hey yall it’s me. i don’t know if anyone remembers me (greenteaesthetics / thinatopclouds) but hello!! it’s been awhile.
i left thinspo/proana tumblr around 2 years ago and since then, i’ve recovered from my EDs and lost weight healthily + naturally. ironically enough, i actually lost more weight in recovery (once i had a better relationship with my body and food etc) than i lost during my entire time on proana tumblr. on the other side of it all, i still remember how fucking awful it was, years of counting calories and looking at thinspo and feeling so much guilt all the time and always feeling ugly etc., and i really want you to know that things will get better. they really will. recovery is not only possible, but so beautiful. i know it’s scary to even think of recovering sometimes but i promise that it’s so so so worth it, and i really hope that my mutuals from around 2017-2018 are in a better place now than when we met.
i really hope i don’t come off as annoying and condescending (tbh i would have found it annoying and condescending if i’d read this a few years ago), i just have so much love for everyone here and wanted to say hi. and idk what thinspo tumblr culture is like anymore but ~back in my day~ we worried a lot about accounts when they stopped posting etc. so if anyone remembers me, hi 💗💗💗 i’m alive and healthy and doing better than ever before. thinspo tumblr was obviously toxic as a whole, but i’m so grateful for the loving, supportive community we had that helped me take the first steps towards recovery.
if you’re reading this, i love you so much and i’m sending you the best wishes for healthy weight loss and recovery. life is beautiful and everything will be okay, i promise. bye guys, stay safe.
ps: i don’t know if anyone’s gonna read this post but pls feel free to interact ! i’m definitely not back on ed tumblr but i’ve decided not to delete my account (for now)- if anyone wants to talk, i’m always here ❤️
God, this is so inspiring! I don’t know how long it’ll be before I’m able to start recovering, but I’ll be thinking of this the whole time!!! <333
i’m rooting for you!! xxx















