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love truly is so powerful. go towards love and all your doubts, fears, and worries will melt away. you will easily detach from your current state attach your self to your new state and you will easily persist. william blake said he who will not bend to love must be subdued' by fear. when you're in love with your imagination, with your new state, with what you're imagining within, everything becomes so much easier and enjoyable.
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Non dualism is buddhist, right¿
no, its not. though buddhism does allude to non-dualism a ton.
at the end of the day, all of these schools of thought are branches from the same tree. 🍃
Your last ask about going towards love was really eye opening for me! As someone who’s been struggling in a marriage for many years where I feel the love I receive is very conditional (only when/if I do certain things, behave a certain way etc-I receive love) I’ve had a hard time seeing myself as love. Long story short, I’m a wife and mom, and it feels like that’s all I am and it’s all my family sees me as. I carry most of the weight of responsibility such as scheduling appointments, taking care of my husband and his needs, working full time and being the sole provider while also feeling like I never do enough. It very well could be the same answer to the ask I mentioned, but do you have any insight/guidance for how to approach this? I’m so very tired of giving and not receiving. Also, I’m sorry for the negativity here. I know it’s up to me to see the change, but I feel so defeated. Thank you so much for reading! 🩷
awe, it sounds heavy to feel that way in your own family. sending you lots of love and hugs <3
to elaborate more on going towards love, and really make it specific to your case, what stands out to me is the barrier you have made against love is very clear. you stated yourself, that you FEEL you only deserve love when you put in the effort for it, and as the world only reflects us, your family has taken on the role of proving that true.
so really, you need to let that idea go. and it'll be uncomfortable and strange and scary, most likely, since you have probably accepted that idea of needing to prove your worth to be loved for a long, long time now. but this is your family. dont keep using them to hurt yourself.
what do you really want? focus on that. this part gets tricky, because we have to learn to no longer rely on the world to tell us who we are nor what we deserve. this means, you may start to love and value yourself, and not see it reflected in your family right away. well, i think close relationships are beautiful because theres truly no excuse for why we cannot first love them. why do you need your family to love you first, for you to love them? thats a little sad right? are we all deserving love, merely just by existing? yes, i think so. so my point is, even if youve been changing yourself from in the inside, and still see your family showing up in a way that seems unlovely, 1) do not take it as a cue theres something wrong with you. love, peace, validation, liberation, all comes from the inside. so as long as you keep doing the work there, no one and nothing should be able to tell you who you are. YOU decide that. and 2) choose to show them love, so that they know how to be loving. especially with your kids. youre truly their role model, who they learn from. how can you walk by example?
someone just asked me if im religious, and no, im not haha i believe in myself, and i mean that. but i like to speak of God, because i learned a lot from neville goddard and he used the bible to explain all of this. and truly, i love the poeticness of it all. i love seeing the bible as a blueprint for how to live, and NOT in the christian sense of it all, but in the way neville used it to explain the law. in the sense of truly realizing the kingdom of heaven is WITHIN you. its not out there somewhere, its not where you go after you repented for your sins. no, its none of that. and what i'm getting at here is, God already lives within you. through being still, through silence, through meditation, however you wanna call it, you knock down the barrier more and more between you and God, until you realize there is no separation at all. God's name is I AM. (so when i speak of God, i am speaking of myself, and i am speaking of all of you.) and so the question is, how do you fully identify with the one within? well, you walk as that person! and God is unconditional love. so how can you walk as unconditional love in your daily life? the people we love can sometimes be the shadow of our most painful thoughts. but you know what? they can also be the very first people we decide to treat the way we want to be treated. i hope this is all making sense. all of the love in the entire infinite world is already inside you, its already yours. extend it to your family, who is only a beautiful extension of you anyway, and now youre healing so many parts of yourself. and now youre truly going towards love, living by love.
it wont always be easy. i never want to give advice and make it sound like "well just do this!" cuz yeah technically its simple, but our egos often wont let it be that simple in actual practice. instead it can be painful, youre truly killing the old version of yourself and sometimes it truly feels heart wrenchingly painful. when we really believe something painful about ourselves, it tends to really fight to keep living within you. but its your choice, day by day, you can wake up and start again, decide to be different. i really hope you can make this beautiful change for yourself, and as a result, see beautiful changes in the way your family views you. you dont have to keep living this life, you can make it so beautiful and lovely for you and your entire family. the heavy part is taking responsibility for the way we feel and deciding to turn that around. you may begin to notice that absolute adoration and appreciation your family had for you this whole time... 💌🫧
Do you have any advice for going towards, feeling love?
