Things I think About

[thingsithinkaboutus-blog]

things are never the same

i miss you, things I do on the daily basis I think of you. You were amazing and talented. I just miss talking to you on the daily.

[ai-papi-deactivated20201124]

October 23, 

i miss being happy. i miss feeling you. i miss feeling alive. i miss enjoying life. i miss your smile. i miss having a real smile. i miss going months without crying. i miss going months without feeling like dying. i miss being so happy that i couldn’t wipe the smile off my face. bigger than my existence, i miss you. i miss how happy you made me. god, please can i have it all back? please 

[londonfromparis]

I don’t know what happened to us. Things sort of just fell apart. We were right for each other, and then we weren’t. Things around us started changing, we started changing, we drifted apart, we stopped trying so hard, we let each other go without even noticing. Nobody fought to stop it. It just happened - and then it was over.

[preventive]

via weheartit

[thingsithinkaboutus-blog]

school

I've been at a new school for 2 weeks now, and it's been great so far. I feel like I belong here which is nice. though it hurts some days because you went here and I see people and they remind me of you. but I take a deep breath and keep going. I miss you.

[thingsithinkaboutus-blog]

I saw you again

Its been years since Ive actually seen you, I saw you Friday and I saw you again today. I don't think you recognized me or even cared I was there. But I did see you. It felt weird seeing you, I don't think Ill ever talk to you. But you looked good from what I saw.