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[thisuserdead]

Hi! All moths are welcome to my blog! :)

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AFTG x PJO

AFTG x Tokyo Ghoul

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[allfortheslay25]

do u draw on ibis paint? what brushes do you use??

Yes

These were done by the Color Pencil and Watercolor brushes I listed above

Texture pen and watercolor

Dip pen and watercolor

[thisuserdead]

happy trans day of visbility friend 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

Thank you! 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵 you too!

[aftgbinderzine]

It’s finally here! For Neil’s 39th birthday, we present Confidential: The Neil Josten Experience, aka… the binder! You can find the zine (for free) on Gumroad. Over 60 creators poured their love into this project, and it's now yours to use as your heart desires. Please enjoy <3

Confidential: The Neil Josten Experience

Please enter "$0 (zero)" for the dollar amount &lt;3Please do not donate to the zine! &lt;3This is the download page for the Confidential: T

[thisuserdead]

No boops this year?

[syzygy-yzygy]

So sick of dog motif what about cat motif.

I love you but we don't love the same. I can't be near you when you want me to be. Your love is smothering and your need to keep me safe is trapping me. I'm my own person but I don't know how to show you that. I lash out and hurt you even though I don't mean to. I need you to move slowly around me or I'll bolt. I love you, even though I don't say it. If you stay still I'll sit next to you, and even though we don't understand each other we can be together like that.

[syzygy-yzygy]

@aspengrown this is the rawest possible addition to this post thank you

[mylordshesacactus]

and also:

cat love as in I am small and scared and all of my instincts and my experience and your vast power say you're a threat but I am choosing to trust in your kindness despite my fear. you could kill me with one hand but I know you won't.

cat love as in I can tell you are upset and I don't understand why so I will sit stiffly beside you and awkwardly provide the only reassurance I know how to give. I am uncomfortable with every single moment of this but it is what you would do for me.

cat love as in I am small and powerless but I will curl up back to back with you and stand guard while you sleep and I will mean it with every fiber of my being.

my cat Nepenthe was a former stray behavior case at risk of euthanasia because she kept mauling potential adopters. on her second week in my apartment--having already attacked me multiple times without provocation, I will add, I wasn't special, she needed genuine help--she slinked out of the bedroom yowling at me. when I went to check on her she kept walking back and forth until I followed her, where she insistently paced between my feet and her hidey-hole in the back of my dresser, increasingly distressed. about three seconds after she gave up and hid, an absolutely torrential rain front hit. she didn't understand yet that we couldn't get wet inside. she'd been trying to warn me.

she didn't know me yet, but she knew I hadn't yelled at her when she hurt me. she knew I hadn't tried to hurt her back. she didn't understand why she was attacking me; those episodes probably scared her more than me. she knew I "shared" food with her, and that I asked before touching her. and she went out of her way to bring me into her safe space, to protect her friend.

cat love as stiff hesitant uncertain acts of service that are devastating in their sincerity, as well.

[naamahdarling]

I'm sorry, I had a response to add on, but now I'm crying over your cat. Oh my god.

[glorioustidalwavedefendor]

cat love as stiff hesitant uncertain acts of service that are devastating in their sincerity, as well.

He had the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise.

Isabel Allende, from The House of The Spirits

[rottenwhimsy]

x

[candidenigma]

Yes and also, cat love as in:

I am an independant being. I will not be at your beck and call. I will go where I please, take an interest in what I please, play and sleep when I please. But sometimes it will please me to follow you. Sometimes it will please me to take an interest in what you are doing. Sometimes it will please me to play with you and sleep alongside you. My ears will catch your voice like a satellite dish. I will know your every name for me. My eyes will wink to show that I trust you. I will sit close by you with my back turned, each of us in our own world together. I may seem inscrutable to one who is unfamiliar with my ways, but you will know when I am happy and enjoying your affection. When it pleases me to show you affection you will know that too. I will leave my marks on you and take your marks on me so that the world knows we belong together. Our flesh and blood and minds will always be different but we are one tribe.

[thisuserdead]

I wanna write but I gotta study🙁☹️

[cornmaize]

You’re married to your phone background/lockscreen how fucked are you

[aftgbinderzine]

Someone sent us some mysterious documents. Not sure how they got our email, but they included this video with an ominous message at the end… See you March 31st 🤫

Music track: Pressure by Epic Spectrum Source: https://freetouse.com/music Free To Use Music for Videos

[dark-magician-girl-meets-world]

Fortuneteller, turning over the Death card: Don't worry. It isn't literal. It simply refers to some form of change. Me: Phew Fortuneteller; turning over the Gets Eaten by the Fortuneteller While Trying to Leave card: That can also mean many things

[thisuserdead]

Every time I've had my tarots read I've gotten a death card and honestly, both times were right before big changes in my life. I still don't know what to do with that info

[targetedknowledge]

[dajo42]

does anyone else remember when peoples talking point against asexuality being a queer identity was to make up a cisgender heterosexual but aromantic man who wanted to get in to all the lgbt society meetings or was that just an embarrassing thing people i knew did

[dajo42]

the question was always "do you really think that guy should be allowed in" and it was like.... first off you made him up to get mad at for some reason. second off yeah he can come in if he wants. hes aromantic of course he can. other stuff doesnt matter to me. what are you a cop. why are you policing peoples identities so hard

[janokenmun]

[swordanddaggerarts]

I did neil sleeping here and to continue my neil shenanigans I have him being picked up because it freaks him out if you do it while he’s busy.

[nevvaraven]

my favourite moment from all three books of aftg is neil wanting his racquet back after it was used as a murder weapon. the true champion of the idgaf war

[ajosm86]

"worst part is aaron touched it."

"it was used for murder."

"so? the blood is gone."

"neil-"

"disinfect aaron off this + i will use it tonight."

"IT IS EVIDENCE. POLICE KEEP IT."

"that's stupid, pigs can not play exy."

"NEIL."

[hymnism]

making a collection

[putridghost]

Wait I have more

[acemingo]

[hopefulrunaways]

it's still the 22nd where I am so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEVIN DAY

[drowsymiha]

Escape