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” - rumi
i think this quote works as the foundation, tbh. we are love. its already who we are. but sadly, due to experiences, the world, whatever, before we knew about all of this, we built up walls to keep love out, for why we cant have love, etc. really, our only task is to let all of that go. to let go of our reasoning, to let go of everything we hold onto that tells us we cannot feel love, that we cant have it. how can we be denied something that we are?
to give you more actionable steps, i say to just go for it. decide right now, you are love, and therefore, you can feel it now.
if you do that, and feel resistance, listen to what its telling you. those are the identities you must surrender, to let love flow in more deeply and radically. choose love over the fears. and this can take time, i recommend sitting with the uncomfortable feelings in a safe space like mediation.
and if you feel no response at all, then allow that too, just keep deciding youre going to feel more love, youre going to go towards love from now on, and trust in that decision. and see what happens :) so much of this is just learning to trust ourselves! and keep going back to love until it becomes your new normal.
finally, ask how you can BE more loving yourself. how can YOU go towards love right now, without needing any reason to?
and maybe as a last tidbit of advice, get off social media:) i think that some of the ugliest, hateful things can be on there. and they make us feel wrong for wanting to choose love sometimes. so build an environment for yourself where its safe to be loving. <3
some affirmations that can help:
~ all is well in my world/the world is a good place
~ i am beautiful and everyone loves me
~ i am beautiful and i love everyone
~ i am safe (i think sometimes we feel scared to be loving, because it can feel like being vulnerable, so this aff can even be: i am loved even more when i am vulnerable, when i am open, when i am loving, etc.)
ofc i rec affs as ways to remind yourself, not something to robotically chant trying to force a change.
if you feel like reading, i'll get more into depth now about my own experience, but if not, then what i've already said should be enough <3
in my case, i choose love by being the love i want to experience. 1st, this begins with me. how do i treat myself? how do i hold myself when im feeling down or upset or sad? i act as the person who loves me most, and i constantly show up for myself in that way. i wont put myself down, i'll love myself through it all.
2nd, in response to seeming "others"... when someone comes to me in an unlovely way, i surrender those feelings of wanting to be unlovely back. i see them as a part of me thats still hurting, and i want to love them. ive said before, years ago, i used to be so cold, so hurt, i saw myself as an ice queen at some point because of how hardened my heart became. at some point, i got deep satisfaction in seeing others upset, i "liked" keeping people in a dark place in my mind. very ugly to admit, but im not afraid to admit it because i think those ugly feelings are normal to the human experience, and we dont have to be prisoners to them forever. thanks to choosing love for myself, i also can naturally extend this to others, and i want to extend it to others. its a basic: lead by example. i dont want to keep anyone in an unlovely place. you know, back in the day, if someone was mean to me then tried to be nice, or changed their mind, i couldnt accept it. "how DARE you try to be nice to me now?!" but these days, i accept them lovingly. how LOVELY that they have now changed, how lovely i got a glimpse at a part of them that reflects the love i have inside of me, back to me. i love to see people change in the blink of an eye now. i dont want to hold onto any grudge, and so, i let people be themselves freely. i go towards love, by also choosing to identify with the fact that i am love within. its never something i have to try for, its something that simply is. and so i can be, and let others be, and let the world be too.
What is your religion?
