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Things I’m Actually Good at

1. Making good impression to new people and destroy the image bit by bit to reveal the devil or angel inside, depends on how other rubs it.

2. Listening to complaints while pretending to be very interested with annoyed resting face.

3. Keeping promises, horrendously proud of it despite no one is actually making an actual promise.

4. Keeping friends close while at the same time wash away the unworthy.

5. Boasting about self-confidence while working out to find it myself.

6. Spitting criticism while actually really bad at admitting one.

7. Holding secrets despite never actually remember what is it about.

8. Being truthful of past embarrassing moments and remembering it at the most improper times.

Anyways, flaws, who doesnt have any? The question is whether to disclose it or to embrace it?

BUDI

Dalam rangka merayakan (atau lebih tepatnya memahami) Hari Pendidikan Nasional pada tanggal 2 Mei kemarin, bertepatan dengan Minggu Guru Nasional se-Britania Raya (National Teacher Appreciation Week), saya tiba-tiba teringat akan seorang tokoh yang acap kali terdengar namanya hampir di seluruh buku pelajaran waktu saya mengenyam pendidikan sekolah dasar dulu.

Budi.

Nama yang begitu sederhana, mudah diingat dan nampak sarat makna saking seringnya nama Budi diucapkan. Waktu SMP, saya pernah punya teman satu kelas bernama Budi. Semudah mengingat namanya, Budi adalah seorang siswa yang kerap kali menjadi pilihan pertama Bapak dan Ibu guru untuk memberikan dan menjadi contoh. Sebenarnya Budi juga siswa seperti kami, namun Budi terasa berbeda. Sesederhana namanya, Budi tidak memiliki baju atau sepatu baru, hampir semuanya adalah warisan dari kakak-kakaknya. Seperti di dalam buku, Budi adalah pribadi yang sangat menyayangi keluarga besarnya yang berjumlah sembilan orang bersaudara, belum dengan ayah ibu dan neneknya yang tinggal di satu atap dekat sekolah kami. Semurah hati karakternya, Budi dengan senang hati membantu teman-teman yang bertanggung jawab mengerjakan piket kelas pulang terlebih dahulu untuk les atau sekedar ‘ada janji’.

Tiba-tiba teringat Budi yang pada saat perpisahan kelas menolak hadir karena tabungannya harus dialokasikan ke hal-hal yang menurut keluarganya lebih penting dan hanya ingin makan pizza saat teman-teman sekelas menanyakan ingin dibawakan apa pada saat belajar bersama.

Budi yang begitu sederhana, mencermikankan mayoritas penduduk Indonesia.

#Budi #Bahasa #Indonesia

Difficult- adj

a term I often used to describe my current occurrence, however fun it might be it was a still an exhausting and draining experience. It was difficult and still is difficult.

I found myself trapped in a personal challenge that I designed months ago, and still fascinated how it turned out to be a lot more overwhelming than I imagined. The defiance outnumbered by the guts I have stacked to defend the problem yet it seemed insufficient, like a wave streamed a cliff, shape it gradually.

It doesn’t mean that it’s bad, it’s heavy as it goes yet it’s difficult.

I didn’t intend to be negative about it, quite in contrast, I feel exhilarated by this affair. Then maybe I shouldn’t be calling it difficult.

It is quite severely intense.

once I was a supportive, quirky, extroverted, lovely individual with warmth, I was your friend.

once I was a grumpy, crazy ass, still extroverted bitch with fiery rage management, I was not.

#accept your friends guys #no matter what they are #love is not one side only #it has many faces #and it is okay to have many #:)

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As if my mind has holes in it

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I can’t believe Captain America: The Winter Soldier blatantly ripped off Pokémon The First Movie.

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Costume Designs from The Princess and the Frog by Lorelay Bove

did-you-know

Even people who don’t have cats can tell the difference between a random meow, and a meow that’s in search of food. Because cats’ solicitation meows have a frequency similar to the cry of a human infant, researchers think they could be manipulating our nurturing instincts by imitating baby sounds to get our attention. Source

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these evil creature.

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Necklaces by StrangelyYours on Etsy

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ペルソナ5.

sometimes I took so much pity on protagonists I almost feel like I went through the same troubles as them.

#feels #virgo #confession

did-you-know

HAPPY NATIONAL TEACHER APPRECIATION DAY!

“What goes on in a classroom is up to the student and the teacher. Once you introduce the power of the state—telling you what you can and cannot do—you’ve become involved in propaganda.” ~John Scopes

A Few Facts about the Scopes Monkey Trial

The jury found Scopes guilty within minutes. His conviction was later overturned, but he never taught again.

The trial was a media circus. It was so heavily attended that after 7 days in the courtroom, the judge moved everyone outside under a tent because it was unbearably hot and he feared the weight of the spectators and reporters would cause the floor to cave in.

Clarence Darrow, Scopes’s defending attorney, had been a corporate lawyer but he left that job because he could no longer look at himself in the mirror. He often worked for free to help deserving clients who needed good counsel.