Cook'd Mami @thicke-mami - Tumblr Blog

All this time, all these changes and I'm still hurting

It didn't work. I took so many pills and they didn't work. I'm still here and that's so much worse than before.

That new year new me hoe is long dead by February and new year same fuck up has returned let's make it the last YOLO 2017

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this transformation was a very deep and mental thing for me

I wish I didn't use so much Valium over the course of this holiday bc then I could them all now before it's over and I have to go to the reality of my asshole existence lmao

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WHEN YOU FEEL YOURSELF FUCKING BREAKING AND YOU DUG YOURSELF A HOLE WHERE NONE OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS FEEL STRONG ENOUGH FOR YOU TO EXPLAIN HOW YOU’RE ACTUALLY FEELING AND YOU’RE GOING BACK TO A PLACE WHERE YOU HATE YOUR LIFE AND CANT MAKE A REAL SMILE AND ALL YOIR EFFORTS ARE BEING PUT INTO SHIT THAT ISNT GIVING THE SAME CARE BACK TO TOU AND WHOA FUCK I HATE MYSELF FOR GETTING INTO THIS POSITION

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I hope you have a relationship that’s real for once and you are sure of where you are in their life. I hope you’re not a distraction or a past time or something to be used. But a love, a sweetheart, a muse. I hope you are something to somebody and that they are just as crazy about you as you are for them.

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Questioning this a lot lately lmao