xoxo <3
(Non ask) Yes im the same girl from an earlier ask im sorry if i ended up repeating myself in some ways but i struggle with memory gaps ❤️🩹 i did read ur answer earlier and i thank u for ur patience and kindness it really meant a lot to me, you did answer a lot of my doubts but im still trying to process everything
<3 ofc, im glad to have helped in some way. and thats okay, to still be processing things. your journey is yours, you can take your time. and listen to the answers that come from within 💌
Hi, i dont know how often you may be getting asks like these but i feel quite lost and i am unsure as to who i should be going to, i would really appreciate if you could help me
I don't necessarily think my ego's story special, i know there is much "worse", but while i understand all of this on an intellectual level, i'm having a very hard time being aware of something new, for some reason
This ego's quite lethargic and while i don't mind it because i still see beauty and love in it's misery and the "ugly" of life it's not the life i want to keep experiencing, but i can't seem to shift my awareness on anything different. I'm tired of having to make myself accept and enjoy things a living being should never be even experiencing in the first place just because i'm so slow to change internally and because there's no way around it besides stopping hating it
These days i wake up and since i know nothing is real and there is "nothing to do", i do nothing. I can't even bring myself to wash my hair because i dread doing it, having curly hair, i tell myself i can just be aware of it looking and being fine but i never truly shift my awareness to that permanently, the thought of my hair suddenly looking good out of nowhere still seems absurd, even when intellectually, i believe in nothing but non duality and have completely outgrown "logic"
All this ego's life was spent trying not to succumb to depression and "fighting" to have as "normal" a life as possible despite it's harsher than usual circumstances. But now that i know there is nowhere to get to i physically cannot get out of bed
Nondualism felt very good, at first, i changed a lot of small things, those things still remain changed thankfully, but there are a lot of things that i have no idea how to shift my awareness away from. I know it's easy, but the moment i "forget" about the thing i go back to being aware of something unpleasant
An example would be my dad, he is very abusive and is quite weird towards me. For some time i'd be aware of him loving me and taking care of me like a normal parent and he would act accordingly, but after a while i grow tired of having to "mentally" upkeep this story of him being good? I always effortlessly end up slipping back into resentment for the things he does and the things i resent of course end up manifesting in his actions. I just can't help but look at him with spite. Intellectually, i know this is a dream, i know this is me, but i don't know what to do about any of this at all, i don't know how to actually step out and alter something that's not minor or "insignificant"
hi <3
tbh i think the answer lies in yourself. as in, you should really love yourself and put yourself first. as i read this all, all i could think is, you've convinced yourself you "know" all these things, but you really dont. instead, you use it as your excuse to keep hating yourself, to allow yourself to fall deeper into depression. "why should i even take care of myself if none of this is real? its too exhausting" emmm maybe because you deserve to be shown love and taken care of even when things feel heavy? but if you cant even accept that as true, it says a lot about how you see yourself. and thats what this work in based in. literally, how you see yourself and your place in the world.
like what you said with your dad, and how youre able to see changes in him, but you "grow tired of having to mentally upkeep this story of him being good" like... are you doing it for him or for you? do you want a better experience or not? i think that you're so tired because you're focusing on the wrong things. even if he never changed... do you deserve to keep feeling so bad? if you want to just drown in your resentment, i think thats fair. its heavy subject. but when you do that, with no intention to eventually let the resentment go and choose to feel better because you deserve to give yourself the best experience there is, then you're missing the mark.
the thing about it is that, i wont ever tell you this is gonna be so easy and all because you "know" these things its a golden ticket to heaven. its really not. because the only being who knows anything in your case is actually your ego. i know this, because you dont feel any love. the being who truly knows all this, is an eternal, unconditionally loving being. your ego is convinced it understands all there is to know but then uses what it knows to hurt itself. thats totally a misinterpretation of the teachings
i think when we use nondualism to become jaded, we dont really understand nondualism at all. and i think sometimes we really, really need to take a step back and go back to the basics.
you choosing to hurt yourself through your dad, is a cry for healing. idc that you've probably read a million blogs telling you that you can bypass healing. it clearly wasnt good advice! if youve been able to see your dad change and become more loving towards you, but you rather him just be the same abusive person and hold onto the resentment instead, you have some deeply rooted painful identities that youre trying to ignore.
the thing is, you being bored and tired of life doesnt sound like you believe in any of this to me. because thats not how any of this works. its liberty, its peace, its true liberation, its pure love. its not "none of this is real so why even try" ... that is an extremely egotistical outlook. when you have a very strong relationship with the inside, with God (which is my preferred word for it) you have no choice but to keep choosing yourself every day, because you know how deep down this really is all a reflection of you, and it can be in the most beautiful way. and you deserve the time and space to ALLOW that experience in...
so, that being said, i think you should take a step back from what you think you know and start doing what you can to actually feel better physically. and then reintroduce yourself to the teachings, so you can apply them in the loving way they were meant to be applied. im not trying to say you have to like whats in front of you, and im not trying to say you have to love it. but we do, in some way, have to radically accept it. the ugly, the good, the bad. and like that, we can finally move forward freely.
