Balderdash.

[luckysevenart]

bad news: the heatwave is fking awful good news: bubbline is back

[thispersonlovesmusic]

happy pride! 🌈

I'm back! I'm also gay as fuck omg!!!

[curioscurio]

A Timed Adventure

New portfolio piece ! I’m looking for work btw wink wink

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Kailangan ko lang ilabas to dito.

Grabe sobrang feel ko pa rin talaga effects ng breakup kahit 3 months na nakalipas. Nakakainis, nakakabwisit. DI ko alam, magmomove on na ba ako? O aasa pa rin? Ang gulo. Gusto ko na lang maging okay talaga. Bakit ba kasi codependent pa rin ako hanggang ngayon??? Bakit ang hirap kumawala sa toxic cycle ko na ganito. Nakakasawa. Wala rin ako masyadong kinakausap sa mga friends ko kasi mas gusto ko talagang mag isolate na lang. :( Nakakalungkot. Sana maging okay na soon. Gusto ko na lang maging hopeful na going forward, mamahalin at uunahin ko na talaga yung sarili ko. :(

[eclipse-song]

TOXIC DOOMED YURI!? IN MY FIONNA AND CAKE!???!!

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Oh gosh. It's so sad that I'm here again. Wtf.

Cause you know... I'm only here when I'm really at my lowest. 🥲

I had a very long depressive episode. (I think I'm still in it) and wow. Idk what to do anymore. The feeling of actually wanting to KMS is here again. I need professional help, AGAIN. Idk what to do from here. I just know I don't wanna be here anymore. 😢

I love my boyfriend so much. I love my family. I love my friends and I don't want to leave them. I don't want to be a burden anymore, though. 😔

[thispersonlovesmusic]

It's been a while

April 4, 2023

Wtf?! Ang tagal ko nang walang post sa tumblr hahaha pero shet I can't believe isang taon na nga lumipas. Sobrang dami nang nangyare sa buhay ko??? Nagkawork, tumira sa ibang lugar, nawalan ng work, nagkawork ulit, nawalan ulit, bumalik sa bahay, nagkaJOWA?!!! Wtf hahaha

Anyway!!! Andito lang siguro ako para iremind yung sarili ko na shet, lilipas din lahat ng sakit!!!! Makakamove on din ako!!! Makakamtan ko rin yung buhay na gusto ko!! LABAN LANG MEMSH!!! LABYU!

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Gusto ko lang umiyak ng umiyak.. akala ko okay na ako.. akala ko matitigil na yung sakit pagkatapos ng ilang buwan. Bat ganun? Sobrang sakit pa rin? Sobra sobrang lungkot pa rin? Gusto ko na tong matapos.. Kailan ba to matatapos.. 🥺😢

[thispersonlovesmusic]

I am so scared. 😢 I can't tell this to anyone but I am scared that I might get long covid. 😢 I just wanna feel better again

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Fuck covid!!! 😭 I'm so fucking tired 🥺😭 I don't ever wanna feel this sick again 😢😢😢

[thispersonlovesmusic]

I guess whatever happened last year was really meant to happen to me, maybe it was Karma. Maybe I needed to learn a lesson, maybe I really needed to love and choose myself. I still have a long long way to go... but I am so much stronger now. People come into our lives for a reason. I understand that now. Goodbye again, tumblr. See you soon.

[thispersonlovesmusic]

The guilt will always stay with me.. this is why I always need a closure.. 😔🥺 Last year was one of the worst years of my life and I've been trying to heal myself..but I realize now that I still need to forgive myself for doing bad things from the past.. things I couldn't control. Toxic things. Hurtful things.. I'm really sorry for hurting you. I will always pray for you and your family's healing, lalo na ikaw and si tito Joel.. 😔

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Hindi ako makapaniwala. I can't post this on any other app, but I feel very very sad. Gusto ko mag-sorry, pero I guess naiintindihan naman na nya ngayon kung bakit nangyare mga nangyare noon samin. I still feel really bad and guilty for every toxic thing I've done to him. 😭 I just wish I can tell them how sorry I am. Sobrang regretful pa rin ako. 😔🥺 I also want to thank her, hindi ko malilimutan lahat ng tulong na binigay sa akin.

I want you to know po that I really really loved your son back then, but we were both emotionally unavailable, we were both too young to understand and realize things... 😭 Sana nangamusta man lang ako. Pero naisip ko kasi na di na kailangan mangamusta. Thank you po tita Edna. Salamat po sa lahat ng thoughtfulness and tulong nyo sa akin noon.. May your soul rest in peace. 🥺

Also sana makausap ko na ulit si Jap, pero kahit hindi agad-agad.. 😔 I worry about him so much lalo na ngayon.

[thispersonlovesmusic]

Letting you go is never easy

And I love you so

That's why I set you free

I know someday

Somehow I'll find a way

To leave it all behind me

Guess it wasn't meant to be, but baby

Before I let you go, I want to say

I love you

[spiderdangeromo]

#TUMINDIG! Art Jam na sinimulan ni Tarantadong Kalbo na dinagdagan (at dadagdagan pa!) ng madaming mahuhusay at mga idol ko na komikeros.

[shunyown]

check nyo na lang sa twitter, ig at fb. wag matakot tumindig!!!

edit: nakalimutan ko sabihin pero magparehistro na rin kayo. bumoto at makialam sa mga nangyayari sa bayan. papareho na tayong pagod dahil sa mga nakaupo sa taas.

[thoradvice]

25% is better than 0%. trying a little is better than not trying at all. eating a protein bar is better than nothing. using dry shampoo is better than not showering. cleaning one section of your room or house is better than not cleaning any of it. writing a paragraph of your essay is better than not starting it. whatever you can manage today is okay. you can try again tomorrow. little steps are to be proud of.