emily ❤

not pro, 19, 5'5, cw 130lbs, gw 90lbs, dms open!!

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bc i wanna keep track

height: 5′5/165cm

hw: 177lbs/80kg

lw: 120lbs/54kg

cw: 158lbs/71kg

gw1: 140lbs/63kg

gw2: 120lbs/54kg

ugw: 100lbs/45kg

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almost passed out at the gym todayyyyy <3 who want me??

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me calculating the exact weight i need to be for my bmi to match what a random twitter post said would make me sk1nny

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i wishhh all of these th1nsp0s had their height and weight so i could know what i need to do to look like them

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i hate being a vegetarian with an ed bc my hair falls out and my nails get brittle all cause i don't get any protein

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does anyone know wtf to do when you're at a point where your clothes are all too big for you but you're not at your ugw so it feels pointless to buy new clothes yet??

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tried that whole self-love thing but it didn't work out so lemme try starving myself again 🥰

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i’m literally about to cry. i lost three pounds in the past four days 🥹 i’m so happy this is so unreal

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if you average out the past three days i’ve had 440 calories per day but i feel so fat and miserable.. i hate my metabolism i just want a muffin

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manifesting ✨

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slipped back into fasting so easily.. it's been 24 hours and i still don't feel the urge to eat

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i fell off for a bit cause of life but then i gained 2lbs so i'm back to 4na heyyy

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did a 48 hr fast and then binged and ate over 2k calories 😐 so i threw up as much as i could but i just feel empty.. why did i have to fail

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at this point i don’t even get hungry anymore, i crave flavor not fullness

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i ate because i’m weak. i’m fat because i’m weak. i’m ugly because i’m weak. i’m so fucking weak

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hehe… sooo… i binged :p

someone end me.

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gained weight so now it’s time for my first 48hr fast because i NEED to lose 12lbs in the next two weeks 🥰