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It’s been four months since I’ve spoken to you. At least two months since I’ve seen your face. They said this would get better with time. But it feels like a bomb has gone off in my chest. I hope you find your happiness with her. I hope she makes you smile like you use to. You left me at a time I needed you the most in this world. When I was my absolute weakest. You act as if it doesn’t even phase you. Like we didn’t loose our kid. Like I never found out I was sick. You never called when Nina passed. Or when that one ass hole drugged me at a party. You’ve seen me tanking, and you’ve just watched at a distance. We had the kind of love that illuminated a room. We were inseparable. You wrote me a card on my 20th birthday and said that you wanted to be with me forever and that you would never stop loving me. You were always by my side. The night you left you saw me crumble to the ground. You sat and watched as the tears streamed down my face. You told me that you didn’t want to sit and talk about it, or you might change your mind. For what I would give to understand what happened to the love we had. Because I know nothing has changed with me. I still love you as much as I did for the 4 years we were together. You were my best friend. You are my soul mate. Deep down I know this. But god I’m so greatful for the time we had together. All the long nights and adventures. You will always have a huge part in my heart. And babe just know that I’m so sorry.