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Hello :)
So I am working on myself now, but I have a specific person I want to be back in my life but that will be the story I will care about later, because I want myself to heal first.
But sometimes the intrusive thoughts flooded in, and I have thoughts like is he worth it, you should dump him and find someone new to start off, well to lessen the work. But that’s just my exhausting thoughts right? Because I love him, and because of myself I created a bunch of assumptions around him and lost him.
Can I ask for a routine suggestion to keep working on myself and stop intrusive thoughts about not loving him anymore? And I have a fear that I cannot change my assumptions for him too :(. Maybe because my mind is too hectic now. Do you have any advices or blanket affirmations to say when I’m starting to think he is not worth it, and fear that I cannot change my assumptions around him? Tysm ❤️
hello :)
so the beauty in diving into healing (alongside the law) is that a lot of this will solve itself along the way. the more you heal the more you find yourself taking responsibility for your inner world and therefore your experiences. how can you continue to hold onto resentments when you know you were the cause ? so surely, your image of him will heal alongside your own healing. which makes sense because we are all one. :)
i also find when we are thinking those types of thoughts, it’s not a product of the god within speaking. it’s the years we accepted that people are outside of us, that is coming up. we learned to dump people, to find someone better, and some people are good and some people are bad and they’ll never change. and none of that is true anymore. be patient with yourself as you let go of that way of thinking. true love will always shine through, because love is the only truth.
as for a routine suggestion, this is my advice. firstly, stop allowing that fear to be a fear. the whole, “what is my assumptions never change about him” is “i need him” in disguise. that’s why it bothers you so deeply and you want to escape it. nah, sit with it. for example, sit and think about, “wow. what if my assumptions about him truly never change. will i be able to be happy on my own ? or will i choose to be miserable ?” — this type of confrontation has healed me so much, and it actually allows for you to easily choose your preferred state. because of course we can choose any assumption we want. but its the very fears that we allow to stop us from doing so. so yeah, find some time and space to sit with those fears you want to get away from. the only way out is through. it’ll get uncomfortable but that’s normal and it’s okay. i would really recommend meditation, especially while focusing on healing, because it is a safe place and it helps you learn how to sit with things and build trust in yourself and the god within.
next up, a good affirmation to navigate your healing in both aspects is “i forgive him and i forgive me too.” because he was only acting out the role you assigned him in the first place. this aff allows you space to feel peace and love towards him, but also more importantly for yourself and allows you to take responsibility for your experiences.
lastly, make sure you are prioritizing how you want to feel without a reason for it. for example, you dont feel loved because you’ll have your sp one day, you feel loved right now because you are love and it’s your right to experience love no matter. be honest with yourself along the journey that you’re doing it for you and not some outcome. focus on how you want to feel and allow yourself to feel that way, without needing outer validation for it.
and don’t forget to be patient and loving with yourself along the way. that’s the most important part. i hope this is helpful, let me know if you have any more questions or anything 💖
and then suddenly everything worked out in your favor.
rambly post about imagination and physical world
lately, i'm really fully feeling how the 3d is just such a small fragment of our lives. thought that keeps swimming in my mind constantly is that things really come into the 3d to die. i don't know where i've heard this, whether it's something Neville said, or whether i just heard it in some yt vid or read it here on tumblr, but i can't shake it off because i really feel it right now.
we are absolutely here to enjoy the physical, i'm not trying to dismiss that. but there is sooo much and i mean sooo much in our inner worlds. when something happens in the 3d it always passes, because that's the nature of it. our daily moments of life are running through our fingers. your can't really live in here because everything gets rebuilt with every nanosecond. and that's not something to be sad about, it's beautiful. it's part of the game of life. but then you have your imagination - the only source of stability because it's the core of your I AM. here you can build a solid foundation and it'll stand eternally. when you choose to live in a place/state in your imagination, you can always live from it, no matter what you're doing physically.
there simply is a level of satisfaction and fulfillment that the physical world can never offer you. when you allow yourself to experience things in your imagination without any conditions, when you bring your I AM into your scenes of enjoyment and love and allow yourself to really feel that you are experiencing it, you'll realize that the physical world has nothing to offer to you in this regard.
