Fuck Tumblr

Stop terminating my blogs

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I’d make weed posts but I don’t wanna get termed for the millionth time

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Day 4 being non verbal and I’m getting real comfortable with it I may not wanna stop

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My family has completely and collaboratively villainized me for my Autism and CPTSD (along with BPD, plus other things but mostly the first two). My favorite statement of the evening was when all four of them surrounded me standing when I fell to the ground sobbing in the middle of an autistic meltdown and told me that I say horrible thing to them everyday as I entered a panic attack simultaneously.they horrible things I say where that they don’t understand (referring to human trafficking and being the victim of a murder attempt, referring to my uncle grooming and abusing be after “saving me” from that situation, and being a rape victim 5 times + trafficking rape) none of them have experienced any sexual or physical abuse. And I’m a horrible horrible person for saying they don’t understand ONE TIME and ofc now I said it “every day” and it’s all to their offense and expense. I felt like that fictional kid in the Eric Andre joke where they gave a mentally disabled kid acid and surrounded them saying NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE NIGHTMARE. Of the fact that I didn’t enjoy the experience was even more offensive and rude and disgusting to them. I want to kms

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Welp. Had a devastating phone call. Officially have no one now! My presence seems to be unbearable. All the more reason too kms.

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MOOTS COME BACK TO ME

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Mssing all my moots

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