’ ‘  my chest aches  &  my lungs burn.  this sickness comes from the inside.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  all i need is some comfort  &  understanding.  ’ ‘  my chest hurts  &  i ache to go back to the sky.  ’ ‘  my shoulders are aching where wings used to be  &  all i want is for them to stop hurting.  ’ ‘  pull me apart  &  piece me together in your own way.  make me perfect.  ’ ‘  righteous fury throws through my veins  &  if you touch the people i love i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  rise up.  you can’t keep being small when you were made for so much more.  ’ ‘  say my name like it’s the only one that’s ever been on your tongue.  ’ ‘  so much blood has been spilled in my name.  time to make you believe it was in yours.  ’ ‘  so you’ll worry about me when i fall silent,  but not when i scream  &  plead for help?  fuck off.  ’ ‘  sometimes people have to get hurt for me to get what i want.  ’ ‘  stay away from my fucking friends.  stay the fuck away or so help me i will destroy you.  ’ ‘  stop treating me like i’m an idiot.  you aren’t better than me in any way  &  you better remember that.  ’ ‘  the bitter taste of regret is ever present on my tongue.  ’ ‘  the world is spinning far too fast for me to stay on it.  ’ ‘  to love them is my divine right.  ’ ‘  voices whisper from the shadows  &  they fill my mind with thoughts of you.  ’ ‘  what did i to wrong to be so unloved?  ’ ‘  what is the point of power if i’m not supposed to use it?  ’ ‘  who the fuck do you think you are?  ’ ‘  why can’t i ever fucking stop crying?  ’ ‘  with a new year comes new tests  &  triumphs.  let’s try to make the most out of it.  ’ ‘  would it really kill you to be honest for once?  ’ ‘  yes,  i remember my wings breaking  &  being destroyed.  i was powerless to stop it.  ’ ‘  you are not required to love your parents,  or to even like them.  ’ ‘  you can’t hate me more than i hate myself,  but you are more than welcome to try.  ’ ‘  you may say you love me,  but you love only a part of me.  i am too complex for you to ever love my entire being.  ’ ‘  you never fucking cared about me.  don’t fucking lie about it.  not to me.  ’ ‘  you remind me of mint.  fresh,  sharp,  kind of cold,  but in a nice way.  i always knew there was a reason mint was my favorite.  ’ ‘  you shine light in even the darkest parts of me.  you are my sun.  ’ ‘  you should fear me,  but you don’t.  i will be eternally puzzled,  yet grateful.  ’ ‘  you touch me  &  my skin burns  &  it burns for you,  always you.  ’

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praesiidio:

Taken aback by his surprising height, Junko leaned back ever so slightly to truly take in his appearance… but was mostly baffled by how energetic his manner was. So delayed was her reaction that it took her a moment or two to register that he had extended a hand out to her, which she eventually took to shake firmly. “That’s reassuring, Sylvus.” A smile crossed her lips, a huff of a laugh leaving her. “Like Sylvan. You have the height for it. I am Junko, a chevalier. I’ll be sure to crawl to you when I’m next injured. Knowing my luck, it’ll be soon.”

“Yes, actually! That is what inspired my parents to pick the name. Of course, they had no way of knowing I was going to be so tall when they named me, but they said I was very long for a newborn.” He babbled, smiling growing wider at her kindness. Some were friendly, some were cold, and some were just flat out rude. He was glad Junko was the first. “I hope it does not come to that, but I will make sure you recover quickly and as painlessly as possible.” Or at least, he would try. “A Chevalier you say? That sounds quite exciting! They are like Orlesian soldiers, in a way, no? I’ve heard some stories, not all very good if I am honest, but you seem quite kind!”

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telcnadas:

There was no hiding Nerion’s blatant staring and the curiosity behind it; not disgust or horror, but curiosity. So many scars were usually seen upon warriors and hunters. He was silent as he stared, drifting off into his own little world as he gazed over each and every scar he could view from his place. It was only once Melchior spoke again that Nerion was ripped out of his daze with a flinch and shifted forward to examine the injury more closely. Nice cover, Nerion.

“It was not really a matter of want.” Nerion answered plainly, his fingers carefully touching around the wound. “I stayed because Velari did. And I had nowhere else to go.” That was the simple story, that he felt uncertain about elaborating on to a mage of such terrible renown amongst the forces. His brown eyes closed and with great concentration he focused his energies to his hands, restorative energy taking life and immediately setting to work to knitting together the gash, while weaving in a spell to boost healing time. His eyes only opened once he felt confident to do so, shifting his gaze back to some of the scars adorning the mage’s torso. “What of you? What brought you here? Not interested in sticking with the templars… or even the mage rebellion?”

Melchior hardly noticed Nerion’s staring, focused more on playing with his shirt and his hands, nerves beginning to get to him a tad. He never did like visiting healers, always worried about them shoving some sort of foul smelling poultice into his wounds. Nerion being a mage hopefully meant more magic and less crushed herbs.

“Oh, I see. Fair enough then.” He didn’t push, because it was none of his business, and the former hound had little interest in ruining what was probably the best conversation he had partaken with another person since joining the Inquisition.  He let out a quiet sigh of relief as Nerion got to work healing the wound, muscles relaxing for the moment. At Nerion’s question his brows furrowed, blue eyes darting elsewhere while he worked on the wound. “Most Templars merely view me as a tool and don’t trust me, while most mages fear me and consider me a traitor, so...I figured the best thing I could do was come to the Inquisition and offer my aid.” He was greatly thankful to Velari for allowing him into the ranks. “I can’t really blame them, and I am just happy to help however I can.” Even if that meant using what training he had against red, corrupted versions of his former superiors.