i'm sure you all have an item that you really love, a piece of clothing, a tech device, a piece of furniture, whatever. well, even if you love this thing to death, most of the time when you are using it in the 3d you feel neutral about it. only every once in a while you get this wave of fondness for this thing. those are the times when you "activate" (feel) your I AM in the context of this thing. - that means that "having" things in your physical world and in your imagination feels the same. there are only glimpses of the feeling of fulfilment, because you can't meditate your whole existence on owning a pair of shoes or an iphone. and regardless of where you have this thing, feelings are always happening in your inner world. therefore all that the physical world can offer you is neutrality.
in your imagination, you can spend years reliving the same scene and feeling the same feelings from it. you can still hold in your mind the scene of you meeting your partner for the first time, even if you've been married for 50 years already. but you live from this scene daily and it translates into your perception of your partner and into your relationship with them, therefore every day there is still the freshness of your first meeting. but in the physical world, this meeting happened just once. it keeps on living only thanks to the imagination. and the best thing is, that you can live from this scene even before it has happened physically.
like i mentioned before, the physical world is wonderful in its own way. it brings structure to our experience, it brings its own things that don't have a place in imagination - like linear time, when you approach it from the non-structure and non-existence of time in imagination, it's quite a dope thing. you shouldn't stop existing in your 3d. you feel your body for a reason. let's just bear in mind that physical reality and inner reality are inherently different. they both bring different things into our life. there is a certain satisfaction in the repetition, neutrality and structure the 3d brings us. when you stop expecting things from 3d that it cannot offer you, you start to fall in love with its inherent nature and appreciate it for what it is.
i guess my point is, there are things to love about your imagination as well as about your 3d. see them for what they are and then you can love them for what they are.
In case you weren't aware, you are very easy to love.
Hi im somewhat new to all this so sorry if my request has been answered elsewhere before. However i do have some troubles and no matter where i look i can't seem find an answer (maybe its under my nose but still). I have trouble feeling anything at all. Like i just don't feel anything towards anything in the current state of my dream. Imagining something different and more "favorable" doesn't do anything either bc all i can think is how what i'm seeing is "all that is". I know indifference is one of the steps but the indifference i feel is closer to dread and apathy than it is to the peace i used to feel earlier on my journey. When i find myself slipping back into identifying with the dream i can't even get out of bed because i know nothing means anything and nothing is real. I feel so helpless because i just want something, ANYTHING to change in front of my eyes but i haven't disbelieved enough for it to happen. But i've disbelieved too much to ever "be normal". I've been on said journey for two months so far but i just don't know how to move past this limbo. I would be eternally grateful if you could in any way help me out
firstly i wanna say good for you!! youre so early in this journey and already working on steps like indifference. it took me literal years to finally surrender and figure that out. that being said, youre seriously doing amazing <3 so breathe, its okay
"but the indifference i feel is closer to dread and apathy than it is to the peace i used to feel earlier on my journey."
this is not indifference. indifference isnt a lovely feeling, it can really look like anything. it can look like literally crying your heart out, it can look like smiling, it can look like literally nothing at all. the thing about indifference isnt how your body is reacting, it isnt about how your ego feels. its about letting those things pass through you, without judgment, the best you can. so that being said, this apathy that youre feeling, allow yourself to be indifferent toward it. its not a good feeling, and you rather be feeling peaceful. okay, but right now, you dont feel peaceful. you feel apathetic, a bit hopeless really. and thats okay. let it be okay. that is indifference. when you sit in that for a while, then you can start to allow in thoughts like, "i know it doesnt have to be like this forever." or… don't. it really doesnt matter, follow what feels best for you at a given moment.
"i can't even get out of bed because i know nothing means anything and nothing is real."
this feeling is extremely, extremely heavy. and my heart goes out to you. well, you sent this message, and i read it, and im answering it, and im real. sometimes we let the dream-ness of it all get to our heads. accept that, for the ego, this is very, very real. and thats a safe place to be in. we dont have to lose our minds to get what we want, especially if it makes us feel like there's no point at all in life. there is a point, the god within wants to experience things here, that's why we're even here. so play into that, lean into that. youre not alone at all. youre wholly supported by all that is. you are all that is. and stop thinking your ego is that, it's not. its the being on the inside who "works the magic" and when you realize that, it feels a lot less lonely. you can still talk with others, laugh with them, they'll say things you didnt even think of yourself and yet they're a lovely reflection of you. there's a lovely side to all of this, but i know it's hard to see in some moments, just breathe and let yourself feel through it. it wont last forever.
