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lila • 21 • she/her • femme for butch • eng/esp

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted a fake gay job so im currently getting my master’s in dance performance, pedagogy and choreography

birmingham, al —> boston, ma —> london, uk

interests include: fragrance, flamenco, travel, lingerie, shoes, choreography, dance therapy and pedagogy, antiques, salsa, interior design, politics, symbolism, astrology, erotica, the occult, linguistics, history, pop culture, reality television, drag, music videos, hot chocolate, costumes for the stage and screen, ancestral dance practice, burlesque,

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i think site specific choreography is kinda cringe but if i had to do it i would do a piece in front of the chicago school of economics to music by victor jara

about the economic destruction that milton friedman and his goons wreaked on latin america and how they did (and didn’t) survive

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hi i need advice

may be tmi? idk. basically the majority of my sexual experiences feel like less of something that i’m an active participant in and more of something that is happening to me. even if physically i’m enjoying myself, mentally i feel panicked because i sense for some reason a lack of agency on my end. this loss of control i feel causes me to not be present. i feel like i leave my body and watch the situation unfold in third person as i make myself go through the motions. thought this was something only straight women experienced, but apparently not! i dont have sex with men so you’d think things wouldn’t be so morose but here we are. idk what to do!!

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tried taking this big strap and smiled when i said it really hurt and this butch called me a “depraved little girl” #blessmychunguslife

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did my nails

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who wanna be my pillow prince on this fine mother’s day

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guys i want attention :( who wants to play mermaids and pirates

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i need to do a duo lipsync choreography number to this with one of my fruits.

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“I remember, growing up, at night, and my dad would sit in the kitchen with all the lights out and he waited for me to come in, and he’d sit there and drink, and I’d stand in the driveway and I’d look into his screen door, and I could see the light of a cigarette, and then I’d rush up on the porch and try to get by him but he’d always call me back. And it was like he was always… always angry. Always mad. He’d be sitting there thinking about everything that he was never gonna have, until… until he’d get me thinking like that too. And I’d lay up in my bed, at night, and be staring at the ceiling, and I’d feel like if something didn’t happen, if something didn’t happen soon, it felt like I was just gonna… like some day, like I was just gonna… “  - Bruce Springsteen

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pspsps machorras spspspsp camioneras pspspsps tortilleras

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TOOT TOOT 🚂 heeeeyyy 😏👋 BEEP BEEP 🚕

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stills from my new work

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Early Lesbian Film: Dragnet Girl (1933), Dir. Yasujirō Ozu

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my dream summer fragrance, one that mimics the overripe, indulgent stickiness of summertime in alabama, my home. i would add a few splashes of sweat, grass, magnolia, and musk to top it off.

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hoping some concoction of these will do the trick

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