its me, wash

personal blog for wash/doughyduo, expect lots of random posts

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oh they’re adding another meka squad member to overwatch after like 6 years-

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ive been playing palworld for

110 hours

and i just got to the world tree

holy shit there is so much to this game

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bringing my tumblr out of 70% zoom to 100% zoom again and feeling old because i spent a long time staring at metal today and now my eyes cant focus on small things

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literally on my second day of not having the ‘instant constant dopamine’ app and i think that’s what’s fucking with me

at least partially

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cant believe i went 'wow, i feel not very depressed anymore' and then like 2 - 4 weeks later i feel like i have nothing i should be or nothing i am doing

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limiting my screen time to TikTok on my phone and seeing how many times my brain instinctively goes to it is

uh.

yeah

i probably should just delete it

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brain is weird

i had a lot of intrusive thoughts like

maybe a year ago, and they went away

but now they are back

and im pretty sure it's just because of depression, but like

i think ive been pretty good otherwise, and dont want to get on and off antidepressants again

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…it’s 8pm

why is it bright out

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also just posting over here but

aemeath is a little cuter than i thought she'd be

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i think word that I’m looking for a new job got around at work

not in a bad way

my raise got approved and now i make 20% more money

so that’ll start showing in my paychecks in 2 weeks and my boss said that the upper ‘range’ in the future will get to ~$140-$150k AND that i will have the opportunity for a second income stream??

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it means someone’s shoulder is messed up because the engineers at the product owning company didn’t make a way for the screw to stop so the screw went way, way through, and instead of holding onto something like a nail does to two pieces of wood, the nail is just shoved inside the wall while your extra plank is falling off and also the wall is in pain unless the surgeons remove it

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just got sent an xray of implant failure with a partial issue regarding machining at my facility

wow

after speaking with the customer it is 100% a design flaw because they have no way to lock a screw into a plate but

wow

that plate is not secured to the body and is just hanging there

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bring a person and existing is hard

i dunno how anyone manages to do it

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have a high likelihood of getting a new job with a better company and

i am very emotional and don’t know how to properly keep things inside (see this post) and I’ve told 2 people about it today

which is stupid, because I haven’t even submitted the application yet, but it does have me emotional about feeling bad about leaving the company behind because i know how much they rely on me and i want to see the best for them

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the 18 micron tolerance is coming to haunt me again

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Alpha Wolfie is 8 feet tall it's canon.

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reddit and discord were a mistake for the internet