"I feel so helpless because i just want something, ANYTHING to change in front of my eyes but i haven't disbelieved enough for it to happen."
this feeling is also, so so so so heavy. i understand your frustration. its like IF THIS IS REAL, WHY ISNT ANY OF IT WORKING? WHY CANT I AT LEAST GET A SIGN, ANYTHING, SOMETHING SMALL, ANYTHING TO PROVE ITS NOT ALL FOR NOTHING? JUST SOMETHING TO KEEP ME GOING. PLEASE. PLEASE. and yet, nothing ever comes, and we still find ourselves unable to give up because deep inside we know there's more there, even if we can't feel it all. and its so heavy, to ask a god that seems like its not there at all. to feel like, we cant even fulfill ourselves at the very least. this is a very normal part of the process, i think most people here have had that experience. and its okay, once again, let it pass through you. it doesnt have to be your experience forever.
anyways, all that being said, i love you. youre doing great. and truly, youre not doing anything wrong, its just part of the journey sometimes. the darkness, the apathy. the only answer is to keep going, to lean into loving yourself the most that you can. to give yourself little pick me ups during the day. okay, so out there hasnt changed, and that really really sucks. but have you changed? what are you doing for yourself, to yourself, thats different from before? what can you do for you, to make the day a little easier, a little more pleasant to live through as you navigate balancing living within and living without? if this world is only a reflection of us... are we even truly being someone we'd want reflected back to us? i think when we learn about all this it can get weird bc we start to think out there isnt real... but if so, you wouldnt be feeling this bad, you'd be living it like it truly were a dream. but you know? its not always that simple. so stop forcing your ego to take on so much, and allow your ego to be human. your ego isnt the one you need to rely on. its about building a relationship with the one within, and learning to love and soothe your ego along the way.
my good friend ren recently sent me this meditation, and i loved it sm. and i think it would be perfect for you, as really, it guides you toward what indifference really looks like, what it really means to relax, to allow, and let things be. it seems like, at the end of the day, youre more frustrated because youre not getting results yet. so even though you feel so apathetic, that nagging feeling is telling you that, you actually still really do care. and guess what? thats beautiful, you havent given up on yourself. you deserve all it is youre looking to give yourself + more <3
i hope this is somewhat helpful for you <3 sending you hugs, things will get better, even when they feel so dark. you are the light in the darkness, you are the sun
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At the end of the day, you can’t delay joy until life looks a certain way. You deserve to enjoy your life now.
your desire is a gift of god 🍁
I was reading “at your command” by neville goddard the other morning, and there was something he was talking about that I really loved. he reminds us that everything you desire, you desire because it’s meant to be yours. you wouldn’t desire something that u couldn’t or shouldn’t have, and when u desire something, it is the gift of god.
here is a part from "at your command" i really loved:
"don't be anxious or concerned as to results. they will follow just as surely as day follows night. look upon your desires--all of them--as the spoken words of God, and every word or desire a promise. the reason most of us fail to realize our desires is because we are constantly conditioning them. do not condition your desire. just accept as it comes to you. give thanks for it to the point that you are grateful for having already received it--then go about your way in peace." -Neville Goddard
whenever you think throughout the day “ugh i want *my desire*” (or something of the sort), don’t get upset or anxious bc you’re in the state of lack or “u messed everything up” etc. the past few days since ive read this, any time I catch myself thinking from lack, I just go “omg thank uuuuu it’s mine yayyy”
like…you desire something bc it’s supposed to be YOURS. your godself is SHOWING YOU what can give you the feeling you desire. like when you desire the feeling of love, your godself will make you desire that specific person bc that’s what will give you the feeling you crave. Or maybe you desire the feeling of security, so your godself gives you the desire of money or being rich. etc!
so when u desire something, that is a GIFT! your godself is showing u the thing that u deserve—the thing that is RIGHTFULLY YOURS!!!! u do not desire something by accident. u desire it bc it’s supposed to be yours!!!
in our society we’ve been taught that we “can’t always get what we want” and “things won’t always go our way” etc but like….no!!!! God is not supposed to WANT for anything like wtf??? if god wants something it’s bc it’s rightfully theirs
when u create literally everything in your reality, there is absolutely nothing in your reality that u don’t deserve. oh so money only exists bc we’re conscious of it existing yet we don’t deserve it??? that big mansion only exists bc we assume it does yet we don’t deserve it??? NO!!!!! (not saying we deserve the bad things in our reality. we just deserve the things we DESIRE)
we’ve been conditioned by the people who haven’t been awoken to the law that life isn’t fair and we don’t deserve anything in this world, but that’s simply not true. we deserve everything we want, bc the only reason we want it—once again—is bc it’s supposed to be ours.
the reason i love this idea of saying “thank u” any time u think of wanting something is bc 1) it shifts u to wish fulfillment (saying thank u= u accept it as yours) and 2) youre accepting the gift of god!
like, wanting something isn’t bad. it’s THE GIFT OF GOD! you desire a certain feeling, and you give yourself the solution immediately. u feel lonely and want to feel—for lack of a better word—unlonely? here u go, u want a friend! on top of that, you want a GOOD friend, so here u go! u naturally desire what you’d consider a perfect friend maybe they’re loyal, the same age as you, live in your town, etc. you naturally desire all of these things without even trying!
I love this sm bc it’s kinda like, manifestation is already halfway done IMMEDIATELY! manifestation is started and completed in the 4d. u want a feeling….u give yourself the feeling. all done! yes ofc, as a side effect, it reflects in your 3D as well. but manifestation is completed before your desire even reflects in your outer-world.
the second u give yourself the feeling (give yourself your desire in the 4d) u successfully manifested it.
so if the steps are 1) desire a feeling and then 2) give yourself the feeling…by desiring something, your godself is showing u how to give yourself the feeling. for example, you want the feeling of being loved. so u naturally begin to desire being with a certain person. this is a gift! and you’re god, so it’s a gift you are giving yourself!
so you’re like, damn i want to feel loved…but how do I feel loved in my 4d??? BY GIVING YOURSELF YOUR DESIRE (your specific person) IN YOUR 4D!!!!! (for example)
u want a feeling, so your godself gives u a desire to show you how to feel it, and then u give it to urself in the 4d and feel the feeling, and then u manifest it INSTANTLY. slay! it’s that easy!!!! wanting things ISNT BAD!!!! it’s a TOOL!!!! a GIFT!!!!!
also like, if u notice u fell into a stack of lack and are thinking abt how badly u want your desire, DONT BEAT YOURSELF UP!!! u know why you’re thinking of how u want your desire?? bc ur godself is reminding u of how to give yourself the feeling baby say thanks!! & keep going
I think this is such a simple and comforting and exciting way to look at the law. like, wanting things isn’t bad and you only want something bc you’re SUPPOSED TO GET IT!! I hope this resonates with y’all!!! 🤍
(i wrote this two months ago at 3am and you can kinda tell lol but i love this post so! here it is in all it's glory :) adapted from my twitter thread)
The "ego" is a creation too!
I had a HUGE breakthrough recently (just one in a sequence of many tbh), and I really started to let things flow through me.
The main affirmation I have been using lately is "don't try to hold onto it, it's ALL infinite"
And that led me to this current realization that the ego is literally just the thoughts and emotions that you are holding onto. This is what people mean when they say it isn't real!! You are literally holding it together with your will.
It isn't you, it is what you are holding
And "holding" is just another term for resistance
You are resistant to letting it flow through you, either because you don't want it to leave, or because you are scared of what letting it flow might do to you or others.
A very good example of this are those really negative intrusive thoughts. If you are resistant to them, because you are afraid they might hurt somebody, then they will linger and get stronger. But if you just allow them to flow, let them be their own phenomena and not attach to them, then they will just come and go like clouds in the sky.
This is how I have done ALL of my spiritual work, in one way or another. Just letting everything flow through me and not labelling it as good or bad, just letting it be self contained.
The easiest way to do this ((for me!!! Do what feels best to you!!!)) is to allow yourself to be infinite. Really FEEL into the space around you, and realize there are no real boundaries here. For any mental boundaries that you have set, feel beyond them and realize that they are being held by empty space.
Every part of you is infinite. Every part of you is being held by infinite emptiness. All that is needed is to be that space instead of being what is